Virman OS Trust part 5(A)(pg 12)

PART 1

Manvi stood numb at the revelation, letting the words sink in. The same words kept looming around her, screaming at her.

"I slept with someone else," was all she could hear. It suffocated her and she felt her knees give up. She fell on the floor still trying to make sense of the words he just uttered. She somehow managed to gain composure and stood up.

"Virat I know you are tensed about your work but lying about such things that too a week before our marriage is unforgivable. You know what, I forgive you for screaming at me yesterday, I understand you were stressed out." She fixed his collar, his tie while speaking and avoided looking into his eyes.

He grabbed her wrist and made her look at him. "I'm not lying. I think you should leave."

For a few seconds that she looked at him she saw that he was serious and it was no joke. Instead of regret there was anger in his eyes, maybe towards himself? She couldn't quite figure it out. No matter how hard she tried she couldn't believe it. Virat would never do this to her.

"Virat calm down, I know it is not true." She tried to save her world again. Without Virat she had nothing, without him her life is like an empty canvas.

He looked away from her; in defeat, due to sadness, due to regret- she didn't know.

"Who is she?" Manvi whispered.

Facing his back towards her he answered in a clear voice, "Maya."

And just like that her world shattered into pieces. She lost the essence of her existence right there. She grew up as an orphan so she'd seen pretty rough days. That was probably the reason why she never feared loss, life gives you what you deserve and takes away what you don't, she believed. She never ran after anything and simply went with the flow, trusting Him to guide her throughout.

After she met Virat, three years ago, in college, her life gradually changed. Both hated each other in the beginning but became friends soon. After the marriage of their elder siblings they became relatives as well. In a year or so things gradually changed between them, from mere friends they became lovers. Virat was the first one to realize his love and eventually she caught on too.

The Vadheras and the Chaudharys were both happy with their decision and decided to get the duo married. Manvi couldn't have been happier, afterall she was getting married to her partner, love of her life. There was also an added bonus, she would get to live with her sister for the rest of her life.

But who knew fate would be so cruel? After her sister if she trusted anyone it was Virat. Blind faith, that is what she liked to call it. She could have trusted him with her life. How easily that changed today. His one action left her with nothing at all, nothing to look forward to, nothing to live for.

Can she ever get over this betrayal? Her heart protested in her chest, she would never be able to get over this. People say 'time heals all wounds,' but this was something that would never heal. For the rest of her life she'd have to live through this. Time froze for her in that instant and she realized the bitter truth, she would never move on from this; even years later she'd still be in the same place as today- dejected and heartbroken.

Without a word, without a last glance she left the park. She ran as fast as she could, she needed to get away from him from everything before she lost her mind. But no matter how fast she ran her mind kept drifting back to him. Her heart yearned for his touch, for those protective pair of arms around her. She ran harder to get the images out of her head.

Sometime later she tripped and fell on the floor, scraping her palms and knees. She sat on the ground not ready to move yet. Tears pooled in her eyes but they weren't willing to flow. It seemed like even her insides wanted her to suffer. She was surprised how her heart was still beating, how she was still alive. She placed her hand over her chest to feel her heartbeat. It was definitely still beating which disappointed her. She sat there on the side of the road waiting for death to engulf her, her heartbreak to be the reason for the end of her life.

Hours later she was still breathing; even death cheated her. It seemed like everything in the universe was conspiring against her, hell bent on ruining her.

She found herself going back in past, reliving the old memories.

SONG FOR THE UPDATE: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vOIMcbP0FCI

Gosh I'm nuts. So I was writing a paper on Brooklyn Bridge and somehow ended up writing this. Should prolly go jump off the bridge. This will have 2-3 more parts. I must admit it was more fun writing this than the paper which requires: impeccable spelling and grammar, all info and what not. 15 page paper due next week- wrote a page. *seriously contemplating jumping off my bed again*LOL

PMs not sent out yet. Tomorrow maybe? I'm not going to say when will I complete this because my words don't mean anything, it all depends on my mood. Just today morning I told my goodbyes and here I am with another update. Yeah I'm possessed. And here I go with the rambling again. As one of you said "my notes are longer than my updates" SO TRUE :D

MY INDEX:https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ek-hazaaron-mein-meri-behna-hain/3274484/index-virman-note-for-future-updates-and-pm

Part 1 above

Part 2: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ek-hazaaron-mein-meri-behna-hain/3298242/virman-os-trust-part-5-a-pg-12?pn=2

Part 3: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/ek-hazaaron-mein-meri-behna-hain/3298242/virman-os-trust-part-5-a-pg-12?pn=6

Part 4: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/79382911

Part 5: https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/79462483

Ohkay am rofling here.. not bcz of os but bcz of ur note lol... Well as usual update was awesome... Poor Manvi.. Love d way u describe her feelings.. Any girl would love to die if something like this happens with her.. At the same time she was yearning for his touch and love.. Awh.. Heart touching.. Loved it yar.. ❤️

ANOTHER OS by Nisha!!!! YAY am sooo happy oh and I saw it b4 u PMed.. :P Okkk now lemme go read it ;)

OMGGG are u kidding me another Story! Dudeee this is freakin awesome!!! And ur stories never fail to surprise me again!!! Amazing one! Loving the beginning! Great concept very different! LOL evn I think I shud jump off a bridge right now! Like am seriously asking my self tht do i have brains or no coz am flooded with assignments and wht am doing is hanging on IF, Fb and twitter! How smart I am! oh and Btw u might wana make the update longer y replacing using the time tht u write the notes.. Nah kidding i love the notes they are always funny :P Waiting for the nxt update hoping tht its this year :P ;)

I'm glad as yuh hv write dis os, m crazy abt your writing da way you describe manvi feelings, it was amazing!! M olwayzz waitng4 your updates.. Now waiting for da next update..xx

ausssuuummm os again it was really dam aussum

it was awesome
loved the way u described manvi's feelings
keep writing

hey nish...that some one is me of course..lol...but i like ur notes also...what can i say...it is nice...manvi's feelings r realistic...i dont like maya...what is she doing in virat's life ? there is no virat's part much...so i can only feel bad for manvi...update next parts whenever ur mood says...actually i was eagerly waiting for "one nightstand" second part...i like that OS very much...if u r free for some time then update...otherwise i ll wait for dec 15th...studies r more important i know...i like this song...yayyy...i commented on ur OS without receiving ur pm...complete ur work and take care dear...

i love ur quotes abt love...new philosopher alias wise woman...

Part 2

Virat sat on the park bench lost in his own thoughts. This is what he wanted, didn't he? He wanted her to go away from him yet here he was sitting alone wishing for her to come back to him. When she refused to believe him he hoped she would see through the faade and find the truth that few seconds of selfishness in him made him hope, but soon it crashed with everything else. She left him all alone. As soon as he said 'Maya,' she believed him.

No matter how many times he'd told her that Maya is just a past and she is the one for him deep down she was insecure when it came to Maya. He used this piece of information to drive her away. His plan worked, he didn't even have to work too hard. All it required was some rude words and some lies.

Flashback

"Mr. Virat Vadhera you have stage two leukemia. We need to start your treatment as soon as possible."

The doctor's words left him stunned. He went there for a regular checkup because he felt feverish and he didn't want to fall sick during his wedding. But stage two leukemia is not what he was expecting. The first thing he thought of then was Manvi. She lost her parents at a young age but she lived through it then her mother like sister got married which broke her completely yet she put up a brave front. What would this news do to her? Would he have to leave her too?

"Doctor what are my chances?" He asked while his mind was still hovering over her.

"Mr. Vadhera if we start treatment soon'."

"Doctor be honest with me please. I can handle it, what are my chances?" He needed to be sure, for her.

After few minutes pause the doctor finally spoke, "I don't want you lose hope. You still have high chances."

He was fed up of the web like answers. All he wanted to know was if he could survive it. "Doc why don't you understand I need to know exactly if I can make it or not. I'm getting married in a week but if I can't make it I will not leave her a widow. I need to know, for her."

The doctor stared at Virat in sympathy. The young man in front of him looked broken down by the news and all he was asking for was some kind of assurance for his fianc. This was the part of his job he hated the most. To see people's lives getting destroyed in front of his eyes was what he despised. Taking a deep breath the doctor answered, "Chances of survival for leukemia patients are quite low but we will try our best. If we start your treatment right away there is still hope."

Virat stood up, "Thank you."

The doctor watched him walk away, silently praying for a miracle.

He had two options now: to tell her the truth or to hide it. As far as he knew her if he told her the truth she'd still marry him and ruin her life but if he hid the truth that wouldn't be fair to her. Then he thought of a third option, one little lie one little heart break to save her from the impending heart break.

His decision was made and he planned his every move. She knew him in and out so he'd have to be extremely cautious. One wrong move and she would figure it out. He started with little things like ignoring her calls, speaking rudely with her, removing their pictures from his room. A week was all it took him to make her suspicious and she finally called him to the park demanding answers from him, giving him a perfect opportunity to execute his last plan.

It broke him to say those words to her. He was angry at his fate, at himself for causing her so much pain. She wasn't ready to believe him so as a last straw he took Maya's name, confident that it would be the end of their relationship. Tears threatened to flow from his eyes so he turned his back towards her. He could hear her move away, he wanted to run after her, hug her tight and tell her how much he loved her. Instead he balled his hands into a fist and never looked in her direction. He knew the hurt in her eyes would weaken his resolve and his own vulnerable state would unveil the truth to her.

While his heart screamed for her to come back to him his body refused to move. Every cell in his body screamed in agony, screamed at him to bring her back he stood motionless. The only reason to fight cancer to give life a last shot was gone, far away from him.

He sat on the bench ready to take on death. He didn't fear death anymore instead he found himself hoping to never recover from cancer. This life was not worth living anymore and as long as she stayed happy he could die peacefully.

'It is not about living together with your loved ones and telling them every day how much you love them. It is about being able to let them go when you know they can't be happy with you.'- wise woman

'Love is such a pure emotion, the only emotion that makes you selfless and selfish at the same time.'- wise woman. JEEZ I'm suddenly a philosopher now. I need sleep LOL.

SONG SONG SONG: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r6jzC04zFjE&feature=related

Oh my god!! Someone shoot me, I don't mean it literally so stop smiling. 5:30 am and I'm updating another chapter???? W*F is wrong with me. Blondie is to be blamed for my mental instability or maybe Brooklyn Bridge. Yay found a perfect song!

I was about to say something else but I can't remember, I'll save it for later. DON'T anyone dare ask me for a longer update, an insomniac can also be a psycho killer. Gosh did I just say this on the internet! I wasn't serious I promise LOL.

No pms tonight. good night.

P.S. After I read Perfect Mistakes by Smile xd I always had this urge to write a piece where virat is the patient. This part is inspired by the FF PERFECT MISTAKES AUTHOR SMILE XD.