Kaisi Kashish hain Yeh(MG)THRD4 (thrd 5 link pg1) - Page 47

Very emotional chps.Very well written.I have a feeling that something is drastically wrong with Geet's health.Is it something like after giving birth to the baby she won't be able to survive or something?Looking forward to the next chp and thank you for the PM😊

very emotional part...

I don't know but I also can't forgive Ridz what she did...why she went to meet Maan with Geet's name...she can meet him as her friend and tell him clearly that Geet has to go out of town and she has send this message for u...then all these things may have not happen...she is the culprit of all this happenings...if I am also in place of Geet I will not forgive her...

Maan and Geet both are guilty in same portion...Geet also make him suffer...when he loved her truely she put false accusations on him and get him arrested...she decieved him...his family also have to suffer...they name was malligned in media...she didn't think twice before taking revenge...on one hand she made physical relations with him and other hand she wanted revenge...is it not lust... then how can she now blame Maan only for what ever happened in her life...

Geet everytime knew that he is casanova and ruthless...he didn't hide anything from her...whatever he was he was in front...he never attack on the back...but...Geet attacked him on his back...

then Maan blinded with revenge behaved harshly with her...
but first culprit in their relation is Geet only...first she only started this revenge game...and that is for friend like Ridz...now she is doing this hate drama as if she has done nothing...

I really feel for Maan...

thanx for pm...

Yaar. Ye ff bhut hi confusng h. Yha sb hi apni jgh pe shi h, aur khi na khi galat bi.
Maan aur geet dono ne galat kiya. Geet asa kyun kr rhi h. Koi usse btao maan ke liye geet ka pyar hi uski zindagi h.
@tich mg pm bi kr diya kr

why she is hell bent on runing her relationship

Happy FRIENDSHIP Day ...

sorry fpr commenting late

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Warning: weak hearten people stay away from the part though it's the most important part in the ff. still I don't want to get blame of sick health because of it.

Part 45

love needs sacrifice but I m bound to give hatred to save my love.

She smiles through tears, armaan looked away feeling something tormenting in his heart. He again looked at her with painful eyes.

Armaan: say him about your condition geet. He made her stand up and then settled her on the bed. He himself sat on the floor in front of her and cupped her face. Gudiya usse bata de apne helath ke bare me isse pehle ke bohot der hojaye.

Geet: u marry her 1st. Armaan felt frustrated, he stood up tried to leave when geet held his hand. tell her about ur feeling for her before I made her the daughter in law of khuarana. My baby will need its mother and she can be the perfect one. If u r not interested in her at least u can help me, hain na?

Armaan looked at her angrily and shouted on her: Just shut up geet. Just shut up. band kar ye sab. U r playing not only with ur life but many of them. How can u think about giving ur place to her. do u think its so easy to take any one decision. She will choose die before taking ur place and for god sake ek baar chance lele, u will be fine. Think about Maan for once geet. Always u took decision in hurry. Always u took everyone's life's decision. Why can't they take care of themselves. Stop all this geet. Please. They loves u and they won't accept the fact that

Geet: that I m dying. I have BRAIN TUMOR and final stage.

There was a complete silence between them.

Geet: mujhe bhi kaha pata tha ye sab armaan, but see my baby shows me the decision god had taken for me. armaan closed his eyes remembering the day he had confirmed the news on same day of her pregnancy news. He said the report is positive for both case. Geet knew this from beginning still she was happy as she is going to be a mother of maan's child, this child who will bring happiness in their life, she had only heard about the happiness that she was going to give him, but destiny played games and she broke down before that. and took the opportunity to mark herself as god's forbidden child. Dekh na armaan my baby is so lucky for me, maan again started trusting in love and relation but I m leaving them alone in the hard world. Leaving my baby to be suffer, leaving my baby's dad who will be shatter after my

Armaan: bas kar please.

Armaan said with choking voice.

Geet: I want to see them happy but I know they can never be happy without me. but main kya karu armaan, knowing maan will be shatter either way I have to see the best for him and for my baby. When he will get to know I had never mistrust him, I always loved him, I never took his closeness with sasha truly, I had noticed his regret for me every time, I know he would have drowned in guilt. Trust me if that was in normal position I would have taken him in my arms and said I never hated him. I knew he had loved me beside his hatred. But in my condition I bound to give him pain only. And ridz. Why she have to bear my harsh words. I can never imagine to hurt her in my dreams also but I had to. I knew when she get to know the truth she will die thousand time.

I can see them live in guilt but can't see them destroying their life because my grief, because of my departure from their life. Ek taraf wo dost jisne zindegi dedi mere pyar k liye aur ek taraf wo pyar jisne apne aapko kurbaan kar diya sirf meri zindegi loutane ke liye. Main kya karti, nafrat k ilawa mere pass kuch nahi tha dene ke liye.

Do u know armaan when I said those harsh words to ridz what I felt? Armaan looked at her with teary eyes. Geet tried to suppress her hiccups. I felt god is punishing me for the right reason. I don't deserve such friendship or love, whatever I did to maan still he gave me only love.

Armaan: don't forget he gave u the pain also. Don't forget because of him u were nearly on death bed for 2 times. Because of him

Geet: because of him I m living armaan. Those 2 times he only brought life in me. he was the savior for me every time and I m the darkness of his life. Maybe God is punishing me for the sin I committed breaking a heart, an innocent heart of maan. who only loved me, never tried to manipulate my heart. Every time presents himself as he is, never tried to betray me. he was always true, his love was always truth yet I was blind didn't saw his love. Aur dekho na jab pyar ka pata chala wo pyar hi dard bana diya maine uske liye. Today he is suffering because of me and I can't help it, chah ke bhi wo dard nahi mita sakti. I know I don't deserves his love. His love is a bliss, even pure than god's gift. Yet my destiny again snatched the little happiness from him. I know he loves me so much that he will sacrifice his all life on my name but I can't give him the remnant. I have to see him living in remorse rather than dying with me. I can't live him but my baby needs father. It deserves to be loved by parents. And I can't give that.

Armaan held her arms but she lifelessly looks away knowing she will break down if she look in his eyes

Armaan: u have chances geet, yes the two time gave complication but u still have

Geet: only 10% armaan. U know very well I m in the final stage of Brain tumor which can anytime throw me on death bed. I have the time for my baby's birth. And after that if the operation gets successful also I have to live in with a lifeless body or in a mental asylum. Because the chances of my well being is less than what we r thinking. I had no life and staying with me only will destroy more lives. Maan will be shattered knowing the truth of my health. Atleast he is living in remorse. Will survive with this at least. That's why I said I want to live him and his baby. I thought if I give condition me n baby at least he wil think twice what to do but do u know what he chose? Armaan looked at her with blank eyes. Geet smiles through tears. He selected me armaan. He loves me so much that he is ready to sacrifice his baby for me. our baby armaan. He is ready to kill the last resemblance of our love to get me. he can't live without me. main kya karu? Bolo na armaan main kya karu? I want to see my baby alive happy with his father but he is not ready to leave me. itna pyar main kaha samayu armaan. I don't have enough place for his love. I had seen him suffering day and night in his remorse. Trust me I had died each sec seeing him like this but just think when he will get to know I have only limited time. he will lose me in few month what will go on him?

Everyone had blamed him for doing injustice on me. but tell me do I deserve his sacred love. Knowing I was playing with his emotion he still loved me. waited for me to come and forget everything, cocoon him in my warm love, did I met with his expectation? Do I deserves to be his love? He showed he is merciless but no one tried to see his heart where he drank every night to forget his pain, to forgive me but he couldn't. he had trusted me with his every ounce but I destroyed with my own hand, still he was there for me when I need him. I know, 2 times in hospital I went because of the stress but did he deserves to be blame? Didn't I pushed him to the edge to be like that? and see every time he took me out from the darkness.

The 1st time when I blackout in his room, I never knew I was going in a darkness. He knew it. he masked his love as dark to fight with my darkness. And then the second time also. He was there without knowing my love, without any expectation he just stayed with me. he was holding me, fighting with god for me to never let me go. how could god not listen to him. when I saw his eyes after regaining myself I wanted to hug him console him, tell him yes I m angry to see u close to sasha but I know u can never break my trust. I know u only love me. I did all that because I was frustrated on myself that I m not enough worthy for u, I couldn't made u believe that I love u and my love is not hollow. I will not tell lie but yes I felt something burnt in me seeing them and I took out my all frustration on myself and others. I thought it was good to let everyone go from me that time. but yet maan held me. he couldn't let me go. I prayed for death and he fought against my fate. But today what can I give him. only pain. Today its remorse tom it will be regret pain and a wish to meet me. I can't let that happen armaan. I have to detach myself from everyone who love me because when I will leave them they can live atleast. I know maan can never lead a life of happiness but he will be living knowing I m somewhere happy staying away from him though it will be a lie. Geet apne maan k bina adhuri hain. lekin maan ko adhura banke jeena hoga apne bacche k liye.

He loves me to the height of insanity but I have to give him pain to break him insanely. Maan have to lead a life for our baby, and he will be the best father in the world.

But I want ridz settle in life. Tum chaho ya na chaho u have to hold her hand,, because she need u. and if u ditched her I will tie her with maan, atleast my baby will get a mother. But listen mr armaan malik I will never talk to u again making me this hard. Because I know my frnd loves u insanely. For once I will let my motherly love away for u and ridz because my maan will be enough to take care of my baby but ridz she needs someone to hold her after my

Armaan placed his palm on her mouth

Armaan: chup kar geet. U can't leave me. I have no one except u. someone I always desired to be with, a family who loved me, a SISTER who gave me a meaning of life. A frnds who taught me what called happiness. I need u and dare u say anything. ridz is mine.

Geet smiles: my plan works always. Dekha bola tha one day u will claim her with ur heart. See the mere thought of losing her make u so darpok.

Armaan: hey don't call me darpok ha

Geet: to kya bulau sher?

Armaan: wo to tera pati hain,

Geet: sambhal lena usse armaan, I want him happy and safe, its ur duty.

Armaan: that what I m doing for past so many months.

Geet: thank u.

Armaan: best frnd and brother, 2 relation hain fir bhi thank u.

Geet smiles and hugged him.

Geet: why life is so unfair?

Armaan: I don't know yaar. But I will make sure it won't be unfair for u. I had talked to doctor Johnson. He said u can come to London for treatment but

Geet: there is less chance in fact no chance. Armaan dipped his head. Geet smiles. God gave me enough time to treasure my life. In this time maybe I will give everyone pain but for me this time I will take in my heart as my biggest memory and cherished life time. but I need my maan to be happy. u wll take care of him na?

Armaan: I promise.

Geet tried to suppress her cry but it was oozing out in her tears. But then they heard a sound something breaking. Both rushed towards the door.

Geet's ground slipped seeing the scene. She leaned over the door,, Just a mere whisper came out from her lips.

Geet: MAAN''.

Precap: more clarification and reunion?? Or painful love?

next Part 46

*EDITED*

Me first but am not happy today

haye brain tumor devilll tich maan listened there conversation waiting for nextupdate soon