When it Hurts, it brings you Pain...& Pain in turn brings a Change...
The pain changes you, it makes you a stronger person yourself...
But have you ever wondered which hurts the most:...?
Saying something and wishing you had NOT...
or
Saying nothing, and wishing you HAD !!
No matter how much Kabir convinces himself that it was right for him to reveal the truth about Sudhir Kashyap...to bring out his stupid reporter, his friend...& stop her from leading a delusional life...but seeing her all broken somewhere deep inside him the thought might have crossed his mind that wish he HAD NOT revealed it...
After revealing how he wished he cud have said comforting words to her...or cud simply have Hugged her...& showed his support & tried to be her strength...but he cudn't say anything as she just secluded herself from him...
Guess the most important things are the hardest things to say...
Pain changes your life...it is to be seen if Pain changes lives for Kabir-Ananya too...their relation...
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Felt bad for Ananya, poor her all broken after hearing the revelation...but she had to be strong for her mother & brother...not only she has to handle her own emotions, but even of her family too...she cant afford to be weak...It was warming to see three of them trying to be each other's strength & support ...but Ananya tried to be stronger than her brother & mother...but end of day she herself needs a strength & support herself too...No wonder she called up for Ronnie...
It was really surprising, how she literally shunning out Kabir from her life...when she desired for strength & comfort instead of Kabir she chose Ronnie...wonder if she gonna continue ignoring Kabir...& whatever equation & comfort they shared in past few days...just because he made her accept the truth...will it change their relation??
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Kabir sounded so frustrated that it was he who had to reveal the painful truth but he had no choice but to reveal...Tarini was so right...more than Ananya, Kabir is feeling the after effects of revelation...guess he himself doesn't realize unconsciously Ananya's pain effected him too...seeing her breaking , pained him too...
Kabir remembering all flashbacks was emotional...wonder if somewhere deep inside he regrets revealing the truth ...or somewhere the thought of hiding truth for little longer crossed his mind...
He started drinking again...was surprising... I thought he wud never drink again...as till now its being projected that something serious happened because of his drinking...& in past his drinking might have changed his life...wonder if this time round too his life will take a 360 degree turn because of him getting drunk...
By the way it was intelligent & smart of director that instead of showing literally drinking pegs after pegs...it was shown silently...symbolically by half empty bottle & turned down glass...
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Malvika really changes her colour & emotions too fast...one moment when she allowed Ronnie to take leave, I thought she was being human & considerate...but next moment she was bitchy when she went to provoke Kabir...but glad Kabir didn't gave much attention & simply listened & indirectly ignored her...Guess by now even Kabir might have started understanding her attitude & behavior ...no wonder he refuses her lunches & dinners offers...
As a friend Ronnie is a sweetheart, if Kabir-Ananya doesn't fall in love with each other I have no problems in accepting Ronnie-Ananya pair...but since from beginning we know its Kabir-Ananya all the way...so wud not like to see a typical ghisa pita love triangle eventually & CVs make Ronnie a sheming lover later on... may be joining hands with Malvika ...
*****
p.s. -
This one was toughest of episode I watched (I'm expecting Kabir's past revelation to be a tough one...but till that happens this gonna be a tough one for me)...it was after long had tears in watching a scene on TV...
I'm not sure how good or bad post turned out as it was emotional one to watch😭...it was so heart wrenching to see Kabir so sad...it's always difficult to watch Rajeev sad & emotional onscreen...😒... but still hope post was worth reading...because episode was worth watching as such emotional & intense scenes are Rajeev's forte as an actor& He always brings convinciblity in such scenes that you get the Feel according to the scene...you end up feeling the emotions of the character...you just get as emotional as his character onscreen...make you just go out there & hug him...🤗
Also, a special mention to whole team of Reporters ...by far this had been one of finest episodes of Reporters...which had everything worth it... Be it writing, dialogues, emotions, last but not the least Acting, be it Ananya breakdown, Kabir's emotions his frustration...his pain... the way scenes were executed, it was really worth appreciating... 👏⭐️
Ishaani
Cricket
