Kriyam FF 'True Love' Chapter 16 - The Final Chapter UPDATED on pg 20 - Page 9

Chapter 10

'I'm back!' Yuvan was so happy, he stepped towards me and hugged me. I was in shock.
Firstly because of my growing feelings for Sayyam and secondly because Yuvan was back. I knew he was due back but it went out of my mind.
I stood in shock while he held me tightly.

'I missed you so much.' He said squeezing me tight. He then smiled at Sayyam and gave him a hug.

'I'll see you back at the house.' Sayyam said quietly and walked away. My eyes followed him.

'Krish, I have been waiting to come back, I really wanted to talk to you.' Yuvan said happily. I was looking in the distance searching for Sayyam.

'Krish, you remember what you said to me before I left?' He asked
I remember it clearly. That was my first experience of heartbreak, I have never cried so much. It was a difficult time.

'The time apart from you has made me realise how much I missed being around you. It made me realise how strong my feelings are for you.'
I was afraid of what he was going to say next, I didn't want him to say it.

'I love you too.' He said while hugging me again, he wrapped his arms tightly around me.

For so long I have waited to hear these words from Yuvan. I've always imagined what it would be like, how I would feel, how I would react, what I would say and the happiness I would feel.

Why don't I feel happy?? My best friend who I loved since childhood has just confessed his love for me.
He let go of me, he held my hands. He was so excited.

'I'm so glad I told you here. Sayyam told me you would be here. There's something so magical and romantic about the beach.' He said taking in the scenery.

'Sayyam?' I asked hearing his name.

'I told Sayyam I was coming back today and I wanted to surprise you. He said it would be romantic if I confessed to you here.'

Sayyam knew? Sayyam knew Yuvan wanted to tell me he loves me and he encouraged him??

'Hey Krish, you ok?' He asked. He could tell my mind was elsewhere.

'I want to go home.' I said looking at him seriously.

I was so confused. My childhood love had just expressed his feelings to me but the whole time my mind was on my 'dream guy.' My dream guy who happens to be his best friend.
I have got myself into such an impossible situation. My mind was all over the place.

We walked home. The whole time Yuvan was telling me about his trip. My mind was on Sayyam.
We walked into the house. I looked around the room, he wasn't there. I ran upstairs searching in all the rooms to find him. My heart felt restless, I just needed to see him. I rushed into his room, he was there.
My face dropped. My heart sank.
He was packing his belongings.

'Whe...where are you going?' I asked quietly, still trying to catch my breath.

'I've been here long enough. I'm going back to Suhani Aunty's house. Yuvan is back now.' He said without looking at me.

'Yeh but you can still stay here.' I said worryingly.

'Yuvan is back now. You don't need me anymore.' He said sternly.

'I..I don't understand.' I was so confused

'Yuvan asked me to look after you while he was away. He's back now, so you have him now. You don't need me anymore.' He rushed out without looking at me once and went downstairs.

I was speechless, I felt anger increasing inside me.

I heard someone call my name behind me. I turned round, Yuvan was standing behind me.

'So what was I?? Some sort of deal?' I said angrily.

'What do you mean?' He asked

'Oh, you don't know? You know, where you told Sayyam to look after me because you left! All this time I thought he genuinely cared for me, but the whole time he just did it for you?!' I was so angry. How could he do that?? He was just pretending to care for me to help Yuvan and in the process I have developed these unknown feelings for him.

'I'm so gullible.' I said with tears following down my cheeks.

'Look Krish, if you think Sayyam did this just for me, you're wrong. If you honestly think Sayyam was acting all this time and doesn't genuinely care for you, then you don't know him at all.' He said sternly and went downstairs.

Yuvans words stuck in my mind. I felt guilty for thinking badly of Sayyam. He may not admit it, but I know he cares.
I could hear voices outside. I ran to the balcony and saw Sayyam and Yuvan leaving, Yuvan had got into the car. Sayyam gave Ma a tight hug and started walking towards the car.
I didn't want him to leave. He suddenly stopped and looked back. He looked up at me at the balcony. He didn't seem himself, he didn't smile. The smile I would search for each day, the smile that would give me butterflies.
He turned away, got into the car and they left.

I ran into my bedroom and dropped onto my bed. Tears were flowing down my face. I couldn't control my emotions, the tears didn't want to stop, so much was going through my mind. Thoughts of the day's events were spinning round my mind. Yuvans confessions, my confusing feelings for Sayyam, I couldn't make sense of it all. What are these feelings I have for Sayyam??

The next morning I woke up. The emotions from the previous day's events were still there. I got dressed and was about to walk down the stairs when I heard Ma talking to a man. The voice sounded familiar. My heart skipped a beat, is it him??

I rushed down the stairs with a huge smile on my face. It was him. He was sat at the breakfast table.

'Hey Krishna, you remember you have a driving lesson with me don't you?' He said.
I nodded happily. The 3 of us had breakfast together. I will miss this. Once we finished we both got into the car. I felt nervous. I didn't feel this nervous when I have had driving lessons from him before. I put my belt on, checked the mirrors and switched the engine on. My hands were shaking, I struggled to put the car into gear. He put his hand over mine and helped me put the car into gear. I felt a tingling feeling in my arm. He moved his hand away. I looked at him.

'Look at the road Krishna.' He said sternly

'We will drive to Suhani Aunty's house. Yuvan wants to see you.' He said

He seemed different today. He would normally talk to me happily, but today he wasn't himself. The whole time I drove, he didn't speak to me, he just gave directions. Usually he would talk to me to make me feel at ease while driving. But today he was like the old Sayyam. Something wasn't right.

We arrived at Suhani Aunty's house. Everyone was sat together in the living area chatting and laughing. They were discussing Golu going back to his parents house tomorrow. Bhavna Aunty and Sharad Uncle are so lovely, they are the nicest people I know.

'You should all come and spend the weekend with us. It will be a nice break.' Golu said. They lived so far, near the mountains. I've never been there but I heard about how beautiful, calm and serene it is there.

'No, it's ok. You young ones go.' Suhani Aunty said.

'It would be like a road trip all of us together! It will be so much fun!' Yuvan said happily. He came over to me and put his arm around my shoulders.

'Ok that's confirmed then! Yuvan, Krishna, Yuvani and Sayyam are coming with me for the weekend.' Golu announced.

Sayyam sat down.
'No, I don't want to go. I will sit this one out. You all go.' He said quietly looking down at the floor.

I watched while Yuvan, Golu and Yuvani tried to convince him but he wasn't interested. He got up to leave when the doorbell rang.
I walked over to the door. I opened the door and standing there was a tall, slim girl with big eyes. She had long black hair and was wearing a sleeveless tight top and long fitted skirt emphasising her slim figure. She walked past me and rushed straight over to Sayyam. She hugged him tightly. Everyone stood up in shock. Who is she and why is she hugging Sayyam??
I felt like I was burning inside. She took a step back and placed her right hand on his cheek. She leaned closer towards him and kissed his other cheek.

'Oh Sayyam, I really missed you!!' She said happily. She hugged him again. He didn't hug her back.

'Sorry, who are you?' Suhani Aunty said.

Sayyam pushed the girl away gently and looked really uncomfortable.

'Aunty, this is Baby...' He said nervously.

'Baby? Your ex girlfriend?' asked Yuvan.

His ex girlfriend?? I clenched my fists trying to control the anger I felt inside. I wanted to go up to her and move her away from Sayyam.

Who is she and what does she want from Sayyam???

Precap- Weekend away at Bhavna and Sharads House. Kriyam share a moment.


Hi everyone

I hope you are all still enjoying the FF. I wanted to show Krishna trying to understand her feelings in this chapter and also show the build up to the long weekend away.

Shaz x

Brilliant chapter again Shaz! Poor Krishna she is in such a state of confusion right now. The way you conveyed Krishna's feelings was amazingly written! I love how your story is developing. I'm excited about the next update, Baby is here and will be interesting to see jealous Krishna lol and the Kriyam moment? Looking forward to that!

amazing update dear

It was amazing shaz!! Krishna's confusion...U explained it rilli well..Thanx for PMing me.. whenever I'm in a bad mood, one of u updates d ff..N I get refreshed..Today u did dat😊

Originally posted by: Faeeqa

Brilliant chapter again Shaz! Poor Krishna she is in such a state of confusion right now. The way you conveyed Krishna's feelings was amazingly written! I love how your story is developing. I'm excited about the next update, Baby is here and will be interesting to see jealous Krishna lol and the Kriyam moment? Looking forward to that!

Thank you so much for your lovely comments. When writing this chapter I thought it might be boring but I'm glad you enjoyed it! Yes I'm looking forward to writing the Kriyam moment. I have already started writing it. Baby won't be in my FF for long, she has already taken enough screen space already lol! She is in my FF purely so that Krishna is jealous and starts to realise what her feelings actually mean.

Originally posted by: priyanvs

amazing update dear

so krishna is jealous now

eagerly waiting for kriyam moment

Thank you so much for your comments! Yes I thought I have shown Sayyam jealous, now it's time to show a bit of Krishnas jealousy! 😆

Originally posted by: Anjali33

<font size="1">It was amazing shaz!! Krishna's confusion...U explained it rilli well..Thanx for PMing me.. whenever I'm in a bad mood, one of u updates d ff..N I get refreshed..Today u did dat😊</font>

Aww I'm glad my FF made you feel refreshed. I'm glad you're enjoying it. I'm enjoying writing it although this chapter took a bit longer as I had to think how I can still make it interesting without having a proper Kriyam scene in it.

Thanks again for your comments! When are you updating your FF?

Originally posted by: Shiney19

Aww I'm glad my FF made you feel refreshed. I'm glad you're enjoying it. I'm enjoying writing it although this chapter took a bit longer as I had to think how I can still make it interesting without having a proper Kriyam scene in it.

Thanks again for your comments! When are you updating your FF?

Chapter 11

It was the next day, I was ready and packed for the weekend away at Golu's house. I needed a break, these unexplained feelings have been driving me crazy.
I heard the sound of a car horn. It was them. I went outside, I gave Ma a hug and walked towards the car struggling with my suitcase. Yuvan was talking to Ma while I was trying to drag my suitcase through the front garden to the car.
I suddenly felt someone's hand on mine. I felt that tingling sensation again in my body. I looked up, it was him. He took my suitcase from my hand. He looked at me with a serious expression. I watched him as he started walking towards the car.

'I thought you weren't going Sayyam?' I asked confidently

He stopped walking and turned to face me.

'I didn't have anything else to do.'
We stood there looking at each other for a few minutes when I heard footsteps towards us.

'Hey Sayyam, come on.'

I looked behind Sayyam, it was Baby. Her presence makes me so angry.

'Oh hi Krish!' She said smiling at me.

'It's Krishna to you.' I said sternly

Sayyam gestured at Baby to go back to the car.

'Is she coming with us?' I looked at Sayyam with my eyebrows raised.

'Yuvan and Golu asked her to come along.' He responded.

We walked to the car. Yuvan sat at the front with Golu as Yuvan was driving. He told me to sit at the back with Yuvani, Sayyam and Baby. He could tell I didn't want to and explained that he was driving so he needed Golu to give directions.

I sat in the car next to Sayyam, he was sat in the middle with Baby and I sat on either side of him.
During the journey I found Baby really annoying. She kept on laughing and chatting to the boys. They loved listening to her compliments to massage their egos. She had her hand on Sayyams knee the whole journey. She kept on reminiscing about all the good times they had together. Sayyam was loving the attention he was getting. Her every touch got me more and more agitated. I looked out the car window to stay calm and slowly I fell asleep. I woke up a while later to find my head tucked near Sayyams neck. I quickly moved away looking at him, he looked at me too. I felt so awkward that I have slept on him and he didn't say a thing.

A few hours later we arrived at Bhavna Aunty's house. She was so happy to see us, she hugged us all one by one.

'If it isn't my favourite nephew.' She held Yuvan tightly

'And this is the beautiful Krishna.' She said to me.

She walked over to Sayyam with a smile.

'And you must be Sayyam, long time no see! I remember the 3 of you playing together and especially Sayyam picking on Krishna all the time!' Everyone laughed. Sayyam and I looked at each other uncomfortable.
Bhavna Aunty showed us all our rooms. We all got changed and went for a walk around the area. Bhavna Aunty wanted to show us around.

Everyone walked ahead while I walked behind. It was such a beautiful, quiet and isolated area. We started walking through the woods. Everyone split up to have a look around as it was such a big area, I was meant to go with Sayyam and Baby but somehow she took him another route leaving me behind.

Before I knew it, I was lost. It was getting dark and had started to rain. I started to panic. I ran looking for everyone else. My heart was racing, I felt suffocated, I was so scared. A few hours had passed, it was pitch black, it was difficult to see anything. The rain had started to pour down and the temperature had dropped. Before I knew it, I had collapsed. A while later, I started to gain consciousness, I heard a voice from a distance. My vision was blurred, I felt drowsy. I thought I could hear someone calling my name. The rain was getting heavier.

I felt someone lift me in their arms. I rest my head on their shoulder and closed my eyes, I felt so tired. I heard the voice again calling my name, it was very familiar.
I opened my eyes, my vision was still very blurry. I blinked several times but still couldn't see who was carrying me. I struggled to keep my eyes open.

'Stay with me Krishna, stay awake.' I heard him say anxiously.
He eventually took me to a small derelict building for shelter from the heavy showers. He sat me down, he held my chin and fed me some water from a bottle. He sprinkled some water on my face. I opened my eyes and looked at him. I wanted to see the man who saved me. Slowly my vision was clear, it was Sayyam. I thought I was hallucinating. I tried to speak but no words would come out.

'Shh, it's ok, don't speak, you're really weak.' He said as he gently stroked my hair.

'Are you ok?' He asked softly. He moved a few strands of hair away from my face and tucked them behind my ears. I was shivering from the cold temperature and my clothes were soaked from the rain. My dress was drenched and the open back made me feel even colder. He got a blanket out from a bag and wrapped it around me to keep me warm. He got up and started looking for ways to start a fire.
I looked around the room. It was very dark and dingy, completely empty with just a few rocks and blocks of wood. The walls were broken, there was no door and rain was was leaking into the room.

A while later he managed to light a small fire. He came over and sat next to me. I still felt very weak.

'Why did you go off on your own? Everyone was so worried about you' He said gently.

'Including you?' I asked softly

He looked at me and paused.
' Um.. Yuvan was going crazy looking for you.' He said, without trying to make eye contact.

'Then why isn't he here instead of you?' I asked. He didn't have an answer, he ignored my question and gave me a bottle of water. He noticed I had a cut on the bottom of my leg near my ankle which was bleeding. He kneeled on the floor. I watched as he tore a small piece of my dupatta and wrapped it around my leg to stop the cut from bleeding.
Every gentle touch of his fingers felt like a surge of electricity running through my veins.

'Once the rain calms down, we will find our way back to Golu's house.' He said as he stood up. I watched his every move. I thought to myself why didn't Yuvan come looking for me, why Sayyam?

Being around him made me feel nervous and uncomfortable. He stood against a pillar with his arms folded, watching the rain.

I slowly tried to stand up but I struggled as I felt weak. I could feel myself falling back but he rushed over to stop me falling. He tripped and fell on top of me as I fell on the floor. His body lying on top of mine. He shielded me with his arms so I wouldn't get hurt.
His face was next to mine. He lifted his head slightly, his face was in front of mine, the tips of our noses touching. Little drops from his wet hair fell on my face. My heart was racing, I could feel his beating fast too. I looked deep into his eyes, his eyes sparkling with the light from the fire. As he got up, he didn't let go, he held me in his arms, our faces inches away from each other's. We stood up. Our eyes were still locked on one another's. He gently caressed my cheek and then my lips with one finger. I had lost control, I felt a rush through my body. My heart was completely taken over. I turned away with my back facing him. The blanket fell down. I could hear him step closer, I felt his warm breath at the back of my neck, my heart began to beat even faster. He held my left hand and entwined his fingers with mine. He slowly stroked my bare back with one finger from the top of my back to my waist. I felt a spark run through my body, I closed my eyes feeling his every touch. He put his right arm around my body, holding my stomach. He pulled me against his body and held me tight. He turned me round to face him, my wet hair hitting his face.

He leaned closer to me, our lips nearly touching. I closed my eyes and moved my lips closer to his. My lips gently brushed against his. I had lost complete control of myself. I didn't know what was going to happen, but what I did know was he is where I wanted to be right now.
Our lips were about to meet when I heard voices and running footsteps outside. I quickly pushed him away.

'There you both are!' Golu and Yuvan rushed over to us. I stepped away from Sayyam breathing heavily trying to catch my breath. It was as if I had come out of a trance.

'Krish, I was so worried about you.' Yuvan held me tightly. Yuvan put my arm around him to support me while walking. It was cold and wet, the rain was still pouring heavily. My mind was occupied. Flashes of what had just happened were flying around in my mind. If Yuvan hadn't turned up I don't know what would've happened. I felt like I had lost complete control of my body, all I could see and focus on at that time was Sayyam. It was as if I was cast under his spell and I let myself be taken in by him.

His presence makes my heart feel weak, but his touch makes my heart feel complete. I felt something I had never felt before. I have never felt like this with anyone.
All I know is his eyes and his every touch makes me feel alive...

Precap- Kriyam confession!

Hi everyone

I hope you all enjoyed this chapter especially the Kriyam moment. There is more to come from the weekend away as you can see from the precap. It's confession time! They have fought their feelings long enough.

Let me know what you think!

Shaz x

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