That was indeed one sort of Diary entry by our Yashji. 😊 Though its his diary, I could agree with some and there are things to disagree too. Some of my favorites from this entry.
The day for me started when Aartiji held on to my hand as I walked away from her. She was asleep and yet sensed my presence and held on to me. That made my heart that was heavy at her ignoring the pictures that I had put up the previous day explode with joy and I sat beside her and confessed all that I felt for her. She was asleep and did not hear me – but that did not bother me a bit! Once I poured my heart out, I felt all warm and fuzzy inside - a feeling of complete contentment. --- Just LOVED these lines 🤗
But Aarthi is not Pari!!! There is something going on here. In fact there has been something going on for a long time. Her going to the Dupeys on Karwa Chauth and then her refusing to tell me she knows my friend P when I bring him over. Ohh well too many things are amiss!!
--- I so want him to connect the dots himself now since Aarthi's delaying is going to affect their family of six. But I think its difficult for him since he trusts her a lot.
What is Aarti hiding from me? She knows I would protect her with my life – I cannot live without her!! I would help her with what is troubling her. Oh can't she be honest with me. -- This is exactly whats running in my mind too. Cant she be honest with him? 😕
Sorry, I'll never accept our Yashji has OCD 😳 and am even ready to fight with him to make him understand that. 😳 😆 But your writing made me to enjoy the below lines too. 👍🏼
And there goes my OCD and moral compulsions into action making me all messed up! I've got a thing about telling the truth... and I know Aarti ain't telling me one and many more! Now this thought has got into me that she is not telling me the truth and this is turning my obsessive mind into loops. I will keep examining everything she says and then repeatedly ask her to be honest to me………….I'll get caught in a rut!! Gosh! this stuff really does stress me out!!
If I did say a lie then I will need to apologize in order to feel like an honest person again. --- You really made so much fun of his genuinity. I am not sure whether I like that. 🤔😆
Now let me think ……….what did the therapist say I should practice when I get these attacks……………..? I need to consult his notes and get back! 😆😆
Enjoyed reading your entry for Yash. Keep writing. 😊
Edited by morris - 12 years ago
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