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LOVE PARADISE- Part 1

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Partial or total absent of Light- darkness the only thing I feared to death.. I am strong independent girl. Aims and dreams already achieved a 26 year mature female.. my life is perfect.. well in ways of profession.. but as a family I don't know what to comment.. my mom loves me immensely.. but then again life without a partner seems so incomplete.. yet I cant think of getting one.. my profession life is successful.. I am the creative head for the famous women magazine 'The Diva' and assistant creative for the Free Bird advertising company. Both the under one main company bound with. It was a great pleasure for me to hold up to these posts.. nevertheless I loved creativeness. And my other probably only passion was Painting.. I always brought my imagination into my creativity of my hands.. routine was 4 days in a week I was engaged in the advertising company and next 2 days working for the magazine.. half of my free time was spent painting or reading novels in my balcony with a sip of coffee. I spent my weekends with my mom. Life was Perfectly Imperfect though. I needed a partner. But never craved for one. Whenever i gave my romantic life a thought my mom's words sprang in my ears 'men are not trust worthy, they leave us alone. They cheat. They never meant to be committed'. This is what I heard and learnt from my mom. And that's the main reason neither I dated anyone nor I had an interest with. But yet again life missed something special.
Until and unless, that day came.
I was in the 4th floor of my office. it was the last working day of the week in Free Bird. i would be buzzing back to office after 3 days hence last moment works were getting wrapped up in a hurry. It was already 7pm. I was really late today compared to all other days today I took Over Time. I glanced once more at my watch and sighed. The more I tried to hurry the more it got worst. But I dint let it go, I gathered all my strength and finally ended up with the files.. I locked my cabin only to find I was the only one in my floor. I sighed again, it was Christmas eve and many were on their leave and rest got into their homes as fast as possible. Christmas!! I loved this season. It always bliss to feel the winter chills between the festive celebrations. I headed towards the hallway and then to the lift. I patiently waited for the lift to open up. After few seconds finaly the lift landed back. I dint care to see who was in and who not. As of now all I bothered to get home and aid my bed for a sound sleep. I was Hell tired.
As the lift reached 2nd floor something happened which took my breath away. The lift suddenly halted giving me a shudder and then the lights went off.. as I said the darkness is worst feeling I experience in my life. I started hyper ventilating. It was then I realized the presence of one more individual in the lift, until then I was least known. My hyperventilation's increased as I screamed shivering. My screams was brought to halt by the warm touch I experienced first on my shoulders and then on my both arms. some strong source was holding onto me. Shaking me and above all comforting me. I felt a shiver run down my spine. Within split of seconds I felt presence of a man right infront of my eyes. his eye elated in dark. Those dark brown color of his eyes brightened in dark. I could feel myself drown in those hazel orbs which glowed in dark.. my heartbeats were gradually increasing. I sighed. But the fear of darkness still lasted. I felt myself hyperventilating again. I couldn't bring myself out of it. he slowly moved another inch close to me. Almost getting his body close to mine. 'Are u okay ?' he asked with concern it was when I felt my heart skip a beat. I again got lost in his eyes. but the fear got over me again. I found myself confessing to him the fear of darkness. He kept comforting. But all went in vain. My fear increased every second. But it would be wrong if I don't mention how blissful I felt in his presence. Finally he took me into the hug patting my back. I was astounded! I never expected this but I couldn't think of anything then. All my focus was on the darkness. I found myself safe in those arms. he wrapped his arms tightly around me and slowly patting my back. Also muttering frequently 'eveything will be fine. Don't worry im here..' I don't know why I felt it was the safest place in earth.
After what seemed ages finally the lights were back. And within split of seconds lift resumed.
I was taken aback once lights were back. I drew myself behind from his embrace. I dint know how to react. The proximity did bring some fluttered feelings in me but yet again he was stranger and I felt imbecile . slowly pinning my hair behind my ears I looked up to meet his eyes. I hands were still on my shoulders. I stiffened. He looked so handsome! A perfectly well built body. Those genuine concerned eyes. Perfectly curved lips. That medium sized little bulged nose. Neatly brushed yet messed hair.. decently tugged suit. He was gorgeous Looking Man!!
Our eyes were in a tight lock for few seconds I felt oblivious to real world. He shook me to bring me back on earth. I looked at him and gave a weak smile. 'are u okay ??' he asked really concerned and cautious of my fear few minutes ago. I nodded and sighed deeply getting my senses back to normal. Bringing myself out from the little disturbance took few minutes ago. I looked back at him with the same weak smile and mumbled thank you. Before we could converse further ground floor had come and the doors flew open. I withdrew myself back completely from him. he smiled saying 'my pleasure' he nodded.
We went out of the lift. 'you work here ??' he asked politely. I nodded 'yes I assist the creative team of Free Bird. he smiled wide. 'nice to meet you. I am Reyaansh Singhania one of the Board of directors in Free Bird'
'Hi Mr.Singhania I am Kria Ghai..' I smiled looking away from eyes. I felt a verge of getting lost in eyes again.
We bid bye to each other as we reached parking lot and departed towards our ways. Least did I know we were meant to meet.
For next 2 days I was busy with my magazine as it was last week before month ended and we had cover up the final edits before the magazine released its monthly edition. But my mind kept hovering around Mr.Singhania. he was certainly the charmer.
Later that weekend I was spending time with my mom like always. Somewhere our first meet did create a long lasting mark on my memory but his thoughts decreased later the next week.
Again the last working day of the week came. I always hated the Thursdays being the assistant I was left with all completion of files. How I hated these Thursdays. It had been few months that I have started doing Over Time on Thursdays. It was 31st evening. And I wanted to enjoy myself but I was stuck with this last moment file!!!
There was still a lot finalizations to be made. I was still struggling with files I heard a tap at my cabin door. 'come in' I muttered before drowning back into files. It was few minutes since I had welcomed the person in. since then I dint hear anything from the person concerned. I looked up to see HIM. he was sitting casually in the couch reading magazine [ The Diva ]. A unknown smile crept over my lips.
I kept looking at him. it felt good. It was already dark out. The whole world was busy with New Year celebrations and I felt low thinking I would be celebrating it all alone. He felt my gaze on him, he looked up with a smile on his face.
'good evening Miss.Ghai' he greeted taking the seat front of mine. Why does he call me Miss.Ghai ? ewww its odd. 'good evening Mr.Singhania.. im surprised to cu in my cabin' I raised my eye brows after giving the smile.
'well I was passing through ur office and I came to know your quite busy with your works. Since it was New year eve I just thought to wish u in advance'?'
'oh that's really kind of u Mr.Singhania..' before I could complete he interrupted 'may I ask u wat ru doing ???'
'umm well finalizations of all projects of this week.. that's lot of a job u c..' I said I a disguise!!
He chuckled 'may I be some of ur help ?' he offered politely.. his face was so cute I couldn't deny him. I nodded and the very next moment he slid his chair next to me glancing at my laptop screen.
He instructed me few things and helped me in finalizations. I was awkward at the beginning but how can I fail to admit how brilliantly he helped me out. He was a good mate. The time kept moving. We chatted.. we joked.. we started knowing each other's professional details more than personal one.. we took a break at around 11.30.. taking coffee cup in hand we sat in the large swing hung in the balcony of my office. the beautiful sea view and the cool breeze made the moment more amazing. His sense of humor and sweetness was more attracted to me.
'so Miss beautiful what are ur plans for this new year ahead ??'
I was taken back with the new name tag given to me Beautiful ? I felt my cheeks flush.. I looked away taking a sip of coffee.. I dint want to get into the name tag and him to realize I blushed. Hence I chose to ignore it. 'well as of now I wanna finish of my assistant course. If luck gives the hand may b I get promoted here as one the creative team member ? than as an assistant!' I completed looking at him he was amazed
'so what about u reyaansh ?' tat was the first time I called him through his name.. he looked elated I smiled in return. 'u can call me Rey..' 'all my friends and family refer me the same!' he took another sip of coffee before staring at me. I looked away soon and mumbled REY more audible to myself
'I am thinking to take over this office..' I was astonished with his answer. I dint expect that though. I know he is one of the board of directors and 50% partner of biggest advertising company THE SINGHANIA's. the latter is that main company under which The Diva Magazine and Free Bird companies are bound.
We usually talked thru eyes.. silence talks had become quite often between us. And it was then become his rountine to show up at my office sharp at 7pm every Thursdays!! And then we together finalized up with the weekly project files. It was great working with him. chatting along and having a coffee break staring at the sea view. We talked about random things. but I could see from his actions he was attracted by me. Calling me Miss Beautiful had approved that he found me attractive. And to me he was impressive. The complete descent sweet loving person. And not forget he has always taken into point to drop me home! As im afraid of dark he insisted in dropping me over. Gradually our friendship grew quite stronger. Evry Thursdays after attending board of director meeting he would be showing up at my cabin. And I would be waiting for him. we would work till 11 and then he would drop. This was my new routine to imperfect life.
I did discuss about my friendship with Rey to my mom. She shrugged and instructed me not to get closer to him. she did realise my little crush on this man. Hence she had to give some warning and that was expected from her. I agreed. Afterall my mom had lived a life of a independent mother since my dad had backed off from his responsibilities. My mom n dad were classmates since high school and in college years they confessed their love for each other. Like all other teenagers they did have some dreams and wishes. But one decision of getting married to my dad my mom regretted. My dad had been a good husband but when I was born at quite early age, my mom was just 23 then. He wasn't irresponsible but being a subtle individual he backed off from the growing responsibilities of family and profession. Later on my mom brought me up as single mother with the knowledge of never to trust a guy. That's why probably im still single. I nevr blame her though because I have seen her dying every. Since I shifted to my own apartment for getting easier access to my office, my mom stayed with her college friend. I was happy my mom got another female to share her thoughts in my absence.
It was on Thursday evening while I was working on my files. Luckily that day creative team insisted in helping me out with finalizations. I was amazed but it went on. Therefore I finished my work in time. It was 7pm and I was desperately waiting for him to appear. If he knows me well then he should know I get hyper soon!!! I felt the restlessness shiver In my body. I quickly took my fone attempting to call him.. it appeared 'swtiched off' cursing all my stars I walked out of office at 8pm. I waited for the lift to get down soon. In 3rd floor I felt some uneasiness. I felt someone's strong gaze on me. It was getting intensified more and more. Somewhere I felt it would be rey. hence I decided to turn around. To my shock or a co-incidence I saw him just seconds before lights vanish and me clinging on his arms for my dear life.
That was moment of bliss. I was in his embrace the first time I saw him. but it wasn't that intense as now. I felt his grip tighten around my back comforting me with his concerned words. Hearing his voice after a week!! I felt more safer in his arms. I loved it I admit. Least did I know his embrace had a power to get me out of my fear. I a smile involuntarily curved my lips. His warm body was crushed to mine. I felt heavens lying in his arms. 'hey relaxxx..' he said last time before the lights came back and we were taken into awkward moment..
As I came out of the lift I remembered he hadn't shown up in the office lately. I growled at him walking away.. he called after me running behind. I shrugged moving towards my car.
Before I could open car doors, he grabbed my arms pushing my back against my car he looked deeply into my eyes..
'listen I am..'
'Rey whats this ? do u know I waited for u so long ? why dint u show up ? how can u ditch me like that rey..' all this while rey kept trying to convince me.. but I went along with my ranting as I thought its my authority. How I got the feeling I hardly know. But Thursday evenings was dedicated to him. for 3 months we have been sharing Thursday evenings together how can he just not appear without even saying anything ??
Finally he yelled 'BAATCUTTER!!' to stop my ranting around.. 'Kitna BOLTI HO TUM ??' he asked amazed..
That was the first time he spoke in hindi. We never conversed in hindi.. but it felt great to hear hindi from him.
'BAATCUTTER ???'
'yes!!! because tum meri baat kaat thi ho!!'
He pouted. I couldn't help but smile at him.
'now will u listen to me ???' I nodded
'the meeting went for a long time, but then I thought ki..'
'u thought what ??'
'well I was thinking.. ki kya tum.. ummm will u be my date tonite ???'
I was spellbound with his question. It was a surprise. I kept fighting with the urge to kiss him.. but I held myself back. And being a gentlemen he had managed to be the sweetest person hence I couldn't deny him. after all he was my crush too. a date wouldn't be that problematic though.
A table for two. Like I always loved, beach side candle nite dinner. Wow!! What else would be best at the moment ??
We chatted a lot.. laughed giggled.. shared the darkest secrets to silliest moments.. I never thought I would be so close to anyone especially a guy. I cant forget how good partner he was.. may be at work or at discussion he proved to be perfect. The name calling 'Miss beautiful' is always something I loved to hear.. !! he kept addressing me baatcutter since that incident nevertheless I loved that too..
Days flew by.. months rolled. The friendship got stronger. We called spoke for hours everyday.. met on every Thursday and later went on date at nite.. And I was transformed from independent to dependent gal not much of that sense but yes I was dependent on REY. my mom kept instructing me not get emotionally attached to him. I tried my best to stay away but wenevr he spoke up I had to give in. it wasn't late wen I realized the strong emotions I had grown towards him. he always gave an hint of how much I meaned to him. it was as though his whole life was dependent on me. Somwer I loved the feel but then again my moms words were breaking my ears. I had to get out of this. Later or sooner I had been into this trauma. I knew he liked me but living a life without him would become even worse if I became more attached to him. I had to pull myself apart before I get more hurt. Wen it comes to emotions person tend to become selfish.
One Thursday evening when I was sitting in my cabin.. I was a mess. I dint know how and what to do. I had heard from other workers that meeting would last for more time than usual. It was already 8.30 and I finally completed my work in a hurry purposefully. Once I finished I rushed out of the office towards the parking lot.. out in the parking area I heard someone running behind me. I knew it was him. I acted as if I dint care.. but he was way to determined and stronger than me.. he finally grabbed my arms and turned myself towards him
'wats wrong baatcutter ? tum aise kyu..?'
'rey I don't want to speak to u.. pls leave me..' I ordered
'but wat did I do ?' his expressions wer changing into sad ones.. I gulped
'do u know how much I waited for u ? u dint hv a courtesy to tell me huh ?'
'but I had sent..'
'pls I don't need ur excuses!! Its high time ..!!'
He tried to convince me.. no reasons I continued to fight with him. seriously its sounded awful the reasons I gave.. the accuses I did was lame.. but again I knew I was hurting him and I had to ..
'just don't speak to me again!!' I yelled before driving off.. once again not giving him a chance to speak. I accused and bashed him. he was hurt I knew it.. his eyes were watery I could see it.. I felt a flinch at my heart. If it wasn't for my mothers words I gues I wouldn't have done this..
The followed days was hectic. My mind kept running behind rey. he never called after that. He was hurt. He was hurt!!! That was all I was feeling guilty in. finally the Thursday came.. loads of work on my head, no mind to do any of those. My insides kept telling me to ask sorry.. but my ego dint let it. it was 7pm. I closed my eyes took a deep breath thinking he is not gonna come I should focus on projects. The moment I shifted my eyes to my laptop screen I felt my cabin door open slowly.. I looked up to see rey coming inside casually. Without doing much noise he sat next to me.
Wenevr we worked together we divide our works .. he was extremely clever in working with files finding flaws fixing them. Whilst I was good in PPTs and presentations. That's how we shared our work. He started with his work. Glancing through the file, he quietly did all taks without uttering the word. I felt embarrassed.
God always seems like playing cupid at times im with him. one or the other day it so happens that I should face the fear of my life. Darknes!!! Suddenly the systems turned off making gheee sound and then lights gave up.. immediately I shifted towards him. I hugged him tight chanting 'don't leave me please don't leave me..' he consoled me like all while.. wenevr I needed him he was there. whatever I wished he made them true! He was perfect in all ways.. when I opened my eyes I realized I had cuddled towards him in the couch sleeping peacefully on his chest.. I looked around the lights were back.. as I made myself straight he woke up 'are u okay now ??' he as concerned in his eyes.. I couldn't hold back 'why are u here ?? after all what happened last Thursday ??' I asked without wasting much time. He smiled
'I know that u dint mean what u said. I promised to help u out wenever u needed me. I promised to protect u from dark that's y im here.. I know u will ask forgiveness wid me. Until u ask for it im not gonna bring the topic. U and I both know it wasn't my mistake..whatever u said did hurt me kria' saying wich he left.. first time he had called me from my first name.. never before I loved my name. I loved my name to b called by him.

he had come to my office. did all work he promised me for. even after my such a stupid act!! now i agree he is the one !!! he is the only one i can count on.
After few minutes I came out of the office only to find him standing near his car leaning so innocently like a kid. My mom's words again eroded my ears but before I gave it a thought I went to him. he opened the passenger door for me which I closed it.. he looked at me confused.. I smiled kissed his cheeks nd asked sorry looking down embarrassed for my behavior. 'kria ?' he called me. Lifting my chin up through his index finger he stared into my eyes.
'I was waiting for u to feel sorry for ur behavior because I and u both know u did it on purpose . I still don't know the reason though!! Never wanna learn. I just want to be with u kria.. u mean world to me. I have never met a gal who is as beautiful and as cute as u. I have never seen a gal so innocent and pure from heart. I love being with u.. kria ?'
Aniticipation increased its peaks.. I knew what was coming.. switching my ears off for my mom's words I looked at him..
'I I love u kria.. I really do with all my heart..' he said cupping my face.
A lone tear escaped from my face. I smiled ' I love u too rey..' I said and we closed the gaps between our lips. It was a soft gentle kiss. He took my care like a princess. He dint deepen the kiss much but locked his lips with mine for longer time. The feeling was above all. Heavenly!! Awesome! Megical!! My lips trembeled as we parted to gain some oxygen.. I looked in his eyes our forhead met before we laughed.
Paradise!! I was in the paradise of Love.. rey was the creator. Im the princess in there. he is such a good boyfriend.. he never let me down.. staying by my side in all sorrows pain and happiness he indeed stood up for his promise.. evry Thursdays we worked together. Everyday we spoke for hours on the fone.. random dates on week days.. text messages.. love care trust was all life about. I even introduced rey to my mom. She had strongly confessed she dint like him. she said she dint any men all are cheaters.. but she also confessed 'he was a gem of a person' wich I took as a good sign.. lately I never heard anythn gud about men from my mom's mouth..
My life had turned romantic! Silly fights.. cute sorrys.. endless talks.. silence talks.. coffee chat.. dates evrythn was perfect with him. my imperfect life was perfect with him he completes me..

and i also resumed back my painting habbit after REY's visit to my house. i was eager in showing him my paintings.. he was awestruck with my creativity. i felt proud.. then after he was my regular guest to the house..

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Love Paradise : part 2

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My mom kept warning to not get completely dependent on him she even stated 'he will leave one day' I couldn't bear her words I shrugged them off.
Life had turned into bliss. 6 months had passed by. When I opened my eyes in the morning I get his sweet greeting message. Hence my morning started off with his greetings. Our evry break hour was spent with each other. He used to stay in my house on Fridays and Saturdays.. we enjoyed a lot preparing breakfast together.. he drove me off to office.. he again came to pick me up in the evening.. not just Thursday Fridays n Saturday s also turned out to b the best with him. whenever I would be exhausted he came over me with a cup of coffee. His every little things I got familiar with. Whenever he was frustrated he used to wrinkle his nose. Whenever he was upset he used to be silent. Whenever a discussion leads to argument he preferred silent talks. Whenever I felt alone out of nowhere he would show up infront of me. Sometimes I wondered how he did that ?
He would understand my slightest expressions wether I am interested or not or what I wanna say. Sometimes in our phone chats if we are confused or missing each other we would just send a blank message. Both of us would understand the meaning of it. never failed to analyse it. I never knew our bond would get that stronger. I felt he was just the half of my soul. No one would be as patient or as caring as him.
Once I had high fever. I couldn't msg anyone to inform about my health. My mom wasn't at her home either. I tried calling her house but her friend said she was out of town with sudden assignment. I stayed at home. I closed my eyes and just wished to see him once. As if my wish was answered the door suddenly flew open he rushed inside my room. I seriously dint expect he would show up. That is when I realized how our hearts were connected. He took care of me like his child. Never left me alone. 3 nights.. he dint sleep instead he took care of me. He was awake all while thinking I may need something. As my fever decreased I only asked him to cuddle in arms and sleep peacefully. He then slept next to me hugging me tightly as though saying he would never leave me. That time I felt as if he was my kid. Hugging my waist tightly as possible he sounded like a posseive 5year old child who would hug its favourite toy. But I was his life here. that made me realize his innocent and childish nature. He even cried few times when I had fever. I saw his teary eyes but he tried his best to hide it from me.
I finaly thought its time I give him another chance. Yes though I was in relationship with him, through my behaivior he knew I wasn't ready for marriage. But now it was different! I cant stay a minute away from him.
After I recovered from fever he would visit my home evry morning. My early mornings dint start by his sms then on, he himself came to wake me up. Once he had told me he would not wake up until 9am in morning no matter what happens. But after I recoverd he would come to my house at 6am in morning wake me, prepare breakfast for me. I asked him not to do but he never listened he only said 'I love u baatcutter and I love doing this to u. until im with u, I will be the one waking u up in the morning' for which I smiled and replied 'and I want to see ur face first as I wake up' with a good morning peck on his lips. No matter how many times he stayed in my apartment he never crossed his line. No matter how many desires rised up bw us he never came close to me. We never made love before marriage.
It was a Thursday afternoon. He had dropped me by office and disappeared then. And there was a sudden call for meeting for me. I along with rest of the creative team entered the board room. he was there sitting next to my boss. He grinned as I entered. I was confused.
Then the announcement was made that he would be our next owner. Which means he would take over Free Bird by not being just board of directors instead by being a chairman. I was elated. I was astounded. I dint know to reach. With this the promotion lists were also announced. I was super happy thinking I may get the post in creative team.
I waited for the promotion list to be put up. But I was disspaointed as my name was nowhere. I dint know what to say. Because he was my boss now and my boyfriend asking him was awkward. He then called me to come to his cabin. I entered. He smiled and handed me a cover he dint say anything. It was letter stating that a new member is added instead of me for assistant ppost. I couldn't believe he just did that. He was still smiling where I was in a verge of crying. He came to me took my hand and we walked out of office. I dint utter a word he knew I was upset but I dint know what he was thinking. He took me to the beach. I stood at the entrance arms folded 'rey sorry can we go home ? im not interested' he pouted and asked me 'I promise I will not take much of ur time just few minutes please ??' how can I deny his cute smile ? the way he pouted had already convinced me.
I went further and was awestruck. On the sands there was something written and candles bordered those words.. I went forward to read what was written in it.. it read
M A R R Y M E B A A T C U T T E R
I was spellbound. I froze. As I said he read my mind. He read my wishes. Never did he fail to fulfil any of wishes so do this one. I dint expect him to propose me so soon!
Next moment I felt him kneeled down infront of me.
'baatcutter. I love you and will always do. i lovw jab tum meri baat kaat thi ho. I love when u take care of me. I love when u kiss me. I love when silently talk to me. I want spend each and every month, day, hours, seconds of my life with u. I want to be with u. love u, kiss u. I want to make love with u and only u. I promise that our every nite and evry day will b a bliss. I will create a paradise of my love to u. I will never let u cry. I will never make u upset. I will never allow the dark to touch u. I will protect u from everything, from darkness to sadness. Will u marry me ??'
I couldn't just move his words were just mesmerizing. I nodded 'yess Rey!! I will marry you. And we will make our life a love paradise..' he slid the rind on my finger.. I made him stand on his feet and kissed him to the earnest. The gentle soft kiss as it began turned to passionate hungry one. I moaned with the pleasure. He took the opportunity and slid his tongue inside my mouth. Our tongues danced with each other. He explored my mouth.. he was a best kisser.
After we parted away. My cheeks turned pink. I couldn't just stop blushing. He kissed my cheeks and offered me a letter. I questioned him what it is. But he inistsed me to open it. I found that I have been added as the President of creative head department along with being his partner in Free Bird. I couldn't believe my eyes. I looked at him surprisingly
'don't think I did this because I love u. I have been giving ur work reports daily to board of dierectors. They did give u several tough tasks and u succeded in all. And in finaly meeting they agreed to give u this posts. As far as partner thing is concerened u are my soul how can I work without my soul ???' he said with innocent smile in face. I felt I was falling for him all over again. I hugged him tight and kissed him.
Our marriage ceremony wasn't a grand one. Rey dint have his parents. they expired in a plane accident. He was alone. But not anymore. I promised to myself that I will never let him be alone. When we first made love in our room, I was scared, I felt awkward whether I would stand up to his expectations whether I can give him what he wants. The anticipation and anxiety was running all over me. But I had forgotton with him being my side everything would be perfect. He never let me feel embarrassed. Though our first nite was passionate one he dint let his desire high. He took care of me very gently. The pleasure we both experienced can never be explained. And then I realized how special he made me feel on 'our' first time. But that was only for the first time. After which we were wild enough. As its said if the start is comfortable then it vanishes all awkwardness. And same was with me. We dint fail to keep up each other expectations. We made love almost every nite. Our mornings started with good morning kiss and night ended me being wrapped tightly in his arms.
We had shifted to new mansion. Yes I would call it mansion. Just the way I wished my 'house' would be! I could believe that from the colours to paint was what I wished for. I couldn't see any of his like anywhere in the house hence I did ask him why is it all the way I wanted ? he said 'my like and my wish is u, so what u want and what u wish is what I want and what I wish'
Every day he made me fall for him over and over again. His innocence and caring nature always protected me. Since he came to my life I never felt the fear for dark because he was beside me.
After a year or two we were blessed with a baby boy. we named him Krish. He was the gift or our love.years rolled on.. 15 years of successful married life. But my mom had now changed her decision she said 'he is the perfect man good husband and best dad one could get' I was proud. I felt I have won the world.
My 13year old was just the print of his father's eyes. he was innoncent and senstitive as me and as caring as his father. Rey was indeed a perfect man a good husband and best dad!! Sometimes I wondred how would I live my life if he wasn't there ? I was solely and completely dependent on him in all ways. I couldn't help though. He always took care of his reponsibilites and even today he did understand what I want without me telling him. even today we made love at nites. We today our morning startd with his good morning kiss. How will I even imagine my life without him ? but fate had it stored for me. It was Thursday evening. Even after marriage even after me getting promoted as the president of creative head we spent our thrusdays in office. we sat there creative final reports. But that evening he dint come. It was 7pm .. he used to show up at 6 evry day.
I felt a peirce in my heart I dint know why. I felt he was in pain. The time passed and it was 1am in the morning I still waited at the office for him to come but he dint. His mobile was switched off. His assistants told me he had already left the main office. then y he dint reach Free Bird yet ?
I gave up and finaly went home thinking he would be there. but he wasn't krish was already asleep. I was getting resteless now. I dint sleep the whole nite, but at the dawn I dozed off.
Early morning around 6am krish woke me up crying. I dint know what happened he only cried and cried saying 'papa' I dint know what he wanted to say but his actions was making my heart flinch even more. And then a man entered the house. He was his manager he looked down and asked me to accompany him. I dint know what was going on. We reached hospital I question them umpteenth time. Nither krish nor manager answered. Krish was crying badly. I was in hospital the very thought made me shiver. I held my heart in my hand and went with them. We reached ICU. I was again taken aback.
As they lead me in, I saw my poor soul my love my darling my husband lye in bed with hundreds of bandages over him. I was shocked to see him like that. He was breathing through ventilation.. there were number of machines reading his condition they only increased the tension I broke seeing him in that state. i would feel my heart cry when he even coughed or had cold or fever! Now seeing him bandages all over his body, blood oozing out of them made me unconscious. When I opened my eyes, krish wiped the stains of tear drops in my eyes and took me to ICU again. I couldn't see REY like that. No I couldn't. doctors came to me sighingly they said 'talk to him for the last time' my eyes widened with horror 'what do u mean by last time ?' I yelled at them. After that u heard rey calling my name 'baatcutter' my heart flinched again. I ran to his embrace. I placed my head on his chest and cried 'u said u will not leave me. U said u will b wid me. U said u will protect me. U said u will not make me cry.. u said .. u promised. U cant leave me now. I love u rey u cant leave me now..'
He cupped my face kissed my lips.. and said 'im sorry.. I promised u and not god..' he said and took his last breath. I my heart died along with him. the paradise we created. The bliss the life had for me was gone. Time froze.. he went cold. Krish's eyes had dried off due to cries. Rey never spoke again. He would never be back home. We would never work in office. no good morning kiss. No making of love. No cuddling in his chest. No coffee chat. No fights. Ab mei kiski baat kaatu ??
I cried and cried.. but his words sprang in my ears 'I will never let u cry..' I could make him not rest in peace. I wanted his soul to be happy. by crying for him I would only make his soul unhappy. I couldn't effort it. I had lost my living.
I used to sit near his grave all day. I never cried I stared at his grave and thought all moments of our life. The days will never be back again. 'I told u one day he will go..' my mom said before leaving me alone.. she too went away after seeing my turmoil. My shattered life. She too left me alone. She too left me. Evry time I thought I missed him I felt to give my life too. but krish ! I cant let him be alone. He had turned into a strong person. He loved his dad very much. To that extent that he shared all his thoughts with rey and he was comfortable in sharing with rey than me. I always thought I dint prove to be a good mother but rey told me 'ur the best mother he could get that's y he dosnt want u to worry for him. I promise I and krish will never let u worry' I couldn't over with the fact rey wasn't with me anymore.
I had to resume my life.. 3 weeks staying near his grave, I realized I have been ignoring krish. I dint have my food at times. I remember how rey would get angry with my negligence of taking food in time.. and krish ? he would always support rey and scould me! My paradise my love our love paradise was shattering! I couldn't let krish shatter. Wen went back home in correct sense I learnt he too dint have his food properly. He just hugged me tightly as I came home. He said 'don't leave me mama like dad did! I will not leave u mama plss aap b muje chodke mat jao please mama' he cried hugging.. I cried along with him. that nite he cuddled in arms and slept. And it was wen I realized he was having peaceful sleep. After 3 weeks.! We had peaceful sleep and I was sure seeing us like dis rey would be in peace. But the emptiness of rey being not present in my life was hovering me every second! All memories kept attacking me. My routine was worst. I couldn't do anything without him but I had to I had to do it for his sake atleast. Since he was not there I took over the chairman post.
It was thrursday nite around 8pm wen I finally done with my final reports I went out of my office. like fate had its turns to tease me, I boarded the lift and lights went off. I screamed. This time rey wasn't there for me to comfort me. But I felt some tender arms holding me tightly. Someone was hugging me tightly. I knew that touch.. I could see the eyes . those dark brown eyes.. it was bright and young. He said 'don't worry im there with u mom don't worry.. its okay.. I will b with u.. im here..' I couldn't belive my ears.. wen light came I saw my little 13 year old krish almost big as my rey hugging me comforting me.. I hugged him tight. Rey kept to his words..
Then on every nite I got my good nite kiss in my cheeks by my little son and he even woke me up at the morning kissing my hand and showing me rey's photo frame. Evry Thursday evenings he came to my office sat with me and helped evry little thing he could do. he was also an artist. I left painting since rey left me I couldn't resume that evr!! But my little son did that for me. He started painting. And his creative ideas worked wonder in my office. I was getting dependent on my son now. But I promised to my self the time he wouldn't be my side was my death.

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how was it ?

share ur views!

i dont have anything else to say. this is my first work as a ONESHOT in a different manner hope its justified with the story

thnkx for all support n wishes on my bday

this is dedicated to evryone of u for my making my bday a special n memorable one !! 😳
luv u all

regards
nams 😊
Edited by nams_arsha - 13 years ago
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Awesome waiting for part 2
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awesome so nice n d way rey acted after the fight just showed dat she is the best man a girl could get...i just loved both rey and kriya's character in dis os awesome just awesome
confesssion scene and the kiss were too good
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OMG !! AMAZING !! RES... UNRESS AFTR EXAMS... :P
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awsome os
luvd it
update part 2 soon
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Posted: 13 years ago
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I loved the os...

beautifully written...

well described...

bhut mast flow hai...

pehle toh laga kitna lamba hai and confession next mein hoga lekin woh toh issi mein ho gaya 😛

wonder what u have in store for us...

but it was an amazing os.. read 3-4 times already...
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waah kya baat hai yaar nimmie you rocked it man no words for this update i simply loved it no dought yaar the amount of tym lights went off elcttricity problem tha kyaa aaah finalay kriyaansh are together aww so cutee mann jus loved how rey cares for her eventhg she sed bad thngs to him he still helped her aww that is wat u call a true boyfriend lol i guess any waiting for PART 2 JALDI OK !
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Right now...I'm super Happpy n super sad!!!
Happy cuz i found out bout this OS...nd sad bcz i' horrible in waiting!!!:)
OMG!!!
A vryyy BIG I LOVE THIS OS !!!
EVERYTHING IS PERFECT...their characters, work, bond, his concern ...nd Their Lovee...:$
aaaww..awesomeee conceptt!!
nd ur writinggg...it's juzz out f the world...
the words u usee ...:$outstanding!!!
u knw i just luvv it ...Kria and Reyaansh-Boyfriend Girlfriend...
<3<3<3
luuuvvv itt vryyy muchh!!
updateee vry vry soon!!!
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OMG RES !!
unres

oh my goodness do u think i just like it blooddy i love it dude dis is just so bang on
DII I AM not having words to tell my feeling abut wat i read just now

^__^ wid dis my love for ur talent went to an extent where i cant find any mistakes u r D BEST <33333
man u must be proud to write such stuff

amazing BEST AT ANY RATE !!!!!!!

os oh come on dis is d best i read in des days <33333
totally into it :**

i loved REY in dis totally OMG!!!! sum one control me frm crying uproved to be best ...dii love u <333

i can write abut each word in d os but wats d use u nly worte it naa :P so d love d care d dark fear d coffe d beach meets d first kiss d good meng nd gudnite kiss ... KRISH just everything is PERFECT <3333

I MIGHT be reading dis each day already read for 20 times oh gosh save me dis is splended u roaked it man 👏👏👏⭐️⭐️⭐️

d show case of love diff kinds is amazing nd perfect in ur os d way we want d other half to be all all just so damn perfect :D

rey is such an amzing boyfrnd lover nd husband most imp DAD man i am in love wid dis os
i am unable to comment i am lacking words damn it

rey is nomore deir oh god save me i am still crying read it again nd again !!!!!! it took me half day after reading dos many times
i am commenting gathering all my courage
i read dis os @10:30 nd now its 4:00 acc to india nd now i am in my senses to coomment dat u coz i resd otherwise i would not able to do it man dis is like FREAKING AWESUM <333

D END WAS *TOUCHWOOD*
miss my kriyansh even more now small rey krish awww my baby he take cares of my kria my baby <33333

hatts off to u u r truely blessed 👏👏👍🏼

i am saving dis <333

thanks for d pm
had a great time reading dis mindblowing os i feel proud to read dis os 😃

nd i feel utterly fab nd proud wen i think dat kriyansh/arsha had got a great writer like u as deir fan 👏👏👏

u totally desrve all d love ND RESPECT DII 😃



ps: it would be shame if i dnt comment long coz u take so much time nd update nd dis os lengh is freaking long might took so many hours i guess so its my duty to comment long coz of ur hard work nd talent <333

LOVE U 😳😳
Edited by sujana9 - 13 years ago

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