Chapter 1…
New –york..
Anmol entered his room and closed the door with a bang..he opened the window and breathed in the fresh air..he stood there motionless staring in the darkness..his heart still aching with the pain..grief.longing he has been carrying for almost two years.. tear drops escaped his eyes.the sound of his door opening ,anmol wiped his tears and turned around.
What was that anmol?..i had to handle everything..i don't understand you…kanchan and you got along from the first day you met each other..you have been working together. i'm still not getting it …why you behaved like this ?...you left from there without replying her..she expressed her feelings to you.. anmol she loves you …anmol…i don't love her..i don't have that feeling for her..she is just a friend that's it..nothing else…don't point a finger at me, I never said or do such thing to make her feel I'm interested in her beyond our friendship.kanchan is my friend nothing more..gaurav kept staring at him…anmol..what?..why you staring at me like this?...
Gaurav..you love someone else...am I right anmol?.. he turned around and moved back to the window..gaurav..you cant hide your feelings by turning your back to me.i asked you a simple question..yes or no anmol you love someone else..taking a deep breath and he looked back at him..yes I love ragini and much much more .. gaurav..may be you have forgotten anmol but I remember you divorced her 2 yrs ago…anmol..dont be sarcastic with me gaurav..i know we are divorced..i have never been able to forget her..her sweet innocent face..her smile ..her caring and loving side..she had a heart of gold .she has suffered a lot but never complained about anything..i have been so unfair to her..you do know in what circumstances I married her..i respected my father's last wish but once he died ragini was thrown out of sareen mansion..i left india and settled in new-york…in less than 2 years, I made it big in the business world here ..fame ..money I have it all still my life has a big void and he got tearyeyed..
Gaurav ..i never knew you were going through this pain all these years anmol.you kept all this to yourself..anmol..its my sin gaurav and I have to suffer for this..we were married and tied in a sacred bond..i heard her say once our marriage is sacred for her …she will get nothing in return of that marriage even that it was for life this relationship..indeed she got nothing…no love from her husband or respect from her in laws..she got only hatred and I avoided her working late nights..i have never talked properly with her in the beginning…with time, I began to habituate with her presence and when our eyes met everytime my heart will make that skip..i ignored it getting busy in work..day by day ,she was getting closer to my heart..she was always in my thoughts night and day but my mother and sister emotional blackmail made me ignore her again and again..dad died and the rest you know we got divorced.her shocked expression still haunts me gaurav when I asked her to sign the divorce papers…in her teary eyes, I could see the turmoil and pain she was going through at that moment..without any question to me ,she signed the papers..going out of the room ,she gazed back at me ..you know what gaurav there was no hatred in her eyes for me… i can tell you at that moment ,I really felt like the biggest sinner in this world… once ragini left I could feel the emptiness in the house..i felt her presence everywhere..her smile when she talked with dad..the only person she will smile and talk openly..so many times, I will listen to them and completely mesmerized by her talks and smile..once she felt my presence, she will be back to the reserved shy person..my mother and sister moved on happily with their life but I could not bear staying in that house without ragini..the only solution for me leave india and move on..no avail the distance has made my love for ragini grew more with each passing day..i'm not able to forget her ..how I wish I could rewind the time and express my deep love to her..yes I love ragini and no one will be able to take her place in my heart and life..
Gaurav.its never too late anmol..go back to india and tell her how much you love her..i have always been by your side… so you can count on me..lets go to india and get your ragini back in your life..anmol smiled.. yes she is my ragini…suddenly his smile disappeared and he said I have a fear in my heart ...gaurav..what?..anmol…2 years we have been separated…it was just a marriage for namesake.nothing happened between us..from first day she entered the sareen mansion ,we stayed in separate rooms..what if she has settled again with someone else?..just the thought of her being with someone else hurts me so much..i will not be able to bear it gaurav to see her with some other guy..…gaurav..anmol think positive and your love for her is genuine...trust me lets go to india..
Anmol going to india to get back ragini in his life..
What awaits him in india..will update next..