##THOUGHTS4##[completed!!!pg44] - Page 31

update till date:
the story starts with a football match of which yuvi is the hero.then there is intro of rods who is the opp football team captain and happens to be ashi's current b.f.then there is the announcement of the cheerleading competition.yuvi is initially not in the team.then there is the break up of aman and vrinda and yuvi is replaced in place of aman.then there is a small tiff between rods and ashi regarding his sudden tricky kiss.then there is entry of kors.

PART13!!!!


y:sid dude.........itna kya soch rahe ho?.....sid!!shakes him vigorously..............

y:SIIIIIIIDDDDD.......

s:yuvi...itna chillah kyon rahe ho?

y:tum kya soch rahe ho sid?

s:yuvi dude!aaj sirf main aur vrinda dance practice karenge......sirf main aur vrinda........man am excited!!

y:control sid[laughs]........seems like u really like her a lot.......

s:yes dude....she is so cute.....well the best decision she has taken is to break with aman........

y:r u sure?i mean that is she single now?

s:of course dude...main apni chics ke baare mein poori khabhar raktha hoon..........waise rn't u excited?.........u and ashi akele shed mein practice karoge............

y?chill sid...don't let ur imaginations run wild.......remember ashi is roddy's girlfriend........


the scene when roddy's lips brushed through ashi's crosses his mind.....he opens his closed eyes.....his eyes showing wt you can call excruciating pain......that he was feeling......he runs his fingers into a fist and bangs the desk beside him............

s:hey yuvi kya huan?

y:kuch nahi........

s:mujhe pata hain ki tum ashi ke baare mein soch rahe ho.........

y:nahi sid forget it........let's leave.........

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"rods pls.....go away........mujhe tumse koi baat nahi karni....."ashi says......anger in her words........

"ashi........k.....i am sorry......i shouldn't have kissed u by trick!"

"I TOLD U THAT WAS NO KISS!!"yells ashi..........

"fine fine.........i agree that was no kiss.....but pls forgive me darling...i don't want anyone to see u like this.........u look more beautiful than u were......c'mon sweetheart....look i don't want to promise...but i won't do nething like this....."

"ashi"mp comes in opening the door........."oops.i am sorry........."saying this mp walks out..........she finds vrinda near the boys hostel.........

"vrindeshwari.tum yahan kya kar rahe ho?"

"bas mp...woh sid ka intezaar...uske saath practice karna hain na........waise ashi kahan hain...tum use lene gayi thi na?"

"well she is with rods so i felt i should leave the lovebirds alone......"

yuvi walks in with sid...........

s:hey babes so ready..........

v:ya sid....let's go.......

y:where is ashi?.......

mp:well room main....she is with rods.........

s:theek hain..chalo yuvi...jaate waqt usse bhula lenge.....

y:tum chalo sid....i forgot something in the room.....

s:k dude bye............

mp walks away with them....to practice her solo piece....


yuvi.......y r u putting urself in so much pain.....ashi is with rods..........y don't you forget her for once and for all........she is not ur's nemore........she is roddy's girlfriend..........y the hell r you still hoping her to play in ur arms....kid with u abt ur hair.........abt how it will look if it is coloured red...............

he goes towards his room.........goes to the table and opens the drawer........he pics up a small case from there..........he opens it and stares at the ring......."should i throw this away.....the ring i presented for her 18th b'day......i thought she loved me then....but does she still?..........well y does this doubt keep on popping in my mind?........y am i still carrying it after she threw it?.....do i really love her?...........if i do.....then .........i should respect her decision....shouldn't i?....but still........well ....he kisses the ring trying to smell her fragrance in it......but...........he walks...........still the ring held in his hand...

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"rods...pls leave the way you came........"

rods kneels down.......and folds his hands.......

"well i have never done this before.......to anyone.......i want you to forgive me......pls...this fool can sometimes act idiotic........wt can i do?.....well ur charm just affected this heart so much.......i don't want to offer u flowers or anything.....that would just be like i am taking the help of some beautiful things to woo you..........i wan't to be honest......and make u seriously understand how much i care for you..........how much you mean to me.........that's it!"

the clarity and honesty in his words affecting ashi.........

"well rods......"


ashi smiles.....offers her hand to lift him up......

ashi hears a knock at the door........

"who is it?"......

"yuvi...r u coming for the practice or not?...."

"go to the shed...i am just coming.........."

yuvi leaves......... rods was with her.......she doesn't even recognise ur voice........he stares at the ring......that's it!forget her dude....accept the fact....stop creating an imaginary world for urself....come back to reality......he throws the ring ............he walks towards the shed...............
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"wt practice?"asks rods..........

"well cheerleading.......so u guys ready?".......

"totally.......to give u an equal fight....but let me warn you before...this time we won't loose like we did during the football match.........we r just too good!"says rods smiling at ashi............

"u may be good but we r the best........"winks ashi......

"well that we will see....."says rods...........

"got to go now rods...will meet you tomorrow......"

"bye honey"he says wishing her goodnite.........

ashi leaves towards the shed for the practice..........

part 13 is for all those who have missed it!the next part am posting.

Part14#####

Ashi's footsteps paced…………….hey bhaggu ye kors ko bhi mujhe woh looser ke saath practice karne ke liye bolna tha kya………ashi tell me………..one reason y u don't want to practice with him……………u know that….well agree…be honest………atleast to urself……..duh uh!wt do u mean I am not honest?……….well did I say that?………but y……….y…can't I take my eyes off him….wish I could find some antidote against it……r u sure…..u want an antidote for that……..ask ur innermost of feelings………c'mon quiz it…and u will come to know………..well…but y can't I still help but prevent my eyes getting locked to his……..y….y…is it so damn difficult……….when he gives me that kinda do u really love rods …..well love…..wt basically is love….i would love to know………..ppl talk so much abt it…….but if neone is going to ask me do u love ur mom…..well tough…very tough question to answer………..but y………cos it can't be expressed ……..our relationship…let it be words………or pictures….bingo!u have got ur answer……….it is something that cannot be expressed……………seriously…..how do I explain love…ppl just say I love you………but a no:of questions follow suit….y…wt……..how…….but………y don't they understand it is the basic comfort level they share………..abt things that they can openly speak out to them……abt our dreams that we would love them…….to share……..there once more I specified that word………hey bhaggu………the silliest things that we did…………and that which we can tell him……..enjoying every moment with that person…………rods is very good to me….but that incident……..ashi he has asked u to forgive him…….well yes he has and I have kinda forgiven him……wt do u mean kinda forgiven?……………well ya sure I have forgiven him….but from when have u easily started forgiving ppl….hello….i do forgive ppl if they realize their mistakes allrite?……..well ya sure that's y u didn't forgive yuvi…well I did didn't I?…then y r u still trying to ignore him?…………..well but he hurt me…..i never felt like that in my life….that heartbreak……well I think I can call it that……….ya..but do u realize y u felt that bad………and y u feel so hard to forgive him….but u so easily forgave rods……rewind….y did u start going around with rods……..well…..because…I liked his tarzan type of wildness……..he was a guy in his full sense…….sensible……mature when he has to be…but can be very kiddish..the next moment……..will do nething for his dad…….cos he is quite scared of him…….he has got a gr8 passion for music too……..although he doesn't practice much……..that's wt I know abt him till now…..well r u kinda trying to find yuvi in rods?wt the heck!……….no one can beat yuvi's passion for music………well wt is this….u hate and…..well the same word..love the same person……….y r u trying to put a shield to ur fellings?…feelings……..love………..wt sort of emotions r these?….y they exist?sometimes I feel……..i do have rods by my side…..but am not able to share that comfort……….then y the hell did u say yes……….just to hide from yuvi….to show how well u can handle yourself without him?………just to show that ur life is possible in a very sweet manner without him………..i am having a tough fight here……fighting with ur stupid idiotic ego………which according to me is not at all necessary ………….it's all for a just…………….there haven't you again come back on the same person….yuvraj dev……..naah…yuvi……….anvesha banerjee ray……….look at urself……I only wish I could show you…..wt do u want to show?…….ofcourse……….abt how I am playing with my own life?about how I am playing with my feelings and emotions?…..there again the point..emotions……..mp…vrinda…..all of us call this love………….but how can I be sure…………rods………..but y does doubt linger abt him in my brains……..he is flawless…but still y that emptiness?………..love……….or……infatuation………or….just……….like u said finding………someone………..hey bhaggu!mera brain toh damaged condition mein hain………..wt sort of things r running in my brains?……this was the only person I was left to fight with…..myself……..hey bhaggu!…….
…………..her ears picks up a sudden noise from behind……….echoed in the calm of the nite………….she turned to look……but to find only darkness………pata nahi kaun tha?………..probably some night crawling creature……….she looks for a familiar figure waiting for her in the shed………..she knew that the silence of the nite was going to be disturbed by someone soon!!

The instrumental music was playing……………..she could hear it………….she didn't barge in…….but slowly and carefully kept her footsteps……….ashi no need to open ur mouth first……he will surely yell at you………..obviously be more lost in ur thoughts………nowadays u do this way too often…………now don't start going into a trance again………..she opened the shed door slowly……………..His legs were stretched……in a v…………...and his hands were touching his toes………he folded his body and lowered his head………so that his hair was falling towards gravity…………….his curls as usual looking cute………………..he saw her…………….legs first and then her face…….he gets up………….and starts stretching his legs and arms…………..without uttering a word from his mouth………………
"weird"ashi thought………..

he kept continuing his stretches……ashi joined him………"hey yuvi……….
He looked at her and nodded……….

Now wts up with him?bhaggu……ab ye kya soch raha hain?………y isn't he yelling at me?………if only he yells…….i will be relieved………itna chup kyon hain….c'mon yuvi…shout…tell me something…….bolo…u wacko……time dekha….kuch bhi……has he left his voice somewhere and come………..

"you r looking very pretty today"……..

"wt!!!!she had least expected this…….she was so confident he would flare up………but did he say it….or was she imagining things?………..was it her innermost feelings playing the trick again?………….
"wt did u say rite now?"asked ashi……….

"kuch bhi toh nahi"said yuvi……bending………at the same time controlling his grin…………

"duh uh!r u sure……….look at me when I am talking to u………it irritates me …….i am not talking to the wall………hello mr.wall how r u…….yuvi stop ur warm ups and answer me………"

"well go ahead……….tell me wt you want to hear…….should I say you r looking very pretty today?"

the phrase striking ashi…………
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"well utna jhoot shayad mein bhol saktha hoon………neways wt r u hiding in ur hand?…………..u seem to be holding something…………."
"ummm…well kuch nahin……….it's just some waste paper and I wanted to throw it……"
"well let me also see the waste paper………let the man have the honour of throwing it away"………….saying this yuvi goes to snatch wtever she was holding…….
"stop don't cum forward yuvi…….yuvi no……yuvi………pls stop…..yuvi…."
yuvi's face suddenly brightened by a mischievous look……..
"I told u it's just a paper……….stop!!"
"all right" he says……..let me see "the paper of urs"………
"yuvi no…….."ashi tries running away…she opens the door…….only to be held by yuvi from behind……..he twists her hand and gets her towards himself…….trying to see wt she was holding………..ashi kicks him………"u deserve this…….stop handling me like this…….."ashi yells……..
yuvi laughs…….."y r u behaving like this for a crap of paper………now I am more curious………."yuvi tries to pull it………ashi hits him savagely……..
"ouch "yuvi yells…….
"chill…….i was just kidding with you……….i don't want to know wt "paper"u r holding……..neways………I want to tell you something…..let's stop all our fights……….well neways this is our last year of togetherness……..only a few weeks more and we will be off in our own directions……..we have our careers to look forward to………well feel urself lucky…..yuvraj dev is offering u his friendship…..it is something very precious……..aur waise bhi……..
only a few weeks ……..we will be together…and once I was discussing with him abt we doing our jobs together…..abt how we will enjoy each and every moment together….……..ashi……..r u sure……..u want to loose him………forever……..atleast till when u r in maurya……..u can see him…..but……..again lost in her thoughts……….
"earth calling ashi……..earth calling ashi……..AASHHHIII!!"

"haan yuvi…..tum kuch bhol rahe the……abt us being friends………kool……..no fights from now onwards then………"ashi smiles……..

"that's a deal..let's see how it shapes up..i mean our friendship……….waise ashi I want to tell you something………..very important and it is a very serious matter….it is regarding u………."yuvi says……
"waise kya baat hain"ashi enquires somewhat serious…….his tone appeared as if he was going to say something of prime importance………..

"well ashi baat yeh hain ki………..wt is wrong with you?u r looking very pretty today….."he said those words so quickly……….that ashi remained dumbfounded…..suddenly not able to take the compliment…….she did not like many things that generally girls liked……..she loved being wild……..she had emotions…she felt them too…but never wanted neone to find out wt she was thinking ………or ………feeling………she did not wear frocks or pounds of make up on her face…….she was not the dainty angel kinda girl………boyish in many aspects……but still………she was girlish in certain respects……..she blushed….
"duh uh! Yuvi"she said softly…………."you love to pull my leg don't you?"
"well I told u it is a serious matter……….something of rare occurrence……something which should be preserved………..aah…..well….i don't have my camera with me……well wt do I do…my eyes……..alternative to camera…..do something ashi…..i can't take my eyes off you…….well can I ask madam for a small dance…..marking the start of our friendship?………."yuvi said grinning and giving a flirtatious look……….
Always expect the unexpected………different………new…….always something to discover………..totally unpredictable………that's y……….i………..wt?….well nothing……….stop bothering me……..
Ashi smiles………."well I would like to do that yuvi…but remember we got our cheerleading part to do……….

"well I was talking abt the cheerleading dance…wt did u think?"yuvi asked raising his eyebrows………
"yuvi…now u r changing the topic…just now u said…..well wt r u trying to do since when I came eh!…….y r u acting weird?I mean kind of flirting…will you stop doing that…..it is somehow making me uncomfortable……."
"well I thought u liked being appreciated………and I just spoke the truth……neways don't flare up now……remember the white dove I showed you?"said yuvi wearing an angelic look……..
"wtever!lets carry on with our job…….."

"yuvi hold properly……or else I will fall!!"yells ashi……….
Yuvi trying to balance her……"yuvi..hooooollllllldddddd!!"

THUD!!………ashi falls………yuvi below her……..ashi stares…….they both start laughing………ashi gets up……….and offers her hand to lift yuvi……
"I told u that position was wrong………u can listen to me sometimes.":ashi said……
"u missed the beat……wt will I do if u twirl ur self before the 12th count?u r supposed to twist urself only after la…..la……….lalala…..when the flute starts playing after the 11th beat……that is to say after the saxophones 11 beats………..get it!"

"ya fine…it was my mistake…..ne ways…….r u hurt?I fell over you."

"no I am allrite let's continue….let's try it once more……..this is the only part we need to practice on…….we need to work on…….that is our finishing and u landing with double twirl on my head……..ashi keep ur body light when u r doing that….don't be scared……..now u don't have to tell me duh uh! Main kisi cheez se darthi nahin hoon………don't be stiff…..if u let ur body to do wt it wants to it will be easier for me to balance you and then I can handle u better…and don't forget the counts this time…..c'mon now u should get it after this……….."

they try………….successful this time………….

"double twirl step [laughs]keep practicing sweeties……..u think this will land u in the finals and make u win the competition?……..naah…….wait and watch out yuvraj dev ……..u r in for a huge surprise on the day of the preliminary round……….u don't have ne idea abt wt I have planned with….well u can call ur nemesis..…………"and thinking this the night crawling creature leaves……

let me know how it is....i feel i am dragging it too long and i basically don't have the time to write.would someone vouch for continuing pls?

Hey...this part is definitely one of your best!
And it doesnt matter if u cant write regularly, but plz plz continue the fanfic urself! PLZ......

You've just ended on an interesting note....so we are all looking forward to the next part!

plz continue the story yourself and its intersting

well k then...i will try to pep up the story and try writing it whenever possible.i can't assure u guys abt