YoO guyz! I believe i wudnt be wrong to assume...most of u r also crying/heartbroken/depressed after seeing asad and zoya crying/heartbroken/depressedthe post maybe long...but im sorry theres too much to say š
To be honest...i had NEVER pictured asad to ever break down this bad since QH began...but since the past wht 4 episodes..ever since zoya found them..he has been making me cry...EVERY SINGLE DAY!! Yesterdays password and ipad scene..i ddnt even have words to describe how sad it was..especially when he started crying after unlocking it...and realized how crazily in luv tht crazy girl was with him..and the asad-najma hug..š¤i just LUV THESE 2! (how on earth r they rashids kids) and then the morgue scene...i had sensed a scene like tht cming considering it is an indian show...but tht awesome! š? KSG š (in most shows they r soo OTT...but here..u cud literally feel him dying within EACH SECOND..when dilshad came upto him and asked him..wht happened..he cudnt even breathe in tht scene it was š AWESOME) AM TOTALLY LUVING IT!!
NOW cming to today: happy they took a leap..it wudnt make sense otherwise...and i think it gives it a better touch...asads depression...more like asads CRAZY makes sense...and zoya living in the orphanage also makes sense...it makes it more painful...and more tortorous for us asya fans who cant frikkin stop crying
Asad:: HIT!!!
yes his depression...and pain of missing zoya is not letting him think clearly i think thus he hasnt been able to put the story together (other than tht...cvs š” still destroying asads character)
To say my heart broke for him..wud be an understatement...cuz really i hv no words to describe how sorry i feel for him...ive ALWAYS luvvd him more than any other character in the show (k equal to zoya) ive luvd his akdu personality and to honest i dnt want that changing abt him..its not the typical angry young man personality...its a different..ziddi stubborn..strict kinda personality which is ADORABLE to watch...and then his innocence..š³ but more than tht...his strength was wht made me luv him...really HOW many of us can actually take control of the hardships life throws at us...one after another...cntnue struggling and struggling and struggling when u dnt even have a guarantee tht there is light at the end of the tunnel...but didnt asad do that? when rashid left them..asad was a kid..kids dnt wanna hear/see/do anything but PLAY PLAY PLAY...as teens/young adults..we dnt wanna do anything but be reckless-rude-rebels...who jus wanna do crazy things..and live life...but asad instead of doing that...or worse..instead of getting out of hands..like many times kids do when families break up...he became the strength his mom needed...his sister needed..he became his moms hope...and strength..he was ALWAYSSS there for her to wipe her tears whenever she needed him...he worked day and NIGHT...to bring his family up frm the shithole his dad left him in...to the mansion he stands in today...he shut up every single mouth who wud dare utter a word against his mother...he lived a robotic life...just for his mother and sisters sake...to give them wht they wanted.wht they needed...and asked for nothing in return...for himself...EVER. not frm them..hell i dnt think he ever asked god for anything for himself.
and today...
wht killed me more than asads tears...and hallucinations was his loneliness..frm the minute he came home at night...possibly after work..he opened the door...to a dead.dark.silent house...nobdy came to greet him... ask him how his day was...if he was hungry??? even when he was sitting for dinner...nobdy bothered to accompany him...instead he just robotically walked around HIMSELF..hallucinating zoya everywhere...
ššš- his hallucinations made me CRY so much...pour soul..all he cud do was see zoya...feel zoya...EVERYWHERE...i honestly think hes lost it...never seen him shattered like this not even when the entire gudiya factory happened...here his eyes dnt dry up...they r 24/7 wet and bloody red..he cant even stop crying for a minute...the scene where he lays in bed and wipes his tears with his hand...was probably the WORST second...š...it was like a little kid crying himself to bed...(NO KIDDING) and then his pain...the only minute he can actually fall asleep is when he sees zoya with him and thinks she is there...thts the only min he finds peace..his restlessness..frustration upon not finding her...was beyong amazingly shown by KSG š the way he cudnt sit still...went to show tht he dsnt know wht to do...where to go...how to find her...how to find peace. his house and his life...FINALLLY lit up with life...when zoya entered...he finally thought he tooo deserved happiness...and he had just began living...he eased out...chilled out...started changing...and on the happiest day of his life...its like reality slapped him on the face..like think again? (really for the change in asads character if u notice...its not just his actions...its even his looks...in the beggining asad was always stiff...his face was tanned/red...his brows were ALWAYS scrunched...he was ALWAYS angry/frustrated/upset abt smthing clearly frm his face...and now...he was mostly always smiling...his shoulders were relaxed...his face had a sort of a calm.content look to it...BOOK THE DIFFERENCE)
bottom line- he needs zoya to heal him...and he needs her BAD.
btw did u guyz notice...asad has NEVER actually smiled as big as he did when he saw zoya at the table today...š...smile bhi kiya to kab aur kaise???
Dilshad::
IM SORRY TO SAY..but the biggest dissappointment for me today..was dilshaad...im sorry but i think the cvs ddnt do justice to dilshads character here..
its been a MONTH now right??
and honestly it is HUMAN NATURE (and u dnt even need to know psychology for this) but when smthing as big as this happened...with smbdy accusing u or ur luvd one for smthing as big as this...k initial outbursts and reactions r justified...but after tht after a lil bit of time...when u get back into ur routine...even if tht thing is still hanging on ur hand as depression/tension/worry whtever...u eventually do get back right..u shower u eat u go to work EVERYTHING..and during this time...i think EVERYBDY starts looking at things frm new perspectives...and MOSTLY u start rethinking the entire story/scenario...frm a point which smhow proves urself/ur luvd one innocent...ppl even bring up false things...or things frm their imagination which they believe to be true...cuz they bcum tht desperate to proove themselves innocent...and in this desperation..even if not entirely innocent...we manage to smhow justify our actions with such arguements...
and in this case...it wud take wht 5 minutes for these ppl to do so...if they r true to their character..dilshaad is asads mom...she knows him INSIDE OUT!! all she has to remember is...her son and his principles...he never looked UP at a girl...he lived with a girl he was in luv with..under one roof...for wht 6 MNTHS? and he ddnt do anything with her..instead he safeguarded her dignity frm the world too...and U WERE THE ONE...POSSIBLY THE ONLY ONE...he confessed his luv infrnt of...infact u made him confess...u said things like "im ur ammi i know u" "u can never be ur dad"...and u cant see through him now?? intiially ur reaction was totalllyyy justified. but now? who leaves their son...who is clearly in MAJOR DEPRESSION...alone like this...
no matter wht kids do...no matter how angry parents r at their kids..even if the kid breaks their trust/dishonours them...they never desert them if they know their kid is struggling with smthing difficult...they get them the help they need...kids get pregnant carelessly...go on substance abuse...WHT NOT...parents r there for their kids...(tht makes u a good parent) and dilshad? can she not see her sons eyes which r always moist? his tears? his pain? his depression? can she not see him slowly KILLING HIMSELF? she cant even be bothered to see if he even cms home (wht if he finally cudnt take it and cmmit suicide) cant even bother to see if he eats...cant even bother to cm and see if he slept or is he crying himself mad??? I CANNOT DIGEST THIS.
if she can luv zoya so much...see zoyas pain...cry so much for her...this is her son...his smallest pain shud be killing her...and shes wht sleeping? (maybe zoya did remind her of her past and wht not) but i think no matter wht...no mom can see her kid in a bad condition...and for dilshad to not be concerned abt asad...not talking to him...telling him to get help..consoling him reassuring him...was a lil unbelievable...
not just today...she ddnt do so yesterday either...
i think the cvs shud realize this...it wud be AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL to see asad breakdown for once infrnt of her...i think theyd do such a scene BEAUTIFUL...and i hope dilshad is the one who sees asad going mad and tells him to go to ajmer for peace.
and i hope once all this is over...asad takes time to get out of depression...dsnt just jump out of it...cuz i wud luv to see...the khans regret wht they did with him...(k dilshads a mom she dsnt hv to say sorry)...but id luv for her to see the effect her words had on him...(i hope the cvs show after effects) and how crazy they drove him..smthing like him desperately trying to proove he never was is or will be rashid...
zoya::
ššš pretty clear how much she luvd asad...and how grave the trauma of tht sight left on her heart/mind...even though i think the putting 2-2 together by now goes for her too...its okay for her not to do so...cuz the trauma and heart break was to severe for her to handle...and tht shows when asad "came" her tears š...her condition is no less then asad...she is also psychologically disturbed and needs help...the way she walks...the way she held the pot like it wud break...dsnt talk too much...even the words she spat @ ghaffur..werent typical zoya...as she wudve lashed out like she used to lash at asad...her worn out face is enough to say how broken she is...the outgoing...chirpy zoya..who used to get bored every other min..who needed pizza like its oxygen...cud care less abt ANYTHING. she just wants to close up smwhere.
but im happy they showed her in jeans...it gives me hope for the old zoya to return after tannus confrontation (imagine she ddnt...not only us...but even asad wud LITERALLY KILL HIMSELF if he ddnt hear her laugh/her shayaris)
just like asad needs her...she needs him to heal.
the bi who works there..her words also gave me hope..tht asya r gonna re-unite soon...and r gonna be better than ever!!!
DYING to see an overprotective crazy asad once they re-unite...going crazy if she jus leaves his sight for a second...š³ cant wait for zoya to witness how crazy he is for her.š³
other than that
MISSES:: (unimportant ppl to me)
1. tannu staying at khan house..still..𤢠even after dilshaad told her to go..why?
2. humeira missing (a young girl...and they hv no info) for a MNTH...and her fam is reacting the way she is...š¤¢...totally unrealistic...
3. razia-badi bi...at it again...𤢠(cant gul find a better plot by now??)
4. GHAFFUR SIDDIQUE š¤¢š¤¢š¤¢- biggest jerk ever!!! his line to the kid was INHUMAN!!! does he not remember his own kid lived...or mayb even "LIVES" at an orphanage and is supposedly an orphan?? all i know is when this show happens...zoya is gonna be broken...and asad is gonna HATE THIS MAN...this is the kinda drama imma enjoy!!! NOT TANNU JAMMY!!
All i know is today the story was laid out for the future track...and i luvd it so far..dunno how long thtll last knowing the cvs...imran tanveer shown..is good...KEEP IT THT WAY...NEED BILLI OUT!!! NNOWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! enough is enough. asveer marriage...even a yes frm asad is HELL TO THE NO and u will kill asads character more!𤢠asad knows how crazy zoya is for him so he shud not do that...i will hate cvs for this...hope dilshads character returns back to normal..god bless asad-zoya cant see em like this for too long...
and for gods sake stop dragging ajmer cvs and bring it in already!!! š
all in all...its going good cvs...tannu-exposed and her and nikhats story starts (HOPEFULLY..ITS BEEN FROZEN SINCE OCTOBER) and asya get married...to trps will shoot SKY HIGH...plz dnt buther asads character...
after all this negativity good deserves to win over evil and for the sake of humanity i hope u show tht in ajmer...its boring...and annoying when evil cntnues to win cuz too much of anything isnt good. tanveers track has dragged out WAY TO LONG!
NEED sm fun luving...funny-romantic...crazy asya...cute khan family moments again!!! PUHLEASE!!
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