Sushpective: A tale of compassion, fear and connection!(edited) - Page 3

Originally posted by: Frames

Hi Sush... I have been a silent reader of RR form, your post and other lovely writers 😊. Love this show... both leads are doing an excellent job and kudos to the whole RR team for creating amazing episodes everyday 👏. I like the way they are telling this story. Always felt the urge to join RR discussions but couldn't do it due to time constraints. Finally hear...

My guess for Paro asking Laila to be in the haveli is... to help Rudra tackle his fears.

So far Rudra has been running away or hiding from his past. He is scared of it and never wants to face it. And Paro noticed that Rudra gets very uncomfortable about Laila. He never let Laila speak in front of Paro. Always tried to shut Laila or sent Paro from there (Haldi day and today).

This could be a first step to help him to deal with his past. This is my guess... and I could be completely wrong too 😊.

I am good at reading and not writing... so forgive me for any mistakes in writing.

Originally posted by: Zeeliciousxo

Love your entire post! It is bang on. Well done 👏

Rudra is my only ray of hope now as well...can't wait till the Laila track is over 😆

@bold parts...stuff that either touched me 100% or I agree with 100%

Haha just bolded everything and have realized it's basically the entire post I connect with 😛Thanks for such an awesome post 😊

Well said ladies 👏

I really like bold parts

I also didn't like this Laila track , not at all

What I really like is major,s sharp mind , he didn't trust Laila , and didn't show any sign of attraction , good job major, I am with u , I also demand and req that , plz cvs move Laila darling from paruds bedroom and life ASAP

Originally posted by: Hope

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Hi Sush, lovely post. I totally second you on keeping the hero and the attraction factors intact. I love that Rudra is emotionally not as strong as Paro. Love that she is his emotional pillar. Love how they complete each other, how they fill each others flaws. But that doesn't mean Rudra is a weak man. Nope 😊.

I totally understand that talking about his mother is always difficult to him. That is one topic he never wants to talk about. But today he opened up about it which was a big achievement on its own. And I would have loved it more if that scene was toned down a bit. Well, the opinion differs from person to person and this is mine. It is all in the way we as an individual see things, Like Paro says.😃

Coming to the episode I can't say I loved it due to obvious person's entrance. Like I said, I am not a huge fan of this track . So I will try to avoid Laila and just talk about our love birds.

The continuation of yesterday's scene was wonderful. Rudra looked so confused when Paro gave him his pills. It was like, "How could she love me so much? How should I control my feelings? What if I hurt her?". Till today Rudra harassed her, yelled at her, challenged her, was rude to her, tried it in every mean possible way to push her away from him. But today he requested her, pleaded with her, tried to make her understand, warned her of ruining her life. All because he was worried for her, her life, her future, that he might really ruin her, that he can't love her like she does😔.

His every dialogue makes it crystal clear that he feels he is incapable of love. That he can't reciprocate her feelings, do justice to her love. That he is only good at hurting people... Why? Because of his bitter past which made him emotionless, love less rock of a person. Even though he realizes his feelings for Paro, he doesn't know what to do next. How to take the next step? He doesn't know how to let go of his past and move on as according to him his past never leaves him alone. It follows him, making him relive it, pulling him down, hurting him again. What he said was true in a way. I can understand what me meant. I mean, he did find his mother in the worst place possible in the whole world. He knows now that it is only matter of time before she walks back into his life and he is not ready for that.

I felt really sorry for that little boy when he said, "I stopped playing, never went any where because I was waiting for her." No child should go through that heart break. And Man! he was so scared of her walking back into his life. Who wouldn't be? Even though I don't know the reason why Mala left, I resent her for putting a child through that hell. This side of Rudra is so vulnerable, so fragile and may be that was what the director wanted to show by his breakdown. At least, that was what I derived from it. But creatives, </font><font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3"><font face="Times New Roman, Times, serif" size="3">please. E</font>motional breakdowns can be a little subtle too. He need not breakdown every time to show his pain. There are other ways and Ashish is a fine actor. So use him well.

Paro was his listener today. Confused by her affection, he asks her, "Why me? Why love me?" and Paro gives him a perfect reply like always. Such wonderful scene. Through out the scene, she silently stands, listening as he pours his heart out, guiding him, encouraging him, ensuring him it will make him feel lighter, being his pillar of support. That was Paro today... his emotional outlet, his pillar, his listener. She was surprised to know his mother was back, but gave him his time to speak up. We might have wanted her to hold him or caress him but I think she was in shock from revelation of his mother's return. Sanaya was perfect. And Damn! that darn phone rings at the right moment spoiling everything. It was hard for Rudra to open up but he finally did. It was a huge step and takes lot of courage but he gathered it. Unfortunately things were still left unsaid. I wonder when we will get the continuation of this scene now.

Now for the rest of the episode. Loved how Rudra held on to Paro's hand for support as he prepared himself to confront his biggest fears of all, facing his mother. Enjoyed how Paro hides behind Rudra the second she sees Laila. Did I say how perfect thse two are for each other? He is her protector and she is his emotional pillar😉. I loved how Rudra jumped on Paro and snapped, "Thera pati nahi tha woh." 😆 Awww... Our Rudra is very possessive. I would love to see this jealousy side of Rudra a bit more in the future 😳. CV's please.

Paro who is more emotional fell for Laila's trick very fast. But Rudra is smart enough to catch her Bewakoof story and call Aman 👏. Seriously! what will Tejawat gain from torturing that women? It is utter nonsense. I hope Rudra catches this ladie's bluff soon and throws her out ASAP 👍🏼.

It is not even a day after Laila's entry and I am totally lost. Wonder how I will hold myself for this whole track 😕. Seriously CV's PaRud's bedroom. Is there no guest room in that huge haveli for Crying Out Loud ? Rudra you are my only ray of hope... please kick that lady out soon.

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Bang on post... 👏

Lovely post Sush.

Believe it or not I was thinking of you when Rudra started crying, knowing how much you hate that!!
But I think the situation called for that. I'm not comfortable with this whole issue about "boys don't cry". Rudra shouldn't be crying too often, I agree, but it is okay to show emotional breakdown once in a while, to demonstrate his human-ness.

Overall a touching episode. Loved the support Rudra sought and received from Paro. Just wanted Paro to hug him, but maybe that would have been too much at this time of their relationship. But a little more physical touching would have made me feel better, like holding both his hands while encouraging him.

Don't have much to say about Laila. Just waiting to see what unfolds.

Originally posted by: -Sush-

Just in case I need another one...

OK...Rudy boy...I have said this before...but will say it again...

But you did...didn't you?

See what I feel the makers have conceived of a male hero... Who is emotionally very weak,.and he cries in front of somebody he's closed to...no amount of our screaming and shouting will change the characteristics according to cv..they want to portray this flaw of rudra.. They have gor this message since they do stalk the forum... That most people are talking about his crying..where are perfect men available in this world ?
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Frankly I don't know anybody whose so grave issues have been sorted just because he got married to a great person .. These issues lie deep underneath and a lot of physciatric help is needed .. Family plays a role .. This is not Amitabh bachhchan movies of 80s where there no emotional troubles ..

Originally posted by: habs

Hmm let's see Dilsher will tell him to get rid of her. Mohini the witch will try to take advantage (if she already hasn't) Mathili will avoid the fallen woman and Samrat, well the dude doesn't speak so true to form he will stand around and do nothing. 😆

Spirit I think regardless of how much he tries to shield Paro from his truth, truth always wins out in the end. A good friend of mine used to say to me 'that truth takes time' - and Paro will learn and she may waver a bit - I mean who wouldn't BUT the way her character is she will always love him. She will always be there for him to be his strength and his emotional shield

I don't think the CV's will go the cliched route. It would be too easy; there has to be a wrinkle or slight twist in the track somewhere - just based on what they have already shown us.

Originally posted by: spirit

Sush is on a picture posting spree😆