S drags bebo out of school grounds. SHe wants to know why he didn't talk to G and she wants to stay in the competition as Miss Sharma has been preparing her for ages. He suddenly stops and asks her where she got the permission to enter the competition. He demands to know whether it was Anjali. Bebo then has no option but to tell S everything regarding Anjali plan which was to get through to the final and then lose so G would be blamed for her poor performance and be thrown out of school. Anjali wanted to teach G a lesson. S just looks at her with anger.
Shubot walks into his home where Shanta is waiting. SHe asks him where he was as bebo is in her room and has been crying since she returned from school. SHe won't say a word even when she asks her. Shubot wonders what the problem could be. Shanta says maybe S found out about the competition. Shubot says he will talk to Bebo.
Bebo is in her room talking to the photo of Kaveri and is crying. She says:
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G is packing her clothes. Aryan is trying to stop her from leaving. He tells her not to make a hasty decision. G just tells him to leave her alone. She knows what she is doing. Aryan asks her why she is running from her past again today. Aryan says that she still loves S. G gets angry at hearing this and shouts that she doesn't love S anymore. She pleads with him to leave her alone. He leaves after reminding her that running from problems isn't a solution to them. She walks to the door and shuts it. SHe stands with her back to the door and agrees with what Aryan just said but she thinks that he doesn;t know what happened between her and S 8 years back. Why he still hates her so much.
Flashback of what occurred 8 years back is shown : (the bedroom scene)
She shuts the door and with her back to G says:
S:I will speak to Kaveri.
G shrugs his hand off her shoulder and shouts and asks him. G: but why? why he wants to stop her? and with what right? S: we have loved each other. Doesn't he have even that much right over her?
G: what have I gained by loving you?
S is shocked by her words.
G: loving you was my life's biggest mistake. I have wishes, I have hopes and desires and wants happiness too. What have I gained by loving you? Just pain, aloneness and tears. At every step I have received insults and accusations.
S: You can't be my G.
G: why? Just because my name is G then that doesn't mean that just like the Mother Ganga all I will do is wash people's sins. what do you think? That I will carry the burden of your love for life.
S: Is our love is a burden and a sin?
G: yes. you have made it that way. I feel like I am forcibly staying in his life. I have decided that I will leave you, your life and this home forever.
S: PLease stay for Gudiya's sake.How will Gudiya live without you?
G: somehow, she will get through but she will live won't she? Gudiya's responsibility is yours and not mine. Don't you remember that I never married Shekhar.
S: Yes I remember, but please stay for Gudiya.
She adamantly refuses to change her name.
G: I have a right to live my own life the way I choose.
S is shocked beyond reason.
S: I cannot believe that you can be so selfish.
G: If thinking of my oiwn happiness for once is being selfish then yes I am selfish. Whatever I have done til now, I have done for the happiness for this house. But my happiness.....S I too am a human being. I have the right to live my own life too.
S: No. You cannot be my Ganga. You are not that G that I loved.
G: I give thanks that at least your eyes were opened. Do you have anything else to say or can I leave?
S: No I don't have anything else to say. You have already said everything. You want to be free, don't you? You want your happiness, don't you? Then Ok, today I free you from all ties. You are free from me, our relationship, Gudiya's responsibility. From today onwards, G name won't be uttered in this house. S is dead for G forever. G is also dead for S too. You have insulted our love and called it a sin, didn't you? Today I finish this love. from today onwards there will only be hatred for G in my heart. My hatred will be as deep as my love. Go away from here.
S turns his back to her and yells at her to leave. She looks at his back with love and tears in her eyes. SHe walks to the door and looks back. SHe cries silently and then quickly walks out the door. S closes his eyes.
Back to the present, G is sitting on the floor with her eyes closed while reliving the past memory. She says that to go away from their lives that was the only way remaining to her. She knew that as long as she was in that house, S wouldn't be able to love kaveri didi as she is entitled to. She also knew that by leaving, Gudiya would be hurt but S and Kaveri didi would look after her. Today her closeness is causing pain to S. That is why she has to leave from there too. She cries.
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S is in his room sitting on his rocking chair. He is lost in thought. Her suddenly gets up and asks why G had to return in his life. He accepts that he loves her even today but his hatred is bigger than the love he has for her which is the result of giving him so much pain that night and leaving Gudiya. He can never forgive her for that.
Shubot comes into the room. He knocks on the open door. S quickly wipes his tears. Shubot asks what happened in Bebo's school. he says that Bebo was saying that he met her teacher. S says he discovered Bebo entry to the competition and has told the teacher that she won't be entering the competition. Shubot says that Bebo teacher is none other than G that is why he was asking whether she said anything. S is shocked to hear that he knows about G. He says he doesn't want to talk about it and doesn't have any place for G in his heart. Shubot denies this as he has been lieing to himself for the past 8 years. S gets angry and admits that he loves G still and doubts that he will ever be able to forget her. S tells Shubot what G told him that night. Shubot is shocked to hear this but believes that G must have said it to ensure that he becomes one with Kaveri. S says that he can forgive whatever G did to him as she was right she has the right to be happy but what he can't forgive was that she left Gudiya and stole her childhood. He continues that in the past 8 years whenever he looks at Gudiya then the hatred he has for G only increases. One question is always on his mind that why should he forgive her? why? He tells Shubot to go and tell G that they can all live happily without her and will continue to do so. They don't need her. Shubot is shocked speechless by S words. S looks angrily at Shubot and leaves the room.
G is sitting with her head on her hands in her house. There is a knock on the door. It is Bebo. Bebo calls G 'Maa' and says that G is leaving her and going, isn't she? G is speechless.
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Comments: What happened in that room all those years ago was finally revealed. I can't beleive that even though G said those horrible things to him, he didn't have faith in her. He didn't beleive in her good qualities. He knows she isn't like that but still. I can understand that G comment about Gudiya can really hurt a person. He says that G stole Gudiya's childhood but I think and believe that S made the situation worse as he could have handled it alot better and not let it affect her childhood to the extent it did. He should partly take the blame for Gudiya's state himself. He can't put the entire blame on G. Shubot has faith in G as he proved today at the end when he said that G actions were all to unite him with kaveri not to hurt or cause pain. In my opinion, the reunion of S/G should be handled by removing the hatred Anjali aka Gudiya has for her mother first then trying to pacify S about her intentions regarding her previous actions. S mistake 8 years ago and presently is that he refused to talk to Gudiya about her mother. Gudiya always asked questions about her mother but S refused to answer any of them. This I think has escalated her hatred for her mother. It was so heartbreaking to watch Bebo talking to her mother photograph about the campaign. I nearly cried.
What are your thoughts on this development? How should the reunion be handled to ensure the hatred is removed from their lives? I can't beleive that we are on the final week of Sangam episodes.
I hope you enjoyed this update.
See you all tomorrow.
Love Munira