part 4:she was shocked
she asked cofusingly
sinchan r u alright?
i replied bluntly no misthy..not at all..ur nt my bestie..u changed
wat made uu think like that..im still ur misthy
no u changed...u frgt me...roli remeber one thing..friend is nt only share hapiness ..a friend is the one who stand beside when ur in difficulties
u didnt even tell me abt anything..n ur staying in orphanage
nw she understud my concern
she took deep breath
she came towards me
i turned my face
she smiled
she holded my pinky finger
its our friendship gesture
i looked at her
she kept puppy face
cant u frgve ur misthy
i laughed by cing her cute expressioon
bt still im nt intrested to show that
i again turned my face
she cupped my face
that touch brought some feelings in me
she made me to look into her eyes
she said slowly
sorry na yar
i just cant hold myself
i pulled her
n hugged her
n tears came in my eyes
in my childhood also i used to hug roli as friendly nature
bt that day when i hugged her..i got some sort of feelings which i cant understand
i hugged her tightly n said i missed u yar
she too told me that she missed me
i broke hug
i didnt c any feeling in roli
i thought may b she is feeling that hug as friendly gesture
i hold her neck
if u again try to leave me..jaan lelunga
she smiled
never think abt it( she said)
i asked...nw tell y u didnt infrm me abt uncle n aunt
she lowered her eyes n said with low voice
i dont want to becum burden to anyone
i glared at her
roli hw can u becum burden to me
she started her narration
no sid...not like that...when maa n papa died my relatives r busy in thinking abt sharing property bt nt in me...they thohgt to share me also..3 mnths in uncle house 3 mnts in another aunt house...i was fed up..so i ran frm there..then i found nirmala aunt..she is warden of this orphanage...she made me join here,,,fr my relatives itself i became burden..so i decided not to depend on others...so i didnt inform anyone abt my where abts...
i felt bad by hearing that
ok roli wat happened is happened..leave it..lets go...
she looked at me confusingly
where? she asked
i said immediately : to our house
she refused" no sid i cant
i was shocked: bt y?
roli: sid nirmala aunty wrkd hard to bring up .all of kids here...bt she took loan to build this building...becz of her im here..so its my duty to repay loan
at that tym i heard voice
ok i vl give money u pay
i lukd in that direction
its noneother than papa
roli felt happy by cing them
she rushed to him n hugged him
n took blessing frm mataji
bt she refused to take money
i asked: y roli wats ur prblm
she said: no sid i vl only pay
ofcouese i was lost before my stubborn roli
ok u only pay..bt atleast come to our house
she refused: no sid..i vl ...once repay loan
i was irritated
bt roli hw u repay that much amt
she smiled
sid..u dont know ur friend inner talent..i already got half of amt i have to pay
i was shocked
bt hw?
ur friend is writing novels with pen name rosid
i was literally shocked
roli r u kidding..ur the writer of the novels with pen name rosid..i cant believe it..im die hard fan of u yar
she smiled
i asked curiously..by d way rosid means?
she called me near to her
she said in ears: secret
sid: u???? u never change? as usual naughty
ok .nw say wats ur next plan
roli thought fr a while
have to search fr a job
i was surprised: y
eoli answered: all d amt im getting through writings...im using fr loan purpose n also some other purposes...n too maintain these many kids..i have to earn na
i started: no roli..this tym i wont agree..those expenses vl b take care by papa..ur nt going to wrk
roli is abt to intrupt
no roli..dont try to intrupt
n another thing..ur admission is confirmed in the clz where i m going to study
roli was shocked
sid: ..my admission confirmed when? hw?
sid: nw itself i decided..so u r admission confirmed..i looked at my papa
n asked..am i right papa
my papa came n said..of course..roli ure admission confirmed
( sry guys. if any illogical points plz ignore it...i dont know hw its going)