Part 4
Yuvraj searched for his file each and every place of the room."Arre abhi toh thi yahi...kahan gayab ho gaya?".He kept searching and then fell defeated.
"Abhi gayab hona tha"he said letting out his frustration.Just then his eyes fell on the table.
"Table par toh dekha hi nahi."
He went near and searched the files to fis out the file he needed.There were many files which contained designed that were sketched by Suvreen in her free time.Yuvraj had seen them and each time he saw them inside his heart he saluted her masterpieces and her creativity.She was excellent in this,he believed.
Smiling a little he kept back those files when another unfamiliar file caught his eye.
"Arre yeh file toh maine kabhi dekha hi nahi...yeh kya ho sakta hai"
He took the file in his hand and opened it.on the first page printed were the letters "Suvreen Guggal" and little down it was written "Pregnancy Report".
Yuvraj freezed on the spot reading the words.He was completely shocked.He traveled his eyes around the words again and again for a confirmation.He turned the pages and wildly looked at them. He couldn't still believe his yes.A lot was happening in this house and no one informed him yet?His anger won over his belief.He got angry...angry on everyone including himself.
Suvreen clicked open the washroom door and came out.She could see Yuvraj standing with his back facing him.Suvreen did not pay heed to him and and continued to dry her hairs and arrange the bed.When she saw Yuvraj had been standing there for more than usual she went near him and said -"Kya hua aapko?"
Yuvraj turned to face Suvreen.The fury in his eyes made Suvreen shiver.Still she couldn't figure out the reason behind the fury.She looked at him confused.
"Mujhe bataya kyun nahi tumne?"
Suvreen said-"Kya nahi bataya?" and suddenly her eyes caught hold of the blue file that were in Yuvraj's hands.Sherealised that Yuvraj got to know everything.She was getting speechless.
Yuvraj threw the file on the bed and said-"Kyun nahi bataya?"his voice filled with anger and eough to make Suvreen more nervous than she already was.
Suvreen lowered her eyes and said-"who..main.."
Yuvraj didn't wait for her to complete the sentence.he grabbed her shoulders and shook her violently-"Kyun nahi bataya ki tum ek bache ki maa ban ne wali ho"
Suvreen shuddered under his voice and touch.tears threatened to fall of anytime from her eyes.Still she gathered guts and said in a timid voice-"Ye maine khud nahi kiya...gussa kyun ho rahe hain...ye koi ek bacha nahi aapka bacha hai"
Yuvraj shouted-"Par yeh sab ek mistake tha...ek galti..."losing control.
Suvreen looked up disbelievingly.Her eyes and cheeks were flooded with tears and did not stop.She said-"Haan...just a mistake...wohi hai na apke liye...Par yeh mistake maine nahi aapne kiya tha...so dont blame me"she threw the words at his face and turned not taking a second and picked the duvet and ran to the balcony.
She didn't have any strength to stand on her feet and dropped herself on the ground.She hugged her knees and sobbed.What else could she do?She blamed her life and cursed her fate.At one side a mother was expecting her to change someone and on the other side there wasn't any hope.She couldn't decide what to do.
"Ye mistake maine nahi apne kiya tha".The words rang in his years again and again as realization dawned upon him.His past memories came flooding and reminded him that he was the one who got drunk and had committed the mistake.
Do pal tujhse juda tha
Fir aise rasta muda tha
Tujhse main khone laga
Juda jaise hone laga
Kuch se kuch mera
Anger engulfed him.He felt angry on himself.What was her mistake?Her own fate was bad to get him and now when she was bearing another life wih her because of his mistake he was busy shouting at her?The one who even wasn't to blame?He threw away some books from the study and broke whatever came to his hand.
Tuhi mere liye ab kar dua
Tuhi kar de iss dard se juda
Tera hoke tera main jo na raha
Main yeh khud se kehta hun
After a while he gained control over himself .He sat down on the floor leaning on the bed and rested his head in his hands.
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Tujhe bhula diya oh
Fir kyun teri yaadon ne
Mujhe rula diya...
Suvreen closed her eyes and remembered the times they spent together just as friends.They had always been friends from after the marriage but after that incident or call it accident everything changed.They could not become normal again as they were.
Tune hi toh inn labhon pe
Ek shikayat de gayi hai
Dur hi jab karma that oh
Paas kyun laaya bata khuda
Suvreen had fallen for him from a long time but knowing some of his insecurities of Yuvraj she was fine being with him like friends and if he wanted she could remain as his friend only for the rest of life but he only was the one who created differences.
Kabhi tujhe bhi toh pyaar hoga
Rutha rutha tera yaar hoga
Khuda jaane kya ghumaar hoga
Hai yeh darmiyaan...
Sleep took care of her after her thoughts faded.Laying in an uncomfortable position she slept off.
Precap- Suvreen in hospital for abortion😲
An upadte's there...slightly longer than baaki updates :D.Guys I want you to watch this VM...it frm which all started...the story and everything came to mind seeing this.Please watch the VM its really awesome!
And for the FF first time I am writing anything on Yuvreen after marriage and it's a little mature.Please tell me if I am doing it correctly or not cause I am not an expert in mature things na.I have never written an FF on anyone after marriage.Hope its living upto you expectations.Thank you all for your comments and like.They really encourage me to wite more and more :D
Edited by SahasYuvreenian - 11 years ago
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