Raesha FF: Pehla Pehla pyar hai. Pg143 - Page 51

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kya vidya di? dara diya! aisha bahar kyun bhaaagi😕 m a little scared but i think she will say yes or maybe ask for time...fingers crossed!

Originally posted by: sunshine94

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Hello Arjunians...back with a new part...

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Part 16:

Meanwhile, somewhere outside, in the far end of the lawn……

"Aisha…kya hua??? kyun bhaag aayi wahaan se??"

Sameer sprinted to her side voicing out in a concerned worried tone…

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Sameer saw her standing at an isolated dark corner and her back faced him……He gave her a little time before enquiring further…

Sameer tapped her shoulders gently to bring her out of the silence she had adorned on herself and that silence was quite unusual of her and it frightened him….

It was clear that she wasn't prepared for this…..perhaps he was at fault….He should have given her some hints to what was coming up…..or may be his entire approach had gone the wrong way…..may be she didn't like it being in the open before so many people…..may be he hurt her sentiments! He wasn't sure of what exactly it was….

He waited impatiently for a few moments before speaking up, "plzz Aisha, problem kya hai? Is it because I proposed before so many people?"

Aisha spoke up slowly…"jab achaanak sab ke saamne aapne shaadi keliye poocha, main decide nahi karpaayi ke kya kahum……naa nahi keh sakthi thi aur haan bhi…."

Sameer is a little taken aback by her hesitation to say yes and enquires, "Are you having second thoughts about us? I mean…tum khul ke bathaa sakthi ho…..I will understand"

Aisha: Shaadi ek bohat badhi decision hai…..are you ready for it Sameer?

Sameer didn't understand what she was trying to say there……his unasked questions reached her….

She replied, "pyar karna aur phir shaadi karke zindagi barr saat nibaana dho alag baat hai…its quite different Sameer….."

Sameer snapped her short, "matlab tum humaare baare mein ab tak sure nahi ho?"

Aisha: aisa nahi hai….agar mere life mein shaadi hogi toh sirf aapse….I know you are the one I can love for a life time….You are the one I wish to spend my entire life with! But…"

Sameer: but what Aisha??? You don't trust me, huh?

Aisha: aisa nahi hai Sameer….I trust you more than myself…..par….[pausing for a moment] par shaadi, ghar, pariwaar sab bohat bada responsibility hai aur aksar yahi responsibility samay ke saat ek bhoj lagne lagtha hai….aise situation pe pyar kahi kho hi jaatha hai….sab vaadhe aur kasme toot jaathe hai….I have seen that happening Sameer…..bas ek impulsive behavior ya decision aur sab kuch bikhar jaatha hai……aur main aisa kuch sehen nahi kar paavungi….After getting you into my life, I will never be able to bear the separation!

Isiliye aasaan nahi tha haan kehna…..

[Her voice broke as she said those…..there were tears flowing down her cheeks as well]

Sameer could see that Aisha has serious trust problems in the whole institution of marriage and he was sure that there was more to it than what she let out or met his eyes…..

Sameer turned her around and wiped her tears…..when it ceased, he embraced her in a warm hug and consoled her, "bas….ab chup ho jaao….tumhe aisa kyun lagtha hai ke humaare saat bhi aisa kuch hoga…..dont you have faith in our love Aisha?"

Aisha: [parting from him] I do Sameer…I do have faith…..but there are things which have left a deep scar in me…..it has impacted me so much that I tend to lose faith at times….[he looks at her enquiringly as she continues]….patha hai mere mom dad ke bhi love marriage hi hui thi but…..jab se mujhe yaad hai, I have never seen them behaving good to each other….harr waqt jagadthe teh…..aisa lagtha tha ke ek dhoosre ke shakal se bhi allergy hai! mujhe lagtha tha ke dhoor rehne ki, ek dhoosre ko na dekhne ki bahaane dhoondthe teh….dad ko business trips aur hectic work schedules ke bahaane milthe teh….aur mom ko apne social work ka…..hum teenon ne ek saat bohat hi kam waqt bithaaya hai……mujhe harr saal ek nayi nanny milthi thi…aur vacations aur holidays kisi day care ya vacation camps mein ghuzaarthi thi……

phir, achaanak ek din, mom mujhe apne saat ek naye ghar mein le gayi……kuch naye dolls aur chocolates ke temptation dehkar mujhe wahaan le gayi….aur kahaa ke aaj se yahi humaara ghar hai……tab mujhe nahi patha tha ke usska matlab kya tha…..bas alternate weekends aur kuch holidays pe dad se milthi thi….tab bhi sochthi thi ki dad office mein busy hai aur isilye weekend pe milthe hai!

Jaise jaise saal beethe, mujhe haqeekat ka patha chalne laga….humaara pariwaar ab humaara nahi raha….toot kar dho hissa hogaya tha…..ek meri dad ka aur ek meri mom ka….and I was juggled between the two! Divorce ho chukha tha aur dad ne kisi aur se dobaara shaadi bhi karli…..Jab mujhe sab kuch samajh aane laga tab mom ne bathaaya ke dad ke professional circles se hi kisi ke saat dad ka affair tha….and he wanted to separate from my mom and marry her…..

I was actually shattered kyun ki itna aasaan nahi tha yeh maan na ke mere dad ab sirf meri nahi rahe…….uss bikhare hua haalaat mein mom ne mujhe sambaala….she brought me around..actually she surprised me by doing that…..mujhe humesha lagtha tha ke mom bhi mujhse pyar nahi karthi par jab unnone mujhe samjhaaya aur sambaala tab mujhe unnke problems ka patha chala….she was trying to get away from her marital problems and in that process, she had to ignore me for a while! I cant blame her…….neither do I blame my dad….perhaps it was all meant to end like that!

Aksar sochthi hoom ke agar shaadi, ghar, pariwaar sab mujhe apne pyar se dhoor kardega toh mujhe woh sab kabhi nahi chahiye Sameer….."

She looked at him with teary eyes…..

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Sameer could understand her emotions well…..a child from a broken family was sure to lose the faith in the concept of marriage and family!

Sameer hugged her tightly to console her and give her the much needed comfort…..He then slowly voiced, "Par mujhe woh sab chahiye Aisha….tumaare saath shaadi karni hai….aur apne poore life tumaare saath nibaana hai…..tumaare saat ek khoobsurat ghar aur ek pyara sa pariwaar chahiye mujhe….…..yeh sapna mujhe haqeekat banaani hai…..

Jaanthi ho mera inspiration kaun hai? [when she looks enquiringly, he replies] mere maa aur papa…..unnke beech ka pyar aur apnapan ab bhi wahi hai jo tees saal pehle tha….ek din bhi maa, papa se dhoor nahi rehethi……..papa ek din bhi ghar se baahar nahi rehthe….kitna bhi late ho, ghar laut aathe hai aur maa unnke aane taq raah dekhthi hai…..ek dhoosre ka khayaal rakhna, ek dhoosre ke khushi ko khud se aage rakhna…ek dhoosre se itna pyar karna" [He stops seeing Aisha's face….she was listening keenly but yet, she had a tinge of sorrow and disappointment in her eyes…perhaps visualizing a happy family was tough for her at the moment!]

He smiled and continued, "par mujhe koyi jaldi nahi hai….I can wait…aur hum tab hi shaadi karenge jab tumhe mujhpe, humaare pyar pe aur iss rishte pe poora yakeen ho jaayega……I promise!"

Aadha Sa Wada Kabhi
Aadhe Se Jayada Kabhi
Jee Chahe Karlu Is Tarah Wafa Ka
Chode Na Chote Kabhi
Tode Na Tute Kabhi
Jo Dhaaga Tumse Jud Gaya Wafa Ka

She smiled and nodded….."aap bohat acche ho Sameer and I feel lucky"

Sameer smiled back, "hum dono lucky hai Aisha….and I am sure humaare bacche bhi lucky honge….aakhir unnke itne acche loving, caring parents jo honge na?"

Aisha nodded as she blushed and buried her face into his chest…Those last few words from him meant a lot for her…….

Main Tera Sharmaya Hoon
Jo Mein Bann Paya Hoon
Tumse Hi Tumse Hi
Raste Miljate Hai
Manzile Miljati Hai
Tumse Hi Tumse Hi

Na Hai Yeh Pana
Na Khona Hi Hai
Tera Na Hona Jane
Kyun Hona Hi Hai

After a few minutes of enchanting silence, he slightly parts from her and speaks, "ab party mein waapas chalen? I am sure the team must be wondering where we are!

Aisha nods and steps away from him…She wipes off her tears and straightens out her saree properly…….

While, he looks at her head to toe once and compliments, "somebody is looking gorgeous tonight!"

Aisha frowns and poses a false anger, "sirf tonight, huh?"

Sameer grins naughtily and tries to hold her but she moves away, "no way…I cant let you mess with my saree Sameer….chalo andhar chalthe hai!"

Sameer ruffles his hair and lets a deep sigh…."okay lets go…"

As they walk along, Aisha slowly voices, "mujhe ek aur wish hai….kya aap poora karenge?""

Sameer looks to her side and replies casually, "yeah of course….bolo na"

Before Aisha could speak out, Shree and Chotu come in search of them….So she stops speaking further and then they are waded back into the hall….

She gestures to him, "baadh mein baat karenge" and he nods…..

[To be continued]

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