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Shiv came home carying his daughter in his arms. he hought he will be happpy to see everyone in the house. the thought sharing his sorrows with everyone in the house made his saddness ease off a bit. his expression changed. he could not believe that someone could be so shameless. he felt anger building up in him. he wanted to strangle that neck. the need of wanting to kill was so strong. his expression released only anger and lots of it. everybody saw his expression changing. they followed his gaze then found gauri standing near the stairs. evrybody was worried about what was yet to come. gauri quickly ran upstairs not looking back for a second as if she stayed there anymore shiv's wish of killing her will come true. as soon as she disappeared from the site shiv felt his anger lessening. he went forward and bent down to take dadi's ashirwad and gave varni his daughter to dadi. dadi took hold of her and kissed her and kissed shiv of the forehead. he then went through all the elders taking everybody's ashirwad. everybody was happy to have him back. shiv felt that the elders dada dadi chachi papa was a hesitant of him he knew why. it was all because of that girl. he hated the side of her. if he had a choice he would have thrown her out long ago. shiv took hold of varni and started walking toward his room wondering if that witch would be there. he wnated to talk about ipshita but none of the elders was interested. they hated her, his ipshita, his love, the only person who was good enough for him, the only person whom he truely loved. his loved one hated the person he loved so much because of that gauri. shiv stoped half way in the stairs. "me nahi chahta ke gauri mere yaa meri beti ke kareeb aye. I HATE HER. agar us ne meri beti ko choa bhi to mujhse bura koi na hoga......" before he could complete his sentence dadi spoke. " shiv tumne humesha us ko galat sumjha. tumne us ke saath bura kiya magar badle me yeh expect mat karo ke o tumhare saath kuch bura karegi wo aisi nahi hai shiv. tumhare saaath rehna kiya tumhari shakal dekhna wo pasand na kare. wo yahan sirf humari wajah se hai." "agar me us ke saath koi rishta nahi rakhna chahta to kis haq se is ghar me hai. BALA BAN KE HUMARE SIR PE KYUN MANDRA RAHI HAI. USKI......" his sentence left incomplete because of his daughter. varni was sleeping but woke up because of shvi's shouting. "shiv beta to apne room me ja aram kar." shiv went to his room he made varni sleep. then went on to take a shower. nikhila "app sab ko usse kuch dekhna acha nahi lagta jab bhi wo khush hotahai uski khusi me app sab grahen laga dete hain. sabse bara grehen gauri hai. kala saya ban ke mandrati hai shiv ki zindagi me." mahen spoke "nikhila tum gauri ke bare me kuch na kaho to behter hai. gauri yahan meri marzi se hai. or agar tum ne us ke khilaf kuch bhi kaha to mujh se bura koi na hoga." shiv came out of the shower to see varni up crying. he went to her took her in his arm. he gently pat her back to makeher quiet again. varni fell asleep shiv puts her to bed. and closed the light. he laid there beside her. thinking about ipshita. he remember how he was forced to get merried to gauri and how much he loved ipshita.
FLASHBACK
shiv was sitting opposite ipshita in a resturant.
shiv "ipshita tumhe pata hai me tum se bohot pyar karta hai or yeh bhi janta hoon ke tum mujhe mujh se ziyada pyar karti ho. lakin meri eik baat samujhe me nahi atti ke tum mujeh se pyar kyun karti ho."
ipshita " shiv me tum se pyar nahi karti. koi bewakoof hi tum se pyar karta hoga. meri to samujh me nahi ata ke log zara se dosti ko pyar kyun samujh lete hain."
shiv "ipshita yeh tum kiya keh rahi ho tum mujhe se pyar nahi karti. to phir tum mere bare me itna sochti kyun ho. tumhe kaise meri har choti se choti zaroorat ka pata chal jata hai. yeh pyar nahi to aur kiya hai"
ipshita laughs."shiv tum bhi na har baat ko itna serious le lete ho apna chehra dekho kis tarhan bujh gaya hai bilkul bache ho tum. i love you shiv more than anything in the world more than anyone in the world you know me better than nyone have or ever will. shiv i promise you ke me jab tak zinda hon tumhare saath rahon gi or mar ke tumhari yadoon me. shiv me sirf tumhari ban ke jiyon ke tum mujhe milo ya nahi. me sirf tumhari hoon."
shiv smiled at that he knew ipshita loved him alot and there was truth in what she said. they sat there for while and talked about lots of things mostly about their future. then shiv dropped her home and came back to his. he saw his mother tense. he walked upto her.
shiv "hey mom whats the problem. koi baat hoi hai kiya app is tarhan kyun bethi hai."
nikhila. " shiv gauri ki studies khatum ho gayi hain. or shiv mahen chahte hain ke abb tum dono ki shaddi kar di jaye. me ne unko bohot sumjhane ki koshish ki lakin wo nahi manay. pata nahi kiya jadoo kiya hai us neech ne in par. un ko to har taraf wohi dikhayi deti hai. bas us ki hi khushiyan maani rakhti hai. pata nahi wo kyun nahi samujhte ke wo sirf or sirf on ke pasion ke peeche hain."
shiv stared at her with anger. he could not believe that his dad is still wanting him to marry her.
shiv " mom me aisa nahi kar sakta me sirf or sirf ipshita se pyar karta hoon. mujeh us larki se nafrat hai me us se khabhi shadi nahikaroon ga. me abhi dad se baat karta hoon." saying this he left the room. nikhila juyst kept looking at him. even she did not want her to be his wife. she was froma middle class family and ipshita was froma rich family. she would not come with property but ipshita will that is why she wanted her son to marry ipshita.
shiv knocked and entered mahen's room.
shiv " dad mujhe app se zaroori baat karni hai. me wo ahi karta jo ap chahte hain. me gauri se shadi nahi kar sakta me kiss or ko pasand karta hon. mujhe us larki se nafrat hai me khabhi bhi us ka nahi ho sakta. dad please app meri shadi us se na karein."
mahen angry. "shiv tumhari shadi gauri se hi hogi me ne us ke bap ko marte hoe wada kiya tha ke us gauri ki shadi sirf or sirf tumhare saaath hogi. me apne wade ko kaise tor doon. tum se ziyada mujeh apni zuban pyari hai or shadi to tumhe gauri se hi karni pare gi. nahi to me tumhe apni zindagi se apni property se bedakhal kar doon ga. decision is yours kiya chahiye tumhe. no use fighting me son hoga to wohi jo me chahta honso better accept it."
shiv argued with him more but mahen did not change his mind. he left the room.
for a couple of days whenever shiv saw gauri he felt rage building inside him. he wanted to killl her or do such a thing taht everyone would hate her. his wedding date with gauri was fixed he did not know what he could do. he thought about ipshita how hard it would be on her. he went to his mum's room.
shiv " mom me kiya karon me gauri se shadi nahi kar sakta. me ipshita ko nahi chor sakta ma. wo meri zindagi hai. me us se bohot pyar karta hon."
nikhila looked at him for a minute then told him to get up.
shiv " but mom hum kahan ja rahe hain"
nikhila " tum chalo."
shiv went along with nikhila they stopped at ipshita's to pick her up. nikhila took them to a court.
nikhila "me chahti hon ke tum iphsita se shadi kar lo gauri se shadi karne se pehle. me nahi chahti ke mera beta apne pyar se mehrom rahe. tumhari shadi sirf ipshita se hogi gauri se nahi. agar ho bhi jaye to wo na jaiz kehlaye gi."
ipshita and shiv was happy with the plan. they did a court marriage and also took the pheras in mandir. ipshita was now legally shiv's wife. they went to their farm house for their suhag raat. shiv felt as if he had everything in the world.
they went into teh farm house.
ipshita " wow shiv it is so beautifull. shiv tumhe pata hai me is duniya ki sab se lucky larki hon jis ko tum jaisa saathi mila. me ajj tak tumse pyar kart thi. app se me tumhari pooja karon gi. pehle me tumhara pyar thi ajj biwi hoon. shiv tum ne mujhe is duniya ka sab se haseen toa diya hai. me tan se man sirf tumhari hoon."
shiv "ipshita me bhi tum se bohot pyar karta hon or us ki sab se bari nishani yeh ke ajj me tumhare samne khara tumhara pati ban ke."
shiv carried her to the bedroom. they had gone for dinner before. shiv wanted to stay with ipshita so his mum arranged it for them. shiv was out of the house most of teh ime so no one would have questioned.
once in the bedroom. shiv took hold of her delicate waist. it felt tiny in his strong hands. he pulled her to him and she came willingly. tonight was their suhag raat. their bed was covered with rose petals which meant that nikhila had arranged it for them. shiv kissed her with intensity. then broke the kiss. shiv looked at her then spoke.
"i promised you we'd have this time, promised my self as well"
slowly he brushed her hair back from her face. "i promise not to rush you." carefully he cupped her face into his palms and tilted it toward him so there was nothing in her line of vision but him, nothing but shiv. "i promise to take care of you" his frehead rested on hers and he soflty rolled it to sie to side. "i'll care for like you've never been cared for before."
her focus cented on his lips as he spoke, conentrating as much on how he said the words as on what he said. "and you have my promise taht for all the days we have left, i will cherish you."
then he kissed her and she believed him. he slipped an arm under her knees and lifted her off the feet and made his way to bed. he put her down carefully. she watched shiv loosen his tie. the designer-silk knot slipped over his head and landed on a dark chair. watching him pull the shirt out of his waistband. she saw his bare chest. an arge of touching him crept up she moved her fingers to touch him he allowed. he could feel her warm hands on his chest giving him pleasure. he pulled off her saree. she helped. they admired each other all night. it was their night. they were married. the thought of her being his drove him mad. he loved her. and he wanted to show it to her. he made sweet love to her all night and fell a sleep. ipshita resting on his chest. it was dawn.
they woke up in the morning. shiv kissed her good morning. he went to take a shower not forgtting to offer her. which she refused shyly. he loved the sight of her. while he was in shower she made breakfast. once he came out she went in and was quicker than him. they had breakfast. shiv sweet talk her. then he dropped her home promising her that he will come back. little he knew it was the time already. time for his wedding with gauri. he went home and got a shock.
hi everyone i am back with yet another ff. hopefully you will like it. i thank sumana for giving me this wonderfull idea. so half of the credit goes to her. yaar RD i tried writing the way you did for killing me softly. but i can't do it. i think there are kids around so shouldn't go that far. although i had hot ideas about it. but i don't think i can go all the way. sumana dear this one is for you
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part5 cont.... page8
part7 page12
part8 page 14
part9 page16
part10 page19
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part12 page24
part13 page27
part14 page28
part15 page31
part16 page34
part17 page37
part18 page39
part19 page42
part20 page43
part21 page46 05/04/07
part22 page27 07/04/07
part23 page50 09/04/07
part24 page53 11/04/07
part25 page59 14/04/07
part26 page68 18/04/07
part27 page75 15/06/07
part28 page80 22/06/07
part29 page82 05/07/07
part30 page85 10/07/07
part31 page87 25/07/07
part32 page89 3/08/07
part33 page91 12/08/07
FLASHBACK
shiv was sitting opposite ipshita in a resturant.
shiv "ipshita tumhe pata hai me tum se bohot pyar karta hai or yeh bhi janta hoon ke tum mujhe mujh se ziyada pyar karti ho. lakin meri eik baat samujhe me nahi atti ke tum mujeh se pyar kyun karti ho."
ipshita " shiv me tum se pyar nahi karti. koi bewakoof hi tum se pyar karta hoga. meri to samujh me nahi ata ke log zara se dosti ko pyar kyun samujh lete hain."
shiv "ipshita yeh tum kiya keh rahi ho tum mujhe se pyar nahi karti. to phir tum mere bare me itna sochti kyun ho. tumhe kaise meri har choti se choti zaroorat ka pata chal jata hai. yeh pyar nahi to aur kiya hai"
ipshita laughs."shiv tum bhi na har baat ko itna serious le lete ho apna chehra dekho kis tarhan bujh gaya hai bilkul bache ho tum. i love you shiv more than anything in the world more than anyone in the world you know me better than nyone have or ever will. shiv i promise you ke me jab tak zinda hon tumhare saath rahon gi or mar ke tumhari yadoon me. shiv me sirf tumhari ban ke jiyon ke tum mujhe milo ya nahi. me sirf tumhari hoon."
shiv smiled at that he knew ipshita loved him alot and there was truth in what she said. they sat there for while and talked about lots of things mostly about their future. then shiv dropped her home and came back to his. he saw his mother tense. he walked upto her.
shiv "hey mom whats the problem. koi baat hoi hai kiya app is tarhan kyun bethi hai."
nikhila. " shiv gauri ki studies khatum ho gayi hain. or shiv mahen chahte hain ke abb tum dono ki shaddi kar di jaye. me ne unko bohot sumjhane ki koshish ki lakin wo nahi manay. pata nahi kiya jadoo kiya hai us neech ne in par. un ko to har taraf wohi dikhayi deti hai. bas us ki hi khushiyan maani rakhti hai. pata nahi wo kyun nahi samujhte ke wo sirf or sirf on ke pasion ke peeche hain."
shiv stared at her with anger. he could not believe that his dad is still wanting him to marry her.
shiv " mom me aisa nahi kar sakta me sirf or sirf ipshita se pyar karta hoon. mujeh us larki se nafrat hai me us se khabhi shadi nahikaroon ga. me abhi dad se baat karta hoon." saying this he left the room. nikhila juyst kept looking at him. even she did not want her to be his wife. she was froma middle class family and ipshita was froma rich family. she would not come with property but ipshita will that is why she wanted her son to marry ipshita.
shiv knocked and entered mahen's room.
shiv " dad mujhe app se zaroori baat karni hai. me wo ahi karta jo ap chahte hain. me gauri se shadi nahi kar sakta me kiss or ko pasand karta hon. mujhe us larki se nafrat hai me khabhi bhi us ka nahi ho sakta. dad please app meri shadi us se na karein."
mahen angry. "shiv tumhari shadi gauri se hi hogi me ne us ke bap ko marte hoe wada kiya tha ke us gauri ki shadi sirf or sirf tumhare saaath hogi. me apne wade ko kaise tor doon. tum se ziyada mujeh apni zuban pyari hai or shadi to tumhe gauri se hi karni pare gi. nahi to me tumhe apni zindagi se apni property se bedakhal kar doon ga. decision is yours kiya chahiye tumhe. no use fighting me son hoga to wohi jo me chahta honso better accept it."
shiv argued with him more but mahen did not change his mind. he left the room.
for a couple of days whenever shiv saw gauri he felt rage building inside him. he wanted to killl her or do such a thing taht everyone would hate her. his wedding date with gauri was fixed he did not know what he could do. he thought about ipshita how hard it would be on her. he went to his mum's room.
shiv " mom me kiya karon me gauri se shadi nahi kar sakta. me ipshita ko nahi chor sakta ma. wo meri zindagi hai. me us se bohot pyar karta hon."
nikhila looked at him for a minute then told him to get up.
shiv " but mom hum kahan ja rahe hain"
nikhila " tum chalo."
shiv went along with nikhila they stopped at ipshita's to pick her up. nikhila took them to a court.
nikhila "me chahti hon ke tum iphsita se shadi kar lo gauri se shadi karne se pehle. me nahi chahti ke mera beta apne pyar se mehrom rahe. tumhari shadi sirf ipshita se hogi gauri se nahi. agar ho bhi jaye to wo na jaiz kehlaye gi."
ipshita and shiv was happy with the plan. they did a court marriage and also took the pheras in mandir. ipshita was now legally shiv's wife. they went to their farm house for their suhag raat. shiv felt as if he had everything in the world.
they went into teh farm house.
ipshita " wow shiv it is so beautifull. shiv tumhe pata hai me is duniya ki sab se lucky larki hon jis ko tum jaisa saathi mila. me ajj tak tumse pyar kart thi. app se me tumhari pooja karon gi. pehle me tumhara pyar thi ajj biwi hoon. shiv tum ne mujhe is duniya ka sab se haseen toa diya hai. me tan se man sirf tumhari hoon."
shiv "ipshita me bhi tum se bohot pyar karta hon or us ki sab se bari nishani yeh ke ajj me tumhare samne khara tumhara pati ban ke."
shiv carried her to the bedroom. they had gone for dinner before. shiv wanted to stay with ipshita so his mum arranged it for them. shiv was out of the house most of teh ime so no one would have questioned.
once in the bedroom. shiv took hold of her delicate waist. it felt tiny in his strong hands. he pulled her to him and she came willingly. tonight was their suhag raat. their bed was covered with rose petals which meant that nikhila had arranged it for them. shiv kissed her with intensity. then broke the kiss. shiv looked at her then spoke.
"i promised you we'd have this time, promised my self as well"
slowly he brushed her hair back from her face. "i promise not to rush you." carefully he cupped her face into his palms and tilted it toward him so there was nothing in her line of vision but him, nothing but shiv. "i promise to take care of you" his frehead rested on hers and he soflty rolled it to sie to side. "i'll care for like you've never been cared for before."
her focus cented on his lips as he spoke, conentrating as much on how he said the words as on what he said. "and you have my promise taht for all the days we have left, i will cherish you."
then he kissed her and she believed him. he slipped an arm under her knees and lifted her off the feet and made his way to bed. he put her down carefully. she watched shiv loosen his tie. the designer-silk knot slipped over his head and landed on a dark chair. watching him pull the shirt out of his waistband. she saw his bare chest. an arge of touching him crept up she moved her fingers to touch him he allowed. he could feel her warm hands on his chest giving him pleasure. he pulled off her saree. she helped. they admired each other all night. it was their night. they were married. the thought of her being his drove him mad. he loved her. and he wanted to show it to her. he made sweet love to her all night and fell a sleep. ipshita resting on his chest. it was dawn.
they woke up in the morning. shiv kissed her good morning. he went to take a shower not forgtting to offer her. which she refused shyly. he loved the sight of her. while he was in shower she made breakfast. once he came out she went in and was quicker than him. they had breakfast. shiv sweet talk her. then he dropped her home promising her that he will come back. little he knew it was the time already. time for his wedding with gauri. he went home and got a shock.
hi everyone i am back with yet another ff. hopefully you will like it. i thank sumana for giving me this wonderfull idea. so half of the credit goes to her. yaar RD i tried writing the way you did for killing me softly. but i can't do it. i think there are kids around so shouldn't go that far. although i had hot ideas about it. but i don't think i can go all the way. sumana dear this one is for you
part1 page1
part2 page3
part3 page4
part4 page6
part5 page7
part5 cont.... page8
part7 page12
part8 page 14
part9 page16
part10 page19
part11 page21
part12 page24
part13 page27
part14 page28
part15 page31
part16 page34
part17 page37
part18 page39
part19 page42
part20 page43
part21 page46 05/04/07
part22 page27 07/04/07
part23 page50 09/04/07
part24 page53 11/04/07
part25 page59 14/04/07
part26 page68 18/04/07
part27 page75 15/06/07
part28 page80 22/06/07
part29 page82 05/07/07
part30 page85 10/07/07
part31 page87 25/07/07
part32 page89 3/08/07
part33 page91 12/08/07
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