Part 18
I am not ending any ff/ss in a hurry..
it all were to end like that
just that I gave the update back to back
not making the readers wait
I was already guilty of making my sweet hearts wait for so long
I had mentioned earlier that except DA.. all my works had only couple of parts left
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Maan was hurt with those harsh words from daadi. The worse he couldn't understand what hurt him more at present, being a complete loser, or daadi knew it all & still had expected him to do the right thing, or just that deep felt realization that he never did anything for her.
Add to all this daadi saw that hurt too but didn't do anything to soothe him.
Maan just grabbed every set of geets in a bag. He had enough.. enough of this torture, this restlessness. He is been trying so hard to make it to her, neither she seems to understand nor things r happening in right way. Anni, daadi.. that sight where he learned more abt physical relation all that only made him believe he is wrong.
He didn't know wat he was supposed to do & how. This strange unknown feel only began to intensify. More than that what feared him was even if he wanted probably he won't be able to fix anything. It was not in him to randomly be romantic, buy gifts, or wish her on the occasions, or even to hug her otherwise & say something sweet. He couldn't relate to all that.
It was there next meeting with the counselor. Geet thought he may not even come, even if he did will he even spare her a glance. She was early today. She sat in the cabin anxiously. Maan made his entry just 15mins before the meeting was schedule to start.
He was not the same Maan today, he had learned a lot about his short comes in the relation over last 5-6 weeks. It made him uncomfortable infront of her. The impeccable Maan Singh Khurana is nothing but a total failure when it came to marriage & if marriage was all about what Anni was describing Arjun then he was sure to be a desaster. So here he was ready to unlearn & learn everything.
Her eyes moved restlessly to just catch a glance of his, but she was terrified about his reaction.
Before they could have their moment
the counselor greeted them & began with her questions. She again looked at the file & came to most sensitive kids.
Counselor ' umm kids
Maan promptly said ' nun & geet reluctantly said ' 2
both spoke at the same time
Maan looked at her with questioning eyes & realized how deeply his question itself hurt her let alone the fact he mentioned nun.
Maan - Wo wo..umm.. it .. we.. I
he looked at her face, that was turning painfully pale & she just left from there.
Geet he tried to stop her
counselor ' Mr Khurana
Maan sunk down in the chair
geet went out restlessly shaking,
how could he just say nun, what about their babies, they never existed for him
she cried bitterly.
She found an auto & called her lawyer enroute & told her this was all going way too awkward & painful
After a pause of couple of mins counselor ventured again ' Mr. Khurana
Maan composed himself & nodded
counselor ' what was that all about
Maan sighed & told her about the 2 abortions
counselor felt choked
Maan tried to justify ' she was very young & I was not prepared
counselor ' say that Mr Khurana u weren't prepared not her
if u felt she was prepared enough to have a marital relation then why not carry a child
Maan looked down ashamed
counselor herself needed some time to calm herself
she had some water & resumed
counselor ' why didn't u guys plan kids after that
Maan was frustrated himself ' because she having those pills
counselor corrected ' u mean birth control pills
Maan ' Anni ke shaadi main sab logone ussen kitna bura bhala kha rahen the
I even thought ma ne ussen divorce ke liyen kaha hain iss baat ke liyen
counselor ' why would ur mom do that
Maan ' because ma thought she can't have babies
counselor ' doesn't she know abt the abortions?
Maan kept quiet
counselor ' do u realize Mr Khurana she took those pills because she didn't want another abortion.
Maan ' lekin
counselor ' lekin kya?
Maan ' I was willing to have children now, I would have never gone for an abortion
counselor ' did u tell her that
Maan ' main ne ussen.. his voice trailed off
they never spoke about children ever since. Geet was never the same after that. She had kept aloof & hurt. He had given her space & that now stood like a vacuum between them.
There was still silence nun knew what to say.
After really long pause counselor took a deep breath before framing her sentence.
Counselor ' I don't know what exactly is problem with u Mr. Khuarana, but u need to once thing from her POV. Ur ego may not allow. But it is not harmful. May be u don't believe in something but for happiness of ur loved ones u could for once do it.
Maan ' what if I am not used to all that
it will be so awkward
counselor ' nothing wrong in trying!!!
He left from the counselor's place feeling lonely. It was strange feeling to feel for him. Lonely!!! he never had anyone or allowed anyone to come near him, technically he was always alone then why it felt lonely now..
He just drove to the apartment, not even realizing he was driving towards her. He opened the door with his spare keys. He knew she might be in the wash room. There she was sitting cuddled up in the bath tub hiding herself, crying. He just slipped beside her & cried. He didn't know he could cry at this age.. but he cried.. he cried hugging her.
Sorry all he could manage to whimper
not sure for what he was saying that. He just felt like saying. He wanted to say a lot but his words didn't form into anything else. She hugged him tighter.
She reluctantly pulled out to look up to find him, looking at her with very sad eyes. She couldn't help but feel responsible for causing them. He helped to raise & carried her to the room. She had never seen him so defeated before. He slowly put her on her feet
Geet .. I
before he could say anything she had suddenly placed a soft kiss on his lips. He was shocked, almost to scared to respond to her gentleness which still seemed so engulfing. He wasn't sure how to react. Was he to kiss her back, just feel the moment. But he wanted this so much her, their togetherness, he couldn't turn her down.
He slowly slid his arms around her waist & kissed her back gently. He didn't want it to be just today, he wanted her with him always. His kiss was so filled with longing of life time, demanding a promise. He didn't want it to be this moment, it had to be for ever.
The kiss seemed to last forever before they pulled apart. She looked into his eyes almost too scared to say anything at all to him. He didn't want her to say anything, so he pulled her into a tight embrace.
Maan - Geet please don't do this
The words seemed to hit her like a rock. They soothed her soul, but is that possible she wondered?
She pulled back away & looked into his eyes so deep & dark like the ocean & night. She could feel his heart against her chest. It was beating so fast.
Maan - I will never let u go he spoke ever so possessively
Those were the words she longed to hear. She smiled lightly and fell back into his embrace tears threatening to fall.
Moments had passed witnessing their silent acceptance in the embrace. She felt his hand run along her back, sending shivers down her spine. He dipped closer & kissed her neck lightly causing her to moan out loud. She arched upward toward his lips. He slid off her kurti & looked at her & paused for a moment. Just starring at her beautiful. Drinking in like never before.
Their togetherness was like a feast fit for the gods. His demanding spirit was going to have to wait. He wanted this so bad that he was going to be as slow as possible. Even if he couldn't handle it, not his way yet he was going to make this the best he could. Kissing her lips gently, he ran his hand down her inner thigh, she moaned in her mouth as the pleasure was becoming to much for her to take.
She seemed glowing with his touch. He really thought he was losing it. Their kisses were hot, rough and urgent. He did sweep her away on a magic carpet ride.
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