Saahil fic--'So many words...'Chap 7 UPDATED Page32-21 DECEM - Page 7

Originally posted by: Paint.It.BlacK.

Hi guys! 😊 like i promised i'm right here with an One Shot on Saahil😳 and it wnt be too long. Just 2/3 parts more..maybe!
Well and this one is based on the epi where Aahil leaves Sanam alone after saving her but comes back again. But i will take it my own way. So it wnt be like the show.😊

I really hope it does justice to the characters and lives up to your expectations.😳
enjoy!

So many words for the broken heart...


Why ?

This lone question seemed to batter his soul. It cut him. Bruised him.

The inside noises taunted him. It screamed.

Why Aahil why ?


The blow was lethal. And his heart fought a war that he had already lost. A war of love. Hope. Dreams.
He is the one. defeated.
Yes. He had lost.


Why do you had to fall in love ?

Why it had to happen with him ? Why the girl he fell in love with had to love someone else?

Why -why- why?
A storm inside him brewed. A storm he fought to control.

Though the scar was so deep that he could hardly bear.
First time in his life he had loved someone with all his heart and soul. The moment was one of those blissful ones that gave him a tinker of hope to dream. He thought finally his lone ship has reached the shore. And someone will be there to hold his hand. All his horrid past will vanish behind the warmth of a new dawn. Dazzling lights will flood his life.

Once he holds her in his arms all his past scars would cease to exist. That moment when Sanam utters his name and reciprocate to his feelings, he will be one of the happiest man in the world !

But fate was cruel.
It loves to rob him off his happiness.

Aahil Raza Ibrahim doesnt care for money. He knows its nt the ultimatum of life. But love is. And yet he had miserably lost on that front.

the desire to be loved back is never going to fulfil...
He will always be just as broken as he is now.

Aahil's a moment ago hopeful face has turned into ashen now.
Raw tears gleamed in his black pool of eyes.

His world has abruptly transformed into a haze of black sheath. Everything felt hollow. Including his heart.

He stood frozen to the spot.
The headlights blink on and off casting a mystical play of light & shadow. beneath it his pale face appears grim. his crestfallen face deflects variant of emotions.

Now as he watches Sanam from afar he feels certain that dreams have nothing to do with him. They were like puffs of cloud that his hands can never reach.

He had dared to dream! How could he!


Someone once said that when somebody leaves, some one else fills it. A space never remains empty.
Aahil doesnt know if it really does but for him it wnt. Ever.

Sanam is not the first girl in his life. Its true. But she is the only girl whom he had ever truly loved irrespective of what she is or who she is.
He loves her. And no matter what direction his life takes from here he will always love her.

Sanam is his first love and she always will be his last as well. Aahil doesnt have to think to be certain. He knows.



Time flows when one wishes against it and is a stagnant pool when one tries to hold.

And that moment Aahil wishes if only he could hasten time so he could leave all of this behind. His own emotions were so strong and intense that it was impossible for him to witness them any longer.

Rehan in envelope of Sanam was a sight Aahil could hardly bear to watch. But no matter how much he tried he couldnt take his eyes away from them. It was a living visage of the death of his own desires. Yet he stood there waiting to see how much more he could take..

Doesn't he ought to step forward and smash their little love bubble ? Wouldn't it be better to just claim what is rightfully his ?

His ??

Was he even in his sane mind ? Or is he drunk?

Rightfully? " Aahil wanted to laugh. How can he think about right? How does he know it is right? Who told him that he Aahil Raza Ibrahim deserves Sanam ?

Why would a person like him deserve to be loved ?
What is he ? A heartless selfish man. A casanova.
He is the man who had hurt her again and again. There wasnt a day he left to torment her !


Then how can he even think of being her first choice ?

Sanam likes Rehan. Rehan likes her. Where is he in the picture?

But logics failed. His eyes burned with tears.
His heart was on fire. And Aahil felt like inflaming every single thing only if he could.

Do anything in his power that would save him from becoming a spectator to their growing intimacy. But he knew he could do nothing. Not even can he speak about his grief to anyone.

"look Aahil bhay's here!"
Aahil Heard him say. Instinctively Rehan turned his face and so did Sanam.

And the moment Sanam glided her eyest at him time stopped for Aahil.

Will be Continued---

Please do leave a comment and let me know how it was.😳 even if its bad please dnt hesitate to tell me. I am always open to criticism. :-) So please feel free to state whatever you feel.😊

p.s. And the title is taken from backstreet boys". One of my all time favourite band!❤️


[B]Chapter Index--

Part-2
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/110162644



[B]take care darlings...🤗
love you all 🤗

Originally posted by: --Sana--

Lovely update
lol aahil annoyed rehaan talks so much even me also
Sanam slowly unease with aahil gaze I think she start to realising
Update soon
Thanks dear for the pm

Originally posted by: amlavs

<font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="5">Oh my god Diti😉 u r killing me🤢 with ur imagination & ur beautiful words..while reading this i can easily picturize it in my mind👏 tats the beauty of ur posts❤️ waiting for nxt part😊</font>

Originally posted by: Prags_Sociopath

Diti!! Hugs!🤗

Thank you so much for the PM :D

You're welcome.😊

I just checked this evening for the update but in vain😆Then read the comments that you'll be updating today and there!😆

Okay so the update. Awesome awesome and AWESOME!! Yeah sometimes I think these words just don't justify how you describe the feelings <3 Its unexplainable. You can only feel that what you're reading. Thats why I just can't bring myself to review when I come to write it. ITS JUST SO GOOD <3

Aww...thank you soo much😳I am glad you're loving it.

I love everything about the update. There wasn't a single part which was like boring or don't wanna read. The scene description, atmosphere, surroundings everything was so realistic.

Loved this intense ARI, getting all burnt up by seeing Rehan-Sanam together.Its gives such a sadistic pleasure😆

Hah...hah..ya i guess we all are sadists.😆

Sanam constant confusion about the hidden emotions behind his intense stares still continues sigh!😆

Sanam-Aahil <3 These two don't even need words, Their glances, silence, gazes speak volumes. <3 Oh the intensity they evoke just by looking at each other..HEAVEN! <33

Hmm..ya right you are. they truly dont need words.a mere glance is enough.😳

So they are off to choose the dresses! Hmm exciting!😆

Another amazing update man. Just can't say it enough. You are truly a gifted and talented writer. PLEASE DON'T EVER STOP WRITING..EVER! <3

Can't wait for the next part. Update soon and do PM me! :)

Love! <3

Originally posted by: Surbhiholic.

Its amazing dear

Originally posted by: TasriS

Wow... this was awesome...loved it .

Thanks for the pm.😊