Yuvani SS- Illusion- CHAPTER 4 PAGE 9 updated - Page 5

Yuvraj was pacing in his room angrily he couldn't believe that it had been 5 days since he had last seen her, he knew that she had seen his mom a number of times since he had seen her but he had never seen her. He always seemed to miss her by minutes and he had even went to her house and asked her parents if he could see her but they had flatly refused and so if he wasn't at the hospital waiting for his mom to wakeup he was outside her house waiting for her until his dadi called him home. Whenever dadi called he just wished that he could cut the call he so didn't want to go back to her but sometimes it felt better being there surrounded by their noise than being tormented waiting for her to come home. It was easier when they were far away he could just get busy and not think about her but knowing she was near him and not knowing where she was and with whom just killed him. He didn't know how he had lived so long without her and not knowing her movements. Just then he received a msg it was from his guy at the hospital who told him she hadn't come to the hospital tonight. He called his guy who was waiting outside her house and asked him if she had come home yet only to be informed yet again that she hadn't he looked at the time angrily and saw it was 11 at night and wondered where the hell she was. He stormed out of his room and went to his car and drove to her house he was scared, he was angry and more than anything he was just at his wits head now. As soon as he reached there he told his guard to go home and then he saw that a car stopping outside her house and he saw her and before the person driving her could get out he went he opened the door and he grabbed her hand and took her to his car. He heard her driver ask if he should call the police and she said no she was ok he put her in the passenger's seat and went to get into the car and once in he put her seatbelt on and then started his car and drove.

Suhani wanted to scream at him as soon as they drove out but as she looked at him and saw the tired lines on his face, how he was fighting to gain control and how angry he looked and so she kept quiet. Not coz she was afraid of him but rather she was tired and felt just as beaten up as he looked and she needed to calm her nerves down before she could speak to him and so she turned and looked out of the window. She was shocked when she felt his hands take hers and put it on the gears, she tried to pull her hand away but she felt him tighten his hold on it and again the words caught in her throat as she looked at him and she saw the aguish on his face. She wanted him away from her but also she couldn't lose control and was confused and she didn't know what was happening between them and worse she was afraid to know what was happening btw them. And so she felt herself learning back in her seat and she closed her eyes and as she did she felt the anxiety drain away from him as well and she also became more relaxed and she somehow fell asleep.

The moment he felt her not fighting him he started calming down and when he turned and saw that she was asleep he started to smile and had to force himself to turn and look at the road but he still never let go of her hand. He was finally at their destination and he slowly switched the car off and turned into his seat and just looked at her, her hair was on her face and he gentle removed it and touched her face. He took in her beauty and wished when they were married that he done more of this and just stared at her she was so peaceful to look at. Just seeing her innocence calmed him. he couldn't help himself and he started to trace her face and then his eyes saw the chain on her neck and he touched it he remembered the mangulsutra that should adorn her neck and he carefully took the chain out and was surprised to see a ring on the chain and he touched it. The ring was classic, simply and beautiful and he knew that she would like something like that and then wondered why she had it on her neck instand of on her hand. He was about to put let go of it but something about it made him uneasy he thought maybe a thought maybe a friend of hers bought it for her but then she would have worn It on her finger. And he knew her she wasn't really bothered about jewelery so it wasn't as if she would go out and buy herself something and then he then his next thought was that a guy had given it to her and before he knew what he was doing he had pulled the chain out of her neck.

Suhani wakeup in a shock as she felt a slight pain at her neck and her hand immediately went to her neck and she was shocked when she saw her chain in Yuvraj's hand. She grabbed at it and before she could get it he closed his palm and asked her what was the hurry since he broke it he would get her a new 1 and put it in pocket. Suhani finally got angry and screamed at him to give her chain back and when he didn't she jumped on her seat and then started searching in his pocket and just as she felt the chain he had somehow managed to make her sit on his lap. And when she tried to move she couldn't coz his arms her like steel bars on her she didn't need to look at him to see that he was smiling and he told her if she wanted to sit on his lap all she needed to do was ask him.

She looked away from him then and told him softly to let her go and his voice caught as he asked sadly how many times am I expected to let u go and she looked at him sadly. He asked who gave her the ring and she turned her face and was quiet and the longer she stayed silent the more his heart sank and he finally asked her if it was a guy and she nodded her head. He was quiet after that and then she said stop looking at me like that and he asked like what u not even looking at me to know how I am looking at u and she said I can feel it. Stop looking at me as if I am in the wrong he placed her back in the passenger's seat and left the car then Suhani looked at him as he went off. After a while she finally looked where she was and saw that they were at a tea stall and she got out.

Yuvraj felt a wave of sadness engulf him he knew that she would eventually find some1 but still his heart never really thought she would ever accept any1 he knew he shouldn't feel betrayed but he did. Just then he saw a cup of tea in front of him and he looked at Suhani and he took it and he couldn't help himself and asked what he was like? Suhani was silent and sipped on her tea and then said he is simply what u see is what u get, if he is angry he shares he tells u the reason, if he is sad he shares his pain with u if he is happy he does the same I never have to wonder about what he is thinking or feeling he is a open book. Yuvraj smirked and said everything I am not right and looked at her and he took the chain out his pocket and handed it to her and said he sounds perfect congrates. Suhani took the chain from his hand without looking at him and then he held her hand and came closer to her and she looked at him taking a step back as she saw his face coming closer to her lips parted as she said his name as she thought he was about to kiss her but rather he went closer to her ears and whispered I guess u not a Amitabh Bachcan fan anymore?