The dilemma (AsYa SS) [update p30] - Page 5

Originally posted by: allwaysasya

Beautiful update
loved it
thanks for pm

Originally posted by: anopama

OK I love all ur stories😊

But this one captivate me from the prologue

This zoya was ready to fight for her right her child rights

But now after reading the first chapter

I am pissed bcuz Asad is an ass

He had sex with zoya 2 mths ago didn't check back with her discuss nothing with her

He declared he love her then

But then seems he is a puppet in his friends hand

He believes she is pregnant

But didn't he think of zoya being pregnant after their nite

And why the hell is zoya backing down

She needs to fight for her man and her child

She is suppose to know tanveer truth

So she is suppose to know Asad and tanveer didn't sleep together

Tht it is all tanveer plan

Ok let's see what u do with the next chapter

Waiting

Originally posted by: SanKsgian

Awww

So sad

Continue soon

Originally posted by: life4me

Nice. Continue soon pls

Originally posted by: jayasree.rao

Read the prologue and chapter1 at one go.

Liked it and waiting to see as to what Zoya is going to do?

Please update.

Originally posted by: sasir

Plz update soon...
If possible..

~2~

"Ya Allah! Why everything has to be so hard? I get no one to call as my own expect this little fella who's growing inside of me right now. I thought that I had the right to call him, phuphi and Najma as my own but he has clearly shown me that I was wrong. How can I interfere in his choice? I am powerless! I can't keep fighting for our love when he gives up every time! Tanveer has won baby.." Zoya sobbed in the garden. It was 01.00 a.m. and she couldn't sleep. She was looking over her first ultrasound which she made in Ajmer, crying silently. Her baby will have the same fate as hers, growing up fatherless. She was almost two months pregnant already. She thought that coming back to Bhopal would gave her baby the right to grow up with its parents by its side but life was much harder than this.

Zoya who was deep in thoughts, was startled when a cup of green tea appeared in front of her. She looked at the person who was standing next to her and saw Dilshad.

"Phuphi? Why aren't you asleep?" Zoya asked.

"Why should I be asleep when you're not?" Dilshad asked. She sat next to Zoya and rubbed her back.

Zoya threw herself in Dilshad's arms and cried so much that even the sky cried with her as rain started to fall.

"Bas Zoya, please, don't cry..because.. I can't take it any more, I can't see you this sad." Dilshad said as fresh tears were rolling down her cheeks.

"Phuphi, when mera dost Rashid left you, how did you manage to survive through this?" Zoya asked sobbing.

"When he left me, I thought that I wouldn't be able to go through life by myself.. I loved him so much that even my heart ached when it was beating as it was beating for him.. But then, I pushed my pain aside to live through my children..Even if..You didn't lose the battle Zoya. Love conquers everything. Asad still loves you.." Dilshad said but Zoya got up like a fury.

"I don't want his love!" She shouted. "I don't want his love! Asad Ahmed Khan doesn't love me! Love is about putting the person you love before anyone else! Love is about trust! Love is about respect! Love is about protection...And Asad Ahmed Khan doesn't know everything about this." Zoya said through tears and sobs. Dilshad got up, and she hugged her daughter tightly. She kissed Zoya's hair and shut her eyes tightly while tears were streaming down her face as she understood Zoya's pain.

Asad heard Zoya's last words and his heart broke. He couldn't stand her pain but he knew that she was right. He didn't deserve her love, nor did she deserve such pain.

Dilshad brought Zoya in her own room and decided to sleep with her this night. Zoya was emotionally destroyed and physically exhausted.

Next morning, the tension was clear in the dining room. Zoya was missing, Dilshad and Najma were eating their breakfast quietly while Asad was engrossed in his newspapers. Tanveer, who wanted to act as the perfect bahu, smiled and said to Dilshad:

"Ammi, Najma, what do you think about going on holidays for a week or so?" She asked and Dilshad was angry.

"First of all, I'm not your ammi. Not until this nikah happens, and I really doubt about this. Then I don't want your sympathy, nor do I want to go on holidays with you, after all you broke my family's happiness." Dilshad said and surprised Najma and Asad while Tanveer was fuming with anger. Tanveer started to cry like a baby and Dilshad rolled her eyes in annoyance.

"Ammi why are you treating Tanu like this?" Asad asked.

"And why are you hurting Zoya like this? Oh, sorry I forgot that she's not your precious Tanu!" Dilshad answered knowing that her harsh words were hurting her son. None of them answered. "Then we can stop talking and we can start to eat." Dilshad said while Najma was looking at the scene powerless. But she noticed a small smile playing on Tanveer's lips and she frowned.

'What the hell? What's going on in this witch's mind?' She thought.

After a while, Zoya left her room, dressed in her red anarkali salwar kameez.

Asad, actually found her very beautiful.

"Asalamu'alaikum." She whispered softly and was going to sit next to Tanveer when Dilshad called her.

"Zoya you can take my seat. I'll give you your breakfast okay?"

"But phuphi.."

"Arrey Zoya, stop arguing." Dilshad got up kissed Zoya on her forehead and went to pick a salad of fruits. Tanveer was obviously annoyed by Dilshad's care for Zoya. Zoya looked at her plate then smiled at Dilshad.

"It looks yummy! Thank you Phuphi." Zoya said and started to eat. Asad was looking at the scene surprised. Since when did Zoya eat healthy food?

"Phuphi, I've talked with Api after I got up this morning. I'll be going back to USA in a few months. I just need to take some time for myself so I'll be leaving your house in a few hours. Api said that I could go back to the house we lived in every time I wanted to. Hence, I'm going to live there. After all I'm just a guest here, it's time for me to leave your house. I just don't want to take advantage of your sympathy." She said and Asad stopped eating immediately. His Zoya was going far away from him! And it was his mistake. On the other hand, Tanveer was smiling happily and once again, Najma saw it but it was more clearer now.

"But, Zoya! You can't live by yourself!" Dilshad said, taken aback. "I.."

"Don't worry phuphi I'll manage." Zoya said and continued eating her breakfast acting as if her words didn't destroy a whole family.

After the breakfast, Zoya went to her room to tidy it. She wrote a letter for Asad:

"Dear Asad,

I must be a fool to think like that, but a part of me is still thinking that we belong to each other. True, your actions hurt me in such a way that I'll probably not recover from them. Your lack of trust hurts so much that the best for me, is to stay away from you. Today I'm leaving, but as I had always been faithful to you back in the past, I'll be loyal to you today. Asad, in my womb is growing the fruit of this night of passion and lust. I'm not writing it to make you believe that I'm a duty. Your duty. I just want you to know that you will become a father soon. I will eventually let you meet my baby. But I don't want you in my life. I don't want you to interfere in me and my baby's life. To him/her, you'll just be his/her father. That's all.

This is my farewell to you Mr Asad Ahmed Khan..

Zoya Farooqui."

Zoya closed the letter and kept it in her pocket, then she finished packing and left her room. Dilshad was in her room with Najma talking.

"Tamatar, I want you to go with Zoya." Zoya heard Dilshad say.

"Why ammi? I don't want to leave you here alone with this crazy Tanveer. I'm scared that she'll harm you."

"If I come with you, then who'll protect Asad? Tanveer will be free to hurt him if Zoya and I leave but she won't hurt me before the nikah which will never happen. Do as I say to keep an eye on Zoya. Ramadan will start in a few days and I don't want Zoya to be alone."

"Ji ammi. I'm going to pack my things." Najma replied and Zoya knocked on Dilshad's door.

"Phuphi? Can I come in?" She asked.

"Ji Zoya, you can come in." Dilshad replied.

"Phuphi, I'm here to say goodbye."

~3~

Originally posted by: sasir

Nice..
But sorry to say my dislike for this asad was increasing with each passing moment..
He should repent like hell...
I hate it..
Sorry to say more than tanveer I am angry on asad..
If tanveer is playing with their feelings its coz asad let her do this to him n to zoya too..
Zoya should be very hard on him...
Loved dillu...
Plz update soon