Originally posted by: pamk06
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It seems that Mauli's "Nandini loves Kunal more than me" really resonated with lot of people but i saw it in a slightly different way.
So lets go back a couple of days. From Mauli's POV, during the whole confrontation, Kunal not once apologized or said he has made a mistake or that he wants to reconcile. Through that whole thing, Mauli was thinking, this was a fling, a distraction, something temporary but then she hears him taking her name. Her first indication that things are not what she it seems. Next day, he opens his mouth and Nandini calls. His first reaction should have been to cut the phone but she sees him indecisive, between picking up the phone and talking to Mauli. Then, she becomes hopeful again that he is still with her when she sees him defending her against his Mom and accepting his mistake so she is ready to reconcile. But then she catches him talking to Nandini and the final stroke was the password. At that moment, she realizes that she has been replaced. Kunal is very serious about Nandini and his feelings are more intense than she thought and thus she decides to leave the house. But then Kunal leaves.
Then, in her mind, she is thinking that may be Nandini enticed him. She thinks, that for Nandini, he is her toy and she just wanted to play with him for sometime. She is thinking for Nandini, Kunal is her rebound, and Nandini is not at all serious about Kunal. its a fling for her and in her quest, Nandini has broken her house. But then we come to the hospital and thast when Mauli recognizes the depth of Nandini's feelings, how fargone she is in her affection, how important Kunal has become for her. She is so shocked with his revelation that her confidence in own love is shaken and hence the words. I think at that point she acknowledged that their relationship is not a fling, it not temporary, its something much more than that and that they both are very serious about each other.
Mauli has always been headstrong. Remember when Nandini came to her house and she immediately wanted her to file for divorce but then Kunal pulled her back and said that marriage are very deep relationships. They cannot be broken easily. It takes time. So, similarly in her case, she is come to a conclusion, that its not Nandini who is between them but she herself. So she decides to walk off and in her mind, divorce is the logical route and files for a divorce. This is so typical Mauli which we have seen so far. One example was the clinic. She did not stop to think what Kunal needs or whether he actually wants it. She thinks he wants it and she has taken the decision. As usual, Kunal will give in without a fight because that whats he has always done in their relationship
Coming to Nandini and their silence. Look back at their relationship, when have these two people needed words. Isn't that our whole frustration? Silence is their mode of communication since the beginning, right from the moment Nandini realized her feelings till date. They do not need words, they recognize what the other feeling just by looking at each other which we have seen in so many scenes till date. Even,the scenes after confession, there was just silent companionship there. Kunal recognized she was disturbed and he started making her comfortable without any words. Even the scene before consummation. There was just silent caring there. No words. Same thing yesterday. She is a person who from 100 Ft far in the garden recognized he was disturbed, here he is sitting next to each other. Of course she recognized his inner state, hence she was just giving him space which he needed to sort his thoughts and kept providing material comfort. Even Kheer was not because she was celebrating or something. Its the food therapy that all of us use. If someone is sad, we make them their favorite food, thinking that it will cheer them up. And she did the same thing. She knows him enough to recognize he will refuse food but she makes the kheer in the hope that being his favourite, he will not refuse.
Again coming to the expectations, she still does not expect him to stay back or come back. She says eat and go not even asking where he is going, if he will be coming back, nothing. IMO, even if they start living together, the day Kunal says he wants to walk off, she will let him go. She will not stop him. She only smiles when he says he will come back and thats more than enough for her.
And at this point my whole confusion starts. So in his conscious state Kunal remembers all three women and he recognizes that he has become the reason for the pain, hence his melancholy. Then, he is ready to go meet Mauli but he tells Nandini that he will come back and eat. Means he is still not ready to let Nandini go. He is still expecting to come back whatever happens with Mauli so does that mean he is not, thinking of reconciliation? If this the case, then the flashback does not make sense at all. Or is that his subconscious mind that wants him to go back?
Or another bizarre theory: Based on what we have seen so far, he has not been physically intimate with Mauli since he acknowledged his feelings. and once he confessed, we have seen him being uncomfortable with her. Was he pushing her back and the waking up in shock that he is doing something wrong? Hence, Nandini words, "Sapna tha, its Ok"?