Ruthless Rejection-A SHAKHI STORY-Last chap-pg-18-(UPD)-5/21. - Page 11

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For part 7 nd 8

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When finally Shaurya decided no to let Anokhi go destiny again played its game

Aastha is no more😒

Shaurya is in pain nd Anokhi is angry wid him

Yes both are in pain.

But hopefully they will heal each other now.

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Part 9 nd 10

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Finally confrontation time

This time he had to tell full truth to her

Btw how many parts this story have?

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This story is of 16 parts.

It is a short story.

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Chap-11

'I am sorry Anokhi, I know what I have done is not at all pardonable, and I am not expecting you to forgive and forget it all. Its just that, damn I don't know from where to start? I am just so confused and I don't know what I am saying or doing anymore.'

'I could understand his frustration of not being able to tell anything, his uneven breathing, his hesitation, his frustration but I just wanted to know the reason why he didn't allow me to have a look at my maa's body, to pay my heart felt condolence to her and I just asked him what I wanted.'

'Just tell me Shaurya one thing, why didn't you let me see my maa, why Shaurya ?'

'I could hear his deep breath and with a sigh he replied back in a painful voice.'

'It was mother's last wish Anokhi, she was ashamed and moreover felt guilty for not telling you the truth, she was a part and parcel of my guilt and she just couldn't bear to look at the pain in your face, and I just couldn't do anything to change her view, she was adament and I was helpless Anokhi , it killed me the moment she uttered those words and I realised what had I done, oh! Anokhi I just can't tell you what had I lost in my guilt and now I was on the verge of loosing you too, such an idiotic fool I am Anokhi . The persons closer to my heart went away due to me, the sole reason is me, I am the cause of all the heart break and loss.'

'I could feel his hands snaking my waist and his hot tears as he held me tightly and cried his heart out leaning on my shoulders. '

'That day, I just couldn't fathom the thought of seeing you hurt Anokhi and what I did in return, I became the cause of your blindness. I hurt you unknowingly. And I burnt myself knowingly for hurting you, I killed myself in self-loathing guilt for years, just to punish myself, I kept you away from me only to keep you safe and sound, though in that process I hurted you , I made you hate me. My mother, my colleague Shagun helped me in this only to keep you away and see now you decided to go away from me forever. You decided to leave me , my life to become a nun forever. '

'I was just listening to all his reasons quietly without uttering a single word at all. I just wanted him to pour out all his frustrations, pains, reasons and I didn't plan to interrupt him at all. Though I had thought of a different kind of conversation, which would have included confrontation more but I guess this turned out to be much better. As he continued further, I took his hand and intermingled my fingers with his, gesturing him to continue. '

'I was scared Anokhi, I was insecure and I felt cursed, loosing my father, then hurting you and now my mother. I am a lost person Anokhi, lost in this dark ruthless world. And I don't want to feel like that anymore Anokhi. I want to know, how it feels to be loved. I want to love you, I want to have you forever in my life till eternity. I want to cherish you, love you insanely Anokhi.'

'Turning her face softly towards me, I saw warm tears soaking her cheeks, her heavy breathing and closed eyelids. '

'Anokhi will you give me a chance?a second chance to love you, to cherish you till eternity, will you Anokhi?'

' Shaurya, I am scared, what if again you change your heart and leave me alone, deciding to travel on another guilt pleasure journey, I won't survive Shaurya , I won't, I will die.'

'Shhh Anokhi, let me prove it to you love, give me time, give us time Anokhi and then final decision will be yours.'

'Please Anokhi, I am begg...'

'Shhh Shaurya please, dare you say that word.'

' Shaurya , I need a day to take this life changing decision, till then why don't we take a walk at the garden.'

'Ok, but more than my breath, I will be waiting for your decision Anokhi, remember it. I love you more than my life.'

'Hmmm and as we took a walk around the garden, my mind was filled with uneasiness. But a decision had to be made, though he had confessed it too lately. I wish there was no such emotion as guilt, to ruin somebody's life like me. I just wished with a sigh.'

Chap-12

'After having our breakfast together, I took my time from Shaurya . I needed space for my thoughts to gather at one place. And therefore I excused myself and returned back to the garden as nature was the only thing which helped me as always, it felt closer to my heart, my true soothing friend at every moment of my life. Settling down on the grassland I leaned back under a tree with my jumbled thoughts. '

'And just one thought crossed my mind, why did everyone always thought about their guilt and pain, Shaurya thought the same and then maa also did the same, where was I in all this? What about me? The consequences of their guilt trip was concluded by me but why me? What had I done oh God! tell me please. I just wanted a simple life for myself, with my loved ones, instead got their guilty trips. I never blamed anyone or Shaurya for my loss, because loosing him was much more painful than anything else. Both mother and son's ruthless rejection covered in their guilt took my life away forever. And now where am I left, now I have given a chance to take a decision, really I don't know but I felt like pathetic person, a kind of person who has been played like a puppet in their hands. A person without any identity or importance.'

'I felt his pain, but it didn't move me this time, it didn't heal my internal wounds. I loved him, I still love him more than he can ever imagine, I listened to his heart felt reasons and apologies, but what about me, did once he asked me what I had felt all these years. No, he just confessed and confirmed that I should decide this time and give him a chance, really a chance again as if I had any choice. '

Here Anokhi was restless and inside Shaurya was pacing like a mad beast from here and there, Anokhi please give me a chance, what if she denies me, his conscience told him, no Shaurya no don't worry she won't deny you, she too loves you, but she never confessed, no Shaurya relax she loves you insanely. She will confess soon. Yes, I know my Anokhi she will love me, she will heal me, she won't leave me I know.' He was pacifying himself with all the positives.

'He asked me to heal him, just like those dark heroes who dump there heroines at first, behave like a heartless jerk to them in the novels because of their so called dark pasts and then the heroine gladly heals them. And here Mr. Shaurya Sabharwal too expects the same. But I am no healer Shaurya , what about my hurt, my wounds Shaurya , whose going to heal me? I bet Shaurya you are thinking the same.'

'And yes, she was right, he was thinking the same at that time, just stay with me Anokhi I need you my love to heal me, to take me out of this dark world. And I know you won't leave me no matter what, you love me too much.'

'Yes, I won't leave you Shaurya , what to do now I want to become a selfish person, enough of selflessness, what did I get in return as if I had expected anything more. I just wanted my best friend and love that's all. Infact love was far behind in my mind, but Shaurya you made me loose my best friend forever. First I need my best friend back and then only I will think about giving a chance to you, and I am not sorry for what I am going to say to you because you cannot even imagine what you have turned me into. I am scared of myself. I am simply scared now. And without any expectations I am just going to wait about the consequences this time again, but not before fighting back.'

'I was so restless, why was Anokhi taking so long, I desperately wanted to know her decision. The wait was killing me.'

'The sudden noise of her cane got my senses on alert as I turned around to witness her walking towards me gradually. And from her determined features I knew the decision was made.'

'She came closer to me, keeping her cane aside and her query astonished me for a moment. '

'Can I touch you Shaurya?'

'She...she wanted to touch me.'

'Gulping hard I turned around and denied her calmly.'

'No Anokhi I...'

'Its ok Shaurya and save your reason I just wanted to know your reaction and I got what I had thought.'

'With that she moved away from me and turned back to her room, but not before telling me that she would convey her decision later.'

'And it didn't sit well with me, what...did I messed up once again? I just didn't want her to feel repulsed by touching me, by keeping her beautiful soft hands on my tainted dark skin. I won't be able to bear it. '

'Turning around I saw her ascending the stairs.'

'I was right once again, he once again judged me and denied me. I wish he could have tried to understand my point of view, my pain, how could I have felt repulsed from him, did he think so low of me. A sudden voice from my inside told me to make him understand what I thought. What ? did I do anything wrong in leaving him alone without any explanation. '

'Both thought what they wanted, but never communicated properly. What if they had discussed the situation would have been different. But then this love story would have been so easy with the lovers uniting at once. But what is a love story without any complications, insecurities or flaws. After all not all love stories are epic, but each one has its speciality in a different manner. And this journey has just begun.'

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