Ruthless Rejection-A SHAKHI STORY-Last chap-pg-18-(UPD)-5/21. - Page 10

Chap-9

'I wanted to hate him, hurt him the same way he did, but seeing him in lying on his bed in such a dishevelled unconscious state my heart was hurting so much. The pain was unbearable, specially when Ahir was describing his condition. I was unable to picturise him in such a state. I had thought to hit him, to shout at him when I would meet him, for not letting me meet my maa in her last rituals, for not letting out his pain for years to me. For hiding his misery from me only to keep me at bay. He just thought about himself, his misery, his grief, his pain, his hurt, his so called guilt. Where was I? He did it all for me or for himself. Putting the bandaid on his bloodshed hands. I leaned forward to check his temperature, still he was burning like hell, making me burn in the same hell alongside. What did he got from this? What did he achieve? The years of pain, hurt, betrayal which could have turned out the opposite if he had wanted, only if he had wanted everything would have been different. I was hurt feeling him hurt, I was pained feeling his pain. But he cared a damn for me. The pain of loneliness which I had passed those years. The pain of loss of my best friend and my love, the reasons unknown, would have been still unknown to me if not for maa's letter. I just couldn't control my tears from falling out. A sob escaped from my lips. Why you did it Shaurya? Why? Why you took that life changing decision about us, about me where was I? Where am I? Do I really have a place in his life? Or am I just a tool of his guilty pleasure. What am I? Who am I? At this stage I had no answers. Except that I was bearing the consequence of his guilty ruthless rejection. '

'I leaned down beside him, holding his hand on one and clutching my maa's letter on the other. The pain was simply unbearable. '

'Hmmm, aaah'

'The sound of his voice broke my light sleep, though I had hardly slept. Checking my hand watch I found it was still 3:00 o' clock. '

'Water...'

'He was thirsty, I grabbed the glass of water from the side table carefully and made him drink it slowly.'

'Gulping the liquid in one go, he asked for more so I took away the glass from him and handed him the jug carefully. A big man has a big thirst its obvious and the truth is I am unable to pour it from the jug so I handed him the same.'

'Anokhi’

' Shaurya, go back to sleep you need rest, will talk to you in the morning, till I make you well.'

'Anokhi, I am sor'

'I knew what he wanted to say, but I kept my hands on his lips and reprimanded him again to go back to sleep.'

'What did he thought, his sorry would fix everything between us. Of course kill a person and say sorry, he had not killed me physically, but had hurt me enough to turn me into a dead corpse.'

'Shaurya,just sleep please, I am really tired and I have no energy left right now to argue with you or to listen to your banter for that matter. You and I both of us need to save our energy for the morning confrontation. '

'And he was tongue tied in a second.'

'Her voice held an authority, and I liked it. The way she scolded me made me feel relive again, as I had wanted. All I just wanted was to confess to her, nothing else. But somehow I knew it would be hard. I wanted to explain what I did? Why I did? My mental state at all the junctures and I know this time I am not gonna hide anything from her. Not even the reason why I didn't let her see her maa in her last stage.'

'As she was, so was I eager for the morning to appear quickly. Relax shaurya just few hours to go. Though I felt physically weak but emotionally I was happy to feel her breathing beside me. Just the feeling of contentment was left till I confess. '

'Ring...ring'

'Mmm'

'What was that? Something was ringing continuously beside me.'

'I groaned and called for Anokhi, but she was not to be found anywhere. '

'Damn, my head hurt like hell.'

'I guess she was downstairs. '

'Reluctantly I woke up half sleepily and picked up the mobile without looking at it.'

'But before I could say anything,from the other end a female voice was heard.'

'And I asked her the reason for calling, only to get the shock of my life, when she told me to convey her message to Anokhi about the procedure of becoming a nun.'

'I replied her back curtly'

'Denying her , I told her never to call back as I surprisingly gave her the news of our surprise marriage. As we were already engaged. She was shocked and angry but I didn't care a bit. Putting her off I threw my covers angrily and stormed out of my room to confront Anokhi.'

'She is mine to be, not of anyone else neither God.'

'Its not going to happen, never-ever.'

Chap-10

'Kiss me, close your eyes miss me,close your eyes kiss me...

I can wet your lips, and your fingertips, And happiness in your eyes...

kiss me close your eyes...

miss me close your eyes...

I was cherishing the taste of my Cadbury's. It felt wonderful. So wonderful after the hectic , tension filled state I was in. Leaving him in his bed, but not before covering him properly, as I had already checked his fever had gone down completely. So I got freshened and came downstairs, where Ahir had helped me in putting my maa's picture on the wall and along with it I lit a diya and had put garland on her picture. Oh! I had wished to make her fine , I had never given my hope on getting her better, but I guess once again destiny had other plans. And the rest was concluded by one and only his highness ruthless Sabharwal . He even took my last wish rudely. The hurt was so deep that I just can't fathom what to do ot feel anything anymore. It had gone beyond. That now all I was feeling was numbness. But I desperately wanted to feel something more, I wanted to get over with this suffocating feeling. And what better than chocolate. So here I was sitting in the garden area inhaling the fresh and sweet fragrance of the flowers and relishing my chocolate. And moreover I needed extra energy to confront Mr. Bipolar ruthless beastly Sabharwal in his den.'

'Oh my my , here I am on the verge of having an heart attack and my princess is relishing the chocolate, licking her fingers oh! so seductively. '

'I was beyond enraged and turned on seeing my exotic beauty having a moment of a lifetime, that too without me and thus I had to break it to bring her back to reality.'

'It felt so good to see him enraged and restless, I kept quite not replying him at all. Now I won't let him toy with me according to his moods. He has to make his mind for once and all. And trusting him with my heart will take a lifetime. Now can I take the risk of being his guilty pleasure once again, no and never that's not going to happen now.'

'I am talking to you Anokhi damn it, would you mind replying back.'

'I was so furious, she was neglecting me.'

'Still she just kept quiet and was busy in having her chocolate. '

'Suddenly I find her scrunching her nose in disgust like a small child.'

'And it made me frown, though I too felt some kind of bad smell too. But where was it coming from and as I lifted my arms I realised it was me.'

'I was disgusted, I smelled like a dirty hag. '

'I will be back soon, you stay here.'

'And I turned back to get freshened up, now I can't let a stinky confession ruin my life, can I?'

'Glad he was gone, now I could calm my nerves and feel the nature calmly, before the final thundering storm.'

'The warm water cascading down my body was not letting me sooth my burning nerves at all, because the only sight that I could see was that exotic chocolatious beauty in the garden. Oh! how I wanted to plant my lips on those chocolate ones and have my way, how I wanted to suck those dainty fingers in my mouth till its last drop. How much I wanted to make her mine at that moment was simply painful to my groin. Anyways I just wanted to have a decent conversation with her at first clearing all her doubts and worries, including my apology and my heartfelt confession to her about my feelings for her, my undying love for her. I know it would not be an easy task at all, but I won't give up now at all, till I succeed. After loosing my mother I had lost myself again in the dark, unfortunate, cruel world. Once again the cruel destiny played its game. And I was on the verge of loosing my mind in that dark abyss. But her closeness , her care, her love for me made me realised that I was once again letting the destiny play with me and now I wouldn't let her to do so, I will fight with him tooth and nail this time no matter what. I will fight for my love, for my Anokhi, my life and my lady love. I was a coward back then, hiding behind my insecurities, my so called guilt and in my blindness I was punishing us both cruelly unknown to the pain I had caused us both in the process. Oh! what had I done, the past cannot be changed, but I plan to make our future blissful. With this firm determination I made my way downstairs once again, to witness my mother's pic on the wall, taking her blessings, I was on my way towards the garden area, where my destiny which will be written by me now was waiting for me.'

'I could feel his fragrance in the atmosphere, his warm breath on my shoulders, he was close, really close to me.'

'Closing my eyes, I took a deep breath and asked just a simple word while holding the letter infront of him as he turned me around.'

'WHY SHAURYA WHY?'

'Sigh and a deep breath was what I got in reply as he took by my hand towards the green luscious lawn. And we settled down leaning against each other just like before, as he took me in his embrace. And I waited with a soft breath, finally ready to hear the whole truth from his mouth.'

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Originally posted by: Abhavi0821

Brilliant start !!!

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Brilliant start....

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For part 7 nd 8

Awesome updt

When finally Shaurya decided no to let Anokhi go destiny again played its game

Aastha is no more😒

Shaurya is in pain nd Anokhi is angry wid him

Part 9 nd 10

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Finally confrontation time

This time he had to tell full truth to her

Btw how many parts this story have?

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