The hands you take and the hands you leave Part 63-Updated page 149 - Page 44

Felt like an episode that laid the foundation for the battle of the track. Anami exchanges file with Adhiraj. She just doesnt take the threat Adhiraj is telling her. I dont where she is going. But she told one thing, she wont allow Adhiraj to go to hell. That means whatever the battle before it goes really worse they will come out of it. Another was ice cream. You know what is so special about ice cream, when you eat it, it is cold, but it is actually hot for the body. In nutshell ice cream is not what it feels like. Just like Adhiraj enjoying watching Anami having that ice cream, each step he put towards her, it is not the cold ice cream he is gonna get, but he is going to step on a hot iron rod. He is not taking the hand of sweetness alone in the chocolate, but also the bitterness of that chocolate. I loved Tanya asking how did they meet. Yes that will be the big question. How will they meet. In the night where there is moon, somewhere both of them will be alone fighting their own battle, so when will they fight the battle together in real sense.

Pujan has thrown the dice and the dice has come out well. Vikku wants to send away Sudha. Sudha wants the rights for Narotham. Yes Sudha wants to take the hand of Narotham because of his rights. Rights for Narotham means, right for her. I am not sure Narotham is her son or he is just a pawn Sudha is using in her game of thrones. Because how can a mother leave her child in such a pain. Telling him you need strength to fight. I loved Satrupa when she told if wounds are not healed on time, it will spread in the body. Then you cant fight. It adds up to what she told on friday, if these wounds dont heal, you cant have new wounds. When you fight the battle of life at every step you will get wounded. If you are not allowing healing , how will you continue fighting, continue living with so many wounds. Also one thing is clear. Satrupa is the medicine for Narotham wounds. She will put the medicine on him. Today when Sudha told she had to fake it with Anami, I again saw the confusion in his eyes. He is seeing the real concern of Anami for him, his mother and he is seeing his mother using that concern. He has felt Satrupa's care today. Will he be a brother for Anami. Will he choose the hand of Anami. Only time will tell.

Now Anami. She heard part of Vikku and Sudha. Satrupa tells her the color of water is what we put into it. Color of people is also what we put on them or how we perceive them. Our actions towards them will be based on that perception. If it is wrong, then one wrong action destroys a lot. Just like Satrupa says Sudha believes to win you have to destroy everything, but that is not the truth. If people had read my analysis in Beyhadh I had exactly used this concept for analyzing the show. The concept of Maya. You put colors on Maya. Maya is a reactive force. Based on the colors put, based on your actions, it gives you back. Anami at this point has put the colors of victim hood on Sudha, also since she is a teenager she is confronting Sudha directly. Once again we go back to Satrupa's line. Everything is not black and white, life is grey and to understand grey you need an experienced mentor.

@vidya Sudha needs Anami, Sudha needs Narotham and I want narotham to observe everything.

What I found most important today was the scenes with Narottam.

On one hand there's Satrupa who has added confusion to his mind even more. I'm surprised that what I predicted in my OS almost came out to be true like exactly. She cleansed and put balm on his wounds telling him that a wound can lead to weakness and only when a person is whole can they fight wholeheartedly. It confused Narottam and rightly so. He needs to start seeing his mother for who she is: a vindictive, cunning, calculative woman who can't even feel love for her own son. This was a beautiful moment because it seems that Satrupa is melting towards Narottam, but trying to brush it of as a way to use him (that smirk she gave when she left gave that feeling). But whether she's using him or melting towards him, it'll turn Narottam over to the right side and it'll finally establish a relationship between Narottam and Satrupa. While I was angry at Anami for bringing Sudha into the house, now I realize that it was important for the story to move forward and for actual change to come in LM. Because if Anami hadn't done that then we would never have seen Narottam's confusion and Satrupa's stance towards Narottam changing.

The second scene that was poignant was the scene between Narottam and Sudha. Narottam had real concern for his mother. He was scared that she actually fainted, but she did it only to use Anami. And when Sudha said that she needs to do something about Anami, the concern in his eyes was exactly what a brother would feel for his sister when his sister was in danger.

Narottam is changing, but slowly. And I can accept that. Because Narottam is probably a good 5 years older than Anami, which means for 22 years or so he's been hated, beaten, sidelined, and destroyed. No one just flips in one night after that type of a life for so long. The care and love is showing, but it'll take time for it to take full effect. When the show started I thought Baldev would be Anami's strongest support in the house, but now I'm starting to feel that it may actually turn out to be Narottam. At the same time I'm scared for him now because I have a feeling that the day he finally realizes who Sudha is will be the last day of his life.