I am not mine and someone calls me - Page 4

"How Long?"

"Since when your Princess has been suffering from this?" he frowns and asks while he keeps carrying her in his arms and continues his walking through the steeple and hilly path.

"umm…we don't understand your question Doctor Saab." Vijaya asks him back. They too are following him though they struggle to keep the pace with him.

Doctor now really feels disgusted to hear her counter question. He is already shocked to witness their irresponsibility and carelessness. They almost leave a patient who is struggling to stand properly right now under the scorching sun and intense heat. And they don't even bother to carry any kind of medicines and other support for her relief.

"I am asking you how long your Princess is suffering from this headache and fit? Did she ever get these kinds of attacks earlier?" he asks them firmly without slow down his pace.

"Actually we don't know that too."Jaya replies.

"What the hell is this?" Now Doctor shouts, "Do you Ladies think that I am kidding with you? This is a really crucial condition. Your Mistress could have died if you two stick to yours we don't know statement." He closes his eyes and takes a deep breathe and then opens his eyes and calmly explains them, "Listen Madams. I know may be she is a spoilt, rich, moody and proud Princess. But her condition of heart is not good right now. She will die if you …." He can't complete his sentence as those two middle aged women fall on his feet and start crying badly….

"No no Doctor Saab. Please don't tell this. We love her just like our daughter. Please save her." They both say sobbingly.

"She is not spoilt, moody and proud Princess. We lovingly call her Princess because she has all Princess like quality. She is very genuine and great hearted person. She never differentiates between rich and poor and disrespects us…actually…." Jaya can't hold her tears so long and burst into crying. So Vijaya takes on from there……"Actually since her childhood she never let any of us know her pain, sorrow and problems. She always deals with them herself. Even when she had had high temperature in her childhood she forbade us even her mother to come near to her. We truly don't know since when she is suffering from these kinds of fits. Because she always hides her pain and suffering."

Doctor now seriously gets surprised. Because till now he doesn't meet any girl or lady of her age who keeps her pain and sufferings to her own. "But it's really important to me to know about her previous health condition. Otherwise ….."he doesn't complete his sentence and starts walking towards his caravan. In his lightening- speed walking he almost reaches the base of the mountain and he increases his pace to reach over his caravan soon.

Don't go so soon!!

"Listen…umm….." he shook her gently, "I need to go. I am already late…." He couldn't finish as his wife shut his mouth planting a kiss on it.

"Don't go so soon. Please." She requested fervently dipping herself down into his bare chest. He hugged her back too and started rubbing her back to cajole her.

"But I have papers to submit." He tried to make her understand his need but she didn't want to hear him.

"You are very rude, you know. The next morning of your wedding night you are ready leave your newly wedded bride in distress and resume your duty." She pouted and turned her face off from him. "Okay then, I am leaving you. Go wherever you want to." She got up from her bridal bed and tried to get off from there. But she felt her dupatta was struck in somewhere. She looked back to release it from the obstacle and found that it was held by him.

"Now tell me who is rude to whom?" He gave her his crooked smile which he always saved for her. "Some time ago, someone was saying about something newly wedded bride. But shouldn't the same law apply on the newly wedded groom?" He grinned and dragged her dupatta towards him. And in reflex she landed upon him with a thud.

"Ouch." She reacted. He readily got up and started inspecting her where did he get hurt.

"Thanks very much for your concern Patidev. But I am alright." She giggled and winked, "Actually I was testing your…" she didn't complete her sentence.

He showed mock anger and took her into his embrace and said, "You need to be punished severely Princess." He leaned on the bed taking her upon him.

"Oh your punishments and rewards both are welcome." She reddened head over heel while she said that. Then she again sank herself into him and soon they both were lost into each other and started a new beginning with their union in a new morning.

Love's Essence

The Essence of Love.

How pure it will be?

Without me?

I am here in waiting of yours.

And you are busy in work of yours!!!

Oh Darling! Please look at me for once….

You don't know how much do you matter to me!!

Without you I am a living statue without any life, emotions and heart.

Because you are my heart, Sweetheart.

Don't you understand that?

I belong to you….and so are you.

But still I get negligence from you.

My love, respect, care, affection, nursing why doesn't anything of these matter to you??

You renounce everything from your life.

You renounce ME!?

Remember you were my teacher.

And I was your learner.

You had taught –

How to fragrance create.

At first the flowers are plucked and picked.

Then they are nourished.

And then they are crushed and squeezed and pressed.

Then their inner Essence comes out.

We get our desired Fragrance.

You said that,

Love is also like the Fragrance.

I was the Rose,

And you were the creator.

You always nourished me…..

With your all care, attention, support, affection.

You always protected me from the odds.

And then …..

I used to melt in your warmth.

You were sometime child.

And the next time you were wild.

Yours tightest hugs, strongest embraces

Used to squeeze and crash my bossom within you.

Yours passionate kisses used to cut my skin.

I got more reddened by yours strong caresses, scratches and clutches.

Your wild love made me tired.

And I fell asleep over you, knowing that you were not satisfied.

But after seeing me sleepy and tired,

You became mild.

And cursed yourself for being so wild (at me).

Then lovingly and gently you again held me closer to you.

And gave me the healing……with you.

And that the very moment ours Essence of Love came out.

From us.

The Fragrance informed everyone around us.

That You and I were WE.

We were inseparable.

We were one.

Oh Dear……I am still missing you.

Ours inseparable being with each other.

I miss ours Fragrance of emotions.

The Essence of ours True Love.

i remembered something..ohh Kalidas you reappeared again??😉😆