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Zara

@Zara_92

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Posted: 12 years ago

#331

ThankYou sooo muchhh everyone 😃

And Faizu - damn damn damn !!!!! Next time when u have such thots like 'fainting' please pm me !!😆 coz u just opened up the next part a bit 😛

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DiVirgo

@DiVirgo

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Posted: 12 years ago

#332

Amazing! Loving the chemistry between them! Can't wait for more
Update soon plZ! Tks

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kandygrover

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Posted: 12 years ago

#333

Amazing. I have always wanted asya romance!!!! Awesome.

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Zara

@Zara_92

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Posted: 12 years ago

#334

The rest of the journey went in much silence .. Zoya's stomach was growling since she didn't eat anything since morning except for a cup of coffee ... Firstly Mr Khan made her miss the breakfast , well actually she missed it in her pride ... And then she didn't get time to eat anything in the office as well coz Mr Khan's phone never stopped ringing at all.. The whole day she kept answering calls... Even while she was in the washroom the phone kept ringing..

Asad pulled the car into the Khan Mansion ... They both got out and went inside ...

'Salam Phuppi / Ammi' they both said in unison

Dilshad smiled ...

'Walekum salam... Zoya how was ur day??? ' Dilshad asked

'It was umm...nice phuppi ...' She spoke looking here and there as she remembered Mr Khan shouting at her then her Falling and his catching her .. Quite a drama in one day..

'That's good ... Did u eat?' She enquired

Just then it occurred to Asad tht Zoya was starving since morning ... 'Damn' he thought

He was about to say 'No..' When Zoya cut him off...
'Yes ofcourse Phuppi I did ' she said wid a smile..

'That's wonderful ! Now u both get fresh ... I'll put the dinner table ' dilshad spoke as Zoya and Asad started walking towards their rooms...

Asad felt a little guilty with the fact tht he didn't even bother to enquire whether she ate or not .. But suddenly he remembered the stunt she pulled off in the morning .. He did give her time to eat and in 5 mins she could have eaten something ... But her ego was so big .. So its basically her fault tht she didn't eat not exactly his .. And wid this he satisfied his ego and went to his room..

Zoya quickly got fresh thinking about the delicious dinner waiting for her downstairs ... Her stomach had started making noises now and she knew if she doesn't eat she'l probably die of hunger ..

As she came out of her room.. She again heard some noises from Najma's room... Curious as always she went near her door.. And heard her talking ..
'Why did u do this to me ??? Why ?? ' Najma spoke in a sulky tone ..

Zoya's wasn't able to hear clearly .. So she stuck her ear almost at the door ...

'Kis Gunaah ki sazaa di tumne mujhe ?? U destroyed my life .. My heart ... My everything' Najma spoke widout a single tear dropping from her eyes ..

And that's when Zoya realised .. Najma's condition was due to a heartbreak ..

'But then why is she so lifeless ?? What has happened to her so bad tht it has sucked the life out of her ?' Zoya thought

She tried listening more but now Najma was quiet .. Zoya felt bad for the poor girl .. Zoya could remember what an amazing relationship advisor she was in college ... People used to take her advices so much tht her friends even suggested her to start charging for it ... A sweet smile formed her face when she recalled her old times ..

'I'm going to help Najma come out of this breakup.. Ek breakup hee tou hai kaunsi badi baat hai .. Poor girl , her condition makes phuppy so sad' Zoya spoke feeling disheartened for her phuppi..

She slowly opened Najma's door .. And saw her sitting on the bed ... Staring right infront.. Her dark circles were worsened and so was the pale look on her face .. She became even more pale and rugged ..

Zoya quietly went and stood next to Najma ..

'Heyyy I'm Zoya ' she spoke softly

But Najma didn't reply ..

Zoya sat next to her on the bed .. And kept a hand on her hand ..

'Its okay Najma ... Don't be so disheartened ... ' She started speaking ..

'That guy didn't deserve a pretty girl like u ..its not ur fault .. Don't blame urself .. Its his fault ... His loss ...' Zoya continued

Hearing about 'the guy' triggered ruthless images and flashbacks in Najma's mind .. And she immediately started breathing heavily ..

Zoya once again got scared ..'Ya Allah ! What is happening to her ???'

She quickly stood up and gave Najma a glass of Water ...but Najma threw it wid a force ..

Asad who was getting out of his room ... Heard the noise coming from Najma's room...

'Najma relax ... Relax ... Please calm down' Zoya spoke trying to hold her shoulders ...

And thts when Najma looked up at her .. And she remembered her face, she remembered how this girl didn't let her end her misery , didnt let her end herself .. Najma immediately pushed her away ... And Zoya landed in Asad's arms ...

'Take her away from me ' Najma shouted

Both Zoya and Asad stood there stunned .. Zoya almost froze hearing tht ..

Asad quickly went to his sister and tried to calm her down.. 'Its okay Najma its me .. Ur bhaijaan .. Relaxx ssshhh' he spoke patting her back ...

But Najma kept Staring at zoya .. Her breathing still unstable ... 'Bhaijaan Le jaaiye iss ladki ko yahan se Abhi ' she shouted

Tears started forming in Zoya's eyes .. She became numb ...

'Miss Farooqui aapko sunaayi nahi deta ?? Ur causing Pain to my sister ..GO AWAY ' Asad almost yelled at her wid Rage and Anger in his red eyes ...

Hearing his 'Go away' so loudly .. Zoya almost jerked in her steps .. Stumbling she went to her room and closed the door behind her ... Tears streaming down her eyes ..

'I was only trying to ...help .. Then why did Najma react like that ' she spoke almost sobbing ..

'How was I ... Was I really ?? ... Causing her ...p..a...i...n???' Zoya almost choked at the thought of causing anyone pain..

Suddenly she heard a knock at her door ..

'Zoya ... Zoya beta .. Darwaaza kholo' Dilshad spoke

Zoya quickly wiped her tears and went to open the door..

Trying to maintain her calm she spoke ' yes phuppi'

'Zoya .. I'm really sorry .. But Najma's condition... Is not like ...' Dilshad was almost at a loss of words ..

Zoya felt confused ... 'Its just a heartbreak..' She thought

'Its okay phuppi.. I understand .. ' Zoya spoke forcing a smile ..

'Please come and have dinner '

'Ohh phuppi.. My stomach is absolutely full .. I ate way too much in the office .. Aap Bismillah Kariye ... ' Zoya replied

Dilshad knew .. Asad must have said something harsh to her .. But she decided not to force her much..

'Whenever u feel hungry .. Please do eat' dilshad spoke

'Ofcourse phuppi.. I will'

Dilshad gave a small smile and went out of the room..

Zoya closed the door ... And sat on her bed .. Looking at the picture of her family ..

She remembered how her appi used to tell her ' ur like fresh sunshine Zoe ... Whenever I feel low u always brighten my mood ... I can't tell u how much I love ' and she hugged Zoya ..

Fresh tears started forming in her eyes .. Whenever it used to come to her family .. Zoya used to get very emotional .. And second if anyone used to shout at her ..it used to pinch her heart like anything ..

'If appi felt ...I'm like ...sunshine...then how can I ...cause pain?' Zoya thought teary..

Even the smallest of things always exaggerated when it came to Zoya ..this explained how pampered she was ... Even the smallest of pain inflicted her soul ...

She didn't even realize when she slept .. Crying and hugging her ipad ..

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'Asad ... Can I come in?' Dilshad spoke

'Ofcourse Ammi'

'How's Najma now?' He asked

'She's better ... Sleeping ...'

Asad nodded ..

'Asad ... I was thinking ..of something..' Dilshad stammered a bit and Asad understood what she was thinking might not go best wid his thoughts..

'Tell me Ammi'

'I was thinking ... That ... Now tht Zoya lives wid us ...she should...know about...N...Najmah'

'NO WAY AMMI ! Miss Farooqui lives wid us .. She's not one of us .. She's not family ! And u know how outsiders talk about Najmah ..' Asad spoke standing up..

'I know Asad .. But Zoya is a nice .'

'Oh please Ammi .. If she's so nice ... Then why does she end up doing stupid things ????'

'But Asad...'

'NO Ammi ! Miss Farooqui cannot be trusted when it comes to Najma.. I love her more than anything ' Asad spoke as his heart ached thinking about his Tamatar who now was suffering so much..

Dilshad had to give up on Asad .. She silently left the room..

It was around 11pm... When Asad kept his files aside .. And walked up to his bed .. He switched off the lights and lay on his bed ..

The moment he closed his eyes .. He saw a flashback of the car scene .. He was inches away from Zoya's luscious lips .. Just a moment away from taking them... Her strawberry mint fragrance intoxicated his senses ... Suddenly his desires started uprooting.. He quickly opened his eyes .. And turned to the other side ..

Here Zoya woke up as her stomach started grumbling more and more ... They say na u can never get a sound sleep empty stomach...
The moment Zoya sat on her bed .. Her head started spinning .. She immediately closed her eyes and took a deep breath..
Once she felt better she decided to go down and eat something .. She didn't wanna get sick so tht tomorrow again Mr Khan would get a chance of mocking at her if she misses office ..

'Ughh that annoying man' she thought as she got up from her bed ... Wid dizziness..

Asad who was unable to sleep all thanks to Zoya.. Finally got out of his bed to make some coffee ... Whenever he couldn't get sleep , he used to have coffee .. For some people caffeine helped them get away from sleep.. But for Asad caffeine helped him get sleep..
Zoya managed to walk till the door and open it ... She felt drained and weak and plus she was starving like anything .. It took her all her energy to drag herself out of her room.. Her eyes started feeling heavy as she walked out ...
Here Asad came out of his room.. He slowly closed the door so tht no one wakes up ..

The moment he turned back he bumped into Zoya ...

'Allahhh not again!' He rolled his eyes ...

Zoya who was hardly in her senses , the moment she collided wid Asad ...the lil energy tht was left also drained out .. Her vision started becoming blurred ...

Asad noticed something going wrong wid her face ... 'Miss Farooqui...' He trailed off as Zoya collapsed in his arms ..

Asad was shocked to see Zoya lying lifeless in his arms ... 'Bas isi ki kami thi' he spoke while picking her up in his muscular arms ..

He opened the door of her room.. And gently placed her on the bed .. The moment he did tht , he noticed the pale look on her beautiful face ... For some reason he got worried ...

'What happened to her all of a sudden???' He began thinking...

And then it struck him...

'Asad .. Zoya is not hungry .. She's sayin she ate too much in office , so she'l dine later' Dilshad told him while having dinner ..

'Uff Khuda .. This girl is crazy .. She didn't eat anything the whole day . Ye tou hona hee tha' Asad spoke scratching his temple ..

He immediately went to the kitchen and made a plate for her ..

'Wait !!! What am I doing ? Rather why m I doing this for her ???' Asad thought
As he caught himself actually caring for someone besides his ammi and najma..

'Maybe becoz thrs no one else to feed her right now and she's unconscious.. Had it been someone else in place of her .. I would have done the same ' he once again satisfied his ego and went up to her room..

The minute he entered ... He saw her struggling to get out of the bed holding her head .. He guessed its still spinning .. He quickly kept the plate aside and went upto her ..

'Miss Farooqui ... Ur not well ...lie down' he spoke wid a commanding voice

Zoya shot up to look at this arrogant man .. Her blood boiled hearing his commanding voice

'I can ...take... Care of myself ' she spoke feeling dizzy in her head and began walking

Asad caught her shoulders

'Look ! Don't annoy me .. Ur not well .. Lie down right now ' he commanded again

Zoya was infuriated wid his tone .. She's starving and dizzy plus this man is shouting at her ..
she tried to free her arms . But Asad held them tightly ... He wouldn't let her go when she wasn't even in a condition to walk..

'Leave me Mr Khan ' she struggled

'I said Lie down ' asad spoke pulling her to the bed

Zoya still struggled under his hold ..

They both kept struggling and suddenly Zoya fell on the bed and Asad on top of her .. Still holding her shoulders , his face buried in her neck ..Zoya felt him breathing on her neck .. And goosebumps immediately began rising in her body ..
Asad closed his eyes as he felt Zoya stiffening beneath him.. He could sense her rapid breathing becoz he could feel her chest heaving under him..her scent .. It didn't let him sleep .. And now it was making him lose the control over his desires... Why does she have to do the opposite of what I say?? He thought ..
Asad tried hard controlling his urge on pressing his lips on her delicate neck .. He gently brought his lips near her ear ..and softly whispered ' I know ur hungry I've brought u food ... Now just don't argue anymore for once '
Zoya could feel her heart skipping a beat to every word of his .. His tone was dominating yet gentle.. His lips tht were so close to her ear , tickled her .. Words dared to come out of her mouth , so she slowly nodded her head in a yes ..
Asad felt her nod ... He knew now he had to leave her tempting body .. He didn't want to ... But he had too .. Slowly he stood up and sat on her bed .. He noticed her short kameez rose up a bit exposing the side of her flat, milky waist ... 'Oh good Lord!' Was all he could think as he tried hard not to lose control ..
Zoya immediately fixed her kameez and sat on her bed facing asad .. He gave her the plate and gestured her to eat ..she started eating slowly .. Still trying to recover from the sensations she felt a few minutes ago.. While Asad was just chanting ' control ' in his mind ..

As Zoya finished the food .. She felt better .. And composed .. As though someone injected life back into her .. Yes food is that important ..

'Umm.. Thanku Mr Khan' she spoke softly .

Asad's heart smiled but his face was still stiff .. 'Ur welcome...make sure u don't do tht again'

And with tht he stood up , still not wanting to leave her room.. But he had too.. Before this girl does something stupid again and he loses his self control..

Asad was near the door when he turned back ..

'Miss Farooqui' he spoke as Zoya looked at him..

'Stay away from Najma' he completed and left her room..leaving a sad and hurt Zoya behind...

This guy made Zoya feel bad about herself .. He challenged her wits ... It made Zoya lose her self esteem and she hated it .. He was absolutely a ruthless man .. But ofcourse he was a man .. And a hot one .. This irritated Zoya .. Not like she hasn't been wid guys in her life .. But this guy made her Hate him and Want him both at the same time..

For Asad Love was non existent .. Love was just a synonym of Destroy for Asad .. Love meant destruction and sadness .. He knew he didn't love tht girl he just fed .. He knew he would never love anyone for tht matter .. But at the same time he wasn't able to deny the fact that she was special .. Not every girl can attract Asad Ahmed Khan , not every girl can wake those hidden desires in him that had been sleeping since years ... But this girl does tht , and she does it widout even making any efforts .. It was driving him insane ..

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CupofCoffeee

@CupofCoffeee

Trailblazer

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Posted: 12 years ago

#335

Zara😛...Superb Update🤗

Each update has something special about AsYa...they keep falling on each other❤️😆

I think Najma has suffered something more than just a heart break...m curious to knw wat it is, wil b revealed slowly I guess😃

n I feel for Zoya, she's all alone, no one wid whom she can share her pain...aww she remained hungry for one whole day...I can't even imagine of doing that😆 But I think she shud not hav gone in Najma's room n started talking about 'the guy' just like that😆

but finally she ate, after that wonderful experience ☺️ Asad n his DESIRES☺️😆

He cares for her, but Asad n his humongous ego

n I can understand that wat his mom n sis has suffered, bcoz of that he feels Love Destroys!!

But m sure he won't b able to keep the same opinion for long, His DESIRES are overpowering his thoughts😆 n same with Zoya...Hate him but still Want him ❤️

Its gonna be interesting to see how they both control their emotions n Desires😆

Waiting for the next part...Excellent Update...Love you🤗

(Sorry for the long comment😃)

Edited by nupsie - 12 years ago

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giee

@giee

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Posted: 12 years ago

#336

Lady do have any idea how much I love you FF ?? 😃

Okay there are a lot of things I love about this update ❤️

1. he felt guilty. buhawahahaha 😈
2. she tried to talk to Najma
3. she was hungry but still she didn't show it
4. she misses her family so much
5. Dilshu mommy tried to talk to Asad
6. Asad got food for Zoe and thought that he had never took care of anybody other than his family
7. She said she could take care of herself
8. he didn't let her go
9. he loses his self control
10. they both want each other ( desire )

In short I loved everything
special mention to "But this guy made her Hate him and Want him both at the same time.. "

AND

" But at the same time he wasn't able to deny the fact that she was special .. Not every girl can attract Asad Ahmed Khan , not every girl can wake those hidden desires in him that had been sleeping since years ... But this girl does tht , and she does it widout even making any efforts .. It was driving him insane .. "

these lines took my heart away
AWESOME UPDATE 👏
next update jaldi jaldi pleaseee 😃

P.S - What happened to Najma exactly...I m really curious 😆

Edited by giee - 12 years ago

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sadia

@Cup-Of-Chai

Stunner

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Posted: 12 years ago

#337

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Zara... that... Was.. An EPIC update! 😆

Dude i Simply loved it. I love how Asad felt Guilty and he bought her food. The whole Najma secret is making me curious why don't you just reveal it? You're torturing us even more than Gul does. C'mon! 😆

Man the way you write romantic scenes i can actually imagine them. 👏 brilliant writing! Update soon i am anxiously waiting for the update. Today he reached her bed i wonder whats gonna happen next this Asad is too fast he takes chance pe chance on Zoya. 🤣 ☺️

Edited by Cup-Of-Chai - 12 years ago