ishaan and mauli - ishaali !! update (26th jan)

ishaali !! ishaan and mauli !!

yes finally !! finally a post on them. !

actually an entire thread !!

whenever i think about ishaali , the very first thing that comes to my mind is their engagement dance and that song in background

"Tu ishq ishq sa mere, rooh mein aake bas ja
Jis orr teri shehnayi , uss orr main bhagun re"

and this brings a blush and a smile to my face. 😳

the eyelocks !!

that day i was hell emotional and my throat was choked.. my eyes were like mishti's eyes, sparkling bright in happiness and heart was overwhelmed with emotions just like dida and radhika's hearts were..

that time it seemed all rosy to me. had no idea that their journey would undergo so many ups and downs.
phewww!! it isnt an easy one , isnt a short one but i know , one day i am gonna say "see how time flies by " !!

ishaali has given me so many memories! and have warmed my heart to some another level..
i just love them.!

my feelings for ishaali are deep.. its an emotional attachment to them and mainly to mauli..
i relate to mauli at so many levels, like so many levels.. it feels as if she represents me but she has got an ishaan and i really havent found any ishaan even after meetings zillions of guys in my life.. haha!! finding an ishaan isnt easy.. trust me its not easy.!! she is blessed to have him in her life..

so today i am making a thread on their journey , will keep updating it !! i dont care what's their future, but ishaali and ishti are like a celebration for me and needed to be celebrated.. so lets celebrate them!!

😊

mauli is someone who not only gives immense love to others but she loves to get loved , just like any other woman. but what makes her not express her love/liking for ishaan? does she love him?? or she doesnt?

if she does then why doesnt she tell him??

hmmm, mauli's idea of love is/was "love happens once", not her fault bcz when u are yet not over ur past u keep thinking like that.. i used to think like that.. although till now i didnt get a second chance in love but the idea "love happen once" is fading away with time, which is a relief, trust me.. its a relief ! i feel free !!

mauli is/was stuck, i still don't know if she is ready to move on or not.. but m sure one day she will realise that she was so wrong to think like that.. i want her to feel free.. get rid of this wall that she has created around her heart.. i want her to fly really high and tell herself that she can love again !!

she always liked ishaan but could never take a step forward bcz she never had known how her marriage, her love failed?? the relationship which was a happy romantic relationship.. how can she be sure of her second chance?? mauli is bound to think all this bcz she was never at fault nor she understood how could her husband ditch her?? like how? it seems impossible to her as her ex wasnt a bad person.. its unbelievable for her!

so she cant be sure of her second chance bcz of her past experience.. if that can fail then this can also fail !! but but but!! she needs to see the differences between her past and her present..

she needs to embrace her happiness with open arms and without any doubts..

she is working on it !! yes she is.. she takes a step, but is dragged again to her past!

sometimes she is weak, sometimes she is an emotional fool , sometimes she is lured into some good memories of past, she is a human being , a flawed person but she always rises by the end after battling with her emotions!

she has morals and values , and she never compromised with those till date..

she is my hope for ishaali !!

and ishaan is my hope for her..!!

that was diwali time when ishaan said this and that was not only ishaan's wish but mine too.. i really prayed to God that she could again find love and is able to love for one more time with poore dil se..
that was the time when she was hesitant and he was hopeful.

had she ever friendzoned him??? naah!!

he was always her companion! and this is their journey from companionship to love.

"mumma just chill han" imitates ishaan.

"ishaan ekdum chup han" mauli points her finger at him. 😆

"okay" ishaan gave up. 😆 lagta hai dar gya!

kabhi chali hai mauli ke aage ishaan ki..? naah! why?

bcz he lets her chalao her hukum.. and all he does is ji huzoori.. he lets her dominate him and lets her feel happy about it.. i guess he loves that. he lets her be bossy.. and i love when she bosses around him.

but it doesnt mean she doesnt listen to him. she does.. u will find out in later posts that she cares about his point of views.



"tumhe pta hai main itna padha kyu nhi?"
"kyuki tum padhai me bure the" 😆 she pats on his hand
and he had to admit "han woh bhi hai. " 😆

this guy makes serious situations very light. no matter how silly his jokes are but they make her smile.. just look at her , the way she listens to him.

he says " ab mat kehna tumhare bina mera kya hota"
ahhh!! seriously i wonder kya hota mauli ka??

ishti brought meethas to mauli's bitter life but ishaan adds spices to it. their cute nok jhok, his lame jokes, and her reaction to those jokes.
ishaan is so damn bad at jokes and shayari.. hehe. but i really love his cheesy dialogues.. aahh. i miss his PJs and bekar shayari.

"mumma is a bad mumma" and mishti runs away saying that , leaving everyone shocked and mauli hurt.

"am i really a bad mom?" she asks.

"tum 6 saal se single mother ho. aur single mother hona aasaan baat nhi.. what i think is u are the best mom. best of all.." its not comforting her.. its the truth.. she is just the best. for mishti's happiness she wanted to marry ishaan. now the things have changed and she sees ishaan as her happiness. but i cant really forget the fact there was a time when she wanted to give it a try for mishti's sake..

ishaan doesnt stop there by just saying few dialogues but makes sure mishti is fine and goes to check on her.. and when he sees her smiling and not crying , it brings a smile to his face.
his love for mishti is independent of his love for mauli. look at the way these two are.. ishti is ❤️

"may i come in?"

"ishaan tumhe may i come in kar ke aane ki zaroorat nahi hai" she laughs.

he comes and looks at her intensely.

"kya hua?" she wonders and smiles

"kya hua? aise kya dekh rhe ho?"

mauli smiles a bit and here is a little hesitation in this smile..
then she talks about her guest and their arrival. and says they are late.

"lets go"
but before she could escape he held her hand and stops her . ahem ahem.!😳

the guy is all emotional and serious while the girl is all cheerful and not so serious.

she asks "kya hua?" with a smile.

"happy diwali.. shayad iss naye saal mein tum mujse pyaar krne lago.. "

"oh god, kitna drama krte ho tum.." nd she laughs, while trying to escape from the seriousness.
"drama nhi hai sach hai!" and her smile fades.. the reality hits her hard.. she isnt able to love him but he is still waiting for her love.. her yes. her marzi !!

he presents her the gift and says " kamarband hai. tumpe acha lgega"

he asks her "may I ?" and she allows him..

this scene

that time they were really close fir bhi dooriyan thi and i really wanted mauli to take few steps towards him and she actually took some baby steps towards him in later episodes. 😊

he touches her softly and says "happy diwali, shayad!! meri hone wali to be wife"

shayad ! this single word shayad gives mauli a license to say no to him.. he doesnt pressurize her.. let her breath and make her own decision.
this is what we call selfless love.. love cant be selfish..

"kyu mauli??"

the guy knows her well and asks her why she is ready to marry him all of a sudden, after meeting her ex..
she tells him that she is been thinking about him for 3 years and tells that she really wants to marry him

"lekin tumhari marzi honi chahie", he says "iss marzi k chakkar mein mareez ban gya hun" and asks her to listen to his heartbeats.. lol doctor mauli pls check this patient..

sun leti tum dhadkane meri jo, naam sunai deta tumhe tumhara !!

"mauli mauli mauli" ! 😊😳
he didnt say this.. main keh rhi hun on his behalf. ! 😆

ishaan had waited for a long time.. in recent times when people are losing faith in relationships , its not easy to wait for someone without any commitment.. and specially when ur family isnt approving your relationship.. ishaan had guts not only to go against his family , not only to marry a divorcee -a single mother but also to wait for this long without any expectations.

i hope one day she comes to him and tells whether he wants to marry her or not but she will wait for him forever as she has promised him that their rishta is gonna last forever..

its mauli's promise.!

😊

so reserving few..

whenever i am gonna unres , u guys will see a change in date in the title..

thread open for comments.. 😊