Chapter 4:
"Khamagani Yuvraj. Rajmaata aap ka ander intezaar kar rahi hai."
"Shukriya, hum abhi unhe milte hai," said the young man to the red uniform clad butler.
As he made his way into the palace of Devghar, he smiled at the memories the walls of this home held for him. Coming back here always brought him a sense of peace, love, and the security of happier times; of a time before he was and his sister were left orphaned, before he was forced to grow up overnight.
His mother had passed away while giving birth to his sister when he was barely 5 years old. He was still too young to form proper memories of his mother before she was prematurely snatched away from him. However, his father had done his best to give his children the love of both mother and father; teaching them values and compassion along with strength and the wisdom to run their kingdom. Unfortunately, he too passed away from an aggressive form of pancreatic cancer leaving behind a barely 12 year old son and 7 year old daughter.
It was in those dark days that he and his sister had moved into the palace of Devghar. The palace that had once been his favorite place to visit had suddenly become his permanent home. Even though he was amongst his fathers' closest friends, people who were closer than blood to him, he had still felt so lost. The walls that had once born witness to so much laughter and happiness could hardly recognize the ghost of a boy that had stood before them then.
And his sister, she had never known their mother and would barely remember their father. She hadn't even known what it meant when someone died. How was he supposed to explain to her that they were truly alone in this world? He would have completely fallen apart in those first few days had it not been for the occupants of this palace. The adults had all formed a protective wall around him and his sister, each with their unique traits. Kakisa had always been like a mother to him and then more than ever he felt himself enveloped in her unwavering warmth and affection; continuing to remind him the importance of compassion. In Kakasa he found glimpses of his father and the strength he wished he would one day possess, a trait required of all Rajwade. And finally there was Daadisa with her unparalleled wisdom and knack for politics. He had always been close to her but in the days that followed the death of his father, he had slowly become her shadow. He didn't know when or how this had started to happen but he had known that he and he alone was now the future of Jaighar. Although the ministers and Daadisa would handle matters until he was of age, he knew what his rightful place was and what he would have to do to become worthy of it; follow in Daadisa's footsteps.
However, had it not been for a particular someone, he would have completely lost his true self in his quest to become worthy of his title. That first day in Devghar, he had been ideally sitting in the room that would henceforth remain his for god knows how long when the incessant tinkling of her payal had brought him out of his thoughts. He had not known how long she had been there but she seemed quite annoyed by the time he realized she was there. Apparently she had been trying to get his attention as he saw her constantly waving her small hands in front of him.
"Aap kab aaye? Hume kisine bataya bhi nahi. Issiliye nah kyun ke aap dar gaye? Pichlee baar humaari talwaar-baazi adhoori rehe gayi thi aur hume abhi khatam karni hai. Hum aapko harra kar hi chodenge Yuvraj," she sneered.
Is she for real? Mere pitta ko guzre hue ek hafta bhi nahi hua aur is pagal ko apne khel is padi hai?! The anger he had felt at everything, the world, God, was on the verge of exploding. He was so blinded by rage that he didn't even stop to think that like his sister, she was probably too young to understand the implications of his fathers' death. All he did in that moment was march down the hallway to the room where the practice swords were kept, followed closely by her. She had barely entered the room when he had thrown her small practice sword at her feet.
He needed her to shut up but more than that he needed something to do. And right now, there was nothing better than sword fighting to vent his frustration. She was only 7 and much smaller than him so he always fought with one hand while she with two. In addition, the object was not to fully unleash his power and skill on her but merely to get his mind off of things. And so they had started, step to step, metal to metal. Yet somehow with each block, each strike, he saw a montage of his life; images of his father, mother, sister, loneliness, happiness, anger…anger…that is the one that he experienced most frequently. When the blows became more fierce and direct he did not know. It wasn't until he heard her blood curling shriek and noticed the blood that was unabashedly flowing did he realize what he had done. Horrified, the sword fell to the ground as he ran to her. The whole palace had run to them hearing her scream trying to stop the bleeding but he knew that the gash was so deep it would be permanent; she would be forever marked…
Although she had forgiven him easily in the days that followed the accident, he had not been able to forgive himself. Slowly, however, they had gotten past it. He didn't know why but something about her was comforting in a way different from anything else, even Kakisa. Her gussa, her laughter, her fighting, her ridiculous demands…moments with her made him temporarily come out of his shell and become what he really was; just a 12 year old boy. He hadn't known it at the time, but she had kept him sane, kept him human instead of just a shell of a person who could only think of succeeding in his fathers' footsteps.
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Thoughts of her always left him uneasy, riddled with guilt even though everyone told him it wasn't his fault she was missing. He had taken it upon himself to be responsible for her even though no one expected him to and so he should have been there. But like everyone else, he too had no idea where she was or what had happened to her…
Before he could continue down this line of thought, he was greeted by Daadisa.
"Khamagani Udayveer beta. Kaise hai aap?"
"Khamagani Daadisa. Aap sab ko bohot yaad aayi thi jab hum Delhi mein the. Par kya kare, vahan ka business bhi toh sambhalna hai. Sab teekh toh hai yahan? Aur Unnati kahan hai? Hame dikhai nahi di?"
"Who Jai aur Vijay ke saath ek charity function mein gayi hai. Kuch hi der mein sab vaapas aajayenge. Acha kiya jo aap vaapis aagaye. Hume aapse ek bohot his zaruri baat karni hai.."
"Kya hua Daadisa? Sab teekh toh hai?"
"Nahin beta. Pata nahin kyun par hume pichle kuch dino se bohot hi ajeeb sapne aa rahe hai…hamari Manyata ke baare mein…"
Manyata. Hadn't he just been thinking about her? But hearing her name always cut through him like nothing else…he tried to listen as Daadisa continued…
"Main jaanti hoon ke saalon se hum sab unhe doondhne ki koshish kar rahe hai par hame jaldi kuch karna padega. Pata nahin kyun aisa lagta hai ki kuch ho raha hai unke saath joh galat hai, joh nahi hona chahiye. Uday beta, hume pata hai aap hi unhe doondh sakte hai. Aaj hum teekh hai, par sehat ka kya pata? Humaari umrah bhi toh ho gayi hai…hum chahte hai ke hum phirse Manyata ko dekhe, hamare parivaar ke saath, tumaare saath…kya yeh hamaari aakhri khwahish samajh ke—
"Daadisa! Please aap aise baate mat kijiye. Hum vaada karte hai, hum jald se jald unhe doond kar leyenge. Par please aap doobaara aise baate mat kijiye."
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When he left Daadisa's office sometime later it was with a new determination. In the last 10 years no one had quit their quest for the long lost Rajkumari Manyata but hearing the desperation in Daadisa's voice he vowed to find her at any cost.
Daadisa ki har ek khwahish puri karne ha farz hai hamara. But in order to do that he would need a plan. He would have to start again from the beginning. Go back to the few leads they had. Talk to the people that allegedly saw her being kidnapped. Kidnapped…that part had never settled well with him. If she were kidnapped, why no ransom call? If not for the money then why would she be taken? Who would benefit from kidnapping her without any money? Even if she were kidnapped why didn't she try to contact them in anyway? She was surely old enough when she was taken to remember her old life…There were too many questions and not enough answers. He would talk to Murari first thing in the morning. He had been the last to see her all those years ago and he would be the first Uday would talk to…
Edited by penit - 12 years ago