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PART 148

27^th June 2011

Mangal Kunj

Khanak: Why didn't you make love to me last nite?(pained)

Shaan: Did you want me to? (fingering the gold rose on her neck)

Hugs him passionately and speaks in his neck

Khanak sighs... he is heavy but lets him lay on her. He is nestled in his fave spot on her neck/shoulder.

Shaan: Khanak, apna haath kyon kheencha?

Khanak: I was

Shaan: Hmmm

Khanak: I was feeling guilty...

She can feel his body stiffen immediately, but gives her credit for being honest

Khanak:A part of me didn't want the driver to take that road, a part of me did (pained, sad)

Shaan: Hmmm (barely audible)

He knows she is opening up, just a crack but nevertheless

Khanak: You make me so happy Shantanu!

Moans and fights his advances as and kisses her

Later...

Khanak: Aap meri baat nahi sun rahe.

Shaan: Iam (in her ear)

Khanak Something...

Shaan: Hmmm

Khanak: Something tells me I am not supposed to be so happy

Shaan: did he make you happy? (he really wanted to hear a No! in response)

He held his breath.

Khanak answers way too quickly "Hmm"

He doesn't like to hear that. It enrages him... some selfish childish part of him wants to be the sole "creator/provider" of happiness in her life.

He crushes her on the bed, knocking her breath out, symbolically in an attempt to make her answer a "mmm'mmm" from a "Hmmm"

He reminds her physically, forcefully of how it is with him...

Khanak: I am so sore... (she pleads eyes closed)

He doesn't let go...

Later'.

Shaan:How often did you visit your parents?

It was like he wanted all the answers tonite. All the answers and all of it now...

Khanak is laying on him now, her face on his heart, eyes closed, his eyes are open, his arms around her. A navy sheet covering them'..

Khanak: Jab mera mann karta.

"No wonder she wants me to let her visit when ever she wants to go".

He doesn't want to but hates Sooraj for earning his brownie points with her. Wonders how could Sooraj let her go😭. He wouldn't'..😈

He was carefully avoiding using the guy's name. She was too... for what ever reason...

She is beginning to worryr why he is so full of questions. She wants Sooraj to be her private memory. Her guilt trip, hers alone to use and store away when she feels too much remorse for the happiness Shaan gives her.

Shaan: Raat ko bhi?

Khanak: Aap mujhe...

He flips her over and watches her hair blanket the pillow...

They are looking at each other deeply.

Khanak: Aap mujhe apne se ek raat ko bhi alag nahi kar paate!!😳

Her rose slides to the pillow, he pulls it forward gently and places it in front.

Khanak: You took everything (off) (all her jewelry)

Shaan: I did...😳

wow update!!!
i missed the blue for the past few updates actually..
but it came with a bang..
their way discussing her past n shaan making his point very clear that "you r mine n only mine"..
he wants her say so..the reason for all the happiness is HIM..
wonderful aditee..
ek aur update milega kya??

The Blue is back ... and With a Bang !!!!!

Soumaa .. Vandooo ...

Aditee...

d update took me altogether to another beautiful place called shanaks paradise😳

Loved the update !

Originally posted by: -Ray-

Loved the update !

only u can think like this, write like this 👏

fought with hubby for net (he had meeting ) to read CASA😆😆 , it is worth the fight 😃

What a lovely compliment

Thank you

Originally posted by: aditee

What a lovely compliment

Thank you

I will replay it all day in my mind😃

I m thrilled !! 😃 atleast one of my lines wll stay with u all thru the day, otherwise it's always every wrd of ur CASA that keeps playing nd replaying in my mind.😊