Yuvraj lifted his head from his hands.His head felt heavy.Heavy with the weight of guilt,beacuse he was the one who should be punished,heavy with the weight of fear,fear of loosing her and ruining her life just because of his deeds.He could not think straight.Again he felt defeated and weak in his life.He was worried...worried about Suvreen,who was very much innocent as a baby would be.How could he shout at her?He should not have done that!His heart screamed at him.All out of sudden,he got things into his mind.Suvreen...where is she...and he remembered she left to the balcony.
He suddenly felt a sense of responsibility for the poor girl who had no one to wipe her tears during her hard times.He suddenly felt a sense of pride for the girl who had faced all of this but still never gave up.He suddenly felt a sense of care,for that strong girl who had suddenly fallen being weak.He suddenly felt a sense of guilt for that girl who was his wife now and had got nothing from him but pain!For that pain she was alone in the balcony shivering and doing what god knows!
As the realization dawned upon him he got up without wasting a second rushing towards the balcony.He had to make sure she was alright.Afterall it was all his mistake.Nearing the balcony,he saw her lying on the ground in an uncomfortable position with the duvet barely covering her,instead falling at her toes.He mentally thought how irresponsible she still was.
"Kambal laayi toh par uska sahi istmaal(use) bhi nahi kar payi...pagal ladki"he thought.
He knelt down infront of her first keeping the duvet aside.Then he waved infront of her face to check if she was really asleep or not.When he was confirmed she was really asleep he did not intend to disturb her.He noticed her face that was pale with dried up tears.Still the face presented a different charm glowing in the moonlight and indicating purity.She was indeed pure...with a pure heart and soul!The soft breeze was playing with her half-dried hair and that made some strands fall over her eyes.He had a sudden urge to push it back and just then his hand started moving towards her face as if it had its own mind.Softly his fingers brushed against her cheek and then finally tucking the strand behind her ear.He had done that many times...still he was confused how he had failed to see the purity in her before as he saw it now.Slowly he then got up and went to her side.He lifed her gently in his arms taking care not to disturb her sleep.In her sleep too,Suvreen's hand automatically went up to his kurta's collar and rested there.Forgetting everything else and smiling at the sleeping beauty in his arms he took steps inside the bedroom.As gentle as he could,he placed her carefully on the bed and about to move away but was shocked to find her hands still grasping his collar.He tried to detangle the hand but like a stubborn kid she refused to.Finally after many attempts he succeed in doing that.He again checked her if her sleep was disturbed or not.Then he went to the balcony again and picked up the duvet and brought it back.He gently spread it and covered her with it.Satisfied with this he work he picked up the pillow from the other side and moved to the couch.Normally as they had become good friends they used to sleep on the same bed trusting each other.But they slept feets apart in the night and woke up feets apart in the morning.Yuvraj thought he would disturb her if he went to his side and slept so he preferred the couch.Anyways sleep was going to be far apart from him today!
He laid the pillow on the couch and laid dow on it.His memories went into the past.The way they had gotten together as friends.
That day,he was worried and so was she,but he had to get married because his mother wont be happy if he refused.He had also met the girl he was going to marry and she looked decent and her words were decent too.So he agreed to marry even if he did not know if they could get together. And the day before their marriage hands of friendship was extended from both sides as both were not ready for the bond they were being bound to.After she came like magic he started to heal from the scars of his fears. He had again started to live with her friendship.She had always supported him when he needed her.He couldn't punish her!
With a decision in mind he tried to get closer to sleep.
Suvreen woke up by the sunrays.She opened her eyes and closed them again to remember the reason of her headache.And it all striked her!She got her answers and then sat up on the bed.Bed??Where did it come from?She was sleeping against a wall last night then how she ended coming on the bed.For the first time in her life she thought she had walked in her sleep.But that wasn't natural for her.She never walks in sleep.She turned around and saw the pillow from the bed and jumped on the couch.Then she got it.It was Yuvraj who carried her to the bed without disturbing her a bit.Suddenly she felt a tug in her heart as she thought about him.Her eyes started to sting again with tears.
Soon the silent tears converted into sobs and then into cries.She couldn't do anything but cry.She was feeling helpless and didn't get a way out.After some minutes she wiped her tears and made a decision.If he doesn't want the baby,so be it!That was her decision!
Precap-Suvreen goes missing
Heya...look the ghost is here!Missed me??I missed you all a lot.Hope you all again liked this update.As I received your lovely comments saying that I am going good,I got very happy.Thanks so much Missmizzie,Anam didu,Krudi and Jassy di for saying that the writing was ok and nothing awkwardy.Baaki sab behnas and my dear Sassy ko bhi bahot bahot dhanyavaad for your likes and comments.Shweta iss baar comment nahi ki..kyun? :'( ...acha nahi laga tumhe shwetu?Aur Ipsita ko chod hi do...kabhi kabar aa hi jaati hai :P As you see the whole story is the past but its not from Suvi's POV...and the present will just be revealed in the epilogue.
And another important thing,sad for you all but good for me news is that the SS is going to end.I did not promise that it will be very long or long.I told na,I don't have much patience with me...still this was up with much patience of mine.Its my favourite now!All good things come to an end...kissi mahan vyakti ne kaha tha and its true.So mera SS bhi end hojayega.Just 1 or 2 parts more with the epilogue.
Ab comment karne ko mat mat bhuliyo!!! :P Aur ek baat..from the starting of this SS I haven't sent any PMs to you all par still comments kept coming that too in a good amount!In 4 parts 10 pages covered...waah my SGLand buddies and didis are awesome!Love you all
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