chapter 10location:asad's room
Asad was pacing his room angrily,the only thought he had right now was his ammi had to face insult today due to his wife's stupidity.how can she be soo naive to not understand wat to speak and wat not to speak infront of others.couldn't she think her words maybe taken differently.is she soo naive??.oh God did he commit a mistake marrying a 19year old teenager.he always wanted someone like his ammi-brave,gracious,beautiful,loving,calm and understanding,but here he has a young,innocent,bubbly,talkative and ofcourse mannerless(sighs remembering her sleeping poses and how he had been kicked by her and he fell down)girl as his wife.before he could think more zoya entered carrying his breakfast looking beautiful and nervous.
Zoya(in a low voice):woh aapka nashta bhijwaya hain ammi ne.
Asad(in a stern tone):rakh dijiye table par aur jaaiye mujhe bhook lagi toh main nashta karloonga.
Zoya was surprised hearing his stern voice just like her nanabba who also used the same tone when angry or upset.tat means he is angry.
Zoya(self thought):gussa toh honge na Maine unhe chain se sone nahi diya aur phir unhe bed se niche bhi gira diya .ya Allahji help me ..(making a baby pleading face she tried to pacify asad's anger)
Zoya:ji woh I am sorry Maine aapko theek tarah se sone nahi diya apni bak bak ki wajah se aur aapko bed se bhi gira diya.I am sorry aainda aisa nahi hoga promise*told zoya in a low tone with apprehensive eyes and expectant face*
Oh God tat innocent face of her would be the death of him.her face is enough to melt his anger.
Zoya:AAP apna gussa khane pe mat nikaliye plzz,nashta karlijiye.
Tat bought back the breakfast incident to asad and her embarrassing words ans his ammi's flushed face which again increased his anger.
Asad(angrily):kuch kehne se pehle sochti nahi hain AAP .aaj aapki wajah se ammi ko sharaminda hona para sabke saamne.kuch bolne se pehle aapko sochna chahiye ki aapki baat se kisiko sharmindagi ya takleef toh nahi pahunch rahi hain.ab aap bacchi nahi hain khan khandaan ki bahu hain.ammi ki ,meri bahut izzat hain mai nahi chahta aaj ke baar aapki wajah se ammi kabhi bhi beizzat ho samjhe aap.tajjub hain najma bhi aapki umar ki hain,lekin uski soch aapse behtar hain.kya aapki ammi ne nahi Di aapko yeh taleem(values)dusron ke saath kaise behave karna chahiye boliye.
Zoya was feeling terrible hearing her husband scolding her as asad started to rant his anger zoya couldn't control and started crying silently.she felt as if her mami's taunts tat she isn't capable of doing anything is correct.on her second day of marriage only she had upset her husband.she just wanted to run to her room and cry but alas here she still dint find anything to call her own.when asad said about her mother het heart broke.all life her mami's had taunted her sayin the same tat she was orphan but hearing it from asad hurt her badly.why everytime everyone gets her dead mother in between,if she had done any fault scold her but y had to dey bring her marhoom ammi inbetween.she felt asad was different but he also hurt her at the same place which hurt her the most.maybe he was right she never had a mother to teach her how to behave with husband,how to cook,how to take care of ur inlaws,how to keep ur husband happy.
Zoya(tearfully):ammi toh bachpan mein hi margayi thi ,unhe kuch mat kahiye plzzz.
Asad closed his eyes in regret,shame,guilt and pain hearing her low,painful voice.Oh God how could he forget tat she was an orphan .he hurt his wife on second day of marriage oly .he was no way better than his father this thought made him disgusted.he was lecturing her to watch her words while talking and here he in anger had zoya immensely today.
Zoya started leaving but asad held her back.he made her sit on bed and wiped her tears lovingly but her tears wer not at all stopping which increased his guilt ten folds.
Asad(softly):I am sorry zoya mujhe aapke ammi ko kuch nahi bolna chahiye tha.wat to do yeh mera gussa .jab bhi gusse mein hota hoon kuch bhi bak deta hoon,I'm soo sorry said asad cutely holding his ears .zoya who was sniffing by now had a smile looking at his cute face.asad too sighed in relief looking at her smile.
Asad:zoya Jo hamare apne hote hai wo hame hamare baaton ko kabhi galat nahi samajhtey.hum agar kuch galti kar bhi de,kuch ghalat bol bhi de woh hame samajhkar maaf kardete hain.lekin Jo ye so called rishteydaar hotey hain na woh bas ek mauka dhundtey hain hame beizzat karne ka,hame nicha dikhaneka.isliye aise logon ke saamne kuch bhi bolne se pehle hame do baar sochna chahiye.kyun de hum unhe hame beizzat karne ka mauka.isliye aaj ke baad soch samajhkar boliyega taaki koi aapko kabhi insult na kar sake.
Zoya was speechless listening to asad's words.no one ever told her or guided her soo warmly.maybe if her mother was alive she would have learnt all this long back.feeling overwhelmed she hugged asad tight which he reciprocated with full warmth making tingling sensations in her stomach,he parted and kissed her forehead lovingly causing shiver run down her spine as though someone has electricuted her.he smiled and took his breakfast to kitchen to reheat it .leaving zoya alone with new found sensations.
In evening asad had gone to station to see off his relatives.zoya was sitting in her room trying to understand why did asad's touch jolted her,create sensations in her tummy.she knew oly asiya could answer her questions.
Zoya(on phone):as soon as asiya picked the call zoya said fearfully.Asiya woh current martey hain.leaving asiya baffled.
Asiya:KYAAA koun current martey hain.pagal kya bol rahi hain.
Zoya:tumare new jijaji current martey hain,I mean unki body mein kuch problemsl hain asu jab bhi mai unke gale lagti hoon mujhe gudgudi hoti hain aur aaj jab unhone mera matha chuma mujhe current laga.asiya mujhe darr lagraha hain.ya Allahji current marnewala shauhar ab kaise rahungi mai unke saath.said zoya almost on verge of tears.
Asiya wanted to bang her head somewhere.oh God this zoya.she had decided tat slowly slowly she would start tutoring her on this but she suddenly got married.she was feeling helpless kash she would have shared everything with zoya but nanabba dint allow her to teach or even talk anything related to love and marriage to zoya due to his fears and now zoya has to face the brunt of it.
Asiya:dekh zoya aajke baar tujhe aisa bahut kuch mehsoos hoga Jo tune sochna bhi nahi hoga lekin yeh sab galat nahi hain.apne shauhar ie liye aisa feel karna common hain so don't panic.Jo hota hain hone de dhere dhere tujhe sab samajh aajayega.aur haan jiju se bekaar sawaal karti mat baithna unhe bura lag sakta hain.Jo puchna hain mujhse puchna thik hain.asiya tried her best to put some sense into her bekaar Brian.
Zoya(still confused):matlab sab ladkiyan ko unke shauhar se aisa current feel hota hain??
Asiya laughed mischievously,she never had any intimate talks with zoya .as a girl she always wanted to talk these things with her bff but alas now she had got opportunity and she wouldn't let go.
Asiya(mischievously):yeh to kuch bhi nahi hain meri jaan aise aise current lagengey aake jaake ki tere hosh udd jaayenge.yeh to trailer hain trailer aur haan tujhe woh current ache bhi lagengey aur tu woh current baar baar khana chahegi.chall goodnight ammi bula rahi hain.
Zoya was extremely scared,ya Allahji aur bade bade current and started sweating.her reverie was broken with dilshad's voice who was calling her for dinner.she left her thoughts aside thinking may be asiya was kidding and went to have dinner.
Precap:zoya in Bhopal university.ayaan-zoya meet 😉
Edited by farru786 - 11 years ago
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