The letter :
Ashi ,...................................... main toh dear ashi likna chahata tha , but tumne mujhse woh right bhi cheen liya hain .ashi main is letter main woh sab kehna chahata hoon jo tumne mujhe kehne nahi dia ,please ise abhi gusse main phaad mat dena ,ek baar padkar phir apna faisala lena .
Ashi me and u both know that we didn't have good opinions about each other . hum log psychos ke tarah ladte the !! tumhara toh pata nahi but I had never ever seen a girl jo mujhse aise baat kare .......tumhe pata hain naa ki kaise girls mere peeche bhaagti thi ,but u were always away from me and it was new for me and I couldn't accept that . That's why I hated u and I know that even u hated me , but u can't deny ki bura hi sahi, but hum ek doosre ke baare main tabse sochne lage the . mujhe pata hain ki is ladayi main hum donon ne ek doosre ko kahi aise baatein kahe hain jo bahut hurt karta tha !! but that phase passed . phir jab maine dekha ki tum kaise mere dad se bilkul na darte hue , apni baat kehti thi , that time u became my inspiration ! its not new to u that I had started hating my dad !! Coz of what he was doing to me ,and my mom ! phir tum woh pehli insaan thi jisne meri madat tab ki jab mere apne friend sid ne mujhe dhoka diya ,meher ko date karke . From then u started having a special place in my life and in my heart.
Remember u old me " wohi karo jo tumhara dil tumhe karne ko kahe " ? tab .....tab maine tumhe kiss kiya tha ! mujhe nahi pata tha ki main kyaa kar raha tha ......but that's what my heart told me to do ! woh alag baat hain ki tab we both were faking to date each other to be away from our parents eyes , but tab bhi hum log ek doosre ke baare main possessive the naa ?? Then remember tumhare London jaane se pehle humne saari raat dance ki thi , I know I insisted but u can't deny ki kuch pal keliye hi sahi , u were happy then ! phir tum chali gayi !! bina bye bole .........i couldn't take that !! I cried ..........yes I did , tab main yamini se mila ! tab mujhe pata nahi that it was my dad's idea to send her into my life to ctrl my life ......i fell for the trap .......then when u came back tumne mujhe uske trap se , jhoot se nikala !! tab tum ne mere liye mere dad se ladaayi ki ....mera emotional state samjha aur mujhe bhi sambhala ! mujhe pata hain ki meri mom ne tumse mere baare baat ki thi and she even told me that u never gave an answer .. but in sab ke beech tha ek important part of our lives , humara band ............."REMIX " . I didn't want to be a part first coz I was afraid of dad , but when u told me to , I couldn't deny coz meri zindagi main sab kuch sirf music aur ashi ke liye hain !! u two are the most important for me !! phir jab tum aditya se mili , I couldn't stand u being impressed by him ......i couldn't tolerate ki tum kisi aur se milo !! yes I accept I was jealous . tab tumhara jhagda us loser aditya se hua .........ek race ki baat hui . but by then u had chosen your partner to be aditya , phir maine use door karne ke liye ek stupid si plan banayi and it worked too ......but tumhe pata chal gaya ! u had no choice but me being your partner !!
Remember jab tumhe us black gang ke nikhil ne kidnap kiya .........main sach main darr gaya tha ! I was really afraid ki woh tumhe kuch kar na de !tum mere saamne thi ......being tied up a hostage .....and he was telling ke uske paas ek gun hain .....tab maine jo bhi kaha tha .....jo bhi kiya woh sab mere dil ne mujhe karne ko kaha , I had started liking u .....no .......to love u from long time back , but couldn't accept it !! sid aur nakul mujhe humesha is baat ko lekar irritate karte the , but they knew it . phir maine apni life ki sabse badi galti ki ..........yeh bet lagaya ki tum mujhe date karogi ......sid se !! then woh amnesia , etc .. u fell for it !! but it was true love .......true love from my side and your side too ...... that phase was the most beautiful phase of my life !! I thank u for that , but jab tumhe sacchayi ka pata chala , u started to hate me ,tum mujhse door chali gayi ....not that I didn't want to tell u that ...maine kahi baar koshish ki ........but .......i couldn't take the risk of losing u for anything . phir tum us aditya ko date karne lagi !! yaad hain ki maine tumse kaha tha ki tumhare b'day ke liye main ek aisa gift doonga jo is duniya main sirf main hi tumhe de sakta hoo ........ek gana .......maine likha hain .......tumhare liye ...but kabhi di nahi !! kyunki tumhe uski zaroorat nahi thi !! (ok guys a request , if u can write a song from uv to ashi plz do it and pm to me naa so that I can use that )
I asked u a second chance , tumne nahi diya ......jo correct bhi thaa .....why should u take the risk of being hurt ?? but tum phir bhi hurt thi naa .......aditya ke baare main jab tumhe pata chala ....i don't care ki usne mere saath kya kya kiya ......but usne tumhare saath ,remix ke saath jo bhi kiya ......main use uske liye zaroor punish karoonga ..yes one day I will !! and I promise u that ! but even then .......u never gave a second chance ...
Ashi hum dono jaante hain ki hum dono ek doosre se kitna pyaar karte hain , but tum kuch kyun nahi keh rahi ....plz tell something .. haa ya naa .....bolo ! but u know what ?? agar tumhara answer yes hain ..then I will the most luckiest and happiest man on the earth .agar tum mere saath ho toh main kisi se bhi ...kisi se bhi lad sakta hoo ....i can face any situation ... not that I need you to be with me when I am fighting , but I need someone for whom I need to fight ......koi aisa jiske liye main kuch kar saku ... so that at any moment jab mere hausle kam ho jaaye , I can look back and see that tum ho .. and I cant let myself go down !! I know ashi ki tumhe meri koi zaroorat nahi , mere pyaar ki zaroorat na ho .. but mere liye tum important ko .....tumhara hona mere liye zaroori hain , tumhare pyaar ki mujhe zaroorat hain !! I need u !! kyunki main tumhare bagair life ko bita sakta hoo , but cant live life without u !! plzz ashi mere pyaar ko accept kar lo !! take your time .......days , months , years ........kitne bhi ..chahe to poori zindagi ...but accept it !! Tell me what's there in your heart!!
Only yours ,
Yuvi !!
After reading this Neal couldn't believe what he had read !! he just saw uv sleeping like a kid . he wanted to wake him up and .........but then remembered what khushi had told him !it hurts ...when u don't get love ...but he preferred to keep quiet at that moment ,for the person whom he loved more than his life , for her happiness , her love .........he kept the letter back and went and slept ..but he wanted to do something for them , a new friend .. a new buddy in their group !! but what ?? he didn't know what !! but he was convinced that uv really loved her !
Anupamaa
Pocket Mein Aasman
Cricket
