MGFF- ESSENCE OF LOVE-THD-6/PART-82/5-7-2013
Part:- 82
Suddenly Geets cell rings. They came back fr.their dreamland. Geet pulled her hand fr. maans hand feeling guilt She looked down feeling disgust for her behaviour. Dont know fr. where this kind of sensations came in her.She wanted to say something Maan knows it and he dont want to feel her sorry for that so,
Maan:_ geet, first attend the call.
Geet went and answered the call it is fr, Arpitha, asking her how is she? had dinner etc.. and saying goodnight to her.
She came after finishing the call and wanted to say sorry to him,
wo... wo.. before she started Maan started to say sorry geet,.. mujhe isa nahi karna chahiye tha,mai ...i was carried away like that i am really sorry for that and he continued,.. but
Geet:_ nahi,.. nahi,.. aapko sorry bolneka koi jarurat nahi hai, mujhe bura nahi laga ... she said in one go,.. as she will not allow anyone to say sorry to her. Maan knows it very well so only he started to say sorry to her before she starts, he wants to divert her fr.that guilt as he felt it heavenly and thought that by her touch he was blessed. He so much loved it and wanted to tell her that he loved it. But dont know how she will react,how she will take it? He dont want to loose her at anycost. He fears that wat happens if she knows his feelings towards her.
He stood up and taking his laptap said o.k. goodnight. He started to go, she wanted to stop him. But dont know how? She said goodnight in low voice He said her to be careful and dont come out alone and open the door only conforming that who came. He waited till she closes the door and went.
Maan came out to the car looking back again and again.
KAKA:- aap phikar math kijiye chote babu aaj se mai bhi yahi aake sounga mam ke ghar ke aas pass, mai usse kuch nahi honedunga.
Maan:- kaka wo cameras ka kaam kab tak hojayigi?
Kaka:- mai kal tak wo pura karunga,mam ko pata nahi chalna chahiye tho hume usse school jaane tak wait karna pada.
Maan:- hmmm,. he looked very disturbed and restless.
Kaka:- chote babu mai ek baath kahu?
Maan:- haa,.. kaka kahiye.
Kaka:- jaldi usse apnaliye maan babu.
Maan:- kaka;,.. ye aap kya kahraheho?
Kaka:- mai sab kuch jaanthe hai chote babu;,.. aap mam ko bahut chahtha haina? usse bahut pyaar karthe haina?Maan:- isa kuch nahi hai kaka.
Kaka:- chote babu mai aapko aapki bachpan se jaantha hu,aap kabhi ek aurat ko aapki aas pass tak nahi anediya, per ab kyu aap mam ki itna parwah karthiho? uski safty keliye itna tadapa raheho? kyu har roj shaam ko yaha aathe ho?aap kabhi kisi ka ghar nahi jaathe, per ab kyu aap roj yaha aake itni der tak baithe ho, khana khathe ho?
Chote babu aap bahut chote hai jab mai aapki papa ka yaha kaam karna shuru kiya. Aapko humesha mai apni kandhe pe bithake ghumaya. Aap ki har baath, mai jaantha hu, aap kab, kaise, kyu behave karthe ye sab kuch mai jaantha hu. isliye kahrahahu, math jaanedo usse. jaldi apnayiye mam ko. Wo aap ko bahut acchi jeevan saathi bansakthe hai. Aap ko bahut khush rahthe hai wo.
Aur kitne din isa akeli rahoge aap?Mard bahar jitna bhi kaam yaabi ho, bina shaadi karke apni ghar, sansaar basaya, bina khud ki aulad ko janm diya wo asampoorn hotha hai. Ye hai unki asli kaamyaabi. Tabhi use sampoorn mard kahlatha hai. tabhi wo complete hotha hai.ye hai unki asli kaam yaabi.
Ek mard ko , ek aurat ki jaruri hotha hai chote babu,uski thakaan dur karneka, uski saari jarurat pure karneka, chahe wo sharirik ho yaa mansik ho, sirf ek aurat ka bahon mehi puri hogi. Ek mard ko aurat ki jaruri hai,isa ek aurat kabhi maa bankar hume uski godh me leke puslaneka, khilaneka,kabhi ek daasi bankar humari seva karneka, kabhi ek,accha saheli bankar hume salaha dene ka, hume sahi raastha dikaneka, kabhi ek acchi patni bankar hume uski bahome leke khush karneka, jiski anchal me hum humari saari tensions tiredness, thakaan bhulsake,isa ek aurat , jiske saath hum saare sukh dukh baat sake. ek isa aurat jo hume unki puri tan se man se, aur aatma se hume pyaar kare, jiki jarurat hai jo humari majboori aur kamjoori hothe hai waha humari peeche khada hoke hume aur majbooth banasake, jaha hum fail hothe waha hume success bananeka, jaha humari kami hothe waha jakar humari kami ko bhrsake, isa jeevan saathi ki jaruri hai maan babu. aur geet mam aapko bilkul isa hi saath dega.
Aur vansh badhana har insaan ka pehla furz hai, kya aap nahi chahthe aapka apna aulad? aap ka khoon?sirf aapka? kisliye karrahe ho aap itni mehnath?kiskeliye? aapki baad koun hoga aapki itna bada business word ka vaaris?kisi paraya ko kyu dena chahthe aap? aapki khoon ko kyu nahi?
Maan:- kaka ;,.. ye aap kya kahrahiho?
Kaka:- kyu kya galat bola maine?ye dunia ki niyam hai chote babu;,. har ek praani ko ye pehla furz hai apne vansh badhana, chahe wo ped ho, ya janwar ho, ya insaan ho. Ye dunia ka niyam hai,isa hi ye sansaar bantha hai.
Aadhe zindagi guzargayi aapka, bache hue aadhe zindagi me aapko dunia ki saari khushi milna chahiye. Aap ko aapki hissa ki khushia milnahi chahiye,aur ye khushi aapko geet mam de sakthe hai,geet mam ki alawa aur koi aapkeliye sahi nahi hai.
Aaj tak mai aapse ye kahneka himmat nahi kiya,.. per aaj nahi,..aaj tho mujhe himmat karnahi padega,kyuinki mai aapko khush dekhna chahtha hu, aapki aulad ko in bahoon me lena chahtha hu, usse apni kandhe per bithake ghumana chahtha hu , bilkul aapki tarah, ye mera kwahish tab pura hoga jab aap mam se shaadi kar unhe gher leke aneke baad.
Aur mai ye bhi jaanthi hu ki mam bhi aapse utnahi pyaar karthe hai,jitna aap unse karthe,wo aapko bashut chahthi hai chote babu.
Maan;- kaka ye aap kaise kahsakthe hai?
Kaka:-kyu nahi..? ye pyaar nahi tho kya hai? kyu wo aapko itni parwah karthi hai. aapke baare me humesha aapki baare me kyu sochthi rahthi hai? kya jarurat thi use aap ki pasand ka khana bana na sikhneka, kyu wo aapko khana bhejthi office? kyuu aapki har jarurat har baath bahut acche se samajthihai,kya hai ye sab chote babu?kya ye pyaar nahi hai?
Maan:- ye isa nahi hai kaka aap jo sochthi ho wo bilkul nahi hoga, geet isa nahi hai unkeliye apni bacche se bad kar koi nahi hai unki dunia humeha unki bacce ki aage peeche ghumthe hai, wo isa kuch bhi nahi karthe jiski waje se unki bachhe ko takleef ho.wo kabhi nahi is keliye raaji nahi hothi. wo kabhi nahi maanegi.
Kaka:- Agar wo nahi maanegi tho hume use manana padegi, use samjhana padegi,... he want to say more but ghar agaya so...
Kaka:- mai mam ke ghar jake raat ko wahi sounga kal subha avunga. aap befikar rahiye
Maan:- thank.u. kaka
And he went inside to his room Annie tried to call him but Arjun stopped her saying thaggayi hogi, kal baath karlena.
Here after maan went geet closed all doors and came to bed and laid on bed to sleep, but sleep is not near her. She thought all the events in that day, she looked at her cut finger, She now also feeling his touch on it. She remembered his perfect"M" shaped lips, how they sucked her finger giving her goosbumps. She looked at the finger and sucked it , dont know wat is she doing. She then closed her eyes and maans face came infront of her. His gray coloured big big eyes, sharp brows, broad forehead, sharp nose, broad cheeks those r half covered by stuble,beautiful shaped beard, dark hairs combed neatly, every thing about him felt beautiful to her,'kitna handsome hai wo" bahut accha dress karthe hai.'LADKION KA HEART THROB",she smiled thinking that. She remembered how she felt when carassing his face, she felt again those sweet sensations creating goosbumps all over her body and some butterflys flying in her stamack. She became all dark pink pink. She rolled on bed and covered her face in pilow.
She now thought wat is it? wat happened to me?wat r these feelings? why am thinking about maanji? itni saal gujar gayi mai kabhi kisi ke baare me isa nahi socha?ab kya hua mujhe? Ye kaisa ehsaas hai?mai kyu itna , isa soch rahi hu unke baare me?then she remembered his kiss on her hand. He kissed me. he kissed me on my hand. She took her hand where he kissed and carassed there she stil felt his lips touch there creating a sweet pain all over giving goosbumps. She cluched the bed sheet to control the sweet sensations those r awakening the hidden desires in her . Mujhe inke baare me isa nahi sochna tha. wo bahut acche insaan hai wo mujhe care karthe hai ye unki care on me nothing more than that.wo isa kabhi nahi karthe jaan buch kar wo ek un intentional tha , unexpected act hai mujhe usse galat math samajna hai. aur tum geet? tum ne kya kiya tumbhi apni aapko khoya uski sparsh se tum kya hua?kya tum tumhari ateet ko bhul gayi? bhul gayi ki tum do jawaan beti ki maa ho?Agar unhe patachalgaya tho ki tum uski baareme isa socherahe ho? kya soche ga wo tumhari baareme?dont u know how he will react?wat happens if he knows about ur feeling towards him?
Nahi,.. she got up fr. bed ye nahi hosaktha, kabhi nahi ,.. mai use kabhi nahi patacalna dungi ki meri man me kya hai. mai uski friend ship nahi khona chahtha hu. jo hua so hua,.. ab aage isa kabhi math karna ye galat hai bilkul galat tum apne aapko kaabu me rak.
Isa sochkar wo apni aapko samaliya and slept.
Maan freshened up and went to bed thinking wat happened today.
Mai kya karu? kaise geet ko bachau naiatara se? aur ye naintara mai ne kabhi nahi socha ye itni had tak gir jathi hai, kaise bachau geet ko?maai ye baath dev kobhi nahibatha saktha, wo naintara se bahut pyaar karthe hai,pehlehi humare beech kuch unban hai. kya karu is naintara ko?wo do bacche ki maa hai, agar mai kuch kiya tho kya jawaab dunga us bacche ko? kya muh dikhauga use?kaise use roku?
Aur ye geet?kya kaka sach kahrahiho? uski dil me bhi isa kuch ehsaas hai mere baare me?, jo mere dil me hai uskeliye,Aaj jo kuch hua ,iski hissab se mujhe kuch isa hi lagraha hai. Aaj hum bahut karib agayi aur mai uski man ki ek jhalak bhi dekha, wo mujhe feel karna chahthi hai, jaisa mai chahtha hu. wo apni haathon se mujhe mehsoos karna chahthe hai. Muje accha laga unki sparsh se mai apne aapko jinda mehsoos kiya, mai completed mehsoos kiya. Aur ye ehsaas hume aur nazdeek laayi. Shaayad kaka thik kahraha hai," Wo bhi mujhe chahthi hai, jitna mai unhe chahtha hu, utnahi". She loves me. Ab mai aur intezaar nahi karsakthe. mai jaldi se jaldi usse meri pyaar ka izhaar karunga, usse bathadunga ki mai usse kitna pyaar kartha hu, aur usse shaadi karna chahthahu, shaayad humari shaadi honese ye saari pblms katam hosakthe.
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