Hello Everyone!
To begin, here is wishing you all a very Happy and a Prosperous New Year, May this year bring with it all the Happiness, Peace and Success your way. š¤
Surprised that I showed up? I am guessing by the way the serial went it shouldn't be surprising that I showed upš! First things first, I have totally given up on the show. Nothing really affected me one bit over the last 2 months, but yes this had to be the episode that atleast got me reacting, even if it is for Old time sake!š
To begin with, I refuse to feel Sorry for Jaiā¦ cause I don't think sympathy is what Jai needs or deservesā¦It is Support. And I am relieved that this saga came to an end after 3 months of nonstop tortureš”. I must admit I had lost a sense of respect for Jai Walia not because of the ONS, but the way he handled the aftermath of it. He surely fell from grace atleast in my eyes, I expected a lot more strength in his characterš. I missed my Jai Walia all along, but he surfaced again today, with the same strengthš¤. His Dignified Silence when he faced the people he (thinks) has wronged and accepted their decision, surely redeemed him for me. I am glad he is punished, I am glad now he can free himself from the guilt he is suffering from. Not everyone has the guts to face their mistakes and accept its consequences without a defense. Not everyone gets a chance to redeem themselves, and i glad Jai got this chance not for anyone else's sake... but his own self. May be the Old Jai Walia will returnš³.
Having said that I feel the punishment handed over to him was downright UNFAIR, INSENSITIVE, INHUMANE! š”š¤¢
I have to say Massi today lost all the respect I ever had for her. She will surely top my list of 'I Hateā¦' Not because the guy she punished was my Fave Jai Walia, but because that lady not only failed as a Mother, but Failed as a Human Being alsoš¤¢! She is not different from Pia in that sense.
But then I ask, Who is Massi to talk about Justice in the 1st place? Is she innocent? NO. By what she had to say today, I felt she deprived Jai and Jigyasa of their father. She at a very early age seemed to have filled Jai mind against his father, the bitterness of which he holds till now. We would never know if Uday Walia did make an attempt atleast to be a good father if not a husband, but was stopped by Massi. And this mistake is going to happen all over againā¦ when she is going to deprive Krishna of her fatherš. I just hope Jai eventually fights back, if not for anyone else then atleast for his child.
She claims to be Jai's mother? She doesn't even have faith in her upbringingā¦ Jai didn't fail her as a mother, She failed herself, she failed Jaiā¦by not for a minute giving Jai an opportunity to be heard. She claims to protect him? She must be joking, where was she when Jai was broken, shattered when Bani left him? WHERE was she? Busy plotting along with Bani on how to save his hard earned money, when the man himself was being deprived of his child and love? (And mind you she retained all that for the family and sent Jai out, talk about double standardsš”!) She sided Bani in all this because Bani had a purpose, Jai's happinessā¦then is it very difficult to understand Jai hide for Bani's happiness? It wasn't as if she didn't hear Jai scream his lungs out that he loves Bani, by the fight he was having with Pia, it was obviously he doesn't love Piaā¦despite knowing that she never gave him a chance to be heard? She cursed him a life of loneliness, so be it, she isnt free from that curse either. As far as Jai and Loneliness goes, that wont happen, his Jai Camp is surely on his sideš! Seriously I don't care about her sense of judgment cause she isnt human enough to have a right to that judgmentš”! Yet, Jai accepted it, cause for him she was the highest authority in his life. He has lived his life in a way to please her, even if it was to put up with an unwanted marriage, he did it for her, there is no reason why he would have opposed the so called epitome of motherhood in his life.
Massi has every right to feel betrayed, ashamed of Jai. But to curse someone a living hell no matter what he had done, failed the mother in her. By cursing him with death without even a decent burial, she failed as a Human Being. Even if you wish someone's death, as a human you would atleast ask them their last wish or in the least wish their soul would rest in peace. But Massiā¦š”š¤¢
All said and done, I am glad with the way things turned out. I am glad it was Jai Walia who walked out of his house and not Bani. I am glad cause if Bani had walked out, he would have had the extra guilt of pushing her into an unknown future, an unsafe world. Atleast there is some solace that the woman he loves to death is there in the house he thought is his world. I am glad that Krishna will be born in that house, if not a father, he/she will surely have a financially secure upbringing. I am glad that Jai doesn't have to remain in that house under the false belief that the people who stay with him are his familyš”! I don't think Jai would have tolerated an indifferent Massi and Dadi, angry & taunting friends, A selfish sister and opportunist nephew and niece. I must admit I expected Jigyasa to voice atleast a protest at what was being done to Jai. She will pay for this, the freedom that she had being Jai Walia's sister would be lost for everš”.
THINGS ARE BETTER THIS WAY...š (Oh Yes, i do feel a sense of freedom that i would love if Jai feels being disowned by dartipar bhoj Walia khandan and i should be celebrating his freedom from the Dixit lineageš”š) My only wish- i hope his old, loyal Tony goes with him.
All in all I am happy that Jai was brutally killed today. He will be nothing more than a 'Zinda Lash' with no emotions, no feelings, Not that of happiness, sadness or pain. I am glad cause I used to wonder how he will ever live through this, but now I guess I am relieved cause he is as good as dead, who has lost his ability to feel any emotionš. That will see him through the next 3 or 5 years.
I would love to see what the Walia family would have to say when the TRUTH is out. But I guess they will get away with this aswell, cause for their luck the person they have wronged is Jai Walia, Who till date has never held a bad experience against anybody when they come back! Believe it or not he is blessed with a Big Heart (even though coupled with a Bad Temper) which knows to Forgive and Forget. When someone comes to him for a second chance after doing wrong to him, he has always obliged. Be it Roshini, Pia, Pushkar, Jigyasa, Ranveer or Baniā¦ he has always obliged. He will do it again, Unconditionally! Giving someone a second chance without holding their past against them needs courage to be able to trust againā¦ and Jai Walia has it. Sad, the others don't, not unless they are their OWN flesh and blood.
I don't have anything to say to Bani, just that I genuinely hope she finds Love and Peace again(in Jai or someone else). I really don't know at this point Jai and Bani were/are ever meant to be, but I wish both of them peace for themselves. Bani, I do hope someday u mature enough to accept the faults of ur lineage with dignity and with a sense of fairness! I hope Jai's belief in you when it came to Krishna isnt proved wrong like last time. Jai has gone for your sake, I hope u do set Jai free from even your thoughts, cause i am sure Jai himself wouldnt want u to think of him and live in pain. And may God give u the courage to face Jai Walia when that eventuality comes.
Ram, Prachi and Massi were exceptional today in their charactersš. Ram brought out the pain of Jai's World crumbling beautifully in his eyes and eyes alone. Prachi was exceptional in the beach sceneā¦ well Massi(I forgot her name) made me hate that character for life! A special mention for Roshini, she proved my belief that she cant act totally wrong, I am only glad to eat my wordsā¦ she has gone beyond her glamour and deliveredš.
I hope Monday begins 5 years later. I don't want anymore melodrama. Seeing Jai facing the sea may be is a way to say he is crossing the 'Saath Samundar' and will return later.
One phase of the story is OVER. And I am sad that they butchered it so badly not only the story but also the charactersš”. Now that they begin afresh I hope this story gets a new lease of life along with the characters. If the articles is anything to go by, I am pleased with Pawan Shankar graduating to the main league. Frankly I think Ram Kapoor and Prachi Desai have reached a stagnating point with reference to their performancesā¦ I don't see the spark in them any more. They deserve a good story line to get back to form and definitely a performer who can compliment and challenge their portrayal at the same time opposite thenā¦ and I cant think beyond Pawan Shankar. I have waited for a long time to see him in action and I more than sure he wont disappoint. I have no clue about what Tarun Sablok's character holds for all of us, but I am ok with anything as long as I get to see the talent of Pawan Shankar is meet with justiceš.
Ranveer, U r the only one in Walia household, on whom I place my complete trust and hope. For I know u r not biased towards either Jai or Baniā¦ And I really want you to remain so. I trust you to keep intact the legacy Jai Walia has built on the Business front, though I can bet on the fact that I am going to see a plate on the chairmain's cabin which read 'Bani Dixit'!
What happens to Pia, Pushkar, Sahil Ranoā¦ is something I really don't care about. With time it will reveal itself.
As for Jai, Go Jaiā¦ Go as far as possible, give ur life a new meaningā¦ u do have lots in you, don't let it go a wasteā¦ Don't waste your life Jai, Even though u don't find anything worth living, u do have lots in u that will help people build their own lives! Build a Business, not for money, but to keep urself occupied, for finding a purpose in your life when u realize so many are dependant on you for a living. I would really suggest to retain ur sanity u do adopt a child. That way the you can give eachother a family after being orphaned by ur very own.
Come on Jai Walia, the test of character is hereā¦ Show what u are made up of, u should and must survive this phase with dignity and grace. And as for you Jai Campā¦ seems like we will always remain ur loyalist. š¤
I guess I better stop, has been a long time since I wrote and I seemed to have rambled on and on. I am sorry for bugging u. Hopefully will see u guys around. Would love to read ur take and will be even more glad if some more Massi bashing happensšš
Miss u guys,
Take Care,
Lots of Luv
Anu.
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