Suhani was walking in the pouring rain in total shock she felt as if a part of her had just died, her life and her way of life had just ended and all her dreams where all shattered because of lies. She wanted to scream and shout and cry but somehow nothing happened she was just numb and cold.
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she had felt like she needed to speak to Souyma about him and so she had gone to see her at home and now a part of her wished she hadn't gone there. Her head hurt all she could hear was Dadi's voice telling souyma that Yuvraj didn't love Suhani but her and that he is miserable without her in her life. Suhani didn't know whether to cry or laugh coz everything made perfect sense to her now Yuvraj's behavior towards her, her dad and now Souyma's as well. What a fool she had been and then she stopped as she heard dadi's words taunting her as if she was right near and actually her asking her and not souyma if she was going to let Yuvraj be miserable all his life. She felt like she couldn't breathe as she said take him away from her, he married her coz her dad forced him to otherwise he would never have gone near her. She closed her eyes wishing that the words would stop and wishing that she could keep Yuvraj with her forever but then opened them as she heard Soumya scream yes I love Yuvraj and I made a mistake to ever let him go.
Suhani tried to walk forward but slipped and landed on her back she closed her eyes as she felt the rain drench her but finally she got up and saw that she was near a park and went towards it. She saw a bench and sat on it she couldn't believe that he wasn't in love with her all the moments she had thought where hers was someone else's and not just any1 but that he was in love with Souyma her best friend.
Just then she thought she heard Yuvraj calling her name and she got frantic and just ran and hid behind a tree. As she leaned back against the tree she blocked her ears and shut her eyes she didn't want to see or hear him and she didn't want him any way near her, she just couldn't face him. After a while she put down her hands and opened her eyes and he was in front of her smiling and for the 1st time she cried he wiped away her tears gently telling her everything was going to be fine and she hugged him and she him all that she had heard and he told her it was all lies that he loved her and only her.
She smiled and said this is the 1st time u told me your feelings and opened her eyes and said I knew it wasn't the truth and realized that he wasn't really there and started by UniDeals" style="border: none !important; display: inline-block !important; text-indent: 0px !important; float: none !important; font-weight: bold !important; height: auto !important; margin: 0px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; text-transform: uppercase !important; text-decoration: underline !important; vertical-align: baseline !important; width: auto !important; background: transparent !important;">looking for him and saw a figure going up the stairs. She was just about to say his name and then stopped and realized just like anything all her feelings where an illusion. Just then she saw him stop and just before he could turn she went back she hid and just sank to the round holding her mouth and trying not to scream for him.
That night Yuvraj was having dinner with his family and he just felt uneasy he could have sworn he saw Suhani in the rain today he had seen her about to fall and had screamed for her to watch out and had jumped out of his car to go to her but when he had gotten there she wasn't there and he had gone by UniDeals" style="border: none !important; display: inline-block !important; text-indent: 0px !important; float: none !important; font-weight: bold !important; height: auto !important; margin: 0px !important; min-height: 0px !important; min-width: 0px !important; padding: 0px !important; text-transform: uppercase !important; text-decoration: underline !important; vertical-align: baseline !important; width: auto !important; background: transparent !important;">looking for her but hadn't seen her. He tried to tell himself that it wasn't her but he just felt uneasy and so he excused himself as soon as he could and went to his room and phoned her. He was surprised when she hadn't picked up and then thought she must still be having dinner so went and played with Snoopy. When he came back he once again tried to call her but she didn't pick up and he got angry and said that he wouldn't call her again and that she would have to call him. That night he waited for her call but was shocked that she never called him back he finally slept with an uncomfortable feeling coz he knew she would never not call back and that there must be something wrong.
Suhani was in bed still shocked and numb but even though it would hurt she knew what her next step would be and it somehow gave her peace. Despite everything she couldn't bring herself to be angry or resentful she loved him she wouldn't change anything the moment she thought where hers or the moments that where actually hers. These past few months he had been nothing but kind to her and had tried to make her happy and now it was time for him to get his happiness. She couldn't help but smile she realized even though her feelings wouldn't reciprocated she had fell for some1 who had a good heart and she was proud of her love. Just then she saw his call and she wanted so badly to answer but stopped herself she knew if she answered that he would somehow know something was wrong so didn't answer.
The next morning Yuvraj was at Suhani's house waiting for her to come home he had been there for hours and was pissed off she still wasn't answering her phone and even though her mom was being as nice as possible he was getting impatient and angry. He had been just about to leave when she came in and he angrily asked where had she been? Suhani was shocked to see him there and didn't know what to say and than her mom said that she would get tea and snacks for every1. Yuvani where alone and she said she would be just back and turned to leave when he grabbed her and pulled her against him and said don't ever turn your back on me I asked u a question. Where have u been and why have u not been answering my calls? The shock of seeing him and being this close to him knowing it was the end made her weak and just for a second she allowed all the love she had for him to show and she caressed his face. And as her fingers neared his lips she snapped out of the moment and pulled away from him just as her mom came back into the room and Suhani said she would be back in a minute and walked away. Once inside her room she controlled herself and told herself to breath and calm down and that she could get through this. And after a few minutes went back and heard Yuvraj telling her mom that he had to go coz his granny needed him and then they saw Suhani and her mom told her to go and leave Yuvraj outside and she smiled at them. They both walked out slowly together and then Suhani said she was sorry for everything and he smiled and said that it was ok that her mom had told him she was out with a friend and so u must have not seen my calls. Suhani smiled sadly without looking at him and then he said he would go and turned to go and she said softly goodbye Yuvraj. He stopped he didn't know why but something in the way she told him that made him upset there was a quiver in her voice and he didn't know why but he didn't like her telling him that. And turned back to say that he would see her tomorrow only to see that she had already gone back into the house and he only saw her back. He left feeling weird and with a thought that tomorrow he would get her back home.
That night when every1 was asleep at suhani's house she slowly let herself out of her house she had crept into her parent's room and taken their blessing and then left. And she had left a letter for her dad telling him that she knew what he had done and understood his reason but she had to leave coz she knew if she stayed that Yuvraj would never willing leave her coz she knew the truth and that she wanted him to become Yuvraj's biggest support when she left. She had also left a letter and divorce papers for Yuvraj telling him she was sorry for everything and wished him all the happiness in the world. As the cab that she had called came up to her house she went into it and as it drove of tears slowly fell on her face as she felt the pain of losing the people she loved the most and wishing the illusion was true.
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