Originally posted by: AreYaar
Mixed bag epi today...some nice moments though...most notably, Rudra's soft, fleeting smile on hearing Paro's "uski piski" jantar mantar chant😆
Paro as expected has made instant fraandship with Laila😆...why am I not even surprised😆...I guess she feels bonded to Laila thanks to the fact that they both love the same guy😕 and they both got attacked by Tejawat?😕 Wow what things to bond over😆
the scene was a snoozefest, especially with all the typical and random dialogues from Paro. i was like what the hell is Paro doing ? what has laila done, i mean 2 drop of tears and she becomes her BFF ? i am sorry, i could not digest it
The standout scene obviously was the one with RP sleeping on that mattress on the floor and even in his sleep, Rudra can't help but stand guard over her, can he? His hand has to become that ledge next to the pillow so that Paro's head doesn't fall off the pillow...aww...lol and Paro expectedly gravitates to that side only and ends up using his hand as a pillow...and Paro thinking to herself about all he said about his traumas and putting her hand over his to console him...I liked that Rudra's thoughts were shown too...he WANTS to open up more to her but as he says, his past always shows up just when he's about to open up and only ends up burdening him more...this time it's Laila.
As i have mentioned in my post, Rudra's love for Paro is opening up, making him helpless. his love is ultrastubborn, and selfless. for once he could manage a risk of a question in his reputation but could not see Paro's dignity hurt. He knows that Laila, if she opens up her mouth about the physical affair, it will damage Rudra's image, he does fear that, but still he chose to listen to Paro, not because she was right, but because he respects her and her self respect. he wont tolerate if Paro cannot forgive her ownself.
Clearly Rudra is VERY uncomfortable with Laila around...was very pissed off when he felt that Laila has told Paro the truth of their relationship😆...and he asked the most logical question of the epi to Paro..."Tu meri patni hai aur yeh jaante huye ki Laila mujhse pyar karti hai, tu chaahti hai woh yahaan rahe? Tu kis mitti ki bani hai?" (LTL watchers know the obvious answer to this :P) but anyways Paro ofcourse is just happy that Rudra called her his patni...and she even says that is all they need for this relationship...Dhanya hain aap Parvati maata😆
Rudra actually is the only one who asks and answers logically. he is the only one who seems to use his brain frequently, for the right reasons, Rudra lately is using his brain at a speed and intensity, which seems a miracle for the standards of a hindi show ML.
I loved how he said that, because paro keeps slipping off here and there, and he needs to assure her protection. awww, that was such a beauty. and then the silent desire to share all his past with her and how his past still is hindering it, sigh, Rudra has completely and blindly fallen for Paro, to an extent that it will be hard for him to look back.
Body doubles are still being used, I see😆...but still they didn't affect the scenes that badly so I won't complain.
What disturbs me is the way Laila is being presented...sorry to say but Ankita is coming across pretty artificial and forced with this track...I had high hopes for Laila's return but this seems like it's a forced bringing together of two vamps...Ananya and Ankita's acting styles don't gel well together...Ananya has more screen presence as a vamp...Ankita seems off balance with this new development of "rang badalti chipkali" type Laila...to make matters worse, it seems like they are GROOMING Laila to be a PARO replacement?😕😆...
What was with that aarti scene in the end? Stuff like this is making me think that Laila will present herself as perfect patni/bahu material and Paro a.k.a Tyag ki devi will be maha IMPRESSED by this and the fact that Laila loves Rudra and just go ahead and GIFT him to her?😆😆
i will surely rant here. leave laila, please explain me the character of Paro. she is inviting Rudra to color himself in her raang, inviting and infact provoking him that to surrender himself completely, to trust her, accept her, care for her, and then while she was sleeping, the silent desire of her was that she wants to stay as long as Rudra finds her eligible of sharing his past. i was like W*F, matlab kya ? does not she realise that Rudra is as fragile as glass, he is not strong like her, who after 2 minutes can forget a betrayal and even the loss of someone, Rudra's soul is so tortured because of an abandonment, and the only person he ever trusted after that is Paro, he is completely surrendering himself to her, and she still in the veil of her innocence is doing what i will call is a betrayal. Does not she realise that how her leaving him behind will affect him ? does she really think that he will be all cool about it, moreover, he called her his patni, and still she does is what smiles ? i get it she is too innocent to be believable, but then there is a difference in being innocent and being plane dumb. She definitely falls flat at her instincts, and using her brain, ofcourse, she is opening her own grave and a bigger grave for Rudra. her leaving him behind will stab his heart beyond imagination, and guess what Laila will use the situation well.
Moreover, i don't understand Paro blakmailing Rudra to keep laila in the house, even for a second she did not consider his opinion . can i ask why ? what makes her do that ?
and yes as you said, everything is diverting towards Paro gifting Rudra to laila. I am sorry if this happens, i will never justify Paro's actions, no matter whatever the reasons are, you just cannot do that with the man you claim to love and worship.
Another bit that stood out to me was Laila saying she wants the old "jaanwar" wala Rudra back😆😆...So it seems that the INEVITABLE way this is heading towards is this...Paro keeps on being a happy bunny dancing around in the joy of Rudra calling her his patni, possibly smiling at her, gifting her a few more choodis...then she remembers she has to leave him...she looks around and notices that Laila loves him and is her BFF now so she will entrust Rudra in Laila's care and take off...Rudra will go BALLISTIC obviously and Laila will possibly get her wish of JAANWAR Rudra back...lol...and then Rudra will go look for Paro...Laila will get her wish and still lose😆
What irks me more is Paro thinks she knows everything about Rudra, understands him, and thus can make a decision on his behalf. she is being very annoying, lately. coming back to laila, only thing that glued me was her desire to get back the junglee Rudra. Umm, assuming that Paro's betrayal will transform Rudra into the junglee again and this time more poisonous, he will do an unimaginable tandav.😆
I dread this a bit though...despite the fact that I enjoy watching intense and angsty Rudra...but this is coming across as almost callous on Paro's behalf...she says she loves this guy, he's her everything...and she can SEE how he is opening up to her, genuinely falling even more for her...he's TOLD her about how he fell apart when his mother left him...so why isn't she thinking about how shattered he'll be if SHE leaves him? On one hand, she's willingly becoming his anchor, his support and the next moment, she will just pull her hand away and disappear...isn't that worse?
I guess she is just helplessly swept up in the high of her own love for him and isn't thinking long-term...other than possibly leaving him to Laila thinking she's doing him good😕😕😆
tell me one thing, she considers laila's tears, she considers every other person's advice and opinion in this world, and chooses to ignore Rudra's. moreover, giving more insight to his raw and buried wounds, giving him a hope of healing them, giving him a hope for a happy life ahead, at the end she will give him nothing but a superstitious promise form the almighty ? 🤢