What will happen today...

Thought of penning down some of my feelings or rather expectation from todday's episode. After watching the precap on Friday and spoiler pic from Oishi….here is my thoughts
Asad drag Zoya from her seat to his room…. He feels very awkward to start a conversation so he will start with saying thank you Zoya for coming back to me and giving me/Us another chance. I know I've always hurt u but every time u've forgiven me for all my deeds. After u came back, I've promised to myself that I'll never ever do anything that will hurt u or give u the slightest pain………….Sigh…but…I was wrong….( Zoya is hell confused she can't understand what is he going to tell or kaunsa bomb Phutne wala hai……… she just listen to him.) mai bhool gaya tha ki mere ragoo mai Janaab Rashid ahmad Khan ka Khoon daud raha hai.. Apno ko dhoka dena aur unka bharosa todna mere rago mein hai aur apne pyaar ke bina Zeenda rahna hi meri kismet hai….
Zoya is hell shocked after listening his words and ask him Mr. Khan what do u mean ??? Aap aise kyun baat karrahe hai?? Mujhe bahut Dar lag raha hai… Plz Mr. Khan bataiye aakhir baat kya hai??
A: Zoya tumhe Yaad hai na Hamare Nikah ki raat…….. Mai…. O… tan…(head bent with guilt and tear flowing ).. she is pregnant….. Its all because of me… maine tumhare saath saath uski Zindagi bhi barbaad kardi….( Zoya can't react all she can do is just watch him saying with tear flowing down her eyes)….. Zoya…I'm sorry mai tumhare layak nahi hun aur is guilt ko leke tumhare saath aage nahi bad sakunga…
Zoya tries to compose and ask him..Mr. Khan do u really believe that something had happened between u two…?? I know Mr. Khan if I say that nothing had happened that night you do not believe me but don't u find it weird that iitna sab kuch huwa aap dono ke beech par aapko kuch bhi yaad nahi??? Zara sochiye Mr. Khan aap ka nature kaisa hai aap kitne controlled aur focused hai…. Aur itna bada haadsa aapke saath ho gaya aur aap bhool gaye?? Yaa phirr aur koi badi baat hai jo aapko pata nahi?? For me u are completely innocent but unfortunately to believe in me u need proof (smiling sarcastically) that I don't have with me. Mr.Khan for gods shake don't let down Phoopi and Najma this time, they will be broken. How can u just believe that something had happened if u don't remember at all???. Aapko nahi lagta ki sachhayee pata karna zaroori hai???.. Aap chahe kuch bhi soche mai sachhayee pata karke rahoongi. I know you are finding me weird but meri ek problem hai Mr. Khan ki I Can't give up anything that easily…. Aur jab Baat mere Pyar ki ho tab to bilkul bhi nahi… and then Zoya Strom out of his room…….
I know its wishful thinking but the sleeping Lion needs to be wakeN