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Posted: 12 years ago
#11
Entry No #10


BETTER LATE THAN NEVER – Der Se Sahi Par Iqraar To Hua

Asad Ahmed Khan paced his room with one hand in his pocket and the other hand rubbing his forehead. He looked like a lion pacing the yellow grass waiting for the right opportunity to pounce on its prey. But, here, the lion was being pounced at, that too by his own mom. She had gone and announced to the whole world that she would marry her son off in just 10 days. Now, he had become the prey.
He and his mom were being flooded with marriage proposals. A marriage he didn't want in the first place. "Hey, stop pretending that you don't want to be married." Asad jumped up from his seat on the sofa and frantically started looking everywhere. Whose voice was this that he was hearing? The voice spoke out again, "How long will you keep lying to yourself?" Asad realized this was his own inner voice. After all, he had been lonely for so long that, he had started conversing with himself. But lately, he was not getting along with himself. "Shut up," Asad muttered to himself. His dilemma had started when he had returned from Mangalpur. He was in denial of the fact that he loved Zoya. But his inner voice refused to shut up. "You can lie to the whole world and especially to Zoya, but don't lie to me. After returning from the Valima, Ammi asked you if you loved Zoya or not, you kept quiet. When Zoya asked what you meant by putting on the engagement ring, you told her that it was just for saving her from being deported. Can you marry anyone other than Zoya?"
Just as Asad was debating with himself Najma knocked on his bedroom door, "Bhai Jaan, Ammi wants to speak to you." "Ok tamatar, I will be right out." Asad composed himself and walked into the hall to listen to what his Ammi had to say now. Zoya and Najma were also standing there. "Ammi, before you say anything let me just say that I don't want to do this Nikaah. Let people say whatever they want about us. I don't care."
"But, I care Asad." Dilshad was furious with her stubborn son. It was obvious to her that he loved Zoya and he was being adamant about it. "Asad, I have chosen your bride." "Who is it Ammi?" asked Asad. He was devastated but he had to hear the name. "It is Tanveer. You once told me you wanted a girl who understands the ways of this house, who is traditional and is suitable to this household. You will marry Tanveer." Both Asad and Zoya were disappointed at hearing this. "What do you think Zoya? Don't they look good together?" Tanveer was glowing with happiness. She immediately came to stand beside Asad and bent her head as the blushing bride-to-be. Zoya was speechless. In a very low voice Zoya said, "Whatever you feel is right phuphi. I have a headache can I just go to my room? Mr Khan, congratulations. You don't have to continue the fake engagement with me anymore." Saying this Zoya slipped away to her room. Tanveer was on cloud nine. Her intentions of entering this house were coming true and so easily. "Jammy…" "Ammi woh actually… I am also very tired. I am going to my room."
Najma asks, "Ammi, I don't understand your decision. Why did you choose Tanveer? Bhai jaan loves Zoya. Anybody can see that. Bhai jaan…" "Arre baba, I am your mother. Of course I know how much they love each other. Don't worry beta, everything will be fine. I want them both to understand and realize what they feel for each other."
Zoya is in her bedroom feeling like someone has kept a boulder on her chest. "Allah Miyan, what's wrong with me. Why am I crying? Allah Miyan, I have fallen in love with Mr Khan, but he is going to marry Tanveer. Mr Khan surely doesn't love me. He helps me and keeps catching me whenever I fall, because I am a mehmaan in this house. I can't take this. I need to leave. I will call my Aapi and Jeeju and tell them I am returning to New York." Zoya calls them and speaks to her Jeeju. "Arre Zoya, we are on a holiday to Europe and will only return to New York after 10 days. What happened? Why do you want to return so suddenly? Should we cancel our trip?" "No, Jeeju, I was just feeling homesick that's all. There is nothing to worry. You please enjoy your holiday and tell Aapi that I love her very much. Ok Jeeju bye, take care. Allah Miyan, why do you want to put me through hell? I can't do this." She then decides to wait for 10 days and pretend everything is ok. All she has to do is fake a smile.
Next morning, Zoya is quietly eating her breakfast. Asad also joins her at breakfast and sees that she looks really tired and there are dark circles under her eyes. He wants to run his fingers over her face and kiss each dark circled eye. But the moment she sees Asad she goes back to being her old bubbly self. Asad is confused as to Zoya's feelings. Yesterday, he had noticed her disappointment, but today, she is behaving as usual. Dilshad and Najma join them at the breakfast table. "I am so excited Asad. We have so much to do and so little time. Ok, so today you will have the Rasm-e-Saugaat and I have already invited a couple of friends. By the way Zoya is still wearing the ring you gave her."
"Yes phuphi I… It's too tight I am unable to remove it." Just then Tanveer says, "I think, I can get it off. After all, it belongs me now, doesn't it Zoya?" Having said this Tanveer starts to pull out Zoya's ring quite mercilessly and Zoya closes her eyes as she is in tremendous pain. Asad couldn't see Zoya in pain. It was as if he was feeling all the pain himself. Suddenly, Asad snatches away Zoya's hand from Tanveer. "Let it be Tanveer. The ring seems to have fit Zoya perfectly. Leave it be. Ammi I will get another one." Having said this Asad storms out of the dining hall. He is furious. In his room Asad is seated on the soda and rubs his forehead. "How could she try to pull the ring that he had put on Zoya? And to top it all, nobody seemed to stop her. Couldn't they see how much pain Zoya was in? How do I tell Ammi that I don't want to marry Tanveer? I can't marry her. She is my friend. I can't see her in that way. I can marry Tanveer because I love Zoya." Asad was shocked at his own confession. He always knew it but he had sworn to himself that he would never bring it on his lips. But Ammi's challenge of getting him married and now to Tanveer had forced him to say it. He had to do something about this situation. But, how? He couldn't tell his mom or Zoya anything nor could he go along with it. He was confused and he didn't know how to handle it. Asad Ahmed Khan, the business tycoon, couldn't handle his personal life. Just then he got a call from office saying he was needed for an urgent meeting. Asad got ready for office and with a heavy heart he left for office.
"Asad, you remember you have to come home early for the function today at home. Guests will soon start to arrive," said Dilshad on the phone with Asad. "Yes, Ammi, but…" "Asad, please don't waste my time. I have a lot of arrangements to make. I will see you in some time. Allah Hafiz," said Dilshad and hung up abruptly. She had a very naughty smile playing on her lips. "Now let me see how long he will remain a silent spectator," said Dilshad to Najma.
Asad was driving back home thinking about the guests at his home. The Jashn-e-Saugaat was waiting for him. Earlier he had stopped at a gift shop and had tried to buy something for Tanveer but he just couldn't bring himself to do it. Instead, he had bought Zoya a beautiful necklace to match with her engagement ring. When he reached home all the guest had arrived. Taking one look at Tanveer he felt like being choked. He excused himself to get ready. On the way to his room he caught a glimpse of Zoya wearing a beautiful blue sharara and she had a very gloomy look on her face. Both of them were lost in each other's eyes. Zoya imagined herself to be the bride and Asad saw Zoya as his begum-to-be. It was a magical moment. Just then somebody called Asad and asked him to come to the ceremony soon. Asad was in deep thought as he came down to the hall. Guests were all waiting in anticipation. Tanveer was seated on the sofa and everybody's eyes were on him. But Asad had eyes only for Zoya. The moment he saw her he just couldn't stop himself. He felt a sense of relief. He had made his decision. He started walking towards her and he took a strawberry that was on a plate and reached Zoya. He smiled at her and fed her the strawberry and went down on one knee and said, "Miss Farooqui, I love you. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. You've not only broken every rule in this house, but broken the wall I had built around my heart. I want you. I want your intelligence, your rebellion, you wearing jeans, carrying your iPad, reciting your shayari, arguing with me every step of the way. Will you be my Valentine for the rest of my life?"
Zoya on hearing this was about to faint. Asad caught her in his arms and looked at her with all the love he had kept hidden for so long. Zoya didn't understand if she was dreaming or if it was real. At the corner of Zoya's lips a little strawberry juice was about to trickle down and fall on her dress. In a swift move Asad bent down and kissed the juice off her. Zoya felt like electric shock hit her. She felt for the first time very shy in front of Asad but what could she say? She had already given her heart to him. In fact she had felt so jealous after Tanveer's arrival that she had wanted to confess her love for him. But she had somehow controlled herself. On hearing Asad say these words tears filled her eyes and when Asad kissed her in front of everyone she felt she was about to explode out of happiness. She hugged Asad and hid her face in the crook of her neck. Asad lifted her chin and asked her, "Miss Farooqui, you still haven't answered my question?" "Yes, Mr Khan, I love you and I will be your Valentine, now and forever." Zoya took another strawberry and fed Asad too. Suddenly they both realized that they were surrounded by guests and Asad's family. But Asad did not want to let go of Zoya. With an arm firmly on Zoya he walked towards Dilshad and said, "Ammi, actually voh…"
Dilshad was so happy at the turn of events that she just hugged both Asad and Zoya. She looked at them and said, "This is what I expected to happen. Allah, thank you for giving this buddhu Khan, the realization at the right time. I knew from the beginning you were both made for each other. But I wanted it to come out of the two of you. You have both made me very happy today. Tanveer, I am sorry on behalf of Asad and Zoya. But what can anyone say. They are in love. I hope you understand. Asad take Zoya and go out. I am sure the two of you have a lot to say to each other. I will take care of the guests who look like they are in a total shock."
Asad and Zoya gave their Ammi a tight hug and left the hall looking into each other's eyes hand in hand. They had plenty to talk about and very little time. They were going to be married in a week after all.
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Posted: 12 years ago
#12
Entry No #11


AsYa OS - Strawberrylicious Eid




Asad was pacing here to there in his room .

'Uff Ammi ! In what kind of Dilemma have u left me ... '

And he remembered Dilshaad's words

'Asad beta u know na its Eid tomorrow , and since u and Zoya are getting married in 10 days and this is ur first eid wid her I want u to get her a nice present '

Asad was shocked

'Ammi ... Ummm ...I ..u know ..gift and I for miss Farooqui' Asad stammered

And Dilshaad immediately guessed what her son was trying to say
And she instantly starting faking nausea

'Ammi ? Ammi what happened ?' Asad held her by shoulders

'Uhh ! I'm okay Asad , I guess just stress nothing else . Anyways what were u saying ?'

Now Asad was blank , for him , his mother means the world to him .. And he can never ever break her heart .

'Nothing Ammi . I..I'll get a gift for Miss Farooqui but u go rest '

Dilshaad smiled an evil success smile and moved to her room.



'Gift for Miss Farooqui? Uff Allah .. What gift can I get for that hopeless girl ' asad patted his temple

Asad sat on his couch and closed his eyes

Suddenly Zoya's smiling face flashed infront of him , her beautiful deep brown eyes , luscious forever pink lips and those crimson cheeks and to top it all that million dollar smile. And Asad didn't even realise when a smile crept on his face .

And in a second he opened his eyes 'Asad ! What is wrong wid u , why are u day dreaming about Miss Farooqui?'

suddenly there was a knock at his door

'Asad !!' Called out Dilshaad

'Come in Ammi' he spoke repressing his sinful thoughts about Miss Farooqui

'Did u decide what ul gift Zoya?'

Asad rolled his eyes 'I'm thinking Ammi . Its really hard , u know I've never gifted anything to any woman apart from u and najma'

'Aww my Asad. Okay do one thing why don't u go to Zoya and indirectly ask about her likes and all ' Dilshaad suggested

'Going to Zoya right now? with such sinful thoughts' Asad mumbled

'Did u say something?' Dilshaad raised a brow

'Uh no nothing Ammi. I'll figure it out myself ' he spoke sternly

'Okay ur wish . But just remember u haveto gift her tom , not next year's eid' Dilshaad spoke smilingly and went away

'Arrgghhh ! What do I do????' Asad growled

It had been half n hour that he had been thinking what to gift Miss Farooqui but nothing seemed beautiful enough for her .

'I think I'll have to take Ammi's advice ' he spoke as he straightened himself to go to Zoya's room

Standing right infront of her door , he felt a kick in his stomach . Ever since his nikah was fixed with Miss Farooqui , she had started looking breathtakingly beautiful on every occasion .. And whenever they used to have their close encounters it would get very difficult for Asad to control. And now he was standing right infront of her door at 8 in the evening . What was going to happen next ,he left totally on Allah.

He knocked her door

'Come in ' came a loud mouthful reply of Zoya

Asad frowned and went inside , and what stood infront of him , made him freeze .

Zoya was eating Strawberries as seductively as possible . He could see the strawberry juice going down her neck into her valley , and the way she bit it made him paralyze .
And for God's sake why is this girl wearing white ??? He thought

'Mr Khan ' zoya spoke taking a strawberry in her hand as she stood on her bed .

'Here taste this . Its Yumm I swear ' she spoke standing on her bed while Asad stood on the ground.

'Oh God his sinful thoughts were reaching its peak ' he thought

'Uh-no I don't like strawberries ' he lied

'Arre Mr Khan , they are special Bhopal strawberries and they are just so yumm' she spoke sinfuly taking it in her mouth , as its juice dripped down her throat.

Asad couldn't help but notice , as he gulped in . His eyes fell on her neck and he instantly wanted to pull her in his arms and lick the juice tht floated down her soft throat.

'Control Asad ' he mumbled

'So Mr Khan what brings u to my room?' Zoya announced

'First come down miss Farooqui' he spoke gesturing to her standing on the bed.

'Oh ya sorry ' she spoke

As she was about to put a step down , she lost her balance and fell in Asad's protective arms .
She had her eyes shut tightly , her lips shivering as she clutched to his shirt .

'Is she ever going to stop looking so desirable ?' Asad's thoughts screamed inside his head.

His body had started betraying him , as he felt his thumb unconsciously moving upto Zoya's pink lips , it caressed her soft petals , as she opened her eyes shocked staring at him. It was her who triggered the tiger inside him , who asked her to eat strawberries so seductively ?

'Mr .. Khaan ... Wha...' She couldn't finish her sentence as he kept his fingers on her lips .

His eyes were drowing more and more in her beauty . He wondered what a woman's touch felt like , narrowing what Zoya's touch felt like , what her lips tasted like ?

His eyes dropped to her neck , where he noticed that strawberry's drop. And before he could control he placed his lips on her delicate neck , licking off that drop gently , zoya's grip tightened around his neck . As he licked her throat gently . The moment he looked upon her face , he noticed her eyes closed and her face expressing a passionate look with her lips in a small pout inviting him. With his sudden urge , he started leaning on her closely , their lips inches apart when he closed his own eyes and brushed his lips on her soft lips intensely , 'hmmm she tastes soo strawberrylicious' . He had just started to explore her mouth.

'MR KHAN ????' Zoya spoke for the umpteenth time

She shook Asad;s shoulders making him come out of his trance .

'Oh crap I was dreaming '

'Mr Khan are u planning to talk to me in this position only ??? ' She spoke

Asad immediately left herr and went outside her room.
He cleared his throat and let out a heavy sigh.

'This girl is driving me insane ' he spoke.

Finally something clicked Asad's mind and he went to a jewellery shop. His eyes fell on a piece of jewellery . 'Perfect' escaped his lips as he imagined Miss Farooqui in it . He instantly got it packed and headed home.

That night both Asad and Zoya couldn't sleep. Asad's open eyed dream was making him crazy , while the thought of celebrating her eid wid Asad was making Zoya's stomach clench.

In the morning Asad got dressed in a fresh white Kurta as soon as he reached the table , he saw Ammi , Najma and Tannu waiting for him. He wished them Eid Mubarak and hugged them 3 times and sat on his chair.

'Najma , where is Zoya?' Dilshaad enquired

'Ammi she's getting ready , she'l just be here ' Najma spoke

The table was full of tasty delicacies , when suddenly Najma offered Asad

'Bhaijaan Strawberries ? They r absolutely fresh'

Asad's face flushed as he remembered his sinful thoughts 'uh No ! I don't like straww...' Before he could complete his eyes fell on Zoya .

'Allah Miyan ! I'm so late ' she spoke tucking her dupatta .

She wore a Hot Pink Anarkali suit and was looking absolutely stunning . Asad's jaw dropped looking at her.

'Eid Mubarak Phuppi ' she greeted everyone except Asad and sat on the table .

Asad kept stealing glances at her . He just couldn't control his intense gaze from travelling all over body . She surely was a beauty.

Everyone finished the breakfst ...

'Asad , I and Najma are going to Mrs Qureshi's house for a small get together , we'll be back soon .' Dilshaad spoke

'Tanveer beta do u wanna come along ?'

Tanveer thought this is a nice chance to get close to Asad ' no khala I'm feeling little stressed out so I'll rest at home'

'Ammi u go I'll handle everything' asad spoke

Dilshaad softly whispered in Asad's ears 'and I want u to give her the gift before I'm back ' she smiled making Asad stiff as he nodded.

Zoya was in her room .'Allah Miyan what's wrong wid Mr Khan why hasn't he wished me eid yet?' She muttered

'Fine if he won't wish then even I won't . If he's akdu ahmed khan then I'm also ..also ? I'm also what??? '

'Yes yes I'm also Zoya Farooqui' she mumbled and sat on her bed.

Asad in his room ' how do I give this to miss Farooqui???' He wriggled the box In his hand

'She wished everyone except me , what was she waiting for ???' He rolled his eyes

Suddenly there was a knock at his door
'Come in' he spoke

'Jammy actually I came to ask' tanveer spoke and purposely stumbled her foot and fell on asad , as he fell on the couch tanveer on top.

They both were in this position when suddenly Zoya saw Asad's room open , she peaked in and saw both of then lying comfortably in each others arms. Instant tears formed in her eyes , teasing fighting was different , but seeing him in tht Tannu bannu's arms completely shattered her heart. Asad suddenly noticed Zoya and her pale face , his eyes met wid her's as he saw tears in them . Before he could say further Zoya went from there abruptly .
Asad in a reflex pushed Tanveer and went to Zoya's room.

He barged in widout knocking .

'Miss Farooqui' he spoke as he noticed Zoya turned back , he knew she had tears.

'Allah miyan mr Khan what's wrong wid u? Don't u have the manners to knock ??' She spoke standing up

'Listen to me miss farooqui...'

'No u listen to me Mr Khan ' she spoke walking towards him while Asad moved back .

"What do u think of urself ???? Why did u give me this ring if u wanted to romance wid someone else ? "

'Ur getting it wrong...'

'No I'm not gettin anything wrong Mr Khan , infct now I saw everything rightly . Just go from here , I don't want to see u ' she spoke closing on him.

Irritated by her constant blabbering Asad turned her around and pinned her to the wall , covering her mouth wid his palm.

'Enough Miss Farooqui ! I'm trying to say something ' he finally blurted out .

Zoya's eyes widened as she gestured to his palm

He immediately removed it .

'Tannu came to my room but accidently slipped and fell on me ' he completed

'There's nothing like what u are thinking'

Zoya stood silent for a minute

'Why do u care what I think Mr Khan?' She spoke staring right into his eyes .

Asad went blank .. Words were stuck in his throat . Why did he bother to come into her room and give her an explanation? What was his problem if Zoya was taking it wrong ? Why did he want to comfort her tears ? All the questions were boggling in his mind.

'Heellooo? Mr Khan? ' She spoke

'Look Miss Farooqui ... I just came here for something else'

'What?' She asked

'He took out a lil red box from his Kurta's pocket '

Before Zoya could take it , she felt a warm body against her's . OHMYGOD Asad was hugging her . Breathe Zoya breathe . She reminded herself , as her petite frame crushed in his strong protective arms.

'Eid Mubarak miss Farooqui' he spoke against her ears , making Zoya shiver . As she felt his lips against her neck.

He quickly withdrew and handed her the box as she turned away to walk.

'Allah Miyan Mr Khan now in which finger do I wear this ???' She spoke startling him.

'Finger ?' Asad spoke confused

He turned back to see Zoya holding a beautiful Diamond ring in her hand.

'Ring??? But I bought a pair of diamond earrings' he thought

'Oh crap that manager gave me wrong pack'

He looked up at Zoya who was flashing her beautiful smile.

'Why don't u only make me wear this one too ?' She spoke softly

Asad was lost in her charm , her pink anarkali matched to her blushing cheeks . And her smiling angelic face was just beyond perfect . He slowly walked towards her and took the ring , gently he slid it in her other's hand's ring finger.

Zoya couldn't help but Blush ... ' Eid Mubarak Mr Khan' she spoke smiling
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Posted: 12 years ago
#13
Entry No #12

A Night To Remember



She walked out of her room wearing a red silk nightie that reached her ankles and a making transparent robe covered her bare hands and shoulders.


Making her way into the kitchen she opened the refrigerator and sighed looking at the bowl full of strawberries nahh not just strawberries but a bowl full of chocolate dipped and evenly coated juicy strawberries..


In the process of taking the bowl out she notice the heavy classy diamond ring that adorned her ring finger...it was exquisite! precisely cut with accuracy and care at all bends.


But every passing day it only seemed to weigh heavier on her finger and looking at it only angered her...


She walked towards her room still wondering about him as it was all she could think now a days.



After that fateful day Asad had stopped her from being dragged away from India by "Kaanoon and kaayede ka pakka insaan" or so he called himself Mr bhatavdekar, by all glory and grace engaging her in front of hundreds of people...his eyes looking sincere...marking her as his possession. Making her heart skip beats multiple times, warming her heart in the ways she could have never imagined...and at the very next moment reaching home and declaring it to be an drama for stopping her, giving an plausible reason that he did what he did because Ammi and told him to. Then going through a proper engagement that was also without his consent and only for his Ammi's health as he never failed to mention...going through all the rituals...only for his Ammi. Gifting her saare?...because Ammi wanted it to.

She loved Phuphi too but making her a excuse for everything!..God!! it was frustrating!


She had tried and confronted him multiple times, sometimes seriously...sometimes furiously and sometimes pulling his leg but to no vain.. and then after few days he just LEFT!!! left for an entire week! for some Stupid conference that had supposedly came up in Europe.


Seriously!! the names she give him describes him completely..

"Stupid Akdu Ahmed Khan" She mumbled grumbling and sitting in his room on his recliner with her stress reliever strawberries...


"Valentines day my foot!! if he even knew what it meant then it would be 8th wonder of the world!!

issi baat par

arz kiya hai

"Jo har baat par gusse se gurraah ye..

Jo har baat par gusse se gurraah ye..

every time and

in every possible way.

Jahapanha six packs ko kya khaak yaad rahega valentines day"


This had become a routine for her, not able to sleep properly now a days she quietly walks into his empty room and curse him all she wants with all her instant shayari's before getting tired and drifting off to few hours of sleep that she manages to get.


"This akdu has given me insomnia" she wakes up cursing him every morning accusing him to be the reason for her pounding head and the dark circles.


Currently she sat folded legs grumpily "doesn't this emotionally challenged man know how badly his behavior hurts her?"

keeping the bowl on front of her...leaning back she started savoring the taste of chocolate and strawberries her taste buds on fire.


---ooo---


Four days!! four freaking days he was running away from the emotion that finally dragged him down back...The conference he had to visit was just an excuse, even his junior manager could have solved out the issue raised there..but he decided to go himself to put some distance between them and think rationally. And her constant questioning was not helping his state of mind much too. There was no doubt now that he was attracted towards her but there was something else between them that he couldn't pin point on. He felt loosing control over himself around her and this fact was not acceptable.. he was scared of this feeling.

But now he realized that getting away was also one of his mistakes as these 4 days has been nothing but pure torture for him.


"Thinking rationally?? you bet...he did everything except that"...he snorted.


Dragging his suitcase he slowly walked through the living room, careful not no make any noise it was already half past 2 in the morning and no one knew he flew back soon.


He checked on his Ammi and tamatar and found them soundly sleeping and a smile crept up his face, these two were his life.


He thought on checking on Zoya too but then held himself back...'tomorrow morning' he decided.


He walked towards his room only to stop at the door on hearing slight moaning sound...bewildered he pushed the door open barely making any noise to be once again stop dead in his tracks...in front of him was one was the most alluring sight he has ever seen.



Zoya was sitting on his recliner, in his room...her one hand held the half emptied bowl of strawberries..and other had the the strawberry she was chewing sensually moaning at its taste. Leaning backwards her eyes closed, one leg stretched and one propped up causing her nightie to raise up her curvy calves, her see through robe gave hint of her bare shoulders and arms...for him it was a sight to behold...the moon light making the sight more appealing. Asad knew ravishing a girl like that even with eyes was down right immoral but with her everything felt so damn right!! he could not understand why.


Sensing someone in the room Zoya opened her eyes in panic mentally ready to jump in the karate pose to beat up the intruder... and saw the object of her thoughts standing in front of her...she blinked once...twice to make sure it wasn't just a figment of her imagination. But no! He was still there, her eyes took in his appearance he was standing reaching his full 6 ft tall height, looking absolutely powerful and dashing in his three piece black suit which gave his personality a darker shade...his jaws set light stubble could be seen making him look dangerous and not to mention appealing too.


She glanced into his eyes and the intensity she saw there made shiver run down her spine.


"What are you doing here Miss Farooqui?" he said effectively breaking the spell between them. And stood there with his hands behind on his back as his trade mark style.


It took her few seconds to find her tongue before she tried to speak something and chocked on the half strawberry which had left unnoticed to her in her mouth.


She started coughing badly her eyes started to tear, when she saw Asad in front of her bending on his knees holding glass of water in front of her mouth, erging her to drink it with his eyes.


She drank the water thanking him "out of many things you need to learn Miss Farooqui, not choking yourself to death while eating is one of them" and that did it! She saw red, 'the nerve of this man! Out of the things he need to explain he is still busy pointing out my mistakes'


And the dam of impatience fury...insecurity... hurt.. that was gradually building up broke loose


"don't to dare start on me again Mr Asad Ahmed Khan" she said getting up as well and pointing a finger on his chest with rage rising in her.


"You have got a lot of answering to do and today I am not leaving without getting my answers"

"tonight you mean...not today..." he said correcting her


"Just stop it okay!!! stop removing my mistakes when you are not a saint and you know that pretty well!.. atleast I don't run away I have the guts to face the reality."


His face started clouding with anger, such tone was not acceptable "you need to leave...its late and you should be in your room, infact I don't even knew what are you doing here at the first place"


"noo...i am not backing off today" she said effectively avoiding the last part and stepping forward...enveloping him in her fragrance distracting him. She looked bewitching...anger made her lower lip tremble and his eyes drew towards it like a moth to flame... nose in the air in determination.


Needless to say Asad was lost in the sensual image she portrayed unknowingly.

Her eyes widened noticing the electricity buzzing in the atmosphere at their closeness...his eyes growing darker.

She tried to put some distance between them

But this time he could not control himself and before he could stop or think twice he held her prisoner in his arms and scooped down capturing her lips liked a man possessed.


To say Zoya was shocked was a high rated understatement.. she was stunned, the more she tried to push him away the more his arms tightened around her.
Finally she submitted realizing this was what she wanted from so far...him with her...her in his arms.


The kisses turned from sweet to passionate then demanding to urgent.. he kissed her like a starving man she tasted like strawberries and chocolates and something unique which could only describe Zoya...he bit her bottom lips gaining entry in her mouth which had her toes curling in pleasure and happiness..she ran her fingers from the nape of his neck to his silky hairs, raking through it...if at first her taste buds were on fire then now it was a erupting volcano.


It was as if he was gifting himself to her on the valentines day.

By the time they stopped they both were gasping for air...

He kissed her forehead softly

She blushed beet red her cheeks flushed and he had to kiss them too.

and murmured in her ears "i hope that gives you your answers" his eyes shinning with love.

she nodded her head "for now it is" 'but I will be waiting for the day when you would actually say those words' she thought to herself.


"wait a second I got you something" he said pulling away from her and getting something out of his luggage.


"This, I got for you..." he said holding out a small beautifully designed box "happy valentines day"


She raised her eyes in wonderment looking at him and the gift then again at him... "Allah Miya!! aaj toh ajooba hi ho gaya!! jahaapanah six packs you actually knew when is valentines day?" and laughed taking the wooden box in her hands

He groaned in annoyance at the funny names she always subjected him with

"no I did not actually, saw a store in Europe with big banners on Valentines day celebration, I realized it then" he said sheepishly.


"and you got a gift for me??" she asked and his heart warmed at the love he saw in her eyes.. he had purchased it impulsively not knowing whether he would actually gift her or not.

"what is it?..." saying she opened the antique looking beautiful carved black wooden box carefully, her face filled with excitement as of a child seeking his gift... as she did opened, the sweetest melody bounced in the room and the dim light glittered as spread everywhere..the music was enticing, soothing..

A small model of a ballet dancer and risen from the bottom dancing and the mirror on the three sides reflecting the dance and the light..

It reminded her of the music box she already had..it was same yet very different.


"I wanted you to have something that will not hurt you...I know you love your music box dearly and I also know I can't bring one to compete with that... but this one will be a sign of happiness not hurt. Like it brought this beautiful smile on your face right now I hope it will continue to do always" he said tenderly and rubbed his nose with hers...


Zoya could not see clearly, her eyes were clouded with tears of happiness...no one had cared so much for her, no one had been this thoughtful... yes her Aapi and Jiju loved her but she always carved for love that was just for her a love beyond words.

And getting it from him was like a unseen dream come true.


She leaned towards him and they kissed like no tomorrow... promising...sealing their love. The kiss continued for minutes or hours she didn't knew but what she knew was whatever the future bring she would be by his side no matter what.

And was positively confident that he would do the same.!!


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Posted: 12 years ago
#14
Entry No #13

"EID ka chand nazar agaya hai zoya!!", zeenat appi exclaimed sighing for the 1000th time by seeing zoya sitting by the window staring into the darkness. Her fiery spirited zoya was lost; she wasn't the same since she returned from India 3 months back. She had tired asking zoya but zoya never opened her mouth, and made zeenat vow that she would never call dilshad again or she would walk out.

"jee" was the only thing zoya could utter before memories choked her mind. And her eyes brimmed with tears.

* Flashback*

It was a year ago, when Zoya had gone to India in search of her father and had met life or life in death. She had the best time of her life beginning she set foot in the Khan household. The most amazing mother figure on planet earth dilshad phoophi and her best friend forever Najma, and the bane and boon of her life the royal ass Asad Ahmed Khan. They didn't get along well initially; they were at each other's neck by just a glare. If zoya was the bright morning, Asad was a dark night. They didn't have anything to share, no hobbies, no matching interests, nothing. Asad accused her of being tehzeebless and badtamez who was spoiling the atmosphere of his house relentlessly, and zoya paid him back in the same coin, although she never meant exact revenge, she always managed to piss off Asad by just opening her mouth.

Although she was just a guest, soon she began to find home there. She loved the feeling of being wanted. She felt home after the long hours she spent pursuing her father's trail, that caring welcome of dilshad giving her water, najma's queries about the lead and Asad's disapproving looks for she was always late and he already had given her enough lectures to remember for a life time. She had started considering him as part of her home, because without Asad life would be so uninteresting; his presence was enough to electrify everything for her. She tried to stay away but one way or other they crossed path and left each other with more bitter words. The time flew away in frenzy of fights and the intense disapproving looks, until Asad got a call from hospital that his wife was critical.

"Your name was the last thing she said before losing consciousness, so we assumed it was you Mr Khan", the doctor said as he briefed Asad on zoya's condition. "She was hit by a car, although the injuries are not life threatening, it seems as if she is in deep emotional shock. The desire to live is fading with every moment she spends by being unconscious".

Asad staggered up on his feet and rushed to zoya's side. Seeing her so lifeless broke something inside him, his breath stopped for he couldn't imagine that a person so lively so energetic, a person like the first morning light could be so cold and pale. He called out her name, shook her up, it bothered him that she had no desire to live. What happened to her that she went into a shock? He swore he would kill the person responsible and screamed zoyaa as he hugged her tears rolling down his face. It was evident no matter how much he disliked zoya, he still cared for her, and he wanted her back to be her bratty self. He promised never to accuse her of anything again, he sobbed into her hair, he looked up when he heard something, "you promise never to fight again", zoya has whispered in his ear. This girl was mad, here he was so worried and she….. She was UP and conscious he realized and smiled, he thanked the Lord, for hearing his pleas.

After that incident, Asad and Zoya's relation took a 360 degree turnover, the ugly fights turned into soft scowls and growls by Asad who insisted Zoya stayed in bed until she was perfectly fine. He bought in STRAWBERRY milkshake for her every morning, and teased zoya that "she was just like strawberry sweet and sour" and zoya threw a pillow at him every time he said that. Zoya was happy to see the new side of Asad, the caring concerned friend with whom she could share everything, well not Everything, some things were better left unsaid.

Dilshad couldn't help notice this evident difference with the passing days, Asad and ZOya spent in each other's company, the coffees they shared on terrace and the silent star gazing at night. Asad was developing a soft corner for her; he was beginning to like her. They could be poles apart but they clicked on the right note, they both complimented each other, one filled the void which other lacked. Dilshad smiled and was pleased with her son, that after all these years of being in a nutshell Asad had broken free and had started living again.

Dilshad bought up the issue of marriage while they all sat and watched a documentary on Discovery. She teased Asad and Zoya to get their reactions and put forth the proposal of their marriage, Asad and Zoya looked dumbstruck towards her, as the message sank in zoya's shining eyes gave way to gloominess. She was not meant to be with Asad.

Dilshad talked Zoya and Asad into considering the proposal at least. Asad wanted to talk to Zoya about it, but she looked confused, one moment she could be the happiest woman and the very next her eyes gave away the pain she tried to hide. Asad had tried to pry information about her accident again n again but she avoided answering by putting forward numerous excuses. Asad noticed she was no longer hunting for her father and she was adamantly quiet on the accident issue, she had agreed for the engagement but she was reluctant as if she wanted to say something but the words died on her lips every time . He waited for her to come out clean with him and confess. But every morning he found her eyes swollen and hurt inside, smiling out of pretense of being happy. He had kept out of it long enough; now he would look into the matter himself.

The day of their engagement dawned and zoya was running wildly behind dilshad trying to say something, but dilshad was too busy to give her a proper ear. Guests began to arrive, ZOya resolved to confess everything to Asad tonight after the engagement.

Zoya stood adorned in a beautiful lehnga and ethnic jewelry, Asad was nowhere to be seen, he was late today, late on one of the most important day of their life. She was turned around and found him standing on the doorway, his eyes blood shot and hair ruffled, She ran up to him asking what happened to him, when he jerked her hand away and said "Don't" with death finality. Had the dreaded been unveiled already, thought Zoya, but now she couldn't cower, she had to face it.

"What happened Asad?" DIlshad inquired.

"ammi ye sagaai nahi ho sakti", Asad replied mechanically.

Everyone held their breath waiting for more information to be rolled out for their gossiping ears, when Asad requested everyone to leave. Asad, dilshad, Najma and ZOya stood alone in the hall, when dilshad shook Asad out of his trance asking him the reason for all this, "agar shadi nahi karni thi tou pehle batana tha na, aaj tamasha kyun kya?"

"mazak tou humara bana hai ammi, app janti hai zoya ko, zoya ek jhooti aur makaar larki hai, iss ne hum sb k emotions k sath khela hai. She broke our damn trust ammi. I told you from day one she has no respect or value for relations, just like her Father Mr Ghaffur Siddique. The same man who broke our house 17 years ago. Aaj unki beti ne ek baar phr humara gahr tor dia ammi".

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Zoya left home that very night. She had seen pain, hurt and betrayal in their eyes. They could never forgive her for hiding such a big truth from them; she herself was shocked Mr Siddique as her father, he wh tried to kill zoya and her mother when she was an infant, she registered no complaint against him, because she feared Asad might get to know about her connection. Asad had revived her spirit of living, and all she gave them back was betrayal, no matter how many time she thought of saying the truth she couldn't, it was her fault. She rolled away into a troubled sleep, she had prayed Asad's happiness every day and forgiveness for herself. She had lied, hurt him and run away without even explaining herself.

Zoya woke up from the sound of the doorbell being harassed, "who the crazy heck is there?" she said while opening the door, and froze at the sight. Asad stood in the door way, he looked as heavenly as ever. Getting no response from her compelled him to say "eid Mubarak ZOya". Zoya shook out of her trance, she wasn't dreaming Asad was here in New York standing on her door way. She turned away and said "app yahan?"

"jab app bina bataye jaa sakti hain tou mey bina bataye kyn nahi aa sakta", his words hinted anger that was foaming beneath the surface.

"Asad", Zoya replied meekly as if pleading him not to make her feel guiltier.

"kyun kia app ne aisa Zoya kyn?" he walked in and jerked her arms making her look at him.

"main… main batana chahti thi… but merii….." zoya was cut mid sentence by Asad who growled "mey app k abu ki baat nahi kar raha hoon zoya"..

She looked at him confused but replied" because.. because I hurt you all, everyone showered love on me and all I could manage was betrayal and pain.. I hurt the person whom I love more than my life".

"the pain of betrayal that you left me, my home, you emptied my life was more than anything else Zoya" Asad countered in a commanding yet hurt voice. Zoya looked at him as he continued " you became my life and you left me all alone, you made me promise not to fight with you but did I have no right to question you? What you saw was temporary pain; you have no idea what living hell these three months have been for me"

Tears rolling down her cheeks she slammed herself into his chest hugging him and crying, "I am sorry". He couldn't resist and melted up with her, tears of relief slid down. After ages they broke apart and Asad took Zoya's hand in his and said "I love you zoya, I have come to take you back home" and with it he slipped a diamond ring on her finger, sealing their bond forever.

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Posted: 12 years ago
#15
Entry No #14


Strawberry. A blood red fruit the size of a ping pong ball, with small sand-coloured seeds spread evenly all over its body. Seductive, juicy and feisty. When dipped in chocolate and eaten, HEAVEN. If, in any whatsoever circumstances, you resist its temptation, even Allah will be impressed with you. At least, that is what was going through a certain Miss Zoya Farooqi's head as she looked at her Jahapana hiding in the kitchen, secretly feeding Najma fresh red strawberries dipped in dark chocolate.

Zoya gulped. They were her favorite and he was very well aware of that fact. That was the reason why he was, not-so-discreetly, looking in her direction and smirking devilishly. Ughh ! The audacity of this man ! she thought as he popped one into his mouth, licked his lips and smacked them together in a very alluring way, making her even more painfully aware of just HOW wonderful those enticing little things would feel in her mouth. She glared at him, her eyes spitting fire.

She was about to leave the place in a huff when Dilshad came there and asked her to get more sweets from the kitchen since the number of guests were increasing. But HE is in there ! her mind screamed at her. Before she could say a word in protest, Dilshad left to attend to the newly arrived guests. Zoya looked around, but in vain. Najma was nowhere to be seen.Now WHEN did that girl disappear ? She was right HERE ! Zoya groaned. She would HAVE to go to the kitchen by herself. She glanced in his direction, noticing how his smirk had become way more pronounced. Smirk all you want you sadist Zille-illahi ! I am SO not giving in to you today ! I promise, today it will be YOU who'll suffer ! she decided mentally and held her chip up before heading in the direction of the kitchen i.e. HIS direction.

When she saw him standing right in front of her in a brand new white kurta, sleeves folded till the elbow and looking sinfully hot, she reminded herself of the reason behind her being mad at him. Two hours Zoya ! Two whole freaking god-damned hours. Think of them. Not those captivating, mesmerizing, beautiful pools of chocolate he is gifted with as his eyes. You were left ALONE. All by youself Zoya ! Think of THAT ! Not his chiseled cheek-bones giving him that purrr-fect look. Sheesh ! Allah Miyan, what's wrong with me ? 'Purr'-fect ? Like seriously ? He DITCHED me. That is what I should remember. And not think of how that oh-so-sexy subtle stubble of his would feel against my cheek. He did not even care to INFORM that he will not be coming. That is what she should remind herself. Not how cute he looks with those dents on his cheeks when he smiles. Yes, he had dimples too. Hard to notice, since that Akdoo hardly ever smiled ! All this happened on your first official DATE Zoya. Which HE had planned. That is what should be going through her head. Not the urge to touch those irresistible lips of his and imagine how they would feel against her skin. FOCUS Zoya FOCUS ! she chided herself.

She went into the kitchen right past him, the scent of his cologne invading her senses as she walked by completely ignoring him. Not once did his smirk falter. She took the boxes of sweets and closed her eyes to send a silent prayer to Allah thanking him, thinking she might luckily get away. As she turned with her eyes closed,
she bumped into a hard wall. Or her Jahapana's chest. Call it whatever you wish. But she fervently and foolishly willed it to be a wall. Even when she could distinctively smell his cologne and feel his presence in every fiber of her body. She opened her eyes slowly, her mind muddled and unable to speculate what all tortures would he inflict on her now. However, she did not have to wait for long to know. As soon as she opened her eyes, the sight that greeted her was of a dark brown liquid glistening invitingly on a blood red berry. Centimeters away from her face. Her mouth began to water as her eyes stayed focused on the chocolate coated fruit, her mind refusing to register the hand that held it or its owner or the triumphant smirk on his face, for that matter. As she leaned toward it in a trance with her lips apart and ready to devour the temptation, her Phoophi's call for sweets jerked her back to reality.

MA ! What was I going to do ?! HOW could I be so careless ! She had, quite arrogantly and proudly, declared to Mr. I'm-late-on-my-first-date Khan that she wouldn't eat for the rest of the day after the he had made her wait - ALONE - for two hours - At a freaking restaurant full of people - to never turn up for their afternoon lunch date. And here I am, succumbing to this wicked wizard's wiles ?! No way ! "I am NOT eating it !" Zoya stated determinedly, more to herself than him, as blood started creeping up her neck in embarrassment. She tried to escape once again, but obviously in vain. That is when she heard him call out to his Ammi. What ? NO ! What if Phoophi sees us like this ?! What will she think about me ? About us ? The faint pink on her cheeks evolved into a full blown crimson.

You SO need to improve your timing Ammi ! Asad groaned internally as his Ammi's call jerked Zoya out of her trance. But dear Miss New-York, I'm not going to let you off the hook so easily ! "Ammi !" Asad called out to his mother and handed her the boxes of sweets from a bewildered Zoya's hands. "Ye lijiye Ammi. Here are the sweets." he said, looking at Zoya slyly as the colour on her cheeks deepened even more. Ya Allah ! She looks so beautiful when she blushes ! "Shukriya Asad !" Dilshad said, in a tone that made Asad look at her sheepishly. He had never needed to spell things out to his mother. She could read him like a book, silently and patiently. She left with a content smile on her face, preventing guests from coming their way. He had never questioned God for depriving him of a father. His mother had never let him feel incomplete or alone. She was his everything. Like the Red Riding Hood standing in front of him. He turned his attention back to her.

"You know, I was missing the colour underneath this brown chocolate. Not anymore of course, your face can put it to shame.." he teased, thoroughly enjoying himself. But she really did look adorable when she blushed. He looked at her, his eyes travelling along her form. She had worn the red sari he had kept on her bed when she had gone for a bath. The sleeves were full, the only part exposed to him being her face and her waist. The colour contrasted perfectly with her skin, making her look simply breathtaking. "Beautiful" He whispered sincerely, making her look at him with those big innocent eyes of hers.*Mitwaa...Ishq pe zor nahii*

"Mooonaaa !" came a loud cry making the two love-birds jump apart. Asad cursed under his breath, making Zoya smirk.

"Raaaberrrt !!" she said, rolling the r on her tongue as went past him toward Ayaan.

"Eid mubarak Monaa Darrrling !" chirped Ayaan, rolling the r too, making Asad frown.

Zoya wished him back with a hug. Asad's eyes nearly popped out. She didn't wish ME with a hug ! And then he saw Zoya's expression that clearly spelled Time for revenge, Mr. Khan ! Asad scowled.

"Tum yahaan kya kar rahi ho Monaa ? Bahar chalo na, sab tumhe dhoond rahe hain ! Aap bhi bhaijaan !"

"Vo aa rahe hain Raaberrt ! Tum chalo na !" Zoya linked her arm with his and proceeded toward the garden where they had held an Eid party, not before throwing another devilish smirk in her dearest Jahapana's direction.

As Zoya hugged and wished the ladies, she kept glancing in Asad's direction. Seeing him make his way inside the house again surprised her. She excused herself from the group of ladies she was talking to and informed Dilshad that she was going to check on Asad. In her worry, she failed to notice a hyper-excited Ayaan sharing a high-five with an equally elated Najma.

As soon as Zoya opened the door to the house, her eyes fell on a little piece of paper on the ground. It was Asad's handwriting.

Tanha raat mein banke khalal pehli baar takrayi thi jahaan
Aaj raat ki pehli saugaat baqaayda baramat hogi vahaan

Zoya smiled as she remembered their first encounter in this house. She had mistaken his room to be the guest room and had slept on his bed. Gosh, he'd thought she was an intruder and pinned her to the ground !

Excited, Zoya made her way to his room. On the bed was a cute little teddy bear with a heart in his hand that read "For Someone Special". Zoya blushed and read the note beside the teddy bear.

Pehla bharosa, pehli kahi thi jahaan dil mein dabe raaz ki baat
Sitaaro ki chadar tale baanta tha dard aapne humaare saath

How could she forget that place ? The first time she'd shared her innermost secret with someone...her Jahapana. And he'd left without saying a word. But it was also the same place where he had brought her the strawberry cheesecake pastry to cheer her up. Zoya sprinted toward the garden kum porch on the ground floor.

There she found another note..and beside it was a photo-frame saying "Perfect Family" with a photo of Phoopi, Najma, Asad and HER. Zoya felt her eyes fill up. Blinking, she read the note.

Karke bandh darwaaze saare andhere mein ghut rahe the hum
Banke roshni kahin se aayi thi aap baatne humaare gum

The amount of pain in his eyes that day still gave her goosebumps. That was the first time she'd seen him so vulnerable. She wished it was the last too..because it was too painful to bear. She wished he'd never have to go through it again.

Switching onto the better memories there, like when she'd danced there in a sari and he'd told her "Inn dimples se sirf dilwalo ka katl hota hai Miss Farooqi, patthar pe ye beasar hain !" Aap par to asar kar gayi na Mr. Khan ! Zoya giggled and rushed to the small garden outside Asad's room.

There, she found a brand new iPod, with earphones attached to it, and a playlist on. Curious, she put the earphones in her head and went through the playlist.

My Playlist

Iktara
Abhi Abhi
Maula Mere
Sajde Kiye Hai Lakhon
O Saiyaan
Rab Ka Shukrana
Raabta
Yun Hi (Kitne Dafe)
Zindagi Ki Yahi Reet Hai
O Meri Jaan
Ye Dooriyaan
Aahatein

They were all songs sung by him, for her. She did not know if he thought she'd miss it, but she hadn't. The arrangement of the songs clearly spelled 'I am sorry Zoya'. To say she was touched would be the understatement of the millennium. Clutching the iPod to her hear, Zoya started down the stairs as she read the new note.

Na apno ki na paraayon ki, na hi thi zarurat kabhi unn haalaato ki
Samajhne ye ke bohot pehle hi haar chuke the hum jung jazbaato ki

Jaante the hum ye dil chahta tha kise
Har dua mein ye maangta tha kise

Par zakhm puraane nahi bhare the abhi
Phir khof puraane jaag rahe the sabhi

Bas yahin ek darr hume har pal tha satata
Kisi din ye khoon apna rang na dikhaaye
Jinki muskaan ki vajah banna chahte hain
Unhi ki aakhon ke aasoon na ban jaaye

By now, tears were flowing down her cheeks freely. He had not been running away from her because he thought she was a misfit. It was because he thought he was not right for her. He was afraid of hurting her like his Abbu hurt his Ammi.

And here he was, always pushing him, demanding answers whenever he tried to do something to make her smile. Idiot ! Zoya cursed herself. In these ponderings, she almost missed the table. The table that had a single rose on it, beside a blue velvet box and a piece of paper with only her name written on it. As she picked the rose up, she heard his voice.

Par ab nahi raha jaata bina bataaaye dil ki baat
Ab nahi sahe jaate mujhse ye zaalim haalaat
Nahi sahi jaati ye dooriyaan rehke itne paas
Aaj poochna chahta hoon tumse - dogi mera saath?

She picked the velvet box up and opened it to reveal a beautiful diamond ring. Zoya gasped. Asad raised his eyebrows. Crying even harder, Zoya nodded before crashing herself into his chest.

No sooner did she say yes than cheers erupted from outside the window. Asad facepalmed. Am I EVER going to get a moment of privacy with Zoya in my house ?!

Zoya had obviously jerked apart. "Aapi ? Jeeju ?" Zoya stood there shocked. After hugging and congratulating her, they explained to her how it was all Asad's plan, and the poor lad had spent the whole of the afternoon trying to get them a flight to Bhopal from Mumbai.

Zoya was trying to let it all sink in when she heard the announcement in Dilshad's voice, "I am proud and elated to announce my son, Asad's engagement to the sweetest lady on earth, my lovely Zoya !"

The rest of the evening felt like a dream to Zoya as her Aapi-Jeeju lead her to the stage and she got engaged to her Jahapana before everyone.
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Posted: 12 years ago
#16
Entry No# 15


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One Step Closer

It is peaceful. Yes the atmosphere at Khan's residence is peaceful after the soul of this house heard a confession due long ago. Heard some heart to heart talks, saw some tears… of happiness, saw the ghost of past vanishing away, saw something impossible going possible. After all Asad Ahmed Khan confessing his feeling is not something you foresee on regular basis.

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It was on the auspicious day of Eid-Ul-Fitr, that destiny decided to play some games with the people of the house. Asad was waiting for all the ladies in his home to come so that they all can leave for mosque to do their prayers. Tanveer, as usual, came first and tried her level best to gain Asad's attention by talking diabetic sweetly to him and clinging to him like moth to fire. But to her dismay Asad was not even noticing her and was trying to maintain distance from her. In all this process Asad failed to notice the fairy descending down the stairs. When he heard sounds of giggling he turned towards the source and did the same mistake again, of looking at Zoya's innocent face. No matter how hard he tries but he just can't help himself from drowning in her innocence. There he saw Zoya descending the stairs along with his Ammi and sister indulged in some animated talks.

Zoya wore a white anarkali suit of silk and chiffon with work of Kora and touch of Dakka and Resham. It had a high back neck collar and a chiffon duppata with golden border all around. Even though she wasn't looking at Asad she could feel his penetrating gaze on her, like always. She always wondered of what must be going on her Mr. Khan's mind when he stared at her. Maybe something like 'Miss Farooqui is such an ill mannered girl. She doesn't have a proper dressing sense' or 'She is such a trouble magnet, ya Allah please keep her away from me' or something in that line only. After all how can she expect Mr. Khan to ever praise her for what she did! She sighed, mentally, and went ahead so that they all can leave for Mosque as she didn't want another lecture from Mr. Khan on punctuality.

The car ride was a silent affair. All, Dilshad, Najma and even Asad wondered why Zoya is all silent while Zoya had hard time keeping her mouth shut as she didn't want another verbal fight with Asad on their way to Mosque, once she will be done with her prayer she will fight with Asad to her heart's content but not now.

When they reached the mosque, Asad dropped all the ladies and asked them to go ahead while he went to parking lot to park his SUV. By the time he returned he found Zoya nowhere around. On asking his Ammi he got to know that she went to a shop to get some edibles and also buy some clothes. Hearing this Asad did his trademark signature, shutting his eyes in sheer irritation and scratching the bridge of his nose. 'How can she stay away from troubles? Now what was so important that she went all alone? Couldn't she wait for prayers to get over?' self thought Asad and excused himself for buying something for fitr (Charity to the needy on the occasion of Eid. It can be either money, edibles or clothes. It's given on the behalf of family) and left. As if on instinct Tanveer went behind him saying that even she needs to buy something for fitr.

After few minutes of searching Asad finally found Zoya near a garment stall trying to select something, which surprisingly was not even her size. 'Why is she buying those clothes when it's clear that she can't wear those?' thinking that Asad went to Zoya and tapped her shoulders from behind. Shocked, Zoya turned to see a confused Asad, who according to her looked very cute at that moment just like a 5 year who had been asked about his future. She snapped back to reality and asked Asad what was bothering him. "Mr. Khan, why are you so confused? You even get confused? I thought you only know to get angry and shout at me?"said Zoya cheekily earning a glare from Asad. He curtly replied, "Miss Farooqui what is all this? Why are you buying these clothes which you won't wear?" only to see Zoya looking at him as if he had committed a murder, she replied, "Mr. Khan incase you are forgetting but aren't we supposed to give fitr? And for that rather than giving money to children I prefer buying some new clothes and edibles for them." Hearing this Asad irritation knew no bounds, he gritted through his teeth, "Miss Farooqui incase you are forgetting that you are part of this family so you don't have to buy anything SEPARATELY. I was going to do that for you." Zoya gasped hearing this and then her nose flared and her eyes seething with rage, "Mr. Khan how would I know that I am part of this family? It's you who goes around saying that this all is fake, the engagement and everything is fake." to which Asad replied "Miss Farooqui no one needs to be told about their family, they already know who is their family." In all this drama they didn't cared to see that with each verbal throw they both were coming a step closer. Intruding the perfect moment, Tanveer stepped in and asked them the reason of their fight to which both of them replied that it was nothing. Asad then asked her that why is she here to which Tanveer cheekily reply that she is here to give fitr, in hope that Asad would stop her from doing that but to her utter dismay Asad nodded and went away from there leaving Tanveer fuming in both, anger and jealousy, yet again.

After they all were done with prayers, they embraced each other and wished them 'Eid Mubaarak!' When Asad and Zoya come face to face, they at first were going to hug and wish each other but stopped themselves and just exchanged there wished verbally much to Tanveer's delight.

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The whole family reached at the house of Dilshad's relative who held a Jashn to celebrate Eid. As usual Najma and Zoya went away to indulge in some talks with the girls around and Asad kept accompanying his Ammi and Tanveer followed the suit.

After sometime, when Asad was unable to find Zoya, he went to Najma to ask about Zoya's whereabouts hearing which Najma shrugged her shoulders stating that she didn't know and once again Asad hand came flying to his nose bridge. He then went around looking for Zoya and hoping that she hadn't invite another trouble. At last he found her near the area where buffet was arranged. Her back was towards him and she seemed to be engrossed in some activity. On reaching near her, Asad heard moans emanating from her vocal chord. He was beyond shock hearing her and his mind started to work at rocket speed to find the most possible reason behind this. He was amazed at the audacity of Zoya to ignore her surroundings completely. He went to her and tapped her shoulder. For a moment her felt her stiffened and then she turned around swiftly keeping both her hands behind.

"Allah Miyaan what's wrong with you Mr. Khan! Why are you hell bent in making me die out of shocks?"exclaimed Zoya to which she received a spontaneous reply, "ZOYA! Don't you dare talk rubbish! By the way it should be me who should question you. What are you doing here and what is it that you are hiding?"said Asad first angrily than irritatingly only to hear Zoya fumbling with what she had to say, "Mr. Khan can't I go wherever I want? Do I have to tell you everything? And I am not hiding anything." Asad narrowed his eyes and then his hands reached out towards hers and brought them forward only to see strawberry dipped in chocolate syrup, in her hand. He moved his gaze towards her and questioned her about it to which Zoya smiled sheepishly and said, "Actually Mr. Khan I was just wandering off here and then my eyes caught those strawberries and it seemed as if they were calling me. How could I say no to such delicious strawberries Mr. Khan and the chocolate syrup acted as cherry on top. You know Mr. Khan Strawberries with chocolate syrup is just heaven. Even you should try them, they will take you to another world." With that Zoya took off the strawberries from Asad and started relishing them much to Asad irritation as he was unable to cope up with his desire to taste to ravishing lips of hers moving over those strawberries. In all this a drop of chocolate syrup at the end of Zoya's lips caught Asad eyes.

"What's wrong Mr. Khan? Why are you staring at me?" asked Zoya to which Asad hesitantly replied, "There is something Miss Farooqui.". "What and where Mr. Khan? Can you for once stop talking in riddles?" To which Asad replied, "The chocolate syrup there." And Asad pointed towards Zoya lips but she couldn't decipher it so irritating she asked, "there where Mr. Khan? I am not getting you. Can you for once behave like normal human being?". "There Miss Farooqui!" Asad said much to Zoya's irritation and then she said,"Mr. Khan I am unable to see your there. You do one thing remove the chocolate syrup by yourself if you know where is your 'there'." Zoya thought she saw something glinting in Asad's eye but dismissed the thought and heard Asad saying, "Are you sure Miss Farooqui that you won't regret it." Much to Zoya surprise and she replied confusedly, "Why would I regret?" Zoya couldn't say anything more as she saw Asad coming closer to her. She was confused as to what was Asad up to with that naughty smirk adorned his face. Her thought process had been stopped by Asad's breath fanning her face. She could not even dare to look up when suddenly she felt Asad lips touch the end of her lips and then lick off the area. Shocked, she looked up only see Asad smirking and then he said, "You were right Miss Farooqui, they are heavenly." and left the place leaving a stunned and speechless Zoya behind.

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Asad was trying hard to work on his laptop but the evening scene was replaying in his mind all the time. Frustrated he shut the laptop and looked out of his window only to see Zoya there sitting on the bench in garden, her arms crosses and palms rubbing her upper arms to gain some warmth. Asad shook his head seeing her stubbornness and went outside along with a blanket. He covered her shoulders with blanket and came forward to sit beside a shocked and irritated Zoya. Shocked to see his caring side and irritated at his habit to scare her wits. "Mr. Khan you don't know how to behave like normal human being right? Every time you come and shock me to no end. Do you have any problem in coming and talking to me without startling me?" to which Asad replied back, "I am behaving like normal human being but you aren't that is why you were sitting outside in this cold. What is wrong that you are here at this odd hour?" "Even you are here Mr. Khan and thank you for the blanket." Said Zoya trying to dismiss the topic but to her misfortune Asad said,"Don't try to divert the topic Miss Farooqui. What is the matter?" seeing Asad so serious, Zoya fumbled and then replied, "Nothing is right Mr. Khan. Everything is wrong, it is so confusing." said Zoya absentmindedly and then continued, "I mean look at today's event Mr. Khan. At the mosque you said that I am part of the family while you are the only one to say that whatever happened at the airport was just a drama. You even claimed that I am a misfit for every family. Then the evening at the jashn, you behaved so much unlike yourself that for a moment I thought that I need to get a psychiatrist for you. And now so much care and concern for me when I am sitting out in cold. What is wrong with you Mr. Khan? Why you keep on switching your roles." sighed Zoya only to see an amused Asad. "Don't you think you read too much of my action?" "Mr. Khan now you are diverting the topic. Please tell me and clear all this confusion." said Zoya defeated.

"Everything is fake! That is the thing I said to you, right? Yes everything is fake but… but what I said at that day when Mr. Dhurindar Bhatavdekar came to deport you. Whatever I said to him about our first meet is absolutely real, that day when I saw you at Dargah I felt your pain and tears. I had an image of you as the most innocent soul although you proved me wrong later but that is completely true." Hearing the last part Zoya scowled but nevertheless was waiting for Asad to continue. Seeing the childlike expression on Zoya's face Asad chuckled and continued, "Later we fought like Tom and Jerry and it was impossible for us to breathe in the same room but then the ride at Mangalpur changed it all. That day when I saw your body like corpse I felt my soul was snatched away from me and when Aartiji told me that you were breathing I felt as if I am breathing. After coming home when I thought about this than I found out that I fell in love with you in all this bickering."

On this Zoya's hands flew to her mouth and she gasped. Asad looked at her amusedly and said cheekily, "Miss Farooqui were you like this since the start or you have just started giving comical reaction to whatever I say. Anyways you must be wondering that if I love you than why I stated it all as fake." Seeing Zoya nod in affirmation Asad continued, "You know very well what happened with Ammi, don't you? Same thing is with me, I was afraid that what if I hurt you like the way Mr. Rashid Ahmed Khan had hurt my Ammi? I was just scared that is why I kept pushing you away, which is why I said the entire thing was fake."

"And now you are no more scared?" to which Asad nodded his head sideways seeing which Zoya continued, "Why?""What do you mean by why?" asked a perplexed Asad. "I mean what happened that you are no more scared?" to which Asad chuckled and started off, "You happened." seeing a confused Zoya he continued further, "Well I came to realize in last two- three days that there is no way I can hurt you as you are the one person to stand against me. Even if I try to hurt you than you would come barging in my room, question me and would be hell bent in making me change my decision, like always." to which Zoya replied, "That's so bad of you Mr. Khan. It's just that I hate your wrong allegations against me." "Leave it!"said Asad, "Anyways Miss Farooqui since I confessed my feelings for you, even you should confess yours."

"Why should I confess Mr. Khan? In fact I have nothing to confess. And even if I had something to confess that I would do that whenever it suits me since you did the same." said Zoya crossing her arms. 'Great! So much for confessing my feelings.' Self thought Asad and then out of blue he went down on his knees, held Zoya's palms on her lap and said, "Zoya since day one you have drawn me towards yourself. Be it by your pain, tears or our constant bickering. You were the only one to be on my side when I needed support. You always go an extra mile to help my family. I once said that you are a misfit but the truth is I am a misfit. I couldn't even let go my past while you move on from it with a smile. You spread happiness all around you, and the biggest of all you made me want to live my life, you changed me. Now I want to live my life, want to enjoy every single moment of it. So Miss Zoya Farooqui would you like to be my support in all my thick and thin and be my companion in taking pleasure of every moment of our life… together?" Asad looked towards a teary eyed Zoya with hopeful eyes only to see her nod in affirmation and with that he took out the diamond ring out of his pocket and slipped in through her finger. The ring had a huge solitaire encase in a metallic rose. On seeing the ring on her fingers, Zoya slid down on her knees just an inch away from Asad and then hugged him with full force resting her head just above his heart hearing his heartbeats.

For a moment Asad was shocked as to what happened but later he recovered and took Zoya in his embrace. After a few minutes Zoya lifted her head disrupting their perfect moment and asked, "Mr. Khan did you carry the ring the whole time with you?" hearing which Asad chuckled and said, "And you say I'm unromantic!"


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Posted: 12 years ago
#17
Entry No #16


"Mashallah you look so pretty Zoya, kisi ki nazar na lag jaye", said dilshad making Zoya reply, "kya phoophi aap bhi, mehndi hi tou lagai hai".

"app humare ghar ki hone wali bahu hain, eid jaise moke hi tou hote hain sajne sawarne k" dilshad replied " dekhna Asad mehndi dekh kar ek dum latoo ho jaye ga" which made zoya blush like a bride, but her reverie was broken with a loud "OMG" from Najma " ammi dekha app ne Zoya bhabhi sharmati bhi hain, and you know mere hath mey kya hai?"

Zoya looked at her hands and screamed "tamatar kal mey tmhara soup bana doon gi if you open that album".

"thore se pic dekhne do na bhabhi please, ye app k bachpan ki pics hai na" Najma made up her best puppy face, and zoya gave in.

They flipped over the pictures, zoya narrating their dates and history with each. When najma asked "ye Strawberry kaun hai? Kitni funny picture hai".

"Tamatar wohh STRAWBERRY mey bani Hui hoon, it was a fancy dress competition and mey fruit bani thi ", zoya replied a bit embarrassed.

"acha isiliye whenever you blush you turn red like Strawberry, bachpan ka asar," Najma piqued in which made all the ladies laugh like crazies , and that's when the door opened and a ruffled up mechanical Asad entered and looked more than irritated to find everyone laughing, that nobody gave a look at him.

Zoya laughing the loudest, was last to see Asad standing with a frown on his face. She turned away to look at najma, the traitor, who was consciously smirking at zoya, for najma hadn't told her about Asad's arrival. Dilshad noticed the tensed air and prompted Asad to join them, "ye dekho Asad kitni zabardast pics hai". But Asad moved towards his room mouthing a frowned "later". They were looking at his retreating figure, when Zoya announced she would see why Asad was upset and assured Dilshad not to be worried. And she followed him to his room.

She walked into the room and found Asad standing at the window; he knew she had come in, because he could feel her around him. "What happened Asad, why are you upset?" she inquired.

"Why do you care and who gave you the right to ask me?" he countered

"this gave me the right to ask questions, not only ask questions but also get the answers too", she said pointing towards a twisted wire, a makeshift ring in her ring finger.

"And how many time have I told you to remove this shit wire from your finger?" he asked angrily, "it spoils the look of your beautiful mehndi rache hand".

Oh so he had noticed my mehndi, thought zoya and replied "I have already told you I m not removing this, you made me wear it by your own hand" and held it protectively in her other hand.

"You are hopeless Zoya", although content that she wore a thing which he gave her.

"Yes I am hopelessly in Love Mr Akdu Ahmed Khan", she piqued

"How long will you keep the mehndi" he asked out of the blue.

"ummm I have no idea, maybe an hour or so would be good.. wasie bhi its late now I should sleep, I have to be up early tomorrow phoophi said.. but app ne kyn poocha" she gave her full information about her schedule to Asad.

"nahi who bs aise hi… good night" said Asad and Zoya left his room.

Her alarm was ringing; she tired finding it to shut it down with her eyes closed, when she felt someone was sitting on her bed. She opened her shocked eyes and found Asad looking at her bemused. "What are you doing here?" she asked pulling up the sheet to her chin.

"I was waiting for you to get up" he replied.

"But you are in my room at freaking 6am" she screeched

"Because I wanted to be the first to see the color of your mehndi" he said looking into her eyes.

She was shocked, was this really Asad, was he really madly in love with her… that even the mehndi was important for him, phoopi was right Asad would love it.. She blushed lowering her eyes.

Asad noticed the red hue creeping up her cheek and smiled at her jhalli, that one moment she could be a ferocious lioness and next blush like a bobbing. He tipped up her chin and made her look into his eyes. She slowly spread her hands open for him, the color was amazingly red.

"You know the deep color shows how much the husband loves his wife" Asad said innocently.

Did he just say that he loved her indirectly? She was ecstatic but decided to play innocent "really mujhe nahi pata tha", holding her hands in front of her to examine them more closely.

He took hold of her hand and started pulling out the hideous twisted wire, she protested wildly "please Asad noo" and he shushed her into silence with his finger on her mouth. He pulled out a diamond ring from the pocket of his kurta and slipped it on her finger. "Now see how beautifully your hand compliments this ring and you can keep the wire in your cupboard too" he said.

But she was busy gaping at the ring and him in turns. Asad sensing her confusion said "I LOVE YOU ZOYA, would you do me the honor of being my wife".

"Allah miyah, I thought you wouldn't ever ask me this", she pushed him flat on his back hugging him and said "I Love You to ASAD"!!!!

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Posted: 12 years ago
#18
Entry No #17


"A black coffee please." Zoya forced a smile at the the attendant at Starbucks and looked around.

The caf was filled with people of all ages. Teenage girls wearing tank tops and shorts giggled on one table while a bunch of middle-aged office workers, probably colleagues sat around another in suits, cursing their boss. There was a young couple holding hands under the table, two ladies in casuals gossiping about their husbands and two men sprawled across the sofa discussing last night's match. But what caught her eye was an old Indian couple at the far end, smiling as they drank their coffee. They must be around 80, Zoya figured.

The man gently took his wife's hand in his and kissed it. Even at 80, the lady blushed, red as a tomato in seconds. The husband teased her about it and she freed her hand and hit him playfully, embarrassed about being kissed and teased in public. Zoya smiled even as tears made way down her cheeks. That was the kind of life she had dreamt of. With him. She closed her eyes and saw him, clear as crystal. Her heart constricted with pain.

"Ma'am, your coffee. That'll be 6 dollars and 12 cents please !" The attendant's voice broke her out of her reverie.


***


"What a MORON !" Asad roared as he crossed the road with quick angry steps, making his secretary run to keep up.Damn these heels ! I am NEVER wearing heels around this man again ! The poor lady swore.

The meeting he had come all the way to New York for had been a complete disaster. The client wanted him to stay in New York and work. Asad tried to explain that he could very well work from India but to no avail. He wouldn't even listen, let alone understand ! And so Asad had lost a million dollar deal.

He entered the caf and sat on the first empty table. His back was to the counter, his hand caressing his forehead. "Faiza, will you please get me a coffee ?"

"Sure Sir. Just a moment." Faiza headed over to the counter and ordered a latt. All her previous irritation lay forgotten as she looked at her boss. The man who reeked of power and strength moments ago now sat there with his head in his hands and shoulders slumped, a picture of defeat.

Faiza was Asad's PA. Over time, she had learnt his secrets and weaknesses. She practically knew him inside out - the perks of being a PA, in charge of all his mails and calls and stuff.

After Zoya had been deported - She did not know how Asad let that happen - he was the one who had been affected the most. He started having milk and sugar in his coffee for Lord's sakes ! And he had drowned himself in work. Disturbingly so. Ten days and he looked as if he'd aged 10 years. Being a well-wisher, she had talked to Dilshad and somehow scheduled a meeting in New York. One look at his face and she knew she'd succeeded. He'd gotten the excuse he needed. There was no way he was coming back without her.


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It was neither the client nor losing the deal that had him all worked up. It had been two days. And he still had not found her. He put his head in his hands, completely helpless. After what had happened, he did not have enough courage to ask Ammi or Tamatar for Zoya's NY address. So here he was, roaming the streets like a vagabond, searching for her.

He straightened up as he heard Faiza's heels click. No sooner did she put the coffee on the table than he spoke up. "What else is on the list for today ?"

"Well sir, a meeting with H & M Developers at 3, site visit with Mr.Bray at 5:30 and then dinner with Mr. Stark at 8...all of which I'm sure need to be rescheduled. " she replied, earning a frown. She pointed to something behind him, a big smile on her face.

He turned to a sight that took his breath away. "Zoya" he whispered, his voice dripping with both pain and relief. I found her. There she was, dressed in a red full-sleeved top and jeans, apologising profusely to a man whom she'd spilled her coffee on. So typical Zoya ! Asad smiled and turned before she could see him. Time to make some serious amends !


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Zoya shivered. Something was suddenly different. The air...it felt like...like him. Trembling, she looked around the caf from her table near the counter. Nothing. She chided herself and was going to the counter for a stirrer - the coffee was hot - when she collided with a man spilling half her coffee on him. Crap.

She apologised and breathed a sigh of relief when he said it was alright and he that wasn't mad. Not all people here were nice. After getting him some ice, she took the stirrer and returned to her table with the little coffee left.

"Miss Farooqi ?" a little boy asked her. She froze for a second, her head replaying his voice calling her that. She shook herself out of the trance.

"Y-Yes ?" she stuttered as she tried to smile.

"Gift for you !" he handed her a box, kissed her on the cheek and ran away.

Zoya smiled at the child's sweet gesture and frowned when her eyes landed on the box. It was gift-wrapped, with a red ribbon forming a neat bow on it. Slowly, she opened it. Her gasp was audible at the other end of the caf.

Inside the box, among numerous chocolates, were 12 strawberries, neatly arranged in a heart shape. On each strawberry was a letter written with chocolate sauce.


( . & , = chocolate,
letter = strawberry with that letter on top :D )

:..M..:...:..E..:
S..:..U...E..:..B
S..:..:..S..:.:..A
:...I..:...:..T...:
:..:..:..M..:..:..:


Miss Museebat. With bated breath, she slowly lifted her eyes. "Asad" she whispered, her voice cracking.


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All he could see in her eyes was pain. Yes, there was disbelief, but it was momentary, right ? Or did she actually think that he wouldn't come for her ? What do you expect after what you did to her ?! sneered a voice at the back of his head, which he conveniently ignored.

Meanwhile, Zoya had composed herself and with eyes spitting fire, was stomping toward him. Like literally. She hadn't even started screaming and all eyes were already on them. Asad was sure they were internally praying for his well-being. He braced himself.

"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE MR.KHAN ? WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE ? YOU THINK YOU CAN DO ANYTHING ? WHAT THE HELL IS THIS ?" She pointed to the open box in her hand. "WHAT THE HELL DOES IT MEAN ? SPEAK UP DAMMIT ! OR ARE YOU GOING TO STAY SILENT LIKE ALL THE OTHER TIMES ? SAY SOMETHING ! DO NOT STAND LIKE A STATUE ! WHAT DO THESE - THESE YUMMY FRESH STRAWBERRIES WITH THE IRRESISTIBLE CHOCOLATE SAUCE ON IT MEAN ?"

Her description made him smile. Maybe there's still hope..

"SMILING ? YOU'RE SMILING ? YOU FIND THIS FUNNY ? YOU FIND PLAYING WITH MY EMOTIONS FUNNY ? OF COURSE ! I SHOULD HAVE EXPECTED IT FROM AN EMOTIONALLY CHALLENGED MAN LIKE YOU." She poked him in the chest with her index finger. "OF COURSE YOU FIND IT FUNNY. DEPORTING ME HERE WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST. So funny, right Mr. Khan ?" Her voice lowered & broke at the end, laced with so much pain that it formed a lump in his throat.

There was so much he wanted to say. No, it was NOT funny. Instead, it was his worst nightmare coming true ! That day, he had proved that he was Rashid Ahmed Khan's son by hurting the lady he loved the most. He could not understand why her leaving left a feeling of hollowness in him. With her, he had lost his soul too. There was no one he could share his dilemma, his pain with. When she was there, she had always understood him, he had never regretted being vulnerable in front of her. But there was no one else in front of whom he could open his heart. No one except her. And so after she left, hanhe had no one who could understand how he felt. How incomplete, how broken he felt. She wasn't the only one slugging through hell. He was in WAY deeper.

Next thing he saw, she had turned and was walking away. NO ! his heart screamed in terror.


***


Only she knew how much courage she had to gather to just..walk away. Away from him. Just the thought knocked all breath out of her body. Just as she thought her ordeal was over-

"Mat jao Zoya"

Same voice, same emotions, same person. But the situation had changed. Drastically. How she wished he'd said those words before ! But he hadn't. She had hurt enough. She couldn't take it any longer. And so she rushed out into the street for some fresh air. But she'd forgotten her Jahapana was, at the least, as stubborn as her. She heard someone strike the chords of a guitar before-

Hum tere bin ab reh nahi sakte
Tere bina kya vajood mera..

Zoya froze. It was him. A shiver ran down her spine, leaving goosebumps in its wake. The lines had a deep meaning. Which in short, could be called a beautiful confession. She turned. He-singing th-this for m-me ? The restrained tears now flowed down her cheeks freely as he raised his head to meet her eyes.


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He saw the one thing that tore through his heart, like knife through soft butter. Her tears. And the worst part - HE was the reason for them. But it has been enough. This is the last time, Zoya. I promise. He took slow small steps towards her.

Hum tere bin ab reh nahi sakte
Tere bina kya vajood mera ?

Hardly a foot apart, he wiped the tears on her cheek with the back of his hand and looked deep into her eyes. He wanted to erase all the the traces of pain from there and replace it with happiness, pure bliss.

Tujhse judaa agar ho jaayenge
To khud se hi ho jaayenge juda

With his eyes, he tried to explain to her how literally true these words were. Taking a leap of faith, he put the guitar down, took a step back and put forward a hand, asking her to dance with him. In the middle of a street in New York. While the vagabond he'd borrowed the guitar from took it back and continued Asad's tune with a smile. She hesitantly put her hand in his. He smiled.

Tera mera rishta hai kaisa
Ik pal door gawaara nahi

In one swift moment, he had pulled her close to him, her flush colliding against his chest. The closeness - Paradise, he thought. He slid a hand around her waist and tugged, making her turn a full round away from him, his hand never leaving hers.

Tere liye har roz hai jeete
Tujhko diya mera waqt sabhi

He pulled her back. She turned full circle before her back hit his front. At either sides of her waist, his and held hers as they swayed with the rhythm. Another swift move and he had lifted her high in the air, his hands holding her just below her waist.

Koi lamha mera na ho tere bina
Har saans pe naam tera

Forgetting everything else in the world, Zoya opened her arms wide and enjoyed the moment. The moment that felt like she was flying, that she was at the top of the world. Obviously! She was in HIS arms! she thought. Slowly, he brought her down, her face inches away from his, their breaths mingling when her feet touched the ground. Both savoured the moment, being so close to each other after so long.

Kyunki tum hi ho

Asad tilted his head a little to get a clearer view of her eyes through her bangs.

Ab tum hi ho

His eyes were red and misty. God, he had missed her ! Her eyes were innocently scared while her whole body trembled in anticipation.

Zindagi ab tum hi ho

There. He had confessed. The look of surprise and disbelief on her face, with happiness etched in every line was one he would cherish for eternity.

Chain bhi

He left her and took a step back. She frowned.

Mera dard bhi

He got down on one knee and pulled out the beautiful diamond ring his Ammi had chosen for her bahu (Daughter-in-law).

Meri Aashiqui ab tum hi ho

Asad had to accept- Zoya's eyes were sparkling way more than the little diamond. And they were way more beautiful too.

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Posted: 12 years ago
#19
Entry No #18


"Well, since this would be our first industrial…" Asad sat at the meeting and listened to the presentation of one of his employees. Hearing a buzz coming from his phone, he ignored it at first because this was a very important client, but it seemed that the person who called him was undeterred. He looked down at the phone and on seeing the words "Ammi" flash across the screen he excused himself and went to answer the call.

"What happened Ammi?" he asked as soon as he picked up the phone.

"Asad, it's Zoya, she's in hospital,"Dilshaad's voice sounded panicked as she rushed to get the words out of her mouth.

"What? What do you mean she's in hospital! Wait, I'm on my way". Asad rushed out of the office and into the parking lot, looking for his car. Then he remembered that he sent the driver out with the car to go and pick up something for one of his clients. Cursing loudly, he threw his hands up in despair before rushing outside and hailing a taxi, giving the driver instructions to go to the hospital as soon as he got in. Rushing into the hospital, Asad looked around frantically before he spotted the reception area and asked the receptionist which room Zoya was in. Grimacing slightly the receptionist pointed him in the right direction and wished him good luck. As he was walking down the corridorhe saw Najma and Dilshaad seated on the chairs looking quite horrified. "Where is she?", Asad asked as he crouched next to DIlshaad. Giving Asad a pointed look she gestured towards the door. Asad approached slowly… glancing at the door with disdain as he heard a scream emanate from inside the room. Gulping loudly he slowly turned the handle and went in.

"You... You did this to me," screamed Zoya as she lay on the hospital bed with her legs up and sweat covering her face. Even with the sweat covering her and her angry expression, her beauty still shone through to Asad.

"Excuse me," said a nurse, "who are you?" Giving her a sheepish smile he said, "Actually…I'm the husband".

He walked past the nurse and neared Zoya's hospital bed."Hey Jaan," Asad stuttered as he walked towards her slowly, "look, I brought your favourite strawberries."

"Strawberries?! I'm lying here in excruciating pain giving birth to YOUR child and you decided to bring me STRAWBERRIES?" Zoya shouted glaring at him in anger.

Asad didn't know what to do with himself, one can never really say the right thing to a women in labour. He turned back to the nurse, "is she okay?" he asked.

The nurse looked at him with amusement, "she is…I don't think the doctor is so lucky though."

"No, I will not push," screamed Zoya as she tried to whack the doctor. Quickly thrusting the strawberries in the nurse's hand and rushing to Zoya's side, Asad held her hand and tried to sooth her down before she did any more damage to the hospital staff.

"Zoya, pleaselisten to the Doctor, he's just trying to help…" Asad said while stroking her hand, the strawberries lying forgotten in the hands of the nurse.

"Help? HELP? Pichle paanch minutes se all he has been saying is push, he looks more scared than anyone in this room and all he has been doing is drinking coffee so forgive me if I don't have any faith in him for birthing our first child…" Zoya had gone off on a rant with his simple sentence.

"Jaan don't you think he's scared because of the violence you keep threatening on him? And its valentine's day today I think he's just missing his wife by his side,"Asad said softly scared of how she would react at the moment.

"Main aur violent? Mr. Asad ahmed Khan how dare you suggest that I'm violent…" she was about to go on another rampage again when a shocked expression crossed her face and she clutched her tummy and began breathing hard and fast again.

"Mrs. Khan there's no time for this, you are going to have to start pushing now," the doctor said frantically as he came up in front of her and began a quick check of her vitals and everything, and that's exactly what she did, she pushed.

After the grueling labour period and giving Zoya her time to rest Asad poked his head into Zoya's room, he had gone to complete some formalities with the doctors leaving Ammi and Najma to watch over Zoya lest she wake up before he was back. The scene in the hospital room warmed his heart. Zoya laid on the hospital bed a beautiful smile lighting up her features, her entire focus was on her new born son lying in her arms as she cooed at him and gave delightful giggles whenever she managed to stir a reaction from the her tiny bundle of joy. Najma and Dilshaad stood on either side of Zoya's bed as focused on little Aadil as much as his mother was. They too cooed at him and vied for his attention. Asad stood at the door admiring the scene his family presented before moving into the room, also wanting a chance to hold his little boy and give his wife a hug. As Dilshaad and Najma noticed Asad enter the room they gave him a warm smile and went out with the excuse of getting something to eat knowing that Asad, Zoya needed some alone time together and with their little baby. Asad slowly sat on the side of Zoya's bed and gave a 1000 watt smile. His joy knew no bounds in that moment. Zoya smiled back at him and held out Aadil towards Asad knowing he wanted to hold his son as well. Overwhelmed Asad gently took Aadil, his fingers grazing over Zoyas hand and the glittering diamond ring on her ring finger that he had gifted her on their first anniversary while doing so. He gazed down at his son whose facial features resembled him a lot but still had Zoya's mischievous charm. He had a feeling his son was going to be a total momma's boy but it didn't matter because he was their son, his and Zoya's symbol of their love. His eyes welled up with tears thinking about how much he had been given when he finally opened up his heart to love.

He looked up at Zoya to see the same love shining in her eyes that he was sure was in his as well. Leaning down he placed a soft kiss on his son's forehead before leaning across and placing one on Zoya forehead as well.

Zoya reached up and cupped his face with her hand, wiping away the few tears that escaped his eye with her thumb. He leaned his face into her touch and closed his eyes. "Thank you…," he whispered, opening his eyes again and raising his eyes to lock with his beautiful wife's gaze.

"For…?" she asked equally as softly.

Asad glanced down at his son again before looking back up at Zoya, "for making me the happiest man on this planet…Have I ever told you that I love you?"

Zoya gave a soft laugh, "Every day."

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Posted: 12 years ago
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Entry No #19


It had been a week since the whole VISA fiasco and things were back to normal in the Khan household. That is, the 'Farooqi' normal. Every once in a while, Miss Zoya 'I'm-the-best' Farooqi would experiment something she thought was amazingly smart. Obviously, she would end up making a stupid mistake, ultimately messing everything up. After that would follow a heated argument between her Akdoo Jahapana and herself, which would head into a petty bickering session in no time. Dilshad and Najma had stopped paying heed to these sessions of theirs, they'd gotten used to it now. They actually found it sweet. Tanveer...well she just burned with jealousy, unable to do anything :P

Zoya was sitting in her room, looking up interesting stuff on her iPad when Dilshad knocked on her door. She turned. "Arre phoophi, aapko knock karne ki kya zarurat hai ? Aapka hi ka kamra hai, jab marzi aa jaaiye !" ("Ohh Phoophi, you do not need to knock ! It's your room only, come right inside whenever you wish !") chirped Zoya, a smile lighting her face up on seeing her mother-like aunt.

Dilshad smiled and entered the room. "Sorry beta ! Achha Zoya, tum kya khaogi ? Tannu to late aanewali hai, to khane pe hum chaar hi hai bas. Aur mujhe kuch pakane ka mann nahi kar raha to main Asad ko bol rahi hoon aaj bahar se khaana laane ko..tumhaare liye kya bolu ?" ("Sorry child ! Okay Zoya, tell me, what will you eat ? Tannu's going to be late, so its only the four of us for dinner. And I don't feel like cooking today so I'm asking Asad to bring food from outside. What do you want to eat ?)

"Kuch bhi thoda sa phoophi. Zyada bhookh nahi lagi...aapke liye jo bhi laaye vahi thoda sa mere liye bhi bol dijiyega !" (Anything light phoophi..I ain't that hungry..Just tell him to bring a little more of what he's bringing for you guys !)

"Kyun bhookh nahi hai ? Sab khairiyat to hai na beta ?" ("Why aren't you hungry ? You're fine, right child ?") said Dilshad, worriedly putting a hand on Zoya's forehead.

Zoya felt warmth spread through her heart as she saw her phoophi concerned for her, fretting over her little unsual things. Just like a mother. "Haan phoophi, I'm fine ! Chill ! Bas bhookh nahi hai...raat ko lagegi to aapki special kheer khane aa jaaungi !" ("Yes phoophi I'm fine ! Chill ! Just that I am not hungry right now...if I do feel hungry later in the night, I'll come right away for your special kheer (a YUMMY sweet-dish) !") she said, and gave Dilshad a big hug, which she returned.


oOo


After an hour, Dilshad opened the door to...a heap of bags. She lifted a couple of bags from top to reveal her son standing behind them, exasperated. "Ye kya hai Asad ?"("What is this Asad ?") asked Dilshad, flabbergasted at the number of bags.

"Relax Ammi ! Inmein se kuch mein office ke kaam ki files hain, kuch mein hum teeno ka khaana, aur baaqi, Miss Farooqi's dinner." ("Relax Ammi, a few of these contain files from the office, a couple of them have our food and the rest, Miss Farooqi's dinner.") said Asad, matter-of-factly.

"Par Asad, maine tumhe kahaa tha na use zyaada nahi khaana ? Usne bas thoda khaana mangwaya tha !" ("But Asad, did I not tell you that she does not want to eat much ? She just wanted a little !")

"Ammi, aapne mujhe pizza laane ko bola tha, sab ke liye." ("Ammi, you asked me to get pizza for everyone.") he replied, in a tone that seemed as if it was the answer to her question.

"Haan to ?" (Yes, so ?)

"Haan to, bas wait and watch Ammi, wait and watch." ("So, just wait and watch Ammi, wait and watch.") replied Asad, a slight smile dancing on his lips. Ammi, if only you knew Miss Farooqi as I do...


oOo


"Mmm, ye to jannat hai Mr.Khan ! Aapka bohot bohot shukriya ! YUMMY !"("Mmm these are simply awesome Mr.Khan ! Thank you so much ! YUMMY !")mumbled Zoya, gulping down the last bit of her second medium sized pizza with a sip of coke. Second bottle, obviously.

Dilshad looked at her with wide eyes while Asad simply smirked at his mother. Uh uh, the show ain't over yet Ammi ! he thought and pulled out a big red box. "And this is for for topping the university Tamatar !!" Asad said proudly before opening the box to reveal a large cake. It was strawberry flavoured, with half cut strawberries beautifully arranged around the circumference on the top and smaller pieces in the centre spelt congratulations.

"Strawberry cheese cake ?! That's my favourite ! Thank you bhaijaan !"
"Strawberry cheese cake ?! That's my favourite ! Thank you Mr.Khan !"

Exclaimed two voices simultaneously, making both Dilshad and Asad smile. None of the young ladies waited for formal "You want some ?"s. Within the second, both of them had started hogging on it. Having been aware, Asad had brought a large 1 kg cake.

Najma gave up after 2 slices, while Zoya delightfully kept on devouring slice after slice.
Dilshad looked at her plate and gulped. It was her third slice from the first and only 6-sliced medium pizza between her and Najma that she was stuffing reluctantly into her mouth even after being completely full. And Zoya was gorging on cake like she hadn't had anything in ages. Right after two WHOLE medium pizzas and two bottles of coke. She looked at Asad with a strangled look, making him burst out laughing.

Everything in the Khan household suddenly came to a stand-still. Right from the three ladies in the room, the smallest of specs of dirt in the house stood rooted to their spots like statues. Asad Ahmed Khan was LAUGHING. Out LOUD. None of them even dared to breathe lest this beautiful moment get disturbed. Dilshad felt her eyes moisten as she saw her son laughing without a care in the world. 17 years was a long time. May Allah bless you with all the happiness in the world Zoya ! prayed Dilshad with all her heart. Because the reason behind his laughter was none other than that bubbly cheerful girl. Oh, how she wished their engagement were true !

As Asad's laughter calmed down to a grin, he noticed the ladies of his house. Dilshad was looking at him with moist eyes filled with happiness, her head slightly tilted to the right. Najma was staring at him with eyes full of wonder, her hands covering her mouth. And Zoya ? She was looking at him in pure shock, with a strawberry between her lips, half in half out. It was then that he realized he had laughed out loud. Somehow, it felt good. He felt light. Asad smiled.

"Zoya, agar aap ko zyada taqleef na ho to kuch humaare liye bhi baaqi rakhiyega !" ("Zoya, if you don't mind, do keep some for the rest of us !") he teased her to change the topic. Still in awe of what happened, none of the four noticed the fact that Asad had called her 'Zoya'. In front of everyone. And so casually as if he did it everyday.


oOo


Later at night, Zoya heard another knock at her door as she lay aross her bed on her tummy, her legs folded from the knees and ankles crossing and uncrossing up in the air.

"Arre phoophi, kitni baar batau aapko knock karne ki koi zarurat nahi hai ? Aa jaaiye na andar !" ("Oh phoopi, how many times should I tell you that you don't need to knock ? Come right in !") she said, without turning.

"Miss Farooqi ?" Asad called out softly, making her turn. In a flash, she shifted to a sitting position. "M-Mr. Khan ?"

"Kya main ?" ("May I ?") He gestured asking if he could enter.

"Haan - haan of course !" stuttered Zoya, wondering which experiment of hers had he come to know about now whilst bracing herself for the scolding she was sure was coming.

So naturally, she was surprised when he came inside and stood silent, looking here and there, hands at his back. So typical Jahapana.

"Mr.Khan, aapko kuch kaam tha kya ?" ("Mr.Khan, did you want something ?") she asked, confused.

"Haan vo..here" he extended his hand, not finding words to express himself.

Zoya took the large box from his hands and frowned at him. He gestured her to open it.

"A...gift ? For you.." There was visible uncertainty in his stance and voice.

Zoya opened the box slowly, wondering what could be inside. Mr. Khan bought a gift for her ? AND came to give it to her ? How could that be ? Wasn't he unable to express himself ? Emotionally challenged ? What could it be ?

Zoya lifted the frame from the box. A lone drop of salt-water fell on the frame, making them both aware that she was crying. He sat down beside her on the bed.

"Y-ye..?.. aap..? ..kai-kaise-?" ("Th-this..?..y-you..?...h-how ?") she looked at him and back at the picture in the frame, completely bewildered. The 32 x 50 inch frame contained a beautiful photo of a 2-year-old Zoya in her Ammi's arms, holding her pallu and giving a big goofy smile showing off her new teeth. Ammi looks beautiful. And in a little 7 x 11 inset was a photo of her with her arms around Dilshad's shoulders, one cheek against Dilshad's and Dilshad's hand on the other. Both of them were smiling widely, showing off their teeth. And so does phoophi.

"Kal aapke jeeju se baat hui thi. VISA office ne unhe contact kiya tha so he was worried. Unhe yaqeen dilaya ke sab theek hai, phir baaton baaton mein unhone bataya ke unko ye photo mile thi. Maine unhe tumhari jagah mujhe mail karne ko bola tha." ("I talked to your brother-in-law yesterday. The VISA office had contacted him, so he was worried. I told him and made him believe that everything is alright. Then in between some talks he mentioned that he'd found this photo. I asked him to mail it to me instead of you.")

"Miss Farooqi, maine ise aise frame isliye karvai hai ke aap apni Ammi ko miss na kare, aur saath hi saath aapko ye bhi yaad rahe, ke aapke paas abhi bhi ek maa hai.." ("Miss Farooqi, I got it framed so that you do not miss your mother, and along with that, you always remember that you still have a mother, all is not lost.") said Asad earnestly, looking at her with moist eyes. He may not understand all feelings, but the pain of losing a parent was one he was totally aware of.

Zoya looked at him. She could see her pain reflected in his eyes. She loved this relationship of theirs- It had no name, no definition, no restriction, and yet it was undeniably there. Without a word, without showing it, they always understood each other's pain, and shared it silently. It was beautiful. She wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.

She slid her left hand on the glass of the frame, along her Ammi's picture. At a point, the diamond ring on the third finger of her left hand glistened as the light reflected off it. Zoya hated wearing rings. But she loved wearing this particular one, for the lone reason that it stood tall, proudly stating to the world that she belonged to Asad Ahmed Khan. She hadn't accepted this fact even to herself until now. Now, she was proud to accept it. And she knew that she had been right when she was, as an act, telling Mr.Dhurandar Bhat-bhata-whatever that she was the most luckiest girl in the world. Her Jahapana did not know how to express his feelings through words. So he chose action, upon words. And everyone knows that actions speak louder than words. WAY louder.

She smiled at him, silently thanking him. She wanted to cry. Cry her heart out. She wished she had something she could lean on and just...cry.

Hesitantly, sensing her need to cry, Asad put an arm around Zoya and rubbed her shoulder with his palm. Zoya looked up at him, surprise and gratitude flowing out of her eyes. She rested her head on his shoulder and cried. Cried for her Ammi, cried for her Abbu, cried for the family she could have had. And in the end, she cried for her new family, wondering how she would've missed on all the love and apnapan had she gone to a hostel due to her stupid zid (stubbornness). She could never thank Allah enough for sending her to this house, giving her a mother, a sister and love. Zoya never realised when she dozed off on Asad's shoulder.

Asad looked at her with pride. Despite having so much hurt, so much pain in her heart, all through the day, she smiled. She smiled and made all around her smile. Despite having faced the worst phases in life, she lived, and taught others to live. Despite having seen the ugliest face of life, she preached that life is beautiful, worth living, worth giving another chance.

After a while, he realised that she had dozed off. So, he softly tried to take the frame away without waking Zoya up. In the process, he noticed the sole diamond ring resting on her finger. "What does this mean, Mr.Khan ?!" she had asked. Don't you already know ?" he had wanted to answer. But he did not. He could not. But he was sure she'd understand. She always did.

He smiled slightly as he picked her up and gently lay her on the bed. Her hand refused to let go of his collar, the small unconscious gesture warming his heart to the core. He kissed her forehead and freed his collar softly. Covering her with the blanket, he patted her forehead a couple of times and silently left, not without noticing the slight smile spread over her lips. Nor did he fail to notice the similar smile dancing on his lips as he lay on his bed and fell into a deep peaceful slumber.

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