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Chapter 13
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He was standing still... If anyone had seen him like that they would have thought him dead unless of the slight moments of his shoulders n chest indicating that he was alive indeed he was but oh why why he felt himself dead... It wasnt like he didnt know it but to know from a third person n to know directly from the person were two different things...
Damn they were...
He recalled each n every word Shyam said ...
She didnt go with him for HIS di n HER child... Had she been selfish enough had she been the person caring about only her happiness it would never had happened. But how could she be ... She was Khushi Kumari Gupta... She always did things to make others HAPPY... She always cared for others... He remembered those days when he used to insult her every now n then calling her gold digger n all that... Had she been someone else she would never had returned next day but Khushi always did opposite. She always came back on her job for Anjali no matter how insulted she felt. He was feeling himself so small as compared to her. If u look apparently he would tower her but if u see them from where their souls stands u can clearly see that her soul was towering hers in greatness. He slumed down beside DM idle not been able to stand on his feet n bowed down weeping his heart out.
Suddenly there was a rush in corridor making him getting up from his bowed posture '' Di'' came the whisper out of his mouth before he himself rushed out. He saw Nani weeping her heart out hugging Mami ji while the later was also weeping. He saw grave expression of Akash n Shyam's hollow one before drinking in the expected prospect which would have caused all this panic. He strode fwd glancing towards Akash questioning him through eyes n Akash as usually undertand his brothers unsaid words..
Doctor had came n he has told they are trying hard but they might b able to save one of them''
"Tell them to save di damnit"
"Jiju already did bhai but doc said that the situation is graver than they expected the way di slipped and the angle she hit her stomach on floor they r afraid''
He looked towards his bhai who wasn't looking back at him but towards the worn out mess of flush n bones yes that moment no one could call shyam a living body he was just a mass of flush n bones that too filled with remorse n silent prays.
He wasn't weeping he wasn't wailing around but his soul was wailing. What else could he do. His daughter was slowly going towards death her chances of survival were 50 percent n his wife n his unborn son were in grave danger. He felt someone's hand on his shoulder n looked towards the man. Arnav was there beside him giving him much needed support. Had they not been in an emergency situation the scene would have caused mami's mouth hanging while a happy smile would have flown their way from Nani. But right now it seems no one had noticed it. Shyaam was staring at the man behind him.
"We can hold our grudges for some other time right now di needs us n our prayers" he said softly making it clear that he hadnt forgiven him but the gravity of situation had made him to forget it for sometime. Shyaam hugged him tightly weeping his heart out.
'' i dont want them to suffer for the mistakes that i have done. I really dont. Punish me take my life but dont give THEM the pain. ''
Arnav's senses waere not much active he was doing things in trance. Nani n mami had gone to the mandir while the men were standing near the closed doors of OT praying for the two souls to survive.
Arnav saw the bulb turned off and his breathing became shallow.
'' God if u exist plz dont take my sister away from me. Please i beg to u. My di believes in u. She worship all form of urs plz let her live. Please god i beg to u i will believe in u just just save her.''
he prayed harder sensing the door opening. The doctor came out
Slowly towards the three men n came to halt in front of the one with the most panic expression in his eyes.
"We have successfully saved ur son' he stopped to take a breath while a nurse came out with a bundle in her arms. Shyaam didnt move forward but kept his eyes locked in doctors.
What about my wife.
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"I am sorry but we will have to remove her from the ventilator. She is not at all responding".
The doctor said with firmness
'' No u r not going to that. U know u better not do that.''
the doctor watched him with a hint of pity in his eyes
'' but its just a lost case u know. The hospital cant hold for too long. It a fruitless attempt. I would suggest just let it be. It might help her not hanging in between two worlds.''
'' shut up just shut the fu*k up. Do which i r paid to do rather talking all non-sense talks or should i quit myself from the trustees n take her to another hospital where their will be much sensible n efficient doctors"
He snarled with such anger that the doctor felt that he might burn him alive if he suggested the removal of ventilator again.
'' There's no need to be such offensive n I would appreciate if u let yourself calm. We have told u what we should but if iu dont want to go by it its fine with us. Regarding u quitting from trusteeship n taking her with u to another hospital i would just say it would be ur decision we cant imply anything but i would appreciate the other option of letting her here as her state is not much better. ''
"Then do what u r paid to. She will make she will have to. For me for us. ''
He looked in the eyes of the person sitting quietly beside him having tears in eyes. He walked towards the door taking the person with him.
''She will make it. She will have to for us Lavanya''
n all lavanya could do was nodding suppressing a sob as she was losing hope.
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He watched as Shyaam picked the small soul packed in fluffy blankets. The way his eyes shone with tears of joy... The way his face was glowing... The way he kissed the forehead of the fragile soul in his arms... How he smiled when the baby whimpered with his touch. He felt his heart sinking with an unknown grief which made his feet glued to the earth. Shyaam took the baby to Anjali who was sitting resting her ack on pillows with waiting arms. He watched carefully the change in her expression minute by minute... 1st it was excitement,then it was little tension but as soon as the baby was placed in her waiting arms her eyes were filled with tears of joy with a wide grin on her lips. She was weeping and laughing at the same moment kissing her baby madly. He had seen all this before too when Sohana was born but now he was watching from a whole new angle. He was feeling hollow. He left the place knowing that his presence was not needed there. He left the hospital building driving his SUV on any available road. Where he was heading he didnt know... Why he was driving he didnt know... He knew only one thing he was missing HIS family. His mind was so occupied with event that had happened n imagining those which never had but would have happened only if... Yes now most of his thoughts were occupied with the helplessness of this '' only If'' the presure of his feet increased n SUV came to halt. Unknowingly he had came to the place where he can smell the presence of his mother. The presence of plants potted by his mother always soothed his pain. He sat down on bench resting his back n closing his eyes.
Tears begin to came out as they were just waiting for him to close the eyes as images of him holding a baby in one hand while the other one was giving a side hug to khushi. Both looking in each other eyes while the former with small smile n eyes full of gratitude n later with a wide grin while a hand hand resting on the head of baby THEIR CHILD. More tears came out while he let a cry full of agony n pain. Life could have been so beautiful if he had been acted as a fool...He was wondering abt the gender of his child... Would it b a boy like him or a girl like hers. He preferred it to be a girl like her mom.
How can he get the information abt his child... '' ASR u know who i interviewed today miss KK'' a chirpy voice echoed in his mind as his eyes snaped open. Ye the interview may b may b it help him with anything. but before he can left he received call from Akash who was inquiring about him as all the family members were in hospital. He heard her Di's voice asking Akash to ask him to come there. He didnt want to disturb her more as the doctor has specifically instructed them to take extra care of her and to kept her away from even a minor stress and they had called it a miracle that both mother and child was saved though Anjali was in danger because of the blood loss. He told Akash that he will b there in some time.
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Anjali was discharged n she was taken to RM as there were Nani n mami to take care of her n her baby. Anjali had become extra sensitive after the accident n everyone was suffering the pain of her mood swings the top of the list was Shyaam n Arnav. Where Shyaam was taking it normally Arnav was getting a bit uneasy. The more time he was spenting with his di n her child the more he was missing HIS family. He was becoming restless but he couldnt go now at least till the time his di was fully recovered. After the hospital scene he didnt talk to Shyaam again. It was just the flow of moment or like he was referring it as his mind was affected by the shocks so it was an act under the effect of temporary insanity. He had watched the interview but it didnt give her any detail about their child but one thing which it did was more burden of remorse on his heart. He could still feel the pain in her voice when she sang the song. He wanted to take away all pains but was it possible now? he couldnt think the answer to this question.
Chapter 14
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ok so i know u guys hate me coz i havent shown any arhi scene but its a bit different stories than other where u can see love scenes and romantic scenes... i have the end of story in my mind but if u want to see some romantic scenes of arhi or want to see them together i can do that coz right now story is in a position where i can change things a bit but yes i would say if u just believe in my skills for this one i will for surely give u some romantic stories of arhi too i have many ideas but i cant cope up with more than one at a time so plz do let me know and like and comment and for all new readers add me for pm
Edited by -Farwa_Ibrahim- - 12 years ago
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