Dear Sandhya,
There are many people in the world who never dare to do such things or even think of doing these u have done in ur life. U did sacrifice for ur brother n got married n tried to adjust in a alien like family and all that but I remember first time I respected you so much is when u alone handled the bull n save a lots of people by risking ur own life. I did see a spark in ur eyes that I am not afraid of anything. Poor men were even looking at you like u came from Jupiter. Again u saved that poor girl's wedding, which no one present in the wedding could do, U did that without fearing anyone, without any hesitation, u spoke up against the wrong thing was happening in front of you. U not only saved the girl's life but also opened every closed eyes of everyone present there. U spoke up against that corrupted guy from food dept n helped Suraj to take action against that guy. U not stopped eve teasing also made them realize that how poisonous the thing is. And last we all know how u almost sacrificed ur life to save pushkar people from bomb blast. When I think all these about u I cant match u with the girl who were acting like a doll controlling by bhabo.
How come u always strong for others and when it comes to you, you always ready to be sacrificed even for a lame reason. Just like ur friend pretty once said the girl who's dream was to fight for others couldn't fight for herself!!! Why people can manipulate u so easily for their wrong intentions?? U r our inspiration, what we r learning from u in this matter that always do for others no matter how evil the intention is and forget about urself, ur dream, ur future!!! U have Suraj in ur life but everyone doesn't have one, May be will never have have one. Cant you show them that its only us who should control our life n be strong enough to fight for ourselves . And with Suraj u should be thousands times stronger than anyone else. But what is this? Why with all strength within you, with the support of a husband like Suraj u r acting like a kathputli!!! Ok, u wanna sacrifice for ur family n bhabo again to fulfill ur duties. But what is the benefit of a sacrifice when all other aliens in the house r getting benefited by you for their wrong intentions and the only saint live in the house, only the one care about you is getting hurt over n over again for you. Do u call it a sacrifice when u r hurting the person who loves u the most!!! Will u ever be able to love bhabo n ur sasural more than Suraj?? He is the one taking care of everyone from his childhood. Then why don't you trust him that he is gonna take care of everything ur dreams n his family too. Why you even feel bothered when that chhavi, mohit or meena talk?? How come we know their intentions better than you when u r living in that house?? Why cant you trust urself n ur goldie husband once?? How come what ur father taught u from ur childhood r all gone by one tel malish of bhabo??? The husband who were always with you, support you the best way possible, loved you unconditionally, trust you in ur every step. How come his inspirations are fading in front of bhabo the woman who hardly trusted in you n your honesty???Maasa'a insults. taanas couldn't break you down, couldn't make u stay away from justice n bhabo's stupid wish inspired you sooo much??? Are u that fragile?? Are u that weak?? If u cant help urself nobody can, not even ur Suraj'
There is a say in a bengali, not only hate people who is doing injustice, also who is enduring it. If we became angry with bhabo n all others who r the wrong doers, we have right to angry with u as well. Please for once think about urself n all others u want to make happy. Because if u r not happy in ur life, u cant keep others as well. And remember what position we r in, how much we r suffering its all because of us, not 4 anyone else. We r the only one responsible. Sometimes we decide for us, and sometimes we let others decide for us but in the end it is always our decision what to do' Let others take control of our life or live our own life.
It's the time when you should do something for urself without caring about others who wants to use you for their benefits. Show ur courage girl. Where is it hiding??
Tum Se Tum Tak
Cricket
