FF:Diary of Gauri Kapoor(Day10/PG8)Baby

Hi All decided to write a new FF.

It's about what is currently happening in the Kapoor house with Gauri and how she is feeling…..I'm going to write in a Bridge Jones style…..

I am going to begin from when IQ has left the show……

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Day 1

Wow what can I say? I am so glad that we are back in Mumbai….Kolkatta was just a big rollercoaster ride…You know just when the ride slows down and you think it's going to stop but you get a sudden jerk and your off again that was Kolkatta in a nut shell……

Shiv got kidnapped, I was so scared and frighten as I saw the bomb squad disarm the bomb my heart never raced so much at one moment is was going to stop…….but all ended well but not for long….

Shiv got involved in a rape scandal if it had not been for Ipshita lying in court I would never have my Shiv back with me….At first I was total angry and heartbroken by what she had said but Aunpam told me the truth. Boy did I feel very childish for thinking that their was something going on between them, I mean Shiv would never do anything like that because he loves me….Ok he has not said it but I know deep down he does……I apologised to both of them…I total understand that a man need more than a wife in his life. He also needs a good friend and I am happy he has a friend like Ipshita…….I kind of blamed myself for the whole incident as when I dropped of his luggage at the hotel he did ask me in around about way to stay with him but I told him I wanted to with my family. I know was being selfish as I want to sleep in my own bed and if I stayed at the hotel I would be on the floor again…..Next time I'm never going to leave him alone again!!!

When we came home we discovered that Shayaal auntie has discover the truth and had left the house….as usual me and Dadi went to talk to her and brought her back home. Poor Vivaan was really upset in fact everyone was Bada Papa was furious and threw him out of the house……I gave him a piece of my mind too I felt as a daughter in law of the house it was duty to say something. Shiv and Ipshita were present..…

I really hope Ipshita accepts Anupam proposal of marriage, as he loves her so much. I must admitted I am a little jealousy as Aunpam is so romantic and wish Shiv was too…..

On another note and I know this may sound stupid but there something about Shiv that is different…I can't put a finger on it???…..I was a little embarrassed by him in Kolkatta he walked out of the house in jeans and a bright red shirt…he looked like a film actor wannabe…. lately he is wearing such tight fitting clothes which don't flatter him at all. We look so odd together I mean I wearing my expensive sari's and he wearing jeans and looking a little scruffy……Must suggest we go shopping tomorrow……. I am going to thank Devi Ma for protecting Shiv tomorrow at the mandir in the morning…..

He fast asleep at the moment and I am feeling a little tired to………good night

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Hope you guys like the first part???

Kat 😉

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pretty interestin....
i like the way she talks about shiv's clothes... 😆 😆

coooool.....
so v r talking abt the things we dnt like abt yash???? 😉
but i prefer to imagine iqbal in the place of yash

i think this diary is going to b fun to read....... 😊 😊
continue soon

👏 👏 👏 , kat honey continue, I am looking forward to this, our own bridget jones...edge of reasoning kinda a diary(thats exactly where gauri is - stupid girl lost all her reasoning)... ....like the wannabe actor bit 👏 ..
I want darcy.........Just Kidding, continue as you are...
👏 👏 👏 welldone

Day2

There is definitely something wrong with Shiv I really had to persuade him to take me shopping, normal he used to call me up and then I would meet him at the office and we went shopping….We always went once a week but this morning I really had a challenge getting him to go….I was happy when he finally agreed because I was tired of wearing the same sari's again and again…I picked some clothes for him to wear too…I remembered when he showed me how to use the ATM machine and promised me my own credit card but I am still waiting….It's not like before as this time he cringed when he paid the bill…I have a feeling that he over spent his budget on something else or someone else….What am I say someone else? He must have spent it on the hotel bill and legal expenses back in Kolkatta yep that must be it…

We all went to Aunpam book launch and I really had a good time….I danced with Shiv and could have spent the whole night in his arms…..I so glad I picked out his clothes to wear this evening…….He looked dashing a little like his old self!!!!

Big surprise of the evening was Ipshita's and Anupam's announcement. How so in love they are with each other…. just like Shiv and me!!!…

I was a little upset with him tonight as he left the party without me….sometime I do wonder what goes on in his head at times….I was so embarrassed as everyone looked at me I could tell what they were all think "Why don't you know where your husband is?". Luckily Vivaan and Shayla auntie wanted to leave the party early and I decided to join them…what else could I do I did not want to be the third wheel as all the couples danced….

I fell asleep waiting for him on the bed I didn't check what time it was as he walked in and stared at me as I approached him. He looked upset about something but I didn't ask him as he would eventually tell me he always did!….

As I walked towards the door I was so surprised that he took hold of my hand and then blow me away he took hold of me in his arms……As always he surprised me but I was happy as he wanted to hold me…I hugged him back and just melted in his arms……..I guess that was his way of apologising to be for leaving me at the party alone, but I didn't mind he could leave and then come to make up with me with a hug…..I wish we….never mind………may be some day!!!!

Lohri is approaching soon and Dadi has asked me to organise everything I don't mind as I really don't have anything else to do…..As I am waiting to …You know! but lately I am feeling depressed and that is because of Baba and Badi papa's friendship, it's over because of me…..Ipshita walked in and caught me crying so I told her what I was feeling…As well as a good friend to Shiv we have become really close, I know I can always rely on her for anything……
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KAT 😉

Please comment if you want me to carry on!!!

amazing fanfic !!its really different n nice 👏

cat it is very nice please continue but little different from original story becausce original is a crap please try different please. 😳

its really nice KAT,
plz carry it on 😃

plz carry it own...
it seems like it has a looooooooog way ahead....

Day3

I was upset yesterday and didn't feel like writing……

The lohri party was a success and I was happy that Shiv had persuaded Baba to come to the party…..that was the only news that made me happy yesterday…..

Dadi keep assisting that I danced around the lohri fire but I was not in the mood to as I had discover what fate had installed for me, but to keep her happy I did…..I wanted to tell Shiv everything but then I thought of the pain he would feel if he discovered the truth as he loves me so….I hugged him instead the erge to tell him the truth was so strong and I just want to cry….even now writing this entry I am crying……

The reason why I don't want to tell Shiv is because he would be divested when he discovered the truth. That my maker wants to see me and has even fixed the date…Even I can't bear to think about being apart from him. I know he would be hurt and upset but I want to spend my last days with him happily and not depressed. I want to be able to close my eyes looking at him when I leave this world….

He means everything to me and he loves me so much. I know at first when we got married he hated me but he hated me with such passion and loves me with the same passion….If ever he discovered the truth then I don't know how I would be able to handle myself and him….No! Shiv must never know the truth and I will never tell him….Instead I am going lock these magical moments with him in my heart forever………

I thank Devi ma for giving me such a loving husband and family who love me dearly. I will tell no one of what I have learnt and will miss them all, especially my love……

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Day 4

Unable to write in the last couple of days as I had an accident…..

I was about to write, when Shiv walked in the room. He looked tired as he walked over towards the bed. I got up and as usual to make his tea, I swear I did not do anything different in the kitchen. I put the water to boil added the tea, took out the cups I had not realized how my sari caught on fire….If it was not for my hero Shiv I would have meet my maker earlier…. He quickly put out the fire and took hold of me in his arms….that's the second time he has saved me from the fire……..

Everyone was clearly worried as the doctor dressed my wounds…typical Anupam accused me of sabotaging his plans to marry Ipshita…but my hero surprised me when he told everyone that he will take good care of me and make sure nothing happened to me…little does he know that my time to meet my maker is approaching quickly….

Anupam is really excited as Guruji was going to fix up the date for there marriage. I wish I am still around and I'm able to see the wedding…..

Kaaya and Massima came to visit me but Baba never entered the house to see me…that hurt but then I remember his vow to never enter the house. I will go and see him as I know he will be worried….I will suggest it to Shiv and we can go together I would like to spend some time with them before I leave……

He really took good care of me and did everything for me, he combed my hair helped me get dressed and totally looked after me. I was so surprised with his gentle manner, he has taken care of me before but this time it was a little different. I wish I had more time with him, every moment with him is so precious I do wish I had some way of stopping time….so be it what is written is written and no one can change it…my karam are mine alone…..

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Day 5

I still not feeling 100% well try to help Dadi in the kitchen but as usual she did not let me do anything…I remember when we were little she always used to take good care of me I am really going to miss her a lot… I will also miss badi ma to she will always be my mother and I do miss her, ever since the whole kundali fiasco she does not talk to me as much….I know she is feeling really guilt about the whole thing but you know what I forgive her as if it was not for her I would never have such a loving and caring husband like my SHIV….I will try to make amend with her and make an effect as I don't want to hold a grudge against her…OK so I walked into the room when she was telling someone that my time to meet my maker is fixed but she sounded so upset and worried about me…but it's not her fault as it's meant to be……..

I saw the new Shah Rukh Khan advertisement for KBC3 the song has been playing in my head all day "it's just a question of a question", see even now I am humming it. I must say ❤️ SRK is looking dame Hot……Palak switch the channel over to zee tv and there behold was my first ever love Iqbal Khan!!….When I heard his voice I just melted and I dared not to blink as I did not want to miss him….OK I know what you are going to say and that is what about Shiv yes I know I am married woman and total in love with Shiv, but Iqbal was my first ever crush…Ok I never meet the guy but we always had a date at 8:30 on TV….But then it hit me when I first meet Shiv he kind of resembled Iqbal but now I really don't know what men's hair salon he visited in Kolkatta when he got that hair cut as he looks so complete different now….there you go me rambling on as usual about nothing…..Shiv is prefect and belongs to me…..

I swear I think Shiv is reading my diary as he took me to a magical place where heaven and earth meet. I was so impressed and he sat with me all day as we watched the sun setting…I don't know when I fell asleep stupid I know because we were totally alone in a beautiful place and what do I do I fall asleep on the guy…Even now I am kicking myself!! Stupid!!!!…GOD I LOVE HIM SO!!!

I am kind of excited as Anupam and Ipshita engagement is now fixed! Shiv does not look so happy about the whole thing I think he thinks that he is going to loose his best friend….I will try to talk to him and make him understand that Ipshita is totally in love with Anupam and he should be happy that she has someone to share her life with like I have with him….Ok I know my time is coming to an end soon but I love him, I love him, I love him……I can go on and on. Shiv and Gauri forever....❤️...........
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KAT 😉