FF - Torn by Hidden Desires(Link to thread#2)

Natasha

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Posted: 12 years ago

#841

Originally posted by: Zara_92

😆 Yo Angel , I have my dance auditions tomorrow ! If they go well .. Then tomorrow and if they don't then ...

Angel 🤣

I havent checked wutty app 😆 because my phone died on the way back from the interview 😆

I will go check !!

Aww I am sure you will get selected ! You will floor them with ur latka jhatkas 😆

Take ur time you know I never ask you to update jaldi you rather take ur time and make it extra hot ☺️

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Zara

@Zara_92

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Posted: 12 years ago

#842

Originally posted by: Naughtynatty

Angel🤣

I havent checked wutty app😆because my phone died on the way back from the interview😆
I will go check !!
Aww I am sure you will get selected ! You will floor them with ur latka jhatkas😆

Take ur time you know I never ask you to update jaldi you rather take ur time and make it extra hot☺️

InshAllah ! 😃

And yes don't u worrryyy ! Itl be HOT by all means 😛

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Mahi Singh

@Kaya13

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Posted: 12 years ago

#843

Originally posted by: Zara_92

ThankYou sooo much Mahi ! 😃😃

And why didn't u pm tht u updated ? 😡

Eh!!! But I did pm u...seriously!!!!

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Chhaya

@arhi-fan

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Posted: 12 years ago

#844

ur ff brought me back to this forum !!! just cant tell u hw much i love ur ff!!

kya likhti ho yar!!!

zoya ka jo pln h mast h yar!!! zoya k hath ki biryani khake to asad miya phisal hi gaye!!! kaise dur bhageinge zoya se

i just loved the way zoya showed her authority over him!!!

i would really love to see the jealous zoya also!! n i knw ur bringing it soon!!! yipee!!!

thanx for writin such a nice ff!!!

n pls me also na!!!

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Zara

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Posted: 12 years ago

#845

Originally posted by: arhi-fan

ur ff brought me back to this forum !!! just cant tell u hw much i love ur ff!!
kya likhti ho yar!!!
zoya ka jo pln h mast h yar!!! zoya k hath ki biryani khake to asad miya phisal hi gaye!!! kaise dur bhageinge zoya se
i just loved the way zoya showed her authority over him!!!
i would really love to see the jealous zoya also!! n i knw ur bringing it soon!!! yipee!!!
thanx for writin such a nice ff!!!
n pls me also na!!!

ThankYou sooo muchhh ya ! So sweeet of u 😃

Will surely pm u :)

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Hally

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Posted: 12 years ago

#846

Zara
Im watching TV and there is a break so I thought i ask
When will u update?
Lol

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zoyamaniac

@zoyamaniac

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Posted: 12 years ago

#847

cant wait dear,its been three days since last update, please update soon 😊

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Zara

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Posted: 12 years ago

#848

Originally posted by: akshad
loved it

ThankYou !! <3

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Linsie

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Posted: 12 years ago

#849

Originally posted by: Zara_92
I'll update today 😊

thank you

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Zara

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Posted: 12 years ago

#850

As soon as Asad and Zoya reached Najma's room ..
Along with Dilshad who joined them at the door of Najma's room..

They were shocked to see Najma breathless , sweating profusely ..

'Najma ! Najma beta are u alright ?' Dilshad sat next to her

But Najma didn't respond .. She just kept breathing heavily ..

Zoya quickly gave her a glass of water .. And made her drink it .. To Asad's surprise ,Najma didn't jerk Zoya away .. Rather drank water from her..

'Najma ?? Are u okay ? What happened ?' Zoya tried to calm her ..

'Please Najma batao ..what happened ?' Dilshad pleaded ..

' I saw him ' Najma almost cried aloud ..

She clutched to Zoya's hand , hard .. Almost hurting her in process ..
But Zoya didn't jerk away .. She kept calming her ..

But wid a confused state .. Except Dilshad and Asad who knew what Najma meant ..a Nightmare ..

Asad decided to take over .. Dilshad gave him way and Asad sat infront of Najma..

'There was no one Najma .. Ur bhaijaan promises u .. There was no one ' Asad wiped her tears , tearing up himself ..

Najma clutched harder to Zoya's hand .. Right now only Zoya's presence was providing her comfort .. Asad noticed Najma's fingers almost piercing Zoya's hand ... But before he could say something , Zoya gestured no to him ..

'U promised me a lot of things Bhaijaan' najma almost whispered

And that one tear that Asad was holding since long , Made its way out of his eyes .. Zoya noticed that .. And her heart instantly fell out for both Mr Khan and Najma .. She was gettin crazy with curiosity that wat exactly what is this deep dark secret about Najma and Asad ?

'Najma .. Do u want something ?? Juice ? Milk ? Should I stay back ?' Zoya asked changing the topic

Suddenly Najma let go of Zoya's hand .. 'ThankYou Zoya ! I'm better now .. I'm...okay now '

'I can stay back Najma .. I'll sleep wid u' zoya said softly patting her back .

'Its okay Zoya .. I'm used to now .. Just like everyone else ..u should also know by now that I'm Sick .. And probably the most disturbing element in this house ' Najma gave a sly smile ..

'Who said that Najma ? Infact ur the most cutest element out here .. All we have to do is make ur cute cheeks a little more pink ..' Zoya gave her a bright smile ..

But Najma remained silent !

'Najma u sleep ! If u need anything call me ' Dilshad spoke ..

Najma nodded ..

And zoya gave her a tight hug .. Although Najma didn't respond .. Zoya could rightly guess that she was affected ..
And all 3 silently left her room ..

Asad explained Najma about the Rajasthan trip !

'How many days ?' Dilshad enquired

'2 days Ammi ! We'll take the earliest possible flight tomorrow .. If Miss Farooqui books the tickets early .. And then we will be back by saturday .. ' Asad replied ..

'hmmm .. Okay Asad .. I'll see u both in the morning then ..Shabba Khair ' Dilshad wished them both and left ..

Asad and Zoya shared moments of awkward silence after Dilshad left.. Zoya could see tears in Asad's eyes .. And she wanted to hug him tight and comfort him.. But the way she lost control earlier made her feel embarrased .. Not that she regretted any moment of it .. But she could see some guilt over Asad's face ..

'Mr Khan..' Zoya tried to speak..

'Please book the tickets as soon as possible Miss Farooqui.. Goodnight' Asad spoke in a sulking tone and went to his room..

Zoya felt helpless .. She went to her room as well .. How could she do something until someone told her what exactly had happened ? Right now she couldn't help Najma , nor Dilshad neither Asad .. They all were in a misery .. Misery of their own .. And Zoya was clueless abt the cause .. She was gettin desperate to know what happened wid Najma .. So that she could help the people who mattered so much to her , come out of it ..
And with the thought of waking up early and booking the tickets , she tried to get some sleep..

X--------------------------x--------------------------X

In the morning Zoya woke up around 6am .. And checked her mail again.. While making all the reservations and bookings .. She booked the flight @ 12pm.. Within half n hour she was done wid the hotel and cars arrangements too .. And finally she decided to go and tell Asad before it gets late to inform Hamzah and Mr Bilawal ..

Zoya knocked on Asad's door ..
But there was no response !

Without wasting any time .. She entered his room..

shee was surprised to find Asad still in his slumber .. She couldn't help but smile .. She quietly walked upto the edge of his bed .. And noticed Asad's perfect face .. He never looked more perfect than this ever .. His face was beautiful but it had pain written all over it .. Zoya felt an ache in her heart seeing him in Pain even while sleeping .. How she wished , she could relieve him of the pain ..
Zoya couldn't stop her hand , from caressing Asad's soft hair .. A soft painful smile playing on her lips .. Right now all she wanted was so comfort Asad ... To make him feel that he's not alone .. And he's certainly not a stone ! Zoya leaned in a little towards Asad .. Her eyes constantly kissing every part of his face .. Only becoz doing so physically wouldn't be appropriate right now .. She didn't wanna disturb him.. Zoya kept drinking from his site ... When Suddenly Asad's eyes opened up .. But instead of being shocked , his heart skipped an instant beat seeing Zoya so close to him.. His eyes met wid her's .. And within seconds they both were lost in their own little world .. 'How do I stay away from her when all I think about is her ?' Asad thought ..his eyes travelled across her face .. Her hands were still entangled in his hair .. And he felt protected .. As if finally someone was there for him.. Her one simple touch of affection was enough for Asad to keep him energized for the day ..

Before Zoya could lose her senses .. she quickly got up ..
Her face turning a shade of crimson..

'Uhhh...ummm Miss Farooqui!?' Asad got up and rested his back on the headboard ..

But Zoya couldn't help blushing ..

'Miss Farooqui??' Asad spoke a little loudly..

'Oh ..m ...m sorry ! Actually ...I just came to tell about the flight ' Zoya stammered .

'Oh very efficient ! And quite early ' Asad had to compliment her on that ..

'Umm..thnks' Zoya murmured ..

Asad got out of his bed and stood up .. Leaning against his window .. To get some fresh air ..

'So what's the schedule ?' He asked

'I've booked the flight for 12pm.. And made the car arrangements that will directly pick us up from the airport and drop us to Ur Star Inn.' She smirked

While Zoya spoke all that .. She noticed Asad's gaze was somewhere else ..
It irritated her ..

'Mr Khan are u even listening to me ?' Zoya snapped ..

'Mr Khan...are u...' She was about to speak when Asad cut her ..

'Come here' he spoke in a low tone ..

Sending shivers down Zoya's spine..

'Huh! What happened ?' She asked

'If u don't come right here , I'll come there ' asad retorted in a deep whisper..

Not that they were at a distance ..both were pretty much in the same room.. The only difference was Zoya was standing near his bed , while Asad leaning against his window pane .. It had become his habit to watch Zoya speak from distance .. So that he could watch every move of her ..

'Come here Zoya' Asad gritted his teeth in a husky voice ..

And Zoya instantly felt herself moving towards Asad .. In no time she was standing perfectly aligned to his muscular body .. Even in the morning his scent was divine .. And Zoya felt butterflies in her stomach .. 'What does he want ?' She wondered ..

Suddenly she noticed .. Asad holding out her hand .. And bringing it closer to his chest .. Zoya immediately noticed the marks on her wrist , that were due to Najma's nails .. She had completely forgotten about them .. And just wen it came in focus she realised that Asad noticed her soo much .. He carefully rubbed his thumb over the marks .. Zoya noticed Asad's eyes reflecting torment of her own pain.. And she felt a little joy in her heart ... 'He cared'

'Does it hurt?' Asad asked still caressing the marks with his thumb..

'Not now' Zoya whispered almost in trance ..

Their eyes met again .. And they both shared an eye lock again..

Jab jab tere paas main aaya, Ik sukoon mila
Jise main tha bhoolta aaya, Wo wajood mila
Jab aaye mausam gham ke, Tujhe yaad kiya

Both Asad and Zoya started decreasing the distance between them .. Slowly and steadily ... They both stood close , too close to each other .. Their breaths almost colliding ..

Jab sehme tanhapan se, Tujhe yaad kiya
Hmm..dil... Sambhal ja zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu
Dil yahin ruk jaa zara
Phir mohabbat karne chala hai tu

Without breaking the eye contact .. Asad brought Zoya's hand close to his lips .. Staring right into her eyes .. He brushed his lips tenderly against her marks .. Zoya's pulse rate rose .. And so did her heartbeat .. She almost forgot to breathe .. More becoz of Asad's intense gaze .. His eyes that were burning wid desires .. Reflecting zoya's own hidden desires ..
Asad continued brushing his lips against Zoya's marks .. Relieving her of the pain ..his lips moving in soft circles against Zoya's delicate wrist ..

'Breathe' Asad whispered ..

And she realised , the tingling sensation on her wrist was gone .. Feeling terribly bad about it , she sighed ...

'umm..I'll inform Mr Bilawal and Hamzah' zoya quickly spoke and turned towards the door .. She immediately walked out of the room.. Before she collapsed right there infront of Asad ..

As Zoya left .. Asad let out a deep breath ..
'Things are turning out exactly opposite of what I thought' Asad spoke to himself ..

'Why can't I keep myself away from Miss Farooqui .. This is Not good .. Ya Allah just guide me ' Asad thought and went to get ready ..

Zoya quickly got ready and packed her stuff in a small bag .. Took out the print outs of the tickets and after rechecking everything once , she made her way to the brkfast table after hearing her stomach growling ..

'Salam Phuppi' she greetes Dilshad wid a big smile...

'Aahhh...I smell something reallyyy yummy' Zoya giggled ..

'Walekum salaam Zoya ! And yes u guessed it right .. Ur favourite Aloo Paranthas .. Come sit and stuff ur empty stomach fast ' Dilshad gestured to the chair next to her ..

Zoya quickly grabbed the chair and started stuffing her mouth wid paranthas as fast as possible .. Not wanting to leave any parantha behind ..

'Arre Zoya aaram se khao ..paranthe kahin bhaag nahi rahe' Dilshad let out a small laugh

'No Phuppi ! I won't get them for 2 full days .. I'm trying to stuff in as many as possible' Zoya spoke wid her mouth full

'Aajkal logon mein Tameez naam ki cheez hee nahi hai .. No table manners at all' Asad came from behind staring angrily at Zoya's mess..

'Asad !! Behave ... And u better make Zoya eat properly' Dilshad spoke glaring at Asad ..

'Ammi she doesn't need anyone to make her eat .. She is very well capable of eating ..no .. Actually Stuffing her forever empty stomach ' Asad replied eyeing Zoya

'Allah Miyan Mr Khan.. Ur so gullible !' Zoya barged in taking a bite of parantha

'Gullible ? Why so ?' Dilshad asked confused

'Phuppi u don't know ! Ek minute he's this and next minute he's that' Zoya replied without thinking ..

While Asad gave her a big stare ! With a 'what the hell' look ..
And suddenly Zoya realised what she said ..

'Arre phuppi I meant .. Sometimes he's so soft towards u and Najma and the next moment he's soo batameez wid me' Zoya sighed in relief seeing Dilshad smiling..

Asad sighed too ...

'Miss Farooqui .. If ur done filling ur stomach .. Can we leave ? We're gettin late ' Asad replied

Zoya rolled another parantha and got up from the table ..

She hugged Dilshad ..

'Khuda Hafiz Phuppi .. I'll miss ur paranthas' Zoya spoke wid a pout

'Uff this girl is insanely cute' Asad thought

'Just 2 days Zoya ! Come back and I'll feed u more and more paranthas .. But Asad make sure u don't let Zoya starve and u too take care ' Dilshad replied

'Yes Ammi / phuppi' zoya and asad both said in unison

After bidding bye to Dilshad .. Zoya and Asad left in the cab..

They were sitting quietly .. When Zoya's phone rang ...

'Salam Hamzah' Zoya spoke smiling

Hearing Hamzah's name .. Asad's jaw clenched

'I'm good ! Obviously I just spoke to you sometime back '

'Hahah yes absolutely '

Zoya kept on talking .. Unaware of what her talks were doing to Asad ..
And before he knew , he snatched the phone from her ..

'We're on our way Hamzah .. Can ur stupid talks wait till we reach the airport?'

'Good ! Bye' and Asad cut the call..

Looking back at an annoyed Zoya ..

'What?' He asked

'What was that?' Zoya replied

'What was what?'

'Don't act Mr Khan.. Why did u talk to Hamzah like that?'

'My wish'

'But its my phone'

'So here take it' Asad gave her back the phone

Zoya flared in anger .. While Asad looked out of the window smirking..

'I know how to tackle u now Mr Khan.. ' Zoya thought

'A tinch of jealousy and all ur feelings pour out' Zoya giggled to herself ..

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They both reached the airport .. And saw Hamzah and Mr Bilawal standing near the entrance ..

Hamzah looked dashing in his jeans and black button down shirt wid his shades on .. He looked undoubtedly young and very cute ... But nothing like Mr Khan ... His aura was unmistaken .. And that's what Zoya liked about him..

'Aah !! Mr Asad Ahmed Khan is here ' Hamzah smiled wickedly and took of his shades ..

They both shook hands ..

And Hamzah went to Zoya ..

'U look great Zoya' Hamzah spoke smiling warmly

He surely knew his way wid girls ..

He was about to hug Zoya when Asad cut them ..

'So shall we leave we're gettin late'

Zoya sensed why Asad said so .. And smiled inwardly ..

They all proceeded towards the check in .. And got over wid all their formalities as soon as possible !

After sometime they boarded the flight.. Zoya had booked 2 double seats .. Asad and Hamzah settled their hand baggages and were about to take the seat ..

When Hamzah spoke ' Zoya u mind sitting wid me ?'

Zoya was startled at first !! And she glanced over Asad .. Whose fists were tightening every minute ..

And Zoya caught herself in the most awkward and difficult situation ever ...

p.s - sorry for the late update !! was caught up wid MBA classes and dance auditions... hope u guys like it !😃

Edited by Zara_92 - 12 years ago