Angel of my life...updated

There is nothing which i can't claim mine.No one can win over me. I am always at the top of list ..That was mere misconceptions of spoiled brat inside me long back... born in a rich family and brought up without proper care i saw myself superior to every1 around me...Plenty of girls drooling over me i found myself god but then she ...she proved me wrong in a day...

She was my angel...An angel from heavens..I met her for the first time on a rainy day at Choti's school...I was back home for a vacation after my second year degree examination and that day I was asked by choti to reach her school as she forgot to take her record book. Running for shelter I decided to step up the hallway in an hurry .She dressed in a white knee length frock was moving passing the way holding a book unknown to me...I rushed up to the hallway not seeing her and bang...we both lost our balance and together went to the muddy floor,..She was beneath me ...

That day our eyes met for the first time..It was all magical..Her heart was beating beneath me in its own rhythm...i could feel her curves so close to mine..we lie there for a while ignorant of the world around.Her lips shuddered her eyelids was blinking in its own rhythm ..the positive energy that she has was clearly evident on her face...Her milky white skin glowed with the dim sunlight...

That day i realized that iam perfect for her body..Our bodies matched eachother..They were happy together glued.. The water drops from my hairs hit her eye lids and she closed it slowly...I had an urge to kiss her desperately but then would that be ri8 i questioned myself..What would she think of me...Should i take the initiative. ..

But all beautiful moments will have to end and thats when I heard those many murmurs around me..I looked up still maintaining myself over her...By the time other students had assembled and they stared at the awkward yet funny scene...

I slowly stood up with care and finally when I was on knees forwarded my hand to help her but then I realized that rotten fact...Her dress had become transparent by then and it clanged like a second skin...She was embarrassed to the bottom in front of those ugly eyes that were on her. Her eyes was welled up soon..I felt like pulling out all of those eagle eyes but then I know more than that her respect is important..It didn't took time for my jacket to get round her...and I made her stand on knees slowly...

Rounding my arms around her waist I led her to the main hall..Meanwhile all were looking at us in awe...I know what they all thought and I wished that was true,..I knew I needed that girl but to how much extent i didn't knew...

We almost reached washroom that choti came rushing to us...

Hey Manya is everything alri8...what happened to u...and dada why r u both wet...some1 pls reply...

I just looked at her in surprise and she was staring at ground..It was after minutes that I realised the fact that she is gone with choti ...I stood there for a while...

Hey is it the same..No how could she..Shit what would be she thinking of me...can she ever come close to me...Hey how could she be so beautiful...is she the same manya who used to be choti's childhood friend...

I remember the girl .. She also share the same story as mine ..brought up by nannies in absence of busy mom-dad...i have never seen her parents and neither choti...

Hey she used to be fatty not so beautiful girl...and and I never liked her...

How could this be manya...Oh god...Shit if she is the same what have I done last week ...

A week before...

It was a Sunday ni8 and i was fast asleep

Dada dada..please open the door..she banged the door again and again...

Finally fed up of her I had to wake up half sleepy..

Opening the door I was angry very very angry...

Whats the matter choti..why r u making noises like this and disturbing me...

Dada please do me a favour pls drop my friend Manya back to hostel..She came over here for studies and now its late ni8 and raining too dada..pls take her...

Manya..ahh u mean moti beinz...( that was the name by which i used to call her years back) ..

Dada she tightened her teeth in dislike...

Comeon choti...don't show me dislike this way,,U know very well that she is indeed a moti beinz..i repeated bringing up a small laughter...

Choti's face welled up in helplessness and soon came another voice...

Hey its k...i'll leave by my own ...iam fine...

Her sound echoed and its then that I realised that she heard me ...I felt bad about my behavior and more than that I felt bad for choti's helplessness...

She soon rushed the way Manya moved and I peeped to see her But I just saw her shadow...She was pretty fast and within seconds I heard choti's voice...MAnya Manya please wait...i will accompany you...

The bicycle was fast and within seconds it went out of sight..She was getting wet by the raindrops and her body seems hardly to care...It was too cold outside and I felt bad for my mistake..But I was helpless... It took 3 days for me to mend choti...Ahh afterall she is my choti, never an easy girl.

The speed of my BMW increased each moment...

Hey but now what...i want to apologize to her but how where will I start and and I have never talked to her b4...Oh god why did u made her so beautiful...How can u make her skin so soft...And and how can u make me fall for her like this...She is like my personal butter, which only I can have...hunh...(i bit my lower lip in that sweet feeling)

The night was too much lengthy..Uffo choti why did u stay back at hostel...now I will have to wait to hear her... turning again and again finally I slept at 4 in the morning...My mind was full of her..about that plenty nights that iam gonna have with her...

Hey was I crazy???? I didn't even confessed my feelings and then I was thinking of nights...really I was not less than a psycho that time...

It was late that I woke up...Seeing the time on my bed side clock I was shocked...ramu ramu...i shouted in anger..

Poor guy, I don't know what he did but he had to bear my anger...

Getting fresh I asked him about choti to which he replied that she went for shopping with her friend...

Friend ...is it manya my heart asked...

And I rushed up ignoring ramu's call for breakfast...

Sitting in to car I dialled choti's number..choti where r u...

She was shocked by my sudden question but just replied that she is at mall with her friend...

I know she won't say further and hence just disconnected...I knew where she would be...afterall iam her brother..her likes and dislikes r very well known to me...

I searched every corner of mall...and for a change my eyes were searching for manya rather than choti...and finally I saw her at a designer boutique. She was wearing a knee length western dress and looking herself at the full length mirror.. She did saw me perhaps ...for a moment her eyes met mine and then it shifted...She asked the shop girl to pack it and moved to trial room with another dress ignoring me..

I felt like disappearing for the first time ever in my life... I was ignored..yes I was...My ego was badly hurt and next moment she found herself in my arms at trial room..Locking up the room I looked at her..She had that fear in her eyes and she looked at me questioningly...

Excuse me what Is this...she asked in her sweet strict voice...

I think u saw me back there ...

So...she revolted...

You could have came to me then...i asked in a pure possessive manner..

Hello who r u mr...

I had enough of insult and next moment my lips met hers...Oh god it was such a divine feeling..I extracted her sweetness not bothering about her feelings...

But perhaps I wanted more and hence advanced to her neck pinning her hair back at her neck base...

But she was not gonna allow me and hence pushed apart...

Hey stay away..iam not ur girl friend that u behave like this...her voice had that power and her eyes were reddish with anger...

I couldn't resist a smirk on my lips and replied to my arrogant women... ya u r not but then u can be one soon...

She gave a questioned look and then I went on my knees in that small room with a rose in my hand...

Will u be my girlfriend manya...will u be mine forever...

Her face depicted surprise and doubt...Manya iam asking something I repeated...

She stared at me owe and finally replied stressing each word...shut up...

She was about to open the door that i stopped her...manya I meant what I said..i love u yaar...

She didn't heard a word and moved out in anger pushing me aside. I tried to go behind but by the time choti came there and I didn't wanted her to know what happened between me and manya...

I was upset whole day why didn't she replied,,...why ...??? I love her then why can't she..I want her by my side...

I couldn't sleep that ni8 and all disturbed I decided to meet her ... finally peeped in to her house via window I searching for her... After a short serach I found it and entered her room where she was peacefully sleeping..Yes she was indeed an angel in her white night dress ..I went closer to her and sat beside admiring my sleeping beauty..Her air was open and dancing with the fresh air that was coming in through the open window..

But unfortunately my place was occupied by some1..i decided that day that I hate teddies...She was hugging a big white teddy which indeed was super cute but disappointing.. I slowly took it apart and placed myself beside her...She was disturbed for sure but soon came to my arms in sleep,,,I know she was hugging her teddy which was actually me..

I found extreme happiness in her closeness..Her breath falled on my chest giving me a sweet feeling of love..But then all my imaginations was short lived as she opened her eyes with a jerk...

She pushed me from her side...

Hey what r u doing here she asked wrapping herself in her comforter...

I remained calm and answered her in a polite manner...Hey relax love...you don't need to worry its just me..Your Uday...

Shutup she screamed..now stop this madness...whats ur problem ???? How could you behave like this to me...You know what I feel ...as though iam a call girl in ur eyes...

Hey now whats this manya...see I love you and I have my rights on you,...hear me...i ordered in authority...

But she was in someother world..

Hello u can't claim me like that..it depends on me whether to accept you or not. And remember u don't love me...but u just have a mere infatuation..You know what love is felt by heart after knowing eachother after respecting eachother after caring eachother...The truth is u love my body, my beauty and not me..So please stop fooling urself and me and just leave my way stay away from me..understand her sound echoed...

Saying this she has a bit of tears in her eyes but then I knew she was serious...

Manya see listen to me..i..i...

Please stop ur madness and leave...and remember don't try to claim some1 ...A girl is never a property never...

I turned to leave all dejected with all her words echoing in my mind and just then her mobile rang..She picked it up but then signaled me to move out...I could hear her...

Hey thanks a lot...i thought u forgot it..ya I missed u a lot..now please be back soon pls...

Her voice was full of joy..whomsoever it was it was sure that that person had importance in her life...

Down the stairs a lone tear flew away from my eyes...why she rejected me..was she true..was it infatuation...

I understood that day that its not easy to win always...

Back to my home it was all blank...

I saw her next day morning at airport when i came to receive a friend of mine ...but as a bitter fact she was in some1's arms and was moving in..She saw me and gave me one final look..I saw a mixed emotions in her eyes..It had a lot to say perhaps ...The guy with her kissed her forehead several times and she stood like a puppet to his touches. I know i was never a part of her life or thoughts and hence turned myself away from her

Its 5 yrs since that day..I never heard of her nor choti..She almost disappeared after that day...was i the reason of her disappearance .was it my love for her or was it just an infatuation..a million questions in my mind which had practically no answer..what so ever it is i couldn't forget her and since that day i started living life in a new perspective.

It was a new dawn in my life...

Its choti's marriage and finally iam coming back. Choti was with me all these years at Newyork..I didn't wanted to leave her alone and neither she..Its just a month before that she came back to see our ailing dadi. She was in her final days and hence wanted to see choti settled. 2 week before i got the info that dadi fixed her marriage with her childhood friend's grandson Mr. Vijay Singhania that was he.. i never saw him b4...and in the very next day my choti will be his leaving behind me in darkness.. Yes she was my life all these years and the very next day she will be some1 else's.

I stepped in to the haveli and there my mamisa was all prepared to do aarti..

once its done i rushed to my room...I hated all these rituals..crap...

Hunh now 2 days how will i manage in midst of all these people...

Just then choti entered giving a break to my laptop conversation...

dada...

we shared a loving hug...

dada wht were u so late..she asked with atmost concen...

there was a meeting choti..iam sorry..and btw r u happy with this marriage..

what she exclaimed...dada iam getting married 2mrw and u r asking me now that if iam happy or not...

ya iam choti..iam ur brother..i need to assure ur happiness...

oh rally now what will u do if i say that iam not happy with it,...she asked with a naughty smile

Hunh in the next flight we will go back breaking ties with that Singhania i replied with the same naughtiness..

She hugged him...Oho no no..iam so happy dada...he is no nice and so is his parents...

Brother and sister shared a final hug ...and retired to sleep ...

Hunh a heavy day he said adjusting his sherwani...

Downstairs all were running through the last time preparation and i moved to the entrance inorder to welcome the groom and party...

While putting garland at Vijay i knew i have seen him somewhere but then it took an hour for me to identify him...

Yes with Manya..thats it..My eyes searched for her and finally i saw her ri8 near him and some1 introduced herself to be Manyata Singhania, the only sister of Vijay..This time she did saw me and for a change came to my direction with a smile but i turned myself quickly as i know perhaps she was ri8 , it was mere infatuation...

While pheres was on my eyes was on her and hers on me...We were talking in our silent language...did she ever loved me...was she ri8 abt me...was this the wheel of fortune that brought us face to face again...

Finally she smiled at me -the one from heart...and i could only stare at her cuteness...

Was it a new beginning or a new end...i didn't knew..but she had a lot of plans perhaps..

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what r u doing Manya...he repeated seeing her new avatar of a sexy wife.

Iam claiming my property...she replied

You can't claim a man..never...Uday revolted

but i can claim my man for no doubt....she chuckled

They both couldn't control that silly talks and drooled at bed laughing their heart out...

Both closed their eyes to cherish the moment

a month b4...

What u know about me hunh she asked with so lot of emotions..what..do u ever know how much I loved u since childhood...I would always dream of u talking to me getting friendly with me, caring me and all..You used to be my first love .. she replied with a loud scream

then why did u left that day....he asked...

because mom met with an accident and she wanted me by her side..but when i returned i couldn't see u or Unnati..she replied with a teary eyes and came to my embrace...

why did u left me Uday why...

Her sentence brought relief to my burning heart ..yes she missed me as much as i missed her...

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Uday u were my first love but not anymore....manyata replied

Uday gave a confused look...

Now on you r my personal butter which only i can have.. she completed

he stared at her in awe while she pointed at the laptop...Mr Hubby never write ur personal story at laptop..

So some1 checked my lappy...But then i am happy that its read by my personal butter...so no worries and only joy...he replied with a smirk playing boogie-woogie with her cheeks...

i know u would read it one day....

Manyata gave a confused look...

I know to claim my things my love he said finally taking her lips in to his...

falling on top of her...she could only bear his sweet torture..The torture for the separation she created... she will have to undergo that for sure in form of his love...😉

the end...

no andas n jhootas if i dissapointed u..iam so so so so sorry