
(thanks to -chamkilli-)
part 19
Kushi got back to the reality and escaped from his blocking. Arnav cursed aman and answered his call. Kushi hurriedly wiping the tiny droplets of sweat got into the car. After what had happened, she had a very bad feeling. This is not right. She has to clear many things. What is arnav ji talking about? No he is nothing to me and I shouldn't be anything to him. She tried to calm her heart consoling herself. She clutched her heart panting heavily. Her thoughts were disturbed when arnav got into the car.
Arnav was a little guilty too. He shouldn't have said those things. This is so new to her and he got lost in her and spoke what's in his heart. He can clearly understand what's going on in her mind this is gonna be really tough one for her to bare. Silently he drove the car watching her from the mirror
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The car halted and kushi hurriedly got down. She doesn't want to face him again. She brisked as soon as possible 'her feet rooted to the ground when she heard him
Arnav: kushi wait'
Her lean figure was halted to the ground. He cannot see her face..but she was panting heavily with her pallu clutched tightly in her sari. He cursed himself. What if she never wanted to see him? no..this cannot be happening..He took hurry steps towards her.
Arnav: kushi voh..
Before he could continue kushi faced him and spoke out all in one go
Kushi: dekhiye arnav ji..uss din'kal meine jo kuch bhi kiya..bata nahin kya sochke voh sab'.i donno'im sorry for behaving like that..but please don't misunderstand me..I don't want anything from you and I'm not expecting anything from anyone..bas I was very weak and I was unable to bear tinky missing..please don't take me wrong and I think u should stop thinking too much about it..
Before arnav could figure out and understand she disappeared from there. Yeah she was disturbed..But he don't want to leave her easily..He wants to win his love..His kushi'he smiled lightly and left the place.
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NIGHT AT HOPE
Dinner was done along with the masti of kids. After tinky's kidnap buaji is a bit cool towards the kids. She doesn't want to be mean to them anymore. But it doesn't mean that they can play with her. Everyone retired to their rooms. Buaji was cleaning the kitchen while kushi was sweeping the yard where the kids ate.
Finally buaji retired to her room. After turning off all the lights kushi made her way to the stairs. Suddenly a light or shall I say, reflection fell on her face. And when she observed it was glowing from the ground. Kushi went to the switch board turned on the light. She walked to the place and found a small broken piece of mirror. She took a deep sigh and laughed at herself for thinking it's something else. She was about to throw it but the reflection of her mirror image caught her attention. Hesitatingly she held it to her face to look out at her view...the moments flashed in floods in her mind
Arnav: tumhari aanke'they are like puddles of water, so clear I could see into ur soul..so transparent..so pure..so cute and small
Kushi drew the mirror nearer, so she could see her clear image. The truth is she had never observed herself in the mirror. Actually it doesn't even matter to her how she look. But today for the first time after listening to his description poetically about her eyes a dark shade of red passed through her cheeks occupying her whole face. She saw her eyes..She never imagined that they have a special uniqueness. They were hazel..and expressive..After admiring them for a few minutes she positioned the mirror so she can see her hair strands
Arnav: tumhari baal'.when ur locks fall on ur face..he said pointing at her hair strands'ur locks are like silk in my hands..
Her hands slowly made their way to her tiny hairs falling on her face. Are they really that silky? She sensitively ran her fingers through her hair and a shy smile appeared on her face..His husky toned words echoed in her ears..His comment, compliments, looks flashed in her mind..She was about to continue her act when she felt a soft touch on her shoulder
Kushi jerked but to her relief it was Esther.
Esther: kushi'what are you doing here? You didn't retire to your room??
Kushi stood silently with her eyes low and a mirror in her hand. Esther smiled at her and took the mirror form kushi's palms and smiled again
Esther: looking you in the mirror?? There was no anger in her voice. She knew it, kushi took a very hasty decision. Someday she is gonna regret it.. She Is too young for such a bug sacrifice. And now'things are out of hand
Kushi: voh'mother, actually I found it here..So i'
Esther patted her hair lovingly and replied
Esther: if you start looking you face in the mirror, you'll feel like applying lipstick to Ur lips, feel like applying kajal to your eyes, and a bindhi on ur forehead. Mirror leads to all sort of problems..Not for everyone..Especially nuns like us. That's why mirror is not much used in our convent..i think u can understand what I'm saying..
Kushi nodded her head in approval. Esther smile and placed a kiss on her forehead. Kushi threw the mirror in the garbage bag and moved to her room. She has committed yet another mistake..mistake of depleting from her path'of forgetting her principles. She is too angry on herself..lost in her thoughts she drifted to sleep.
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its been three days again seeing her. He thought to give her some space and also arnav was caught up with an important Japanese deal. He has no time to eat or sleep...he has been working late hours. Now this was easy for shyam to enter into RM secretly. Nani and mammy are busy in satsangs while aakash and payal shifted to US for a deal. Anjali is not allowed to go out more for her care and security. So since two days shyam is visiting anjali secretly. Last night she had informed him that he cannot come because arnav will be completing his deal. So this is his last day to make his plan to action
it was evening. Anjali was resting on her bed listening to her favorite music. Mami and nani left to the satsangs prayers in different temples. After they left she had sent hari prakash away giving him a leave forcibly. Little she didn't knew that nani did not leave along with mami as she is having a terrible head ache. Anjali locked herself in her room for which nani thought that she s resting. Little did nani knew that a storm is gonna come in their lives.
"The number you have dialed is currently switched off" this was the response from past one hour. Anjali had tried her husband's phone many times, but there is no response she started panicking. Just then she heard a sound near the pool side. She turned and her face broke into a huge smile...it was shyam!. Before she could reach him he showed his palm telling her not to come. He did not come to her room either. He made this way to the hall. Instantly anji received a msg
Im thirsty'going to get water!
Shyam
Anjali smiled and rested on the head board again. Today night she is going to reveal to her chote everything. Then'shyam doesn't need to sneak into her room..Everything will be back to normal and soon ..She placed her hand on her tummy..Her raaj Kumari is gonna come and they will live happily ever after..she closed her eyes feeling fresh and light hearten..
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On the other side, shyam stood smirking on the top of the stairs. Yeah..Now soon anjali is gonna slip from the stairs. He bent down and traced his fingers on the upper step. A sticky substance stucked to his finger. Now his work will be easier. He will leave after meeting anji and then someone will knock the door. And then'a devil smirk expanded on his lips..he will anjali end his damn baby'
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Edited by ..blessy.. - 12 years ago
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