22.06.13
Dear dear diary,
I have said it before, I will say it again- Tanveer is a blessing in disguise...SHE SIMPLY BRINGS OUT THE BEST IN ASYA!๐
Asad: His worst fears just came true...He always feared he would hurt the girl he loved- and so he did...That ganda khoon somehow got the better of him, he doesn't know how...hence, that purely hateful stare at Rashid- aakhir aap hi ka khoon nikla...
Asad runs after Zoya...what does he want of her?
The decision to leave is hers...probably, he will not ask her to marry him. But, she needs to know he did not break her trust- at least not knowingly...because he knows how a part of his soul and his Ammi's soul died when Rashid betrayed them- he does not want Zoya to go through that- not after what she herself has gone through in her childhood. Therefore he runs to explain...not for himself, but for her sake.
"-Tum bhi wahaan thi"- YOU WERE ALSO THERE- he wants her to know- he did not do anything that did not involve her- it is not his safai...it is his earnestness- YOU ARE THERE WITH ME EVERY MOMENT, IN WHATEVER I DO. (And therefore, I cannot have done any wrong?)
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I think the best of Asad/ KSG is yet to come- starting with the precap- holding the duppatta.
Zoya: Aapne mere bharosa thoda hai- main kuchh nahi sunnna chaahti- AAP SACH KI BAAT KAR RAHE HAIN?- (A vague reference to the truth she has been trying to show him about Tanveer perhaps? Which he had continued to be blind to..and now..Tanvee has won. She has shown her that Asad could and would break her trust. It does not matter to zoya any more how she did it, or how he ended up there. The fact is it has been done- and Zoya is not going to make any more excuses for him- main kuchh nahi sunna chaahti!
And out tumbles the most beautiful sach of all- HIS TRUTH, HER TRUTH, THEIR TRUTH- "Maine aap jaise insaan se mohabbat"...there- he gets her confession- so painful that it had to come out this way.
He might have broken her heart, her trust- but nothing can change the great truth- when Dilshad slaps Asad, it is like a slap on her own face- she can feel his pain- not the physical, but the emotional one- she can feel how devastating this must be for him...LOVE DOES NOT DIE...EVER...
Najma: Somehow, this is the other person I noticed in the epi after AsYA. When Zoya comes back with Mr. Khan's betrayal- the shock of it- it made Najma sit down...very noticeable and very well done! *applause*
Dilshad: She trusted one man in her youth. She never thought he'd leave her- BUT HE DID.
She had a bigger trust in her children. She was dead sure Asad would never let her down, but he did. She was proven WRONG once again...
Ayan: He cannot make head or tail out of what is happening! All he knows is, his bhaijaan is the last person who'd do something like this- would he please deny it all?
Rashid: Shaken to the core! He knows Asad hates him enough not to repeat his mistake- yet, it seems to have happened- and to a girl like Zoya. His son did to Zoya what he did to Dilshad- and he knows these two women DESERVE THE BEST. Asad, tu mere jaise nikamma kaise nikla???
Nikhat, Humeira and Najma: They don't want to be there when their bhaijaan is being grilled- they leave with the slap. Good for them- they don't get to hear their father being put down too, deservedly.
Billo!: Tanveer: Yes. She is our catalyst and polish! She scrubs AsYa clean and makes them shine- her intent is to hurt them๐ก..but their love emerges stronger and brighter.๐๐๐
Does any one wonder if the act happened? I don't- the clue was there in the show itself- Raziya tells Billo that Asad'd believe whatever she TOLD HIM...NOTE- NOT what he himself sees or experiences...BUT WHATEVER SHE TOLD HIM...therefore, it is all based on her talk.๐ Nothing happened.๐
Billo's future: I am waiting to see if she uses the pregnancy card as a last attempt to trap Jammy...pretty sure Zoya will either teach her to count ๐or decide to shelter thekitten minus the monstrous mamma...๐
Or Maybe,
Tanveer will finally get fed up of this couple and start freaking Nikhat out with her stone eye...๐
OR MORE LIKELY,
She will commit suicide out of depression๐คข.๐..any one would- with no result after such elaborate planning.๐คข๐ Billi chullu bhar paani mein doob mar jaayegi!๐คฃ
"Jammy, Woh nahi samjhegi"- For the time being, YES- she will not rationalise. Because the shock has numbed Zoya...all she remembers is Tanveer's dare- that she was adept at enticing men with her particular 'Hunar'- a glimpse of which Zoya just witnessed. And it shames her, that Mr. Khan would allow himself to fall prey to such seduction tactics, whatever his MAJBOORI was- 'main kuchh nahi sunna chaahti hoon.'
But Zoya will listen...if not to the voice of reason, to the silent prayer that pours out of her beloved's heart...
Mohe Peet Tihari Maar Gayi
Tum Jeet Gaye Main Haar GayiMain Haar Ke Bhi Balhaar Gayi
Aisa Prem Basa More Tan-man Mein
( Your Love Killed Me
You Won And I Lost.
I Devote Myself Even In My Defeat
Such Intense Love Is In My Body And Soul )