Arjun SS: Teri Meri love stories Pg 60

This may not be a typical OS but more like thoughts from each of the character in the story...long hoga...boring bhi hoga..errors bhi hoga...pls excuse me... sorry! 😉

please read and comment!

So here it goes...Teri Meri love stories...

From Sakshi's journal...

"You disgust me Sakshi Anand...YOU DISGUST ME!"

He walked away shooting that to her face...He had pinned her to the wall and she shivered due to his glares as he said those words...it hurt her more than a knife...But he was right...She had done a mistake...She had lied to him...to everybody...she had fooled the entire team!

She had acted before him but she didn't feel guilty even after he found out and she didn't know why...She never planned things and everything just happens for her...this lie was also such a instance...she hadn't planned it!

She wanted to get closer to him...get him to be friendlier to her...behave normal to her...She knew that the way she chose wasn't right...It was a short cut route of sympathy to get him to become soft to her...But then, she didn't feel the need to give any reasons or justifications to why she did it...

None demanded a justification too...only Aisha spoke to her once seeing her tears...but those tears weren't because he hurt her or scolded her...It was for her dad...her dad who was in a tug of war between life and death...in a middle state of comma from where a return to life was called a miracle by the doctors who attended on him!

She never showed her tears to anyone...she had been like that always...She always tried her best to wear that smile and spread happiness to all! But sometimes, after a phone call from the doctor or a visit to her dad made her weak and vulnerable...Tears became inevitable at such times...She lost the grip at those weak moments and tears flowed out even unaware of her...

He was different...he never smiled...he never laughed...he never tried to be happy...His stern face was a facade to something more painful and she recognized it in a matter of few days...She knew his past and so she could connect the dots and know what was disturbing him from within...

Seeing him in a state which was no different from hers made her inclined to him...She didn't know the reason but she felt an urge, a sense of responsibility towards him...She wished to see him smile...she wished to see him laugh and play...She wished to make him speak to her...She wanted to make him share his sorrow with her...Call it empathy or whatever...

Even in his insulting words and taunts, she only tried to take the good side of it thinking, "Atleast he said something to me..."

Though the insulting words hurled by him hurt her, she never reacted to it...she just took them in patiently...Was it empathy?...or perhaps something more...

He had taunted her for the lie one or two times but then he let it pass...He was back to his indifference...But his indifference hurt her more than the insults...

It was a new murder case which led to a wider dangerous web of drug peddling...

In the course of interrogating some important links, he said something which kind of seemed pointed to her...he looked at her while saying "aksar log apne pareshaaniyon mein itna ulajh jaate hai ke saamne waale se kuch nahi keh paathey"

She didn't know what that glance meant...It felt new...she just looked away not wanting to let away anything...He had never before looked at her like that! His new attitude confused her!

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"Do you love him?" Aisha ke sawaal ne sab kuch palat ke rakh diya...Sakshi started enquiring her own self..."Do I love him?"

It was during the same case that he saved her again...she knew she had acted silly when she walked in like that and had caused trouble for him...but he never uttered a word or scolded her for that...She was even more confused by his silence!

He just looked at her for a long moment to make sure she was fine and then got up and jumped back into action!

He saved me always...but I never thanked him...perhaps he didn't expect it...He would say that it was his duty to protect her...may be thats true...anyways who am I to him? Just a team member or perhaps nothing at all...My existence in the team was never significant to him!

Kahin dabi dabi si
Kahin chhipi chhipi si thi
Teri meri love stories

Kabhi baarishon me bheegi
Toh mehak uthi teri meri love stories

Kabhi tum aage chal diye
Hum peechhe reh gaye
La la la...

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From Arjun's point of view...

Who is she to me? Why was she bothering me? Why was she interfering? Why did she lie to me and try to gain my sympathy...why did she even grab my attention? Why was I affected so much by her lie?

Questions were many which clouded his mind whenever he thought about her...Well yes atleast to his own self, he had to admit, He did think about her...

It was guilt first that ruled him when he saw her on the hospital bed and then limping and walking on crutches...but then when he found out that she had fooled him, the guilt transformed and multiplied n folds into anger...

He had blasted her that day...He didn't think twice before he did that...Why did he react like that to her? Why did it impact him so much? Why did it anger him so much...Well he didn't know...It was always the extremes that he showed to her...He could never ignore her...and that was the actual truth!

It was a normal morning...Arjun was just walking into the office when he saw her in the conference room...Something was different about her...something terribly wrong...yes he was right...one more keen look to her side and he realized that she was crying...

He had never seen her like this...She was never without a smile...her untimely smiles and laughs annoyed him always... but what was wrong today? Why was she crying?

He had to accept that tears didn't suit her...her smiles always had a charm that could mesmerize anyone...Wasnt that mesmerizing effect and the magic which was making him distance away from her? He didn't want to get closer to her...he didn't want to smile like her...

He believed that it was a sin to smile, laugh and play...Yes he had to grieve lifelong...mourn for Roshni lifelong... he didn't deserve the right to happiness ever in his life...And he feared that she would change him!

Indifference changed into guilt and sympathy when she got hurt due to his plan to send her for an undercover operation...Sympathy was making him closer and casual to her...

But her lie made him return back to his indifferent attitude...but again it was short lived...when he saw her crying, he wanted to go and check what was wrong...he felt an urge to console her and wipe away her tears...

He had even taken a step towards her but he stopped when he saw Aisha coming in through the other door and she took up the task of consoling Sakshi...

They were in serious talk and he didn't want to disturb them...he left them alone and walked into his cabin!

But the entire day, her face with those tears was on his mind and thats why he had hinted about people not opening up on their problems and glanced at her! He had a hidden urge to know what was troubling her!

But he couldn't get to ask her the same directly...obviously, itna attitude leke kaise friendly baat karega Sakshi se...

Perhaps it was due to her worries or whatever reason for her tears that she wandered into the area where firing was happening...

Seeing her again at gun point made him tense...he didn't think twice before jumping to her side and pushing her down so as to save her from the bullet...

He fell on top of her but his hand automatically cushioned around her head so that she wouldn't get hurt...The protective instinct to save her was so intense and strong that he had forgiven and forgotten her lie...and the very fact that she had hurt him by doing that act!

He couldn't stop himself from looking into her pretty eyes for a long moment...but the gun shots snapped him out and he got up!

During the next day, few instances, few clues which led to Sikandar and then the face off with Rathod broke him down literally...he cried out for the first time in years...he felt shattered and totally broken...

That night was the longest one...Roshni's memories were replaying within him and Sameer's accusing words echoed within him too, "tum Sikandar ko Roshni ke mauth ke zimmedhaar maanthe ho par main tumaare ghusse aur paagal pann ko zimmedhaar maantha hoom"

That hurt...that made his heard bleed...because somewhere down the lane, he also felt that Sameer was right and he was the reason for Roshni's death!

He snapped out of his nightmarish trance and then he saw her...she stood at his door step patiently waiting for him to get up...

He didn't look at her a second time but just walked away to the far end enquiring, "tum yahaan kya kar rahe ho?"

She hesitantly walked in and replied, "bas yun hi...was checking ke tum teek ho"

No he wasnt fine and she knew it...he knew it too...

Arjun shrugged off not wanting to let his hair down any day, "mujhe kya hua hai..I am fine"

But his heart was saying something else...he was relieved by her presence there...May be he wanted someone to check on him...perhaps it soothed him...it had a healing effect on his dug up sore wounds...

She realized that there was nothing more to talk and felt that he wouldn't like her hanging on there and try to talk to him...but she wanted to stay on with him for a moment longer...so she enquired, "coffee?"

He hissed and replied, "main coffee nahi peetha Sakshi"

"patha hai...patha nahi phir bhi kyun poocha"

Of course, she knew it...but why did she ask him for coffee today? She didn't know...she was confused!

Her confused reply grabbed his focus...but she didn't wait to disturb him further...she just walked to the door but she wanted to say one more thing..."Arjun" she called and he turned to her side for the first time...she added, "I do believe you"

Was he hoping to hear that from someone? Yes...it really comforted him hearing it from her...the feel that somebody in this word had understood him eased him...That coming from her felt extra special!

He felt relieved a bit! He felt stronger!

He wanted to stop her...call her back...may be wanted to talk to her but he didn't...he couldn't...she walked away...

Kabhi tum aage chal diye
Hum peechhe reh gaye
Kadmon ke woh nishaan
Leharon mein beh gaye

Kabhi bigad bigad bani banke bigad gayi
Teri meri love stories
Kabhi baarishon me bheegi toh
Mehak uthi teri meri love stories
(Teri meri love stories)

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It felt like someone had placed a live wire on her when she heard that Arjun, Aisha and Shree were trying to diffuse a bomb which could blast in a minute's time

She took the liberty and scolded him for taking that risk but he snubbed her saying that he doesn't care about his life...he walked away but her heart beats just stopped its cycle for sometime when she thought about what could have happened just in case...No she couldn't even imagine that...

She didn't know why it hurt her so much...she didn't know and sometimes, it was better not to know...As they say...when we don't know it, it hurts less...shaayad sahi kehte hai...Ignorance is bliss!

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From Aisha's thoughts...

Hearing Sakshi's concern for Arjun sir made me ask "are you in love with him?" as if I am a love guru...

But the truth is we never know ourselves if we are in love...I had asked a million times to myself why am I so concerned about Rathod sir? What makes me gaze at him without a reason? What makes me turn my head to his side oblivious to myself? Why does my heart flutter when he is close to me? Why does his absence make me feel like a lost baby in the crowd?

I haven't got my answers so far...perhaps I will never get them because some things in life aren't to be known...they are to be realized and understood with time...

Our lives seem to be like parallel tracks which always seem to be together but will never get to meet...

May be our profession makes me think that way or was it our own ego and individuality that holds us back...I don't know...I seriously don't know...And I don't know what he thinks about me...does he feel anything at all for me?

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From Sameer's desk...

He has never felt weak before...Seeing her in danger made him realize that he indeed had that trait in him...

He cringed at the flirty remark and felt an urge to break Jojo's bones when he heard the comment on her...It wasnt the first time he felt a sense of security...a possessive feeling towards her...

Once he had forgotten than she was also a cop and scolded her for taking a risky step...Even she was stunned by his concern but both were unknown to what was really brewing between them!

Their casual talks, glances, the coffee breaks were all progressing and a cool friendly relationship was there intact but was it beyond friendship? Was he falling for her? He didn't know neither did he try to question himself and find out...Love was alien to him and so he never knew how it felt to be in love...Will he ever realize what that special feeling is? May be yes sooner or later...

Kabhi tum kehte reh gaye
Kabhi hum chup reh gaye
Woh pal woh lamhe bhi
Yun khaton mein reh gaye
Kabhi barf si jami paani si baras gayi
Teri meri love stories
Abhi baarishon mein bheegi toh mahek uthi
Teri meri love stories

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From Shree's lap top...

She searched for reasons to taunt him...she hunted down chances to pick a fight with him...she called him Specky Sen just to irritate him...He couldn't even stand her presence...He hates her...He hates her to the maximum point of hating someone...but what was beyond that extreme hatred...He didn't know...he never knew what was that which kept him tied to her despite the hatred!

Her absence made him miss her...In the crowd, his eyes strained to get a glimpse of her...when she didn't fight with him, he missed that too...He got bored by her silence and calm attitude...if she behaved indifferently and ignored his presence, he was annoyed! When she was hurt and bleeding, he felt the pain...

Seconds appeared liked hours when she wasnt around him...Though he would never admit, beyond the boundaries of hatred, there was a special feeling...a special place was always reserved for her in his heart!

But yet he didn't realize what that special feeling was!

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Liza's diary...

He always interested her...his attitude, his nerdy looks, his specs, his eyes which always avoided an eye contact with girls...his shyness, his brilliance...everything made her turn towards him...But she hated to admit that she was falling for his charms...She was too head strong to accept that!

She couldn't restrain herself from mocking him...she never missed a chance of taunting him...He always flared up by her but she enjoyed it...

Why only him? She didn't know or perhaps she knew but didn't want to accept it...

Dealing with dead bodies always, perhaps she had only learnt the anatomy of a lifeless heart...She knew the nuances of a lifeless heart but the feelings and emotions which was radiated from a thudding heart...no, she was yet to master that art!

Woh kal tto khwaab hain
Yeh pal tto aaj hain
Iss pal me jeene ki kuch baat hi khaas hai

Iss pal me chhipa ke rakh le aa hum tum
Teri meri love stories
Abhi baarishon me bheegi tto mahek uthi
Teri meri love story
Teri meri love stories
Teri meri love story...

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A small VM to show the essence of this OS:

Direct link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NaUdmN8qLhQ

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All these three couples are already in love or are progressing towards that special relationship but all are equally stubborn and head strong egoistic individuals...

Reasons are many...questions are many...but the realization is not too far as their destinies are already entwined with one another...

All they need is a chance for that and their kismet connection would do the rest!

All they need is one small reason and their love stories would be set forever!

My journal ends with the vision that they would get that chance very soon and Love will happen or the realization of love will happen very soon...

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Journal toh end hogayi but I want to give these couples a fair chance to realize love. usi khoshish mein, I will be writing one or two more parts...

I need not mention that it would be romantic. 😉

But will post only if i get a fair response for this one. No silent reading. SYS?

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Wow chechi
this was yr entry
read it during the contest
locely continue soon

Lovely waiting for the next parts😳

Vidya di you have warned us not to remain silent reader...
But you know I was actually crying reading this story...
I was feeling so numbed that for one minute I thought I will comment later..let me be stable first..
But I am hell scared of your Rawte style SYS...
Di plz continue. ..
All POVs were so good..seems I am hanging on a rope now...
Want to know their future..
So plz continue. ..
Thanks..

Oh that's the greatest news that u r going to continue this story ... Woohoo just loved it yaar ... You explained everyone's POV so well ... Plz-2 update soon... Thanks Vidya :)

Wow...so it was your's...I think it was entry no. 8..right..??..
Yes dear...still I remember..you know why.. 😉

coming to the story..
Its a very interesting and different presentation...
Now you want to continue..thats great...

Actually I didn't expect it was yours...I think its a little different from your
usual style..may be the way of presentation...but its great...you made me speechless..
You are really great dear.. 👏 👏

keep going...