it hurts

i never thought that i will feel this way when i will saw any other actress with barun other than sanaya
i had always liked monaya and appreciated sanuj yet i wished it would b barun in place for anuj but now i while watching the pics of barun wd suzane i so much wanted sanaya at the place of suzane don't know what so wrong wd me that i am becoming si immature but whatever it is it really hurts to see barun with other actresses