MOCKERY, MOXIE, MEMORY

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ALERT: LOOONG POST😆

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SIT BACK, READ AND RELAX😍

Nothing fixes a thing so intensely in the memory as the wish to forget it ~ Michael de Montaigne

Each of us is an accumulation of our memories

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose ~ Kevin Arnold

Recalling days of sadness, memories haunt me. Recalling days of happiness, I haunt my memories ~ Robert Brault.

Krishna relives memories flinging pebbles in the water to disperse the images of Prats reflecting in the water'''.all of them happy memories too. Why feel tormented by them when she's the same girl he stalked a crazy man in love. She's the same girl for whom he slit his wrists to get his bauji to agree to the marriage. This is the same girl he called the breath of life, promised to never let her down, will fight for her against the world. So what happened? His perception changed. He forgot to question what he saw and heard like he always did, even after Prats warned him of SDS's plans to topple their marriage. That night he gave Prats a speech on trust he said her declaration of love was the breath he needed, enough for him to trust her. Prats still loves Krishna and yet his trust in her has gone tel lene now. Since when did his blind faith in Prats and everything she said turn to doubt and disbelief? Can Krishna only trust one woman at a time? He switches loyalties back to the mother he knows is capable of vile acts in his heart. He even asked Prats for proof with the kalas. Still the Takur men blamed Prats for SDS's move to set fire to herself to shift attention away from her actions. To this day they continue to say Prats is responsible for her desperate actions. Prats was no where near here when she lit herself up.Krishna knows it but he's turned bayil buddhi recently.

Oh my Lord😲! There is that sad tune again as a dazed Shamu walks the street reliving the moments of accusation and humiliation he just faced from SS . After all these months of repeated humiliating experiences why hasn't Shamu learned a thing or two about how the uncouth Takurs behave? They twist the facts to cover up their own secrets.Shamu arrives home just as Arusi tells Naina it's about time the family stops walking on egg shells around Komal.

You have such a big mouth, you could eat a banana sideways ~ Unknown

You have an open mind and a mouth to match ~ Unknown

Only the liberation of the natural capacity for love in human beings can master their sadistic destructiveness ~ Wilhelm Reich

Komal's idle mind like a radar is always probing for trouble. She spots Prats standing by the window sad and lost in thought. Like her mother she smiles and goes in for the kill ready to dish out taunts. She smirks, approaches her prey and plays the blame game, doing the only thing her mother has imparted her''''the art of taunting those she feels inferior to, the Saxes topping the list. She could be easily learning her A-B-Cs and 1-2-3s instead of looking to make mischief. She curses and blames Prats for setting her mother ablaze. She is the poster child for being authoritative without the facts. What she needs is a wake up call that will snap her out of her immature, bratty behavior in a hurry. Whoever manages to shut her up and shows her to treat everyone with a modicum of respect deserves credit. Prats treats her beastly family far better than Komal does her timid sasural, the Saxes. How did she figure Prats set her mother on fire? She wasn't even present there, SS points a finger at Prats and she runs with it? Sounds like a TV show that spins tales about MKAP.

You are something that someone would only meet in a nightmare ~ Unknown

There's only one thing that keeps me from breaking you in half, I don't want to see two of you around ~ Unknown

Arusi overhears Komal bullying Prats and decides to stop her bhabi's runaway mouth on its tracks. Good thing Arusi also happens to overhear Komal tirade and curse at Prats and steps in to defend her dejected sister. She was right on in arresting Komal's behavior today👏. Who'd want a Takur twit who openly admits to hating Prats continue to stay in the same room and endlessly taunt her. Komal barks at anyone who ignores her or reminds her of her deficiencies, but neither does she care to educate herself even with the basics nor care to treat her sasural with respect.

Arusi tells Komal to back off but the Takur twit is in a mood for a fight. Arusi plays the role she has appointed herself in recently... act like the son in the Sax household and she literally drags Komal out of the room. Lucky for Komal she wasn't flung against a wall. Komal plays the only card she considers adds any value to her in her mind "I am SS's daughter". At the rate the Takurs are going they will soon be the laughing stock of Allahabad and that 's nothing to be proud of. Let's see how much she brags about SS to the Saxes the day her bauji demands Adarsh repay the Rs. 2 lakhs he gave him to get a non-existent job in Dubai. It's about time someone gives her a wake up call and snap her out of her bullying mentality.

What's with Naina shivering🤔😲 and hiding in the kitchen while Arusi tells Komal off for picking on Prats and Adarsh for failing to keep his wife under control.For once Arusi rose to the occasion and spoke what we've wanted someone in the Sax household with a backbone to say to Komal and Adarsh for a while now and it 's about time. She could have said more but let's hope it's coming soon. With Prats out of commission and lost in her own world, Arusi is stepping up and taking matters into her own hands to speak to Baba Jiju about Prats before it's too late. Too many people hinting at the urgency to fix the Kriya marriage before things get out of hand. Having lived at the Niwas with Takurain's approval while she tried to make Prats's life miserable, Arusi got a taste of how the devious mind of Takurain works when it comes to plotting and executing sinister plans. She decides it's time to pay a visit to Jiju Krishna after Shamu returns home humiliated and refuses to divulge the truth about what transpired at the Niwas. But then he is a glutton for punishment and a master at hiding his head in the sand and pretending he can see clearly. Will he ever learn to stand up and give the Takurs a well deserved volley that will stun them and rock them on their heels?😲

I always cherish the initial misconception I had about you ~ Unknown

The more I think of you the less I think of you~ Unknown

Adarsh is proving to be a worthless brother and a useless son these days.😕 Adarsh babu the girl you married to save Prats's marriage is today talking doomsday and trash rubbing salt in her wounds and you hardly heard a word out of Arusi's mouth before you begin to berate her? You throw your sisters to the curbside for a Takur twit whom has been nothing but trouble since she entered your family. How dare you berate the Saxes for not being there for you when you have done zilcho for them in your role as the son of the family and a brother to your sisters.🤪

All but GD and Kesar have lost touch with reality at the Takur's. They saw Takurain set herself ablaze with their own eyes, unless they all need to test their visions they know Prats was nowhere near SDS when she set herself on fire. If one is to be charged with a crime let it be bec' she did it. Why is it Prats's fault that Takurain went cuckoo to cover her own tracks? But truth has a way of outing itself and when the day arrives let's hope Takurain wishes she hadn't go that far to destroy her son's life.

Right now the cards are favoring Takurain's agenda. But soon the winds of change will hurl the dust and debris right back in her face. When that happens she may have learned his mother is never to be trusted every again.

The existence of forgetting has never been proved: We only know that some things don't come to mind when we want them ~ Friedrich Nietzsche

The heart that truly loves never forgets ~ Proverb

Arusi finds Krishna seated in a forsaken place where he is the only man there. She pleads with him to clear his differences with Prats now before things get out of hand and both may have to part ways forever. Give Takurs extra time and they'll find ways to widen the gulf between Kriya.Krishna vents at Arusi for giving him a lecture on listening to Prats when she herself had failed to listen to her sister Prats after SCAM dumped her and she ended marrying KN. Good point Krishna! So you scored a point here. But even while telling off your saali-sahiba you didn't realize you were taking Prats's side at the moment, did you? You can run mister but you can't hide, not when she is your jaan, your life force.

Memory is a complicated thing, a relative to truth, but not its twin ~ Barbara Kingsolver

Krishna tells Arusi to remind Prats she has no place in his house, his life and his memories. Yeah, yeah, Krishna! You can keep repeating that till you go blue in the face but you know its never gonna happen and that got you seeing red at the moment. It's all the better for you and Prats if you stop the nautanki and have a full on heart-to-heart conversation with her soon, one that's long overdue instead of acting out like a toddler having mega meltdowns and terrorizing people around you. Takurs deserve some of it but poor devars T/C being true friends put up with his don't need to take that crap for him. When you jump to conclusions with partial information at your disposal that's unfair to both of you. Loving someone means never letting your ego take charge or giving up on each other but doing what it takes to work things out. So stop the nautanki, be a man, do the right thing and reach out to Prats to work things out. She looks like she's headed for a breakdown these days, after all she only left because you told her to forever get lost.🤔 Impulsive behavior has it's fallout.

It's all in Takurain's favor to shine right now. It's when she thinks she is winning and slips up that the tide will suddenly change course and come back at her like a tsunami😲. When it does she's rue the day for it won't be worth all the hassle and trouble she went to with her plans. While she is gloating within, deeper trouble is brewing underground and when it rises again she'll wish she was deep down on the ocean floor where the sun don't shine.

Preview: Bonfire of Prats's possession lit by Krishna and waxes his tattoo in an attempt to erase it. The hurt runs deep for his love runs deeper. Like his mother Baba always goes to desperate, extreme measures especially when it revolves around Prats. He slit his wrist to force SS to retrack his word and agree to his marriage to Prats. Inspired by his mother who recently torched herself in desperation to divert attention from her evil deeds, Krishna is using a candle to melt the PRATIGYA tattoo on his right arm. Unless he scorches his arm and lives with the scar that wax isn't going wipe out the tattoo.

Self-injurious behavior is an extreme form of cry for help. He is lost without his Babu who walked out on him without a word to him, forgetting he was the one who told her to get lost. Within minutes after SS praises his decision to send Prats packing he seems to have had second thoughts the way he was out of the hospital heading home. Maybe he came with plans to take back his words but Prats had already left leaving him shocked and totally lost and now turning into a lunatic. The Takurs better be ready to face a cuckoo Krishna in the coming days. He feels rejected, angry and too proud at the moment to go back to her, so his macabre behavior may force his bauji or SDS to go back to GH to bring Prats home to save their kooky Krishna from becoming beserk Baba. When realization dawns and the truth shines on him like the morning sun on a summer's day he is going to regret a lot of his actions and thoughts about her in recent days and direct his wrath at his mother and his family. It seems he is about to hit rock bottom soon.

Promo: Takurain gets her wish, Dhaba destroyed, a dream doomed.

Well,well, well! This is just Krishna having a mega tantrum all because his jaan walked out of the Niwas without a word to him after he vented his rage at her in the hospital and told her she has no place in his home, his life or his heart. Little did he think the girl who knew him and his anger would drop him like a rotten potato and walk out of his life, as if their lives together didn't matter at all. It was obvious that the minute SS praised him for his decision to throw Prats out of his life he instantly had second thoughts about it and headed back to the Niwas but not in time to stop Prats from leaving. The shock, pain and hurt he feels when GD tells him Prats had left translates to anger and unable to show his family his inner feelings at the absence of Prats, he is wandering around town finding places he has never been to and sulking on his own.As Oscar Wilde said "Memory... is the diary that we all carry about with us". Krishna wants to be rid of the feelings his mind demands he shed at once, but the heart only knows to feel what is real and is truthful.😳


Don't be shy,😳
I won't pry😃
Do have your say😛
And make my day👏

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Posted: 14 years ago
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Mera, Excellent read, just evolving in it myself...Thanks ton dear...

Pratigya worries me a lot, iam so scared with her moun vrat... dunno what is going on her head, Poor girl...😭

Both K n P r doing the extremes...💔

though i like Arushi Komal cat fight, i found Arushi like a barking dog, a little OTT... but she was good with her Jiju ji...

K is a way too complicated character n Ahaan is just living the character... I felt he lost weight n black circles around his eyes...Just perfect to the core...he became red with anger n hurt... and what to say abt his voice modulation whn he spoke abt P's walkout... the only remedy for him is Prats n Prats only...
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Posted: 14 years ago
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wonderful post chechy.. i feel they both r gng to hit rock bottom soon... bt whr wud have prats gone missing?
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Mera - I loved you post - great attention to detail as always and thought provoking too.
So much to say and so little time...
For now I have to hand it to both the makers and the actors for the excellent job they are doing to keep us conphujed...
one minute I'm with P all the way...
next minute I see something about K that in my anger for him earlier on I missed...did he have a point? Its clear to me now having seen a bit of the rpi y'day that he did not expect P to leave, but then if I put my "reasonable person" hat on, without for one minute considering the matter subjectively knowing K and the extremes of his love and anger, the question has to be why not? He himself told her to leave - now she has called his bluff, what are the grounds for complaint?
"Ee hui na agyakaari biwi" - suddenly takes on a whole new different meaning...
Argh!!!!
This is the MKAP everyone wanted back, cutting edge, thought provoking, real and empathetic... and it looks like for now we have it!
Loving it all!
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Originally posted by: kEEnkEEn

Mera - I loved you post - great attention to detail as always and thought provoking too.

So much to say and so little time...
For now I have to hand it to both the makers and the actors for the excellent job they are doing to keep us conphujed...
one minute I'm with P all the way...
next minute I see something about K that in my anger for him earlier on I missed...did he have a point? Its clear to me now having seen a bit of the rpi y'day that he did not expect P to leave, but then if I put my "reasonable person" hat on, without for one minute considering the matter subjectively knowing K and the extremes of his love and anger, the question has to be why not? He himself told her to leave - now she has called his bluff, what are the grounds for complaint?
"Ee hui na agyakaari biwi" - suddenly takes on a whole new different meaning...
Argh!!!!
This is the MKAP everyone wanted back, cutting edge, thought provoking, real and empathetic... and it looks like for now we have it!
Loving it all!



We really need an TAKING A BOW emoticon here on IF😃😉. Mr. Behll is stealing the show and letting the viewers why Krishna is the best character on SP with a huge fan following. In the midst of his angry outburst those few seconds of expressing the hurt and disbelief that Prats who promised never to leave him actually walked out on him was a PERFORMANCE PAR EXCELLENCE. It got you as a viewer in that moment.

What we are left with now is 🤔😕 at the moment. On the one side Prats left bec' he told her to and she claims to have seen hatred in his eyes even if she were to discount his anger. On the other side he never expected her to misread his outburst and walk out on him knowing he'd fall apart without her.

So who takes the first step towards reconciliation? The scores after three rounds 🥳

Shamu from Team P rushed (PROACTIVE) to SS from Team K to ask for his help
(COUNTERACTIVE)
as elders to help K and P work it out before the misunderstanding festered further. Team K throws member of Team P out.

Komal from Team K
(COUNTERACTIVE) verbally attacks P directly (PASSIVE) but Team P member Arusi comes to the rescue. Team P fends off Team K's attack

Arusi from Team P (PROACTIVE) directly address K himself (PASSIVE), he rejected outright with a warning that P not dare to show her face to him ever😲. Will Arusi relay this to P at all or will she write it off as words spoken in the heat of anger and set it aside? We also have Komal from Team K (though she lives with Team P) directly attack P with cruel words going purely on heresay like she always does. Arusi came to P's rescue. Team P member has no response to K's outburst.

So far it's Team P down 0-3. Let's see where this goes now.🤔

It appears Krishna is set to get COUNTERACTIVE in the coming days.



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Posted: 14 years ago
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ohh mera chechy u shud do the score tally thing after each attack, to see how its gng.. n ask mods to make it sticky until they reunite... sorry not trying to b insensitive to the situation hea...
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Meera di... Loved your post..

AB stole the epi yesterday.. and I thoroughly enjoyed Arushi's dialogues as well finally someone to put Komal in her place.. I have to say though K was excellent the anger and pain was accurately portrayed and the sudden softening of this tone when he stated P left without telling him and like a child in anger he proclaimed fine let her go.. I could even hear him say if she can live without me so can I !!!.. He will come to his senses soon enough because we all know he can't live without her !!

One could really feel his pain.. and at that point it became obvious he never expected her to leave him.. although I understand P as well she left due to his harsh words and also because she no longer saw the trust and faith in his eyes for her anymore...

Anyways P was quite good as well I wonder if she will erupt because she seems to be keeping all of her pain inside of her... it's only a matter of time before she is forced to react !!

I am eagerly waiting to see what finally triggers K to doubt his mother because atm he refuses to see anything a part from what he wishes to see.. more specifically what Amma shows him.. the pre cap was disturbing but K has always been a man of extremes that seems to be an issue this track will tackle the importance of a balanced judgment in relationships..

I am just loving this show once again.. that excitement is back !!



Edited by Binny1247 - 14 years ago
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Awesome post Mera...

both P and K are going to extremes... neither of them is using their brains right now... each is hung up in his / her hurt feelings and flashbacks... each in their own hell... K all angry and violent... P all sad and quiet... 💔

Looking at the current scenario... I don't think reconcilation is going to happen any time soon...
MKAP is back to its edge-of-the-seat avatar... but this kind of heartbreaking track I can do without...

When will P and K hit rock bottom...and acknowledge that they cannot wipe out the other from their heart and soul... when they do, what will be each one's next move...
I sure the CVs will come up with something which no one has thought of...




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Posted: 14 years ago
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Originally posted by: kriya_sruthi

ohh mera chechy u shud do the score tally thing after each attack, to see how its gng.. n ask mods to make it sticky until they reunite... sorry not trying to b insensitive to the situation hea...



I am going to keep tally of this scoreboard like rounds at the boxing/wrestling matches. Let's see who concedes. I am leaning towards Krishna at the moment for he is the one protesting too much. Also PBJ has to happen ... Krishna is the one who can't live without his jaan.
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Posted: 14 years ago
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Binny and a_uma😃

I am loving this track...the best part of a romance is always the misunderstandings that arise due to their own actions or by other influences pointing to the flaws and weakness in the foundation of the marriage/relationship. I am always fascinated to see how the two loving people can fall apart at the silliest or gravest problem that presents itself but come what may their hearts lead them back to each other. There is no greater power in the world than love and when there is even an ember or spark of it left it can light up their worlds once again. This is the part in the story that I love reading in romance novels.😳

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