Part 15
mainne hi sahje pe aag lagayi thi
main tumhe uss cliff se bhi dhaka marna chati thi
Maan was stunt hearing the last to lines.. but why ??? he said meekly
because I hate u
main tumse nafrat karti hoon.
She gathered all her courage... & turned to face him.. to hold his collar because I hate u
yet her eyes deceived as much.
She pushed him away in disgust not sure at self of him & marched out of the house, passing an angry glare at raji who had just come in. She stood stunned first seeing the Maan. & then hearing her crazy sister saying all that to her love.. to her Maan.
Raji has seen Geet in worse of her tempers. Especially when raji dared to touch her Maans records, CDs.. even a pic. Her screaming was nothing new to her. But something raji couldn't understand is how can some one open their mouth when the Maan himself is standing infront of them. She ignored her jhali didi's glare & continued to stare at Maan. Hain.. dreamy!!! the Maan Singh Khurana.
Maan looked down broken smiling weakly at his sali who was gaping at him. He was not sure if she had any idea wat was going between him & her sister. Not even sure if she heard any of their conversation. He couldn't bear any of this any more.. just decided to leave hiding the tears that were right now burning his lashes.
Raji took a deep breath & gathered some courage seeing him like that. All she understood was her jhali sis was mad at her handsome hunk jiju. & like usual she is screaming trying to put that hate u face. She had to clear this on going confusion. Raji is been seeing some commotion between them for few days. First geet staying with them in mumbai.. & then some case & now all this.
Raji ' jiju,
jiji really loves u a lot
he didn't have it in him to fight any more ' she doesn't. She hates me.. he just spoke without thinking. Had he been in his senses he would have never said something like this to a teenager common!!
but right now he had lost all the hopes in his life worst he doesn't even know why?
Raji ' nahi jiju, jiji jab gussen main hoti hain tho aisen hi kahti hain
thodi pagal hain
thodi deewani.. aapki deewani.. she giggled
it felt so nice just to believe it. But still the question remains why is she angry
he just snapped out ' tumne ussen sina nahi.. she hates me
raji held his hand cutely & dragged him to Geets room. Yeh dehkiyen jiju.. she flaunted geets room. It was not just room.. it was like some one has kept geets heart open infront of him. The walls were filled with his pictures. He didn't even know when he looked so young in few of them. There was collection of his songs in one side of the room. Every song..
every record he could think of .. even some rough patches too.
raji ' jiji aaj nahi jiju ' bach pan se aap ko pyar karti hain
not like ur other fans
she gave geets diary to Maan.
The faint lipstick marks on the poster only spoke of those countless kisses she placed on all his pictures & rubbed them.
She showed him the paper cuttings folder geet had maintained, any language, just anything that had his name mentioned was there, beautifully cut & stuck on a paper & neatly bound together. The heart shapes on his photos.. the tears that have been washed off.. few lines here & there.
Every note he played seemed have lived in this room, more than it ever stayed on his lips.
Raji ' pata hain jiju, jiji never let any one have ur pic. Mujhe bhi nahi
she pouted cutely
raji ' jiji ne tho aapken liyen hum sab kho chod diya tha. She left the house for u
Maan sunk down on the edge of the bed like he was suddenly burdened under so much of love. He knew he had crazy fan flowers but his geet would be his fan... wo bhi asi!!
he read through the pages .. every word was straight from a little girls heart. Teenager in love..growing with her words, promising him things. it was like they had a parallel life together away from the world.. just them. How she imagined to be in his arms, how she only wanted to be his.. only his.. how she would give in, even before he asks for.. & he had seen it in her eyes every time.
raji left him alone as she saw him looking deeply into the diary.
She knew my songs.. she knew all about me.. then why is she doing all this. Is she mad at him for refusing her in the beginning. Just then geet walked in & snatched her dairy from his hand threw it in the dust bin
A part of him was rejoicing she loved him & part of him was confused with her hatredness
Maan ' u have heard my song
the happiness he felt learning that just faded the sorrows. she loved music.. she loved him all is wat mattered
geet spoke turning her back to him ' each one of them
Maan ' u liked them
geet silently nodded hating herself
u like my songs, u like my work.. u love music.. u love me.. phir yeh saab kya hain geet
phir yeh guss kis baat ka
yeh narzgi kis baat ki?
She turned at him in frustration ' haan haan haan
I love ur muisc.. ur music is my life line.. ur music has the power to bring life back in me..
he looked at her painfully.. she loved him.. all he wanted was her love.. & when he has it in so much abundance his heart was overwhelmed, he doesn't understand why this bitterness then. he was ready to for go every thing. her betrayal, he plotting.. all the anguish.. everything
Maan ' phir yeh dorian kyun?
he didn't know, he couldn't understand.. just wished let it be just her rotna.. he will do anything to make it upto her
Itna pyar karti ho.. he looked all the love letters she has written
geet - haan karti hoon pyar.. tab se, jab se main pyar ka matlab bhi nahi janthi thi. Yeh nahi janthi thi.. tumharin liyen pyar ..she looked away in disgust
confusing him
she looked at him hurt, angered. The past she wanted to forget seemed to be right infront of her
geet ' main ne tho aapna ghar bhi chod diya tha tumharen liyen.. aur tumne kya kiya
she turned her face
u just played with my life.. if that was not enough u left ur frds to .. her words choked
main tho phir bhi tumhari thi hamesha se
sirf tumhari lekin
her words were like burning arrows piercing straight into his heart slicing it!! lekin.. he stopped realizing his mistake.
lekin wat u don't remember right!! yah I know.. aakhir I was just another girl whose life u played with. lekin mera dil.. she hated her mere existence right now
Mujhe tumse nafrat karni chahiyen lekin zinda laash main jaan tumharen ehsaas se hi hoti hain
I hate u
I hate the way u make me feel
I hate this child in me
his heart almost stopped that very moment as she gasped telling him the truth.
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muskan
Edited by muskanp - 12 years ago
Pati Patni Aur Panga
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