*Trial confession Anniversary Spl*

11^th June. One of the most memorable days in SwaRon history. A day which no SwaRonian can forget. A day, when many relations were made' A day when a girl decided to let go off her ego and listen to her heart, for once, which chanted his name.. Which craved for him' which yearned to be with him.

The day of the trial confession.

Nothing much happened due to this' The only positive aspect that one can look at is, that this was the same day when Sharon Rai Prakash accepted her feelings for a guy' Her majnu' For the person who loves her like no one else does.

This was a special day.. The day, when Swayam and Sharon became SwaRon, not officially but secretly. The day, when Sharon accepted her feelings for Swayam' The day when Swayam promised to her that he can never stop loving her'. The day, when for the first time they shared their feelings.

The day, when two souls became one.

SwaRon have gone through many ups and downs' Literally two break ups.. But not even once did we feel that they were in a post break up phase.

"Relationship status khatam hone se feelings aur emotions khatam nahi hote"

It's true. What Sharon said, applies to their relationship at this point of time too.

A lot has changed in the past year. Sharon's feelings... From like to love... And Swayam's love.. He was there for her, always.

But one thing has remained constant.

Their affection.. The bond they share with each other...

And now here we are, standing on a delicate phase in SwaRon lovestory. No one knows what will happen ahead. On one hand, Sharon just accepted that she LOVES Swayam and on the other hand, Swayam is still trying to fathom her behavior.

On one hand, Sharon is giving herself in, and on the other hand, Swayam is showing no signs of getting back together.

On one hand, Sharon is finding it difficult to confess to him, and on the other hand Swayam is too disturbed to propose to her.

On one hand Sharon can't stop thinking about Swayam and on the other hand Sharon's behavior is troubling Swayam..

Still, a hope is there, that very soon... Swayam and Sharon will become the official SwaRon. 😳

RDX PARTY

Tum bahut special ho Sharon…. humara pehla kiss bhi bahut special hoga….

She was touched…he could say that looking at those beautiful greenish orbs….tears rolled down her cheek….she came close to him and rested her head on his chest…. they drifted off to sleep…. listening to the beautiful melody their hearts were singing…...he slept in the arms of his angel that day...

It was a dream come true for him..his love...was finally close to his heart...his princess was finally in his embrace...when he saw her shedding tears for him...he knew ..he is not the only was struck by the cupid's arrow ...two hearts were beating for each other...one already knew the reason behinds its rythm ..the other one was yet to understand its feelings...yet to recognize its love...

He looked at the angel in his embrace and smiled...it was a dream ...a dream which was too good to be true...with the 1^sttouch of sunrays on mother nature...a new strory was unfolding its wings ...a new dawn in two individual's lives ...who were meant to be together ...yet the diffrences between them always kept them away ...just like dew drops on rose petals...never separate from each other..never together...

He opened his eyes ...and saw her running away from him...her eyes were full of tears...she never expressed her feelings about that night in front of him...even when they met in the locker room the next morning ...he could feel her presence even before her arrival...he could see somthing in her eyes...something strange...something he always wished to see in those hazel orbs...but her voice didn't convey the feelings her eyes were conveying...she refused to remember the heavenly moments they spent in each others embrace...she requested his to forget everything...he knew that was next to impossible for him...how could he forget the first few beautiful moments he shared with his love...but he couldn't let her go empty handed ...

Your wish is my command Sharon...agar tum nehi chahti ki humare bich me jo hua wo kisiko pata chale..toh aisa hi hoga...

He was in pain...immense pain...the first pain of his first love...which he welcomed with a smile...but he could see the reflection of his pain in her eyes...somewhere deep down ...she was affected ...by him...

Secret admirer..Moments of Love..passion..hidden desires

Those unspoken feelings...un-named emotions in her eyes gave him the courage to take a step towards her...he started showering his love on her as a secret admirer...he converyed his love through his gifts...his poems...each verses of those poems were carved with his love...undying...unconditional love for her...he used to smile looking at her cute reactions to her secret admirer...it gave him courage to confess his feelings for her ...to write the first chapter of their saga of love...

Abandoned corridor Showdown

May be he was wrong...may be...he didn't know...the day he confessed his feelings for her...in the abandoned corridor ...he came out of the veil of secret admirer and confessed his love...but her reaction broke his heart ...he questioned her feelings...

kyun bina kuch kahe tumhaari aankhe mujhse baate karti hain?
kyun tumhari hoto ki muskuraht dil ki udaasi chupa nahi sakti?
kyun tumhara haat mujhe chune se pehle kaapta hain?
kyun mere paas ane pe tumhaare saanse tez ho rhi hain Sharon?

That day he got to know she hated him...she misunderstood his love...addressed him as a desperate stalker ...she thought he considered her as materialistic person...

Sivam Fiasco

The flames never lost their heat...in their hearts...he started ignoring her ...his heart became a piece of rock ...which never reacted to her insults..her taunts...untill that day...The day he found her in someone else's arms...his heart ached witnessing her so close to someone...

He didn't shed tears for her that day...it was his wounded heart's pain..which came out from his eyes..he shaded blood for her ...she didn't want him to be close to him...she didn't let him go away ...he stood there ...supporting her ..in each every mishap that happened ...the day she lost her confidence..her friends...her soul...her dance..he stood behind her...being her confidence...

Swayam:Sharon's Confidence

He still remembered the restlessness in her eyes after finished her solo performance in Goa...Indiafest...her eyes were searching for him...her eyes were proving how much he affected her...

You can get the best and worst out of me

They became tolerant towards each other...they mastered the art of hiding their feelings...from other..from each other...untill that day...that fatefull day..he still starts cursing himself even at the mention of that day...due to a misunderstanding about his cousin's selection in their dance team..she doubted his intentions...the hidden feelings...the boiling emotions...the well kept secrets came out ...in an ugly manner...he lost his temper...when she followed him till computer room...and accused him of being a stalker ...yet again..when she tagged herself as a victim of his dirty fantasies...this time he couldn't suppress his anger..his frustration...his pain...he pinned her to the wall and moved close to her...she surrendered her fragile self...to him...he could have confessed his love to her...they could have been together ...but his cruel destiny wished to get entertained on the cost of his pain...he insulted her self-respect ...he pushed her far away from himself...

Agar main chahu na.to ek minute mein tumhe apna bana sakta hoon.i can just have you. AGAR main chahu to.

main abhi prove karwa sakta hoon ki agar main tumhaare paas aya to tum mujhe roko gi nahi.just like rdx sir's party.remember?

He questioned her character ...her individuality ...her bleeding self-respect ...he thought he lost her ...that day..when he saw her running away from him ...without giving him a chance to rectify his mistake...

Dare not hurt my girl

Flames of love were still burning deep inside...his touch...her presence...a dance with him...a smile of hers...

every step he took to protect her..affected them...he was always her Knight in shining Armour

Do dil mil rahe he

The feelings hidden inside some remote corner of their hearts ...came out...giving beautiful memories to cherish and hopes to their hearts

Comfortable with closed book

He decided to confess his feelings to her...realizing her soft corner for him...but her apprehensions stopped her from accepting her feelings..she said..she is comfortable keeping the book closed

I love you..I like you...Hopes ..dreams..& Love

He thought he lost her that day..forever...but destiny had different plans for them...the day she came to his house and half-opened the door to her heart for him...she gave a chance to the unique equation they shared ...

I really hope ..you still love me...I really do...

For the first time she confessed that he affected her...those lines gave him hope...a new hope to his love...to their equation...she wanted to give THEM a chance...

i love you sharon.hamesha will aur usse koiii nahi rok sakta... its not that i havent tried but pretty hell hota hi nahi ...

That love...those promises...which seemed like a dream come true...after a long battle with destiny ...he got her attention..her care..her affection..

They decided to give their equation a chance...a trial relationship...few unspoken promises became vocal that day...

I will make you fall in love with me sharon..i promise...

Two pain of eyes ...weaved the same dream...to be together...two hearts were celebrating the occasion..when their hidden feelings became vocal...their heartbeats were beating in sync...creating a beautiful melody...melody of love...

Someone's LOVE was strong enough to sustain a trail relationship...

Someone's LIKE was yet to get converted into LOVE...

A Trial Couple

People decide to get together but situations and fate do whatever they have stored for them. Even if people try to go against it, it doesn't let them. Same happen with them. Both of them tried to move smoothly with each other.. Understanding each other.. Supporting each other .. Motivating each other.. but the situations keep distracting their actual purpose of being together.

Secretly hi sahi but tum meri girlfriend ho and i trust you.

Tum abhi bhi mujhse gussa ho na

Honestly haan but ye meri problem hai.. mai nahi chahta mere gusse ka effect tumpe ho.. Sharon ek baar mai sab kucch sort out karlu then i'll meet you..

Then their cute roothna manana session like every relationship continued. On the explanation given by Sharon he says

"Hu Kaun mai Sharon Rai Prakash se upset hone waala.."

His this gesture to always make her feel special was enough for her to realize that she means everything to him and he knows her the best and would never let her fall...

He wasn't the one who would calculate her by her words coz he knew Sharon was a pure soul inside so it happened he didn't notice the sudden change in her which was forceful that was letting out in the form of frustration and he dint want her to change herself forcefully for him..

Tumne kabhi mujhe dekha hai aise logo ke peecche peecche bhaagte hue... Sorry Sorry bolte hue???

Dekho Sharon aaj tum is change ko leke comfortable ho because may be ye naya hai its interesting for you. Par tum aisi nahi ho... lekin aaj nahi to kal tum khud is change ko leke irritate ho jaogi..

She understood him and that was the first ever time she replied to his show of love..

I Love you Sharon

And I... Like you...

Breaking Up

Situations again turned out to be interrogating their decision and the game of nature kept on playing when suddenly a thunderstorm came and everything got shattered.. their hopes, his efforts, her trust..

It broke her from inside and she was clueless of the feeling that occupied her brains..

Sharon tum is trial relationship se khush ho??

Mai apni happiness khud dhundne ki koshish kar rahi hoon. Aur is search me ai akeli hi khush hoon.. i don't wanna waste your time..

Her behaviour her discomfort her sadness couldn't go unnoticed by him. He decided to set her free.. She realized that he broke up with her just to set her free and out of the discomfort and confusion she is going through and realized she wasn't worth him

Mai tumhaare laayak nahi hoon Swayam..

The breakup was enough to break him entirely from inside but a promise, a promise could change everything.. They both promised each other to win the competition.. The promise wasn't to win the competition entirely. It was to win back each other. And that worked.. he kept his promise but she couldn't due to her health and then she herself realized if his promise means a lot to her so how important he could be in her life..

You are Important to me

Are you crazy? ..Tumse thodi Kam…

Both of them..were crazily in love with each other..she had a break up…Love, a wonderful feeling had already embraced them..it was time for vocalization of feelings..but since she hadn't confessed..she was still perplexed about her feelings..Her heart had definitely recognized it..otherwise she definitely wouldn't go other way round for fulfilling a mere promise..but that promise was special for her..may be the person was more important..

Important…main?

Tears of joy..were making their way..leaving him still confused behind his love's actions..He was under a magic spell..he couldn't do anything but question the love of his life..he got a ecstatic reply.. All his doubts were cleared..Only one he could see was her, only one he could hear was her.., he somewhere now had patted himself..for changing like you to like you very very much..

Relationship status change hone se feelings aur emotions to change nahi ho jaate na...

Swayam Shekhawat mere liye bahut important hai... Bahut bahut bahut important...

I like you very very very much...

Promise that Binds Forever

Her health wasn't good so she had to leave for her father but before leaving she had taken a promise from him .

Promise me Sawayam jaise hum hamesha sath hai waise dance bhi hamesha humaare beech ek bind rahega

He knew soon he would proudly announce the world, that she is his.. But this love story had to be eternal.. and something that marks the history..so that they have a magical and spectacular journey to describe..once again they were away..

Back to square one

And she left... Those months were like ages for him.. he couldn't bear a minute of separation from his love... The calls messages and video chats weren't seem to be enough for him.. if it would be according to his wish he would fly to delhi to meet his love but it wasn't.. Suddenly the messages calls everything got stopped coming from her side.. no replies .. he got worried.. She was calling her friends but not him... it worried him...

On a second thought he thought she might be giving him surprise but something wasn't good for him...Coz life has stored another turn in their story...

And their she returned on a very big day for him as his lucky charm and after her entrance he won..

Kitne time baad mai tumhaare muh se apna naam sun raha hoon...

But her weird behavior forced him to suspect and after her rash replies he was hurt deeply

Wow.. we are back to square one Sharon...

My fate won't let me be with you..my heart won't let me go away from you

Yaadein yaad aati he...

She was there trolling in the battle of her heart and mind..heart yearned for him..she was diagnosed with asthma..she wanted to be with the person who loves her more than anything..but her brain..was questioning her..asking her..aint she being selfish on her part..HE deserved the best..not the one with faults..besides she couldn't dance..all these accusations of being selfish forced her to stay away..

Finally tumne mera naam lia…taras gaya tha main tumhaare muh se mera naam sunne k liye..

She ruthlessly witnessed the smile of Swayam being faded away as soon she told that there is nothing between them..She considers all the moments in their last meet useless.. at that moment it was like someone was stabbing her heart..

She was lying to her love..for her love..She was left with no other option..except avoiding him..but that is difficult on her part too..She finally expressed her pain through dance..committing all her memories/reminiscences with him..

Yaadein…yaadein..ye yaadein kisi dil-o-jaanam baad aati hai..

Every that moment which holds a special palce in her life..infact holds her life..is her support system..coz it has HIM in it

Feelings...Not without any reason

He tried to know the reason behind her indifference ...trying to be close to her...their intimacy made her realize ...

This madness is not without reason..I'm mad for him, but not without any reason..

Next she realized the close proximity they were sharing and pushed him away..trying to protect him from pain...giving him reason not to give up on them..

Smell the Coffee Sharon..This is Swayam..The Lover boy

I'm not gonna let you go.

Sharon changed into her nightdress and sat on her bed, after a rather tiring day…

How long will you lie to him Sharon? She asked herself. This has to come to an end. He's close to you. He deserves to know at least this much. Don't you realize that you are hurting him?

She did. She knew she was hurting him. But she didn't have any other choice. She didn't want his sympathies. Rather, she wanted to fight the disease herself.

I'm sorry Swayam. She spoke mentally. I hope to sort this mess really soon.

Suddenly she heard a noise. Someone had fallen down.

She got up and immediately looked behind at the direction of that noise.

Tum! She said, shocked.

Swayam got up and dusted his jacket properly and smiled sheepishly at her.

Tum yaha kya kar rahe ho! She said, moving towards him and gesturing through her hands.

Oh please Sharon. Tum itni bhi stupid nahi ho ki tumhe yeh na samajh mein aaye ki mein yaha tumhare liye aaya hu.

Haan par aise window se??

Tum mujhe normally darwaaze se aane toh deti ho nahi.

Tum… yaha.. It's not right ok! She said, putting her diva mask on.

I'm here.. For you… He said and moved closer.

She could say nothing else… She looked at him.. She was riveted by him…. His chocolate brown eyes were enough to convey the love he had for her.. She wished she could reciprocate his feelings.

He held her by her waist and kept pulling her closer. She tried to revolt. She wanted to battle it out with her heart… But somehow, she couldn't push him. She didn't want to push him. True, she

loved the proximity. But somehow, she felt it wasn't right. She was supposed to make him hate her. She was supposed to fill happiness in his life. She was supposed to remove all his burdens. Which she couldn't do.

What's happening Sharon…. Push him. Her mind commanded her.. But who could stop her heart? Which was shamelessly chanting his name… Which wanted to be with him, like that forever… which had started beating at an abnormal speed, now that he was near…

He touched her forehead. Tumhe high fever hai. He said, worriedly. Aur bol rahi ho ki theek ho. You need to rest.

I'm a big girl. I can manage everything. She changed her soft expression into a stern one. And tried to go away from him.

He let her go… Realization dawned upon him… Sharon had been behaving queerly off late. She wasn't her usual self and not once did she try and talk about THEM. Something major had happened. Something was wrong. He knew Sharon liked him… He knew her like couldn't turn into hatred. He knew there was some problem which she was hiding from him.

Give her some time. She'll open up herself. His inner voice spoke..

I don't want You to live with my flaws..

She told him the truth behind her indifferent attitude..the reason which was tearing them apart...she didn't want him to live with her flaws...to experience her pain...Dance with binds them together was going away from her...she was asthmatic...her 1st love..Dance was snatched away from him...she didn't want him to leave dance for her...she didn't want his love to get replaced with sympathy ...she let him free...from her flaws

Aankhein teri

Officially they were not a couple any more...still the feeling were same...she couldn't see him in pain...she knew she is the only one who can lessen his pain...who can support him...he needed her...the wounds his father gave him on his self confidence..on his existence ...Moments of surrendering herself to her Love...her confusions about him...the thin line between like and love was getting clearer every moment ...

You make my heart skip a beat

Moments of intimacy...which helped her to be sure about her feelings for him..the feelings hidden deep inside her heart ...

From Like To Love..

She finally realized her Love for him...
They are not together...still they feel each others pain...one smiles when the other one is happy...one feels the pain when the other one cries...when hearts connect..souls mold together...that is LOVE...

I wish main abhi tumhare saath ho sakti.
I know tumhari life is waqt bahut demanding hai. Tum aur tumhare dad, Tani, Rey.
I so wish main tumhare life ka comfort zone ban pati jiski tumhe jarurat hai.
Tum upset hote ho to main upset ho jati hoon, Tum haste ho to main hasti hoon.
Itni sari feeling pehli baar face kar rahi hoon
I guess isse hi kehte hain Pyar, Ishq, Mohabbat.

He challenged their destinies...when he promised her that he will make her fall in love with him...he will change her LIKE into LOVE...Finally ...the doors of her heart she half opened for him that night ...he has become the emperor of her heart...

Now we are waiting for the day when she will express her love in front of him...Time will stand still witnessing their love...Finally circle of love is complete...

You are the only one for me..

I can't live without you now,
What's my existence without you..

If I get separated from you,
I'll be separated from my own self..

Because you alone are,
Now you only are,
life. You're my life.
My peace, and my pain,
you alone are my love..


How's this relationship of ours,
I don't like distance of even a moment
Every day, I live for you
All my time is for you..

There shouldn't be a moment of mine without you,
There is your name on every breath..