Part 40Siddhant wake up in the morning & looked at sleeping ROli with a smile.
Siddhant was thinking, Roli really i was longing for our closeness and i was lost in you yesterday. I wrapped my hands around you and tried to make you more closer. I was lost more and more in that closeness and wish to kiss you. But when i saw the sweating & fearing face, i realised you are not yet ready for all these.
He smiled.
Siddhant was thinking, I wish you realise my love for you. i wish you too love me. I wish we accept each other as husband & wife. I wish all these happend soon. Roli, please dont keep me waiting for long...
Roli wake up slowly and looked at Sdidhant gazing at her face.
Siddhant wanted to pulled her closer and kiss on her beautiful face & lips...
But his decision for watiing hold him from doing any such.
Siddhant: Roli how long i need to wait?
Roli was shocked hearing those words.
Roli: Siddhantji.. I cant get you.
Siddhant now realised he asked her openly thinking he is just talking inside him.
Siddhant: ROli, nothing. I wake up long back and was getting bored. SO asked how long i need to wait for you to get up.
Roli smiled.
Roli: Dont worry. I got up no need to wait anymore. So what are we going to do now. I think the outside climate is so cool.
Siddhant was thinking, Roli remember we have come for honeymoon. YOu are asking what are we going to do now. How good it will be if you call me Siddhant and accept me?
Siddhant was disturbed by Roli's talk.
Roli: Siddhantji... where are you lost from the world?
Siddhant was thinking, Roli i am lost in you only. Just search in your heart. It will tell you.
Siddhant: Nothing ROli. Just thinking where to go. But in this hill station there is nothing much to see. We can go by evening.
ROli: Then till such time...
Siddhant was giving a longing look at her.
Siddhant was thinking, Till such time lets love each other ROli...
Siddhant: TIll such time, let take rest here itself.
They slept for some more time.
Then took bath and started talking in general.
Slowly they pushed the time till evening..
Siddhant was finding difficult to handle this odd situation where he loves her, where she is his wife, where he got rights over her. But his words to her is holding him to even touch her.
Every minute to minute he was getting lost on her.
Siddhant was not sure how long he can hold him for doing anything.
Instead he decided to confess his love to her.
Siddhant thought for a while.
He made a plan.
Roli & Siddhant started for sight seeing by the evening.
WHile going out Siddhant told Roli to wait in the entrance.
He went near reception desk and told something.
Siddhant returned to Roli and they both went outside.
As Siddhant said it was small hill station.
There was a small lake in which they went for boating for a while.
They enjoyed seeing different varieties of flowers all the way.
By the late evening they reached the resort again
Roli & Siddhant had dinner.
Siddhant was eagerly waiting for the moment.
Roli & Siddhant entered into theri room.
Roli was surprised seeing the decorated room with rose petals & candles.
Roli was wondering looking at the decoration thinking who might have done all these.
SIddhant with a smile entered into the room and locked it.
Siddhant took the single rose kept in the vase.
He bend down on his knees and forward the rose towards Roli.
Siddhant: Roli, I love you...